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Oct 2019 · 314
Dreams 2
Pyrrha Oct 2019
Please hold on to my dreams for me
Put them in a ziplock bag, carry them wherever you go
But don't give them to me
I lose them so easily when they are alive
I only find them once they've died
I'm sorry for my recklessness, but know that I've tried

I want to hold my dreams the closest to my heart
Inside my passions and within my hope
Swirling feelings of bliss hide with them
I want to keep them safe from my doubts and insecurity
But I can't be trusted with such fragile things

In my hands they tangle and fray
Falling victim to procrastination and vanity
Tattered and bruised they lose their shimmer
Like pyrite and nickel they lose their shine
What happened to the glitter and blinding glow?

As my belief and trust in myself fades
All I see in my dreams
Is someone drowning at sea
Sep 2019 · 240
Acrylic
Pyrrha Sep 2019
Sometimes I'm a pure and innocent shade of white
The shade remeniscent of cotton ball clouds on a sunny day
Sometimes I'm mixed with green, blue and black
I turn into a murky and distant gray; rain clouds
Then sometimes, I'm just pitch black
Void of every thing, a combustion of chaos
I'd rather be the colors that shine down falling through the cracks of a cloud
That shiny shade of yellow and gold that no amount of paint can perfect

That's what he feels like
Sunlight on skin
All the warmth and shimmer
He reminds me of the scent of sunshine
And everything bright and beautiful
That intangible color of sunlight through a cloud?
That's him
Ethereal
Sep 2019 · 149
Chess
Pyrrha Sep 2019
At this point it's not a crush anymore
You love me and I love you
It's like a game of chess
But neither of us know how to play
Sep 2019 · 1.1k
Redamancy
Pyrrha Sep 2019
I want to tattoo his love into the universe
So it becomes permanent and never strays

I wish I could wrap his words around me like a blanket
So on the coldest nights I can feel his warmth surround me

He like a safe place; a security blanket
He makes life feel surreal
Sep 2019 · 2.5k
Sewol Ferry Disaster
Pyrrha Sep 2019
Laughter laced with fear
Captured among final goodbyes
Cracked and broken fingernails; all that remains

Claw marks on walls
Bodies abandoned for years
Sinking into the deepness of the water

Families without closure
Dreams trapped within an ocean prison
Forever buried in a cold embrace

475 Bodies
171 left with a pulse
The rest consumed in an ocean grave

Students of Danwon High School
Left for a school trip
250 students were left to drown

They could have been saved
They could have escaped
They were told to stay; obeyed

Parents buried children, some with no body
Stood in empty bedrooms
And waited for a miracle that never came

Making empty beds
Trying to undo what’s been done
Losing faith in their nation

One man's selfishness
Took hundreds of dreams
And turned them into debris

As cherry blossoms bloom
Families grieve
Still waiting for a miracle

As cherry blossoms fall
Families fight
For the ones who no longer can
For my english class we were told to write a convergence twain poem about a disaster or tragedy that we thought had a big  impact. I chose to write mine on the Sewol Ferry Disaster that happened in 2014. I wrote about it because it is such a terrifying event to imagine going through, I feel like it wasn't talked about enough. I can't imagine going on a school trip and then suddenly my ship is sinking because my captain decided safety wasn't his first priority. It makes me sick to think those people lost their lives to his selfishness.
Sep 2019 · 120
Untitled 15
Pyrrha Sep 2019
I'm afraid that one day
You'll realize my feelings
And there will be no turning back
I'm even more afraid
That you'll realize
You feel the same
Sep 2019 · 289
Cowardice
Pyrrha Sep 2019
It's so sad having beautiful words written about someone
And not having the courage to show them
Those words just sit there
Patiently waiting
Sep 2019 · 203
Untitled 14
Pyrrha Sep 2019
Sometimes as writers I feel we are just spilling nonsense into the world hoping that someone will make sense of it
Aug 2019 · 337
Perfect
Pyrrha Aug 2019
For years and years
I have hated and loathed
The word perfect
It has been a disgusting burden
Full of lies
But when he says it
Its beautiful
Reborn
"In my eyes, you are perfect"
This time, I felt it
Perfect
A word full of butterflies instead of lies
Aug 2019 · 729
Entrapment
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I keep trying to refuse these feelings
But everytime I beg them to go away
They find new places to invade
The more I turn from them
The more they grow
The more I pull at them
The deeper they go
Like the roots of an ancient tree
They tangle deep inside my heart
So deep that I can't pull them out
Aug 2019 · 333
Galaxies
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Falling in love is so painful
It leaves me covered in a galaxy of bruises
Just like the ones that fill his eyes and cover his heart
Aug 2019 · 325
Stable
Pyrrha Aug 2019
He dresses all my wounds for me
Making me pretty in his arms
He kisses away all my pain
Reviving me in his embrace
You don't have to be in love to write poetry about love
Aug 2019 · 364
You are Art
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Fall in love with a poet; an artist
They'll capture your beauty when you can't
An artist isn't just a painter or sculptor. Art is music, words, photos, pottery, and so much more than what's limited to a colorful canvas.
Aug 2019 · 199
His Playlist
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I'm trying so hard not to love him
But listening to all the songs he likes
Is making me fall in love harder and faster
Aug 2019 · 302
Doubt; the death of trust
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Doubt is a seed for envy
Doubt is a pesticide for love
Doubt is a bullet of jealousy
Doubt will ruin me
Pyrrha Aug 2019
No matter how many times you give your heart to someone or tell them that it's theirs, if they say their heart is someone else's you can never get your heart back quite the way it was.
Aug 2019 · 264
growing up young
Pyrrha Aug 2019
they spent so many years treating me like an adult
that I never had the chance; the right
to be a child
I was told to grow up so quickly
that I never had the gift; the innocence
of being a kid
Aug 2019 · 605
Fishbowl perspective
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Telling someone who was raised to believe something to be one way that it can be another, is like telling a fish in a fishbowl about the oceans and their creatures.
Aug 2019 · 393
Nature
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Moth or butterfly?
It isn't the caterpillar that decides
I'd be a moth
Aug 2019 · 1.4k
It's like Amnesia
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I've wasted so much time on being told who I am
That I no longer have any time to discover myself
I feel like I have amnesia
And no one is being honest
They tell me one thing but it feels like another
I can't think for myself because "I don't know"
Is it 'I don't know', or 'I'm not allowed to find out'?

It's like amnesia, but with the memories
Aug 2019 · 148
In my thoughts
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I can't count the days that you've been gone
But I can count the many tears that you have filled
I can't count the many lies that you've told
But I can count all the truths I have found and burned
Against my better judgement, I did it for you
I ignored the itching feeling that something was wrong

Against my will you've invaded my mind
As soon as I think I have finally won,
That you are finally gone
You return once more
Once again a shadow in my thoughts

I take all my pillows and try to suffocate
Every memory that tries to come to life again
And like some ethereal force you rip them out of my hands
So that all I think about is you
The shadow in my thoughts
I felt like writing
Pyrrha Aug 2019
If he were the sun
I'd gladly embrace him
Even if it meant I'd burn

If he were an endless ocean
I'd swim until I drowned
Just to be with him

And if he were the sky
I'd live my entire life learning how to fly
Just to reach him

Even if he doesn't feel the same
I'd still give him room to say
I don't love you that way

And it'll tear me apart
He'll forget it by the morning
It won't mean a thing to him

And if he were to fall in love
It would break my heart
I'd let go for him

But even if it breaks my heart
I knew it from the start
I'd still do anything for him

If he were heaven
I would change my religion
I'd pray to God to let me in

If he were hell
I would devastate the world
I'd suffer in eternity for him

And if he were an angel
I'd be his devil
So I could sin for him

If he were a desert
I'd wander endlessly
Just to find him

If he were a forest
I'd climb every tree
Just to see him

I'd do anything for him
But what I'd do for him,
Would he do for me?
Aug 2019 · 721
Unrequited
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Your lips may have grazed
But your hearts never touched
Aug 2019 · 391
Emotional Abuse
Pyrrha Aug 2019
You may not see the damage,
but it's there
beneath smiles and politeness
deep inside the laughter and
within every crevice of joy
lives doubt

You may not know you caused it
but don't deny it
inside every tear and worry
deep inside the sorrow and
within every doubt
you live
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I'm insecure, but I'm trying
I'm confident, yet I'm hiding
I promise myself I will change
I will improve and be someone
That I can be proud of , someone
That my parents and my friends
can be proud of
I do my best, and for me
That's enough
Aug 2019 · 217
Enough (2)
Pyrrha Aug 2019
You always tell me about my shortcomings
You have endless lists inside of your mind
Full of things that are wrong about mine
I'm never smart enough for you
I'm never kind enough to you
I'm just never enough

When I walk out of your life
Will that finally be enough?
Aug 2019 · 357
Hypnotism
Pyrrha Aug 2019
If I count to three will you fall into a trance?
Can I hypnotize you
So you follow my every command?
If I tell you to love me forever
When you finally wake back up
Will you forgive me?
I can actually do two hypnotic tricks lol... nothing cool like "forget your name" just the simple "Your hands are stuck together" trick
Aug 2019 · 477
18
Pyrrha Aug 2019
18
I turn 18 in a month
I hear people say they feel the same
As if there wasn't a shift
But I can feel and see the shift
I am no longer a shy little girl
I am becoming a confident woman
No longer caged by my insecurities
I have spent up till now transforming
I have learned the weight of responsibility
The responsibilities of truths, lies, and secrets
The difference between consequences
for now and for the future

No, I don't feel like a child anymore
I don't yet feel like an adult,
but I feel like this is my first step
into real life
Aug 2019 · 2.4k
Drift
Pyrrha Aug 2019
The stars look bitter tonight
Like a candle is only sweet with a flame
You take away the sparks
And only the bitterness remains
That's why the stars only sparkled for him

For now I'll just blame it on me
Because its easier than hating you
I wish I could change the blood
That courses through my veins
If I changed who I am
Would you love me then?

He took the night sky with him
In his eyes, he took my stars
This isn't about anyone, it was inspired by a song I wrote in a dream
Aug 2019 · 392
Moths
Pyrrha Aug 2019
I don't have butterflies in my stomach
They are more like moths
Eating me alive from within

I kind of like the way they tickle
Aug 2019 · 296
We all fall for love
Pyrrha Aug 2019
Falling in love with someone is just as painful as falling out of love
It all depends on the height and extent of the love

Either way you're going to get hurt
Jul 2019 · 244
Rain
Pyrrha Jul 2019
I think that rain is beautiful

In the rain people fall in love
People find sadness
People find hope
People get lost
And people find themselves

In the rain lovers share umbrellas
Writers find inspiration
Readers find mystery
Children make memories
And romanticists find destiny

Besides, without the rain
How could our beautiful flowers
possibly grow?

Yes, I think that rain is truly beautiful
Jul 2019 · 151
Untitled 12
Pyrrha Jul 2019
One day I'll teach the world how to treat him right
But today I'll teach him how to treat himself
Jul 2019 · 283
Diamond
Pyrrha Jul 2019
He's so insecure about being loved
He feels as if he isn't worth it
Through his eyes he's a peice of coal
He can't see the beautiful diamonds he shelters inside

Through my eyes he sparkles brighter than the sun
Because even underneath all the pressure thrown at him by his peers
He never gave up or changed for anyone
Instead he became something that they could never come close to

If only he could see the beauty inside of him
Perhaps he'd love himself as much as I love him
Jul 2019 · 772
What I'd do for him
Pyrrha Jul 2019
If he were the sun
I'd gladly embrace him
Even if it meant I'd burn

If he were an endless ocean
I'd swim until I drowned
Just to be with him

And if he were the sky
I'd live my entire life learning to fly
Just to reach him
I think this is my favorite poem I have written so far
Jul 2019 · 190
A selfish feeling
Pyrrha Jul 2019
Hurt isn't a selfish feeling
It's okay to feel bad
Just because someone else feels bad too
Doesn't mean you can't

Happiness is not a selfish feeling
It's okay to smile, to laugh
You wouldn't say to someone
That because you're happy they can't be

So why are my feelings of pain and joy not relevant to yours?
We all deserve happiness and sorrow
Too much or too little
Will tip the scales
And ruin our balance

Then we'll be left with nothing at all
Jul 2019 · 780
Sunlight on a Crystal
Pyrrha Jul 2019
I love myself when I'm with you
Every imperfection becomes a crystal forest
Your words shine down and make me shimmer with amber sunlight
Together we are a sunset that outshines the stars

You make me radiant
Jul 2019 · 372
His words
Pyrrha Jul 2019
Kindness is a pain that nourishes the heart
Jul 2019 · 253
Worth
Pyrrha Jul 2019
I keep getting told I'm not worth it
If I have such an expensive price tag on me
Someone tell me how much I cost
Jul 2019 · 613
Justice
Pyrrha Jul 2019
Justice will come when we take all the sweet innocent things and make them testify against their lies
Jul 2019 · 262
The sun
Pyrrha Jul 2019
Don't stare too closely at the sun
You'll get pulled in
And come undone
Jun 2019 · 394
Narrow Minds
Pyrrha Jun 2019
If you could see him through my eyes
You'd think he's wonderful too
If you could feel through my heart
You'd fall for him just as deeply

But keep your narrow minds
Your selfish expectations
All your rotten, hollow words
Far away from him

Simply because you can't see his worth
Doesn't mean he isn't worthy
Jun 2019 · 1.4k
Hurricane
Pyrrha Jun 2019
The bravest boy I know
Sits in the eye of the hurricane
All alone

Surrounded by so much fear
Hatred, loathing, and pain
He doesn't run away

He faces the storm
Even if he has to do it
All alone
Jun 2019 · 664
Inside
Pyrrha Jun 2019
Behind her eyes I can see
Inside her heart and in her soul
Her veins and all her bones
All are painted gold
Jun 2019 · 3.7k
Domestic violence
Pyrrha Jun 2019
Domestic violence in my heart
With eyes that wage a war
And lips that speak of more
He takes our ******* and calls it art
Immediately after this I got Marilyn Manson's cover of ******* stuck in my head again...
Jun 2019 · 699
Bouquet
Pyrrha Jun 2019
If you need someone to hold you together let me be the vase to your beautiful bouquet
May 2019 · 860
All or nothing
Pyrrha May 2019
I want to fall in love with his bad days
His insecurities
Become a best friend to his loneliness, his fears
A partner to his loathing

I want to love him for all he thinks he isn't
So I can prove him wrong and kiss away his hate

I want to fall in love with his tears
His messy hair in the mornings
His grogginess before his cup of coffee
His clumsy and nervous stutters

Everything about him, I want to find myself fawning over
I want to give him my all and love his everything
Because love doesn't pick and choose
It consumes all or it leaves with nothing

If I only choose to love his shimmer in the sunlight
Or his childish smiles and giggles
Then it would be as if I loved a portrait
Our love would only tarnish and fade with time

I will love everything or I will not love at all
Apr 2019 · 418
Some days
Pyrrha Apr 2019
Some days are ephemeral
A short but sweet memory

Some are longer days
That carry me far away
And I simply drift

The days that are the longest
Are the ones that take me farthest

And I simply drift
Into the abyss of time
Chasms of nothing

The void of desolation
A veil torn to shreds by light

Till I find the path
That leads me back to myself
I will simply drift
A poem I wrote for my friends creative writing class cuz she was too lazy
Apr 2019 · 1.1k
A room full of strangers
Pyrrha Apr 2019
It's a sad thing
To be around so many people
And still not feel
As if any of them care for you

It's a sad thing
To see them laugh and love
And still not have
Enough love and laughter

Left for you
Apr 2019 · 418
Untitled 11
Pyrrha Apr 2019
Abusing his kindness
Is like giving a child a kite
Then cutting the string
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