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4.6k · Apr 2016
Submission
leinstinct Apr 2016
She wanted to fly away
She felt she was not free
He always had his way
He took his mistress to the sea
She felt the urge to leave
She never had the guts
He never had some time
He was a very violent man
She accepted all of his flaws
He thought he had no flaws
She never left the house
He would not let her anyway
He said he loved her before ***
She thought she loved him too
She knew of all his ways
He payed for hookers anyway
She knew nothing was ok
He always had his way
2.6k · May 2016
Seaside
leinstinct May 2016
Laying on the seaside rememebering the days
Days you were by my side
Now on the seaside lonely i lay
Watching the tides splash
Like i used to spank your ***
I mean not to be rude
But frankly the seaside reminds me of *** and *** reminds me of you
2.4k · Nov 2016
Art an everlasting orgasm
leinstinct Nov 2016
Art is not an element
Art is not an object
Art is soul and heart depicted
Art is the subjectivity of the objective
Art is love and all the beauty
Art transends reason and logic
Art is pure abstractal medicine
Art is expression and entertainment
Art is life and death conjucture
Art is an everlasting ******
Art is to our souls as what oxygen is to our lungs
Art is pleasure and pain conjucture
Art is an everlasting ******
Art is life beauty and escence
Art is perception attitude and perspective
Art is life
Art is love
1.7k · May 2016
Utensils
leinstinct May 2016
A pencil to write the story we make
An eraser to erase the mistakes i do not regret
1.6k · May 2016
Hugs
leinstinct May 2016
Let's go back to the time of hugs
You and I
It's cold  
Your kisses on my cheek
It's cold
My kisses on your cheek
Nothing compares to the warmth of your hugs
I plead
Let's go back to the time of hugs
You and I
1.5k · May 2016
Society
leinstinct May 2016
Nature in its perfection
Westernization just an immitation
The destruction of entire cultures,
thank you modernization
1.4k · Nov 2016
Motherfucker without a life
leinstinct Nov 2016
Nice job everybody
You managed to be cool
To follow social stigma
To become another fool
Let me applaud your achieved conquest
Let me tell you how proud I am
Another lingering pawn of the system
Another ******* without a life
976 · Nov 2016
Irony / Religion
leinstinct Nov 2016
I respect your views, ideals and philosophies
But respect mine too
No one is the same
World views will always differ
But culture is an essence that some will try to deteriorate
Extinguish ancient history
To force believes into our minds
They catch us at our lowest sentiment, to make us one more of their own kind
Using freedom as a weapon
Using faith as an excuse
They will rip your essence and enslave you with an excuse  
Everyone so egoistic only thinking for their own
It’s the base of discrimination
Biggest hypocrisy humanity has ever known
972 · Nov 2016
FORZA CHAPE
leinstinct Nov 2016
It's sad to see everything pass away so fast
It can't be understood how many lifes were left behind
No explanation for such a tragic tragedy
But our hearts and souls are with all your friends and families
Today more than ever today we are one

We realize our mortality
We live to give love
To those who have left the planet
To those who gave it all
You graced us with your game
And thankful forever we are

An example of all is possible
An example of courage
And insatiable thirst for glory
You have taught us
We have learned
And forever grateful we are

FORZA CHAPECOENSE
961 · May 2016
Truth #1
leinstinct May 2016
Everyone seems to be sad
Everyone seems to be so melancholic
Everyones reality seems to be so, obscure
Everyone seems to be hurt
Everyone seems to be heart broken
I
I'm just
Intoxicated
I
I'm just
Intoxicated
I
I'm just
Intoxicated

INTOXICATED
833 · Jun 2016
Procrastinate
leinstinct Jun 2016
Moments of creativity
Moments of imagination
All replaced
By unlimited procrastination
783 · Aug 2016
Timing is a bitch
leinstinct Aug 2016
Oh you and I
It sounds so nice
We could we should
But can't is an option too
I can't  belive how cruel is our destiny
How could we be?
If it is all against you and me
743 · Dec 2016
Lack of love
leinstinct Dec 2016
Now days people only receive but they never want to give apathetic by nature sentiments are kept within only living for themselves only feeding their desires no one really wants to help no one really cares for one another as obvious as it is they'll only exist when they can get something out of it most people in our planet are condemned with lack of love most people in our planet are condemend with selfishness condemend with avirce condemend with SLAVERY
682 · Jun 2016
To
leinstinct Jun 2016
To
To all the purpose i will have
To never change but evolve in some way
To all the words i could not find
To all the memories i tend to forget
To all the thoughts that destroy my mind
To hope i found in everywhere
To the one i was the one i am
To all the people i thought i loved
To all the things i could not say
To all the moments that fade away
To chances lost and chances found
To sharing life love and peace
To every perfect including life and me
680 · Feb 2017
better than us
leinstinct Feb 2017
denial seems to be our specialty
blinding ourselves from what we even could have loved
in honor to the essence of reality
we follow whatever convenience seems right
a come back or a fall down are too similar
same monster just another mask
denigration is just another vice

we judge so we can fill our empty sorrow
to pass the pain away
like anestesia for our sorrow
we denigrate the ones who fulfilled our mandate
we dishonor the ones who are not ashamed
deep inside we wish we would be like them
but they made it
and we are restrained
678 · May 2016
My way
leinstinct May 2016
I play
I flirt just to play
I get feelings and lose control of myself
It always happens the same way

I retract
I act like a ****
I probably am
It always happens the same way

I feel bad
I cause so much pain
I can't go back
It always happens the same way

I blame her
I get over it by feeding hate and despair
To me it's never my fault
It always happens the same way

I play
I get to into the emotion and fall for my own game

I can't help it
I'm just that way
Sometimes i don't like it
It always happens the same way
647 · May 2016
Someone
leinstinct May 2016
Someone to talk to
Someone that understands  
Someone thats different
Someone that's different like me
Someone that gets it
Someone that cares
Someone that matters
Someone just someone
You
646 · Nov 2016
LIFE another LOVE story
leinstinct Nov 2016
I never thought I could
be time and nature itself
The universe is my ally
I'm one with all my surroundings
No greater joy or pleasure
Than what it is to be alive
The realm of all spiritual
The escence of our love
To mingle with our passions
Work for our dreams come true
Totally go against conviction
Rebel against society
The system tries to enslave us
Don't let that be
**** whoever tries to change you
That can only be your job
And forget anyone who hurt you
Though a lesson must be taught
Still the only thing that exists is LOVE
630 · May 2016
H
leinstinct May 2016
H
We were inseparable
We were something else
We were the beginning  of an ending
We were painful tears full of joy
We were desire that could not unfold

The only i trusted
The only i truly loved
Spend my life with you i could

Something i never wanted to let go of
Someone I'd like to have my whole life

Not based on intoxication
Not based on the venom we are fed
Not based on pleasure
Had nothing to do with ***
More than anything it was a life long friendship

Maybe you did not feel that way
Maybe you did not care
Maybe you are happier now
Maybe i was one more of the same
Maybe i was just a passtime
Maybe i gave one too many *****
Whilst you actualy did not care

Anyhow i hope the best for you
Wish you nothing but the best
I would still drink all your pains away
And do anything to make you stay

But truly i was just food for your ego
I always made you feel so great
I was always there for you
You for me? You were more involved in your own ****

I would still confort you evey day
Make a big deal of every detail
I would still be there and truly care
You'd still be my first choice
I know i was always rebound
I dont really care

Still i hope i mattered
Still i hope you cared
Still i hope you feel the same way
Still i hope we end the war
Still i hope I'll see you again
Still i hope we make amends
607 · Jun 2016
Innefible
leinstinct Jun 2016
Innefible moments
Innefible times
Innefible stories
Forever to last

Innefible youth  
Innefible lifes
Innefible loving
Never ending spark
Innefible = to great kr extreme to be expressed or described in words
604 · Oct 2016
Cynicism
leinstinct Oct 2016
I think i want to do something good to you
Something nice
something to show i care
I think i may even say i love you
I never meant it
i guess that is just ok
But do not be restrained
i am actually quite good
I may be super toxic
But i am addictive too
My soul means no real harm
my intentions are real pure
My love is never ending
there is nothing it can't cure
My senseless intoxications
Are just part of a the journey you may embark
Don't be afraid to show your insides
I can't promise i don't bite
601 · Dec 2016
Peace and joy
leinstinct Dec 2016
Not only I give
I love and I am
Reciprocation is no necesity
It is gratitude and it is love
All I know is love
I hope you know as well
So we can love life in peace and joy
575 · May 2016
Lie #1
leinstinct May 2016
Everyone seems to be drunk and happy
I'm just
Happy
547 · May 2016
Cheers
leinstinct May 2016
Arrogance and it's pedestrians
The one who brags gold but has mere dust  
The lives based on apareance
The souls that are numb
Their own gamble gone wrong
No time for withdrawal
Symptoms that you are allready dead
No sense of a passion
Love is just a name
Used too casualy as a casualty
Love should be so pure ,
but it fell into routine
Decevious are our inhabitated feelings
Dependence on the material
Living out of conditons
Superficiality is just another demon
The difference is too few
The common and the many
The cycle eats us up
It gobles our dreams and hopes
To a future with nothing to cherish
543 · May 2016
The moment
leinstinct May 2016
I don't do this much
It happens too often
Maybe i should hide
Or scape from my torments
I know you could be
The best of my memories
All i have from you
A perpetual hallucination
It is all i need
I don't seem to want it
I don't try to hard
Or do anything about it
Like a little kid
Want it back when you can't have it
I will not regret
Though change is an option
Maybe I should leave
But i found a solution
It's true thinking can be
Such a big torment
What we should all do
Is just live in the moment
534 · Oct 2016
2:30
leinstinct Oct 2016
It's late and i don't have a tongue down in my throat
It's tough when your game does not even work when you are drunk
Addictions they're so nice, they help me to go on
Women they enchant by the end of the night they're not your's
Maybe we should balance the party ,and the work
I am such a **** i am an *** but it's just work
I don't love you I'm just lonely
I know it's no excuse
If i hurt i am sorry
Desolated by the night
534 · Jul 2016
Legacy
leinstinct Jul 2016
Everything is dim
Someday we will all just fade away
Leaving no sign of our existance
But the legacy we portray
Our gift to humanity
Our gift to the universe
That has breeded us with such mercy
A miracle in the making
533 · Jan 2017
ME
leinstinct Jan 2017
ME
You don’t want to see me
You believe I don’t belong
Lack of courage in your being
I am sure I am alone
It is fine to be a believer
I don’t think that you are wrong
When acceptance is deceiving
And the rumor is too long
Name the hollow time I ask for
Name the person I could be
Lie along my own persona
I am deep within my dreams
Should you mind my flesh without a soul nor an aura?
Could you really care for me?
you are one among the holly
i am buried underneath
leinstinct Apr 2018
I cant read
my hyperactivity prohibits my concentration
it is implied
i am always doing something
whilst feeding my procrastination

if i do not like what i do
if there is no reason at all
why should i be dissarayed?
from my creativity
my passion
my love

they say there is no way out
condemnation is our only reality
I only believe in what I have to say
I say we should all keep fighting

whatever is your present
too gloomy
too bad
too shallow
there is always a spec of hope
a glimpse of light
a reason to shine

There is always a tomorrow
510 · Nov 2016
Happy birthday
leinstinct Nov 2016
Such a beautiful person
Such a great i know
Ups and downs
I love you through it all
Can't imagine life without your dear existence
Companion of my life you are my lovely sister
494 · Oct 2016
call 911
leinstinct Oct 2016
I have to leave i am way behind
My soul is here my life is not
No one can tell who i have become
I fell of my words call 911
492 · May 2016
Routine
leinstinct May 2016
Pases i take
Though I'm not awake
People i met
But disappear by the grace of fate
I could be torn
But glad i stand all alone
Never have i ever
And again im drunk on the floor
483 · Jul 2016
Happiness
leinstinct Jul 2016
When you reached a destination at the ends of the earth
And life has given you troubles you could easily amend
When you acumulated the wisdom of a million years
When your being has replaced all your fears
When caring has founda diffrent meaning
And your words have become a profecy for other beings
When love takes over and you realize the ultimate truth
The only thing that really matters and exists is love
478 · Apr 2018
Purple beauty
leinstinct Apr 2018
Beautiful and sweet
Such innocence
So deer

To battle with my bitterness
Embraced by your forgiveness

Non deserving
I must confess
I never learned to live

You taught me how to love
Forever grateful
For your purple beauty
455 · Dec 2016
Being alive
leinstinct Dec 2016
Caught again
I know it's love
I know you care
But time itself and all my dreams
The enlightened ones
The ones who are free
If you overthink
Or say too much
If you secede
If you give up
You lose your soul
You lose your life
But if you don't
YOU ARE ALIVE
449 · Jun 2016
4 a.m
leinstinct Jun 2016
After a day and a half
party like i should not have
**** my loungs with the smoke
Get some ice cream at 4
a.m i know
I should get some sleep or no
Find myself Womenless
No one to feed my soul
Question the life
Question the chance
Did not take it this time
Brown skin blue eyes
Short hair no bra
Lost the key to my home
Too drunk to recall
De javu of adiction it's on my way i know
Should leave the vice behind
The venom i love
All quiet today
all is gone
Alone i do stay
No one to give confort
At the end it all ends
No one really cares
And once again i find myself
All alone
Womenless
431 · May 2016
Sleep
leinstinct May 2016
To find equilibrium may be the hardest deed
Between the passions and the fun
seems similar indeed
Sometimes we want to run
But to stay is all we need
Though a immediate solution would be just simply not to sleep
425 · Apr 2018
Keep on Keeping on
leinstinct Apr 2018
No shame
     in personifying vice
         all they can ever do is judge
  
If maybe
       you are not where you are supposed to be
just maybe
       life has deprived you from your dreams
                    
The sun is shinning
             but you cannot embrace her love
                        your hopes are fading
                  you have lost your will to fight
       But
somehow Magically                                
                Even if you are completely lost
You find a reason
                                                  You
                                      "keep on keeping on"
425 · Sep 2016
I am
leinstinct Sep 2016
Yes i am
So long lost
Try to find
Meaning on my life alone
It is no depression
I don't believe in that ****
It is no" suicidal tendency"
Life is meant to be lived and happily
It is more of a confusion
More of a too much going on
More of a nice battle
More of a looking forward to the war
More of a learning period
That is where i am at
Lost confused but glad i am
423 · May 2016
I
leinstinct May 2016
I
I tend to be tempted
in the most subtle ways
I pretend to be satisfied
when i want it more every day
I show all my insecurities
like a pathway to my soul
I dont mind your opinion
my ego is too strong

They want all they can have
but never will get
I just want what i was handed
what will never get lost

I haven't slept in a month now
Eating seems like a waste of time
All the liquor in my liver
It's enough to keep me alive

I regret no mistake
In fact I'd do it all again
Though maybe some subtle things
i would indeed change
I would love you until the end
Some stuff i would maintain
I would lie a little less
And maybe get a better grade
I would not pact with myself
Fake promises that only bring blame
Promises i always break and guilt is my pay

But still i know im fine
My conscience is quite clean

I may be on the right path
Or about to fall in
very deep
422 · Nov 2016
LOVE
leinstinct Nov 2016
maybe if i look real close
maybe your reality may shine

someone once said you give
only to take back

they say isolation is a sin
well i find pleasure everywhere

It be boring just to state
all the facts i find so true

no one ever will be impressed
by the fame of such a fool

we are born so we can live
so we can die
...
so we can LOVE

we are here for such a journey
a journey we may LOVE

to bring joy in overflowing happines
a different purpose for everyone

intentions are so important
what separates the good from the bad?

all in all i could just ramble
for hours without end

i could feel just like a wisdom
like a wisdom of a million years

but there is nothing more important
than a message well portrayed

let me find a way to express it
let me leave with no real pain

Because everything is simple if you believe in only LOVE
in my ideal and perception the only thing that exists is

**LOVE
417 · Apr 2018
RISE
leinstinct Apr 2018
I fell from your *****
Onto an empty soul
I took her pains with no regret
She confessed she'd never felt
The years of flowers, musical sunshine
She took care of my sorrows
I was taught to forgive
Now i lay on her soul
Hoping to never fall again
417 · Mar 2017
High on anything
leinstinct Mar 2017
I see things
I feel them too
I'm paranoid
I don't know you
I know things
I know it all
They're blinded
By my love
Don't hate me
I am you
I'm inoffensive
But you don't know
I couldn't hurt you
Don't run don't go
414 · May 2016
Different
leinstinct May 2016
They look at the sky for hope they need
They look to their side to find a mate to meet
They look down to cultivate their ****
They come from the sun to eliminate routine
411 · Nov 2016
BLESSED
leinstinct Nov 2016
Existence and the realm of everything we hold as true
Our reality simple perception
Love is the only thing in existence for me and you

Search through your own reality
your own purpose
your own path

No one can tell you who you are
Or who you are supposed to be
You where born unique
You are legitimately free

You can't stop a human from feeling
Emotions are the most beautiful things

Pain slithers through our souls
Making path for what is best and yet to come

Showing with no fear
Sentimental giving
Never expecting to recieve
It is the beauty of believing

And when two people hurt each other
Love vanishes leaving only ashes of what could've been
But sometimes sparks don't last forever
And scars so perpetual by nature
...
Never leave they stay forever  
Until they become part of your escence
Until you can finaly learn to embrace them

The pain becomes your ally
While something good awaits to bloom

Tears are full of blessings
Timing can be a *****
But good is always triumph
No matter how long a pain may last  
It is the course of live and living
It is LOVE
407 · Dec 2016
Free for all
leinstinct Dec 2016
The breeze holds my hand
It's grip restrains me from my destiny
Love is so **** blank
It is filled on melancholy
We hold our thoughts together
So we may not be so insane
But insane is another portal
It's the way through the universe
Live life love all
Thats all I know and am
If you really want to know
I can show you all I am
398 · Aug 2016
Happenings
leinstinct Aug 2016
Come back to my senses
A withdrawal for my thoughts
Exiled from infinity
Outcasted by your love
Alone with a sensation of what it could have been
Then fell into demention
No coming back from that  it seems
Addiction a life partner stronger day by day
From the drinking to the smoking to the drugs i always crave
The happenings of happiness
The happenings of life
It all moves with such intensity
All happens much too fast
At the end just all the memories
The moments and the love
Nothing else that matters
Nothing else we have
391 · May 2016
Situation
leinstinct May 2016
Seems like it's new
I've felt it before
Could gain something special
Or lose just for pleasure
One down
Four more
Its weird this way i know
I may dissappear
Into the darkness i fear
It may be alive
Or cut with a knife
Experience my destiny
I own nothing of its wisdom
It's all just a game
Let the players play their game
Don't try to be good
It seems
You should
When it crosses the line
Feelings interfere
All control is lost
It happens all the time
They tell me i don't hear
I fight at all cost
But never did i win
391 · Jun 2016
I love you
leinstinct Jun 2016
Few to none
All to more
They are aware
Of my love afair
How it was fake
How bad i was
The **** i was
The **** i am
The feelings i felt
But cowardice took me apart

I take all blame i broke you up
It seems like bagage was all i had

Seemed not to care for your perfect self
Seemed not to give but still expect

Such a person i had to be
To become the person I'm meant to be
All the ******* you had to take
Cuz maybe you loved and cared  

But here i am renewed at your feet
No way of contact
Many years later i seek
A chance i know i don't deserve
A clue that you remember and care
A last advice now meant for you
A little time to show you
That i evolved
That i am new
That i did care
Care about you  
That i know i love
I love you
388 · Nov 2016
Love within
leinstinct Nov 2016
Words are less expressive than the boldness of our actions
But words are instant medicine to the pains in our souls
And people may seem hollow
And their vocabulary may be short
But we were not sent to judge
To feed from our vanity
We are here for joy and peace
We are here to find love within
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