It's late and i don't have a tongue down in my throat
It's tough when your game does not even work when you are drunk
Addictions they're so nice, they help me to go on
Women they enchant by the end of the night they're not your's
Maybe we should balance the party ,and the work
I am such a **** i am an *** but it's just work
I don't love you I'm just lonely
I know it's no excuse
If i hurt i am sorry
Desolated by the night

After a day and a half
party like i should not have
**** my loungs with the smoke
Get some ice cream at 4
a.m i know
I should get some sleep or no
Find myself Womenless
No one to feed my soul
Question the life
Question the chance
Did not take it this time
Brown skin blue eyes
Short hair no bra
Lost the key to my home
Too drunk to recall
De javu of adiction it's on my way i know
Should leave the vice behind
The venom i love
All quiet today
all is gone
Alone i do stay
No one to give confort
At the end it all ends
No one really cares
And once again i find myself
All alone
Womenless

4 a.m
All alone
Got no girl
Got no love
Broken nose
Broken soul
Live a life you shall love
Gone too far no i won't
Sold a phone not my own
Had no way to come home
Take a cab
Walk alone

As long as i am as long as i live
As much as they care soon they will see Impulsed by the fear that shall never be         shown
I walk down the path getting up at each fall
Attached to the pleasure that has been offered as free
But high in debt for the hookers i have seen
With only the hope left that i may not drown but swim to the seaside where i shall begin to breathe

I feel like a nothing , about to receieve
A little of something , to finally succeed

I changed all my attitudes
To become more like me

I hope she does not notice
How eloquent i can be

In a world full of normal
Were anything else
Is seen as a trouble
And should be put to death

In a world were the media and people that are
Will try to erose a cycle
to enslave all of us

Let's feel a nothing and realise the truth
Let's change the planet and rule it for good

Art is not an element
Art is not an object
Art is soul and heart depicted
Art is the subjectivity of the objective
Art is love and all the beauty
Art transends reason and logic
Art is pure abstractal medicine
Art is expression and entertainment
Art is life and death conjucture
Art is an everlasting ******
Art is to our souls as what oxygen is to our lungs
Art is pleasure and pain conjucture
Art is an everlasting ******
Art is life beauty and escence
Art is perception attitude and perspective
Art is life
Art is love

Give me something to be deprived from
                    I will take it anyway
If there are no rules that I can follow
                    I will break them anyway
Whoever said it's simple
                    Never tried to LIVE a day.
No truth can be prescribed through
                     HATE.

Don't ask me how i do
I do not really know

Just want to sleep it off
Im always better on my own

The vibes of the mostly fakes
And being held captive like on a cage

Rebelty my only escape
Art what feeds my vibrant  soul

I know nothing about anything
I do not really want to know

The truth it's so deceiving
Leaving you all on your own

It's hard to just stop thinking
And easy to over think

I was happy with no discipline
Happy when i seemed free

I was happy on my independence  
With people pure like me

Crashing back to my reality
Realising so many truths

What i have is not what i really want
What i need seems to not exist

I should leave it all behind
But the easy way is no perpetual bliss

Caught again
I know it's love
I know you care
But time itself and all my dreams
The enlightened ones
The ones who are free
If you overthink
Or say too much
If you secede
If you give up
You lose your soul
You lose your life
But if you don't
YOU ARE ALIVE

Sad i could forget you so easily
Sad your love could not vanish so fast

I am not a course
I am not a blessing

You don't really want to love me
You don't really feel this way

Desolated and Heartbroken
Your harm was never meant

Neither should you take the blame
Just take it as it is

A reason to be better
Better off away from ME

denial seems to be our specialty
blinding ourselves from what we even could have loved
in honor to the essence of reality
we follow whatever convenience seems right
a come back or a fall down are too similar
same monster just another mask
denigration is just another vice

we judge so we can fill our empty sorrow
to pass the pain away
like anestesia for our sorrow
we denigrate the ones who fulfilled our mandate
we dishonor the ones who are not ashamed
deep inside we wish we would be like them
but they made it
and we are restrained

Existence and the realm of everything we hold as true
Our reality simple perception
Love is the only thing in existence for me and you

Search through your own reality
your own purpose
your own path

No one can tell you who you are
Or who you are supposed to be
You where born unique
You are legitimately free

You can't stop a human from feeling
Emotions are the most beautiful things

Pain slithers through our souls
Making path for what is best and yet to come

Showing with no fear
Sentimental giving
Never expecting to recieve
It is the beauty of believing

And when two people hurt each other
Love vanishes leaving only ashes of what could've been
But sometimes sparks don't last forever
And scars so perpetual by nature
...
Never leave they stay forever  
Until they become part of your escence
Until you can finaly learn to embrace them

The pain becomes your ally
While something good awaits to bloom

Tears are full of blessings
Timing can be a *****
But good is always triumph
No matter how long a pain may last  
It is the course of live and living
It is LOVE

I think i want to do something good to you
Something nice
something to show i care
I think i may even say i love you
I never meant it
i guess that is just ok
But do not be restrained
i am actually quite good
I may be super toxic
But i am addictive too
My soul means no real harm
my intentions are real pure
My love is never ending
there is nothing it can't cure
My senseless intoxications
Are just part of a the journey you may embark
Don't be afraid to show your insides
I can't promise i don't bite

Death is full of emotions

They look at the sky for hope they need
They look to their side to find a mate to meet
They look down to cultivate their ****
They come from the sun to eliminate routine

Take a look around
Reflect on all you are
What are you made of?
...
Your accomplishments?  
The people that surround you?
How much wealth you have?
...
But what would you like to be?
...
Work towards something
Don't let go of your dreams

There is no turning back
                                           Long gone is the time spent
Do you love?
Do you feel?
                                           Do you understand my pain?  
                      
                          I may turn to a different love
                                     You may change your drip-****** ways

It's sad to see everything pass away so fast
It can't be understood how many lifes were left behind
No explanation for such a tragic tragedy
But our hearts and souls are with all your friends and families
Today more than ever today we are one

We realize our mortality
We live to give love
To those who have left the planet
To those who gave it all
You graced us with your game
And thankful forever we are

An example of all is possible
An example of courage
And insatiable thirst for glory
You have taught us
We have learned
And forever grateful we are

FORZA CHAPECOENSE

The breeze holds my hand
It's grip restrains me from my destiny
Love is so **** blank
It is filled on melancholy
We hold our thoughts together
So we may not be so insane
But insane is another portal
It's the way through the universe
Live life love all
Thats all I know and am
If you really want to know
I can show you all I am

We were inseparable
We were something else
We were the beginning  of an ending
We were painful tears full of joy
We were desire that could not unfold

The only i trusted
The only i truly loved
Spend my life with you i could

Something i never wanted to let go of
Someone I'd like to have my whole life

Not based on intoxication
Not based on the venom we are fed
Not based on pleasure
Had nothing to do with ***
More than anything it was a life long friendship

Maybe you did not feel that way
Maybe you did not care
Maybe you are happier now
Maybe i was one more of the same
Maybe i was just a passtime
Maybe i gave one too many *****
Whilst you actualy did not care

Anyhow i hope the best for you
Wish you nothing but the best
I would still drink all your pains away
And do anything to make you stay

But truly i was just food for your ego
I always made you feel so great
I was always there for you
You for me? You were more involved in your own ****

I would still confort you evey day
Make a big deal of every detail
I would still be there and truly care
You'd still be my first choice
I know i was always rebound
I dont really care

Still i hope i mattered
Still i hope you cared
Still i hope you feel the same way
Still i hope we end the war
Still i hope I'll see you again
Still i hope we make amends

Come back to my senses
A withdrawal for my thoughts
Exiled from infinity
Outcasted by your love
Alone with a sensation of what it could have been
Then fell into demention
No coming back from that  it seems
Addiction a life partner stronger day by day
From the drinking to the smoking to the drugs i always crave
The happenings of happiness
The happenings of life
It all moves with such intensity
All happens much too fast
At the end just all the memories
The moments and the love
Nothing else that matters
Nothing else we have

When you reached a destination at the ends of the earth
And life has given you troubles you could easily amend
When you acumulated the wisdom of a million years
When your being has replaced all your fears
When caring has founda diffrent meaning
And your words have become a profecy for other beings
When love takes over and you realize the ultimate truth
The only thing that really matters and exists is love

A hero is simply someone that can make you happy in your saddests days

I see things
I feel them too
I'm paranoid
I don't know you
I know things
I know it all
They're blinded
By my love
Don't hate me
I am you
I'm inoffensive
But you don't know
I couldn't hurt you
Don't run don't go

Yes i am
So long lost
Try to find
Meaning on my life alone
It is no depression
I don't believe in that ****
It is no" suicidal tendency"
Life is meant to be lived and happily
It is more of a confusion
More of a too much going on
More of a nice battle
More of a looking forward to the war
More of a learning period
That is where i am at
Lost confused but glad i am

Innefible moments
Innefible times
Innefible stories
Forever to last

Innefible youth  
Innefible lifes
Innefible loving
Never ending spark

I respect your views, ideals and philosophies
But respect mine too
No one is the same
World views will always differ
But culture is an essence that some will try to deteriorate
Extinguish ancient history
To force believes into our minds
They catch us at our lowest sentiment, to make us one more of their own kind
Using freedom as a weapon
Using faith as an excuse
They will rip your essence and enslave you with an excuse  
Everyone so egoistic only thinking for their own
It’s the base of discrimination
Biggest hypocrisy humanity has ever known

You need time on your own
You are going through some ****
I just wanted to help
But I really just make it worst it seems
And it's OK it is not wrong
We all go through things
Sometimes on our own
But please be sure
And forever know
I will be there cuz love is strong

So much we've been
Now we've dissolved
But I won't forget
You are still my all

Fulfil my heart my destiny
Please dont cry
I am not redeemed

I've fallen low and it hurts you too
But I am in peace
I am glad I'm fulfilled

Don't worry about me
I will do fine

Sentimental *******
I found myself
In love with everything
Forever in pain
But all in all the joy fulfils
One with myself one with the universe
One with your love
I dont get you I don't deserve

No shame
     in personifying vice
         all they can ever do is judge
  
If maybe
       you are not where you are supposed to be
just maybe
       life has deprived you from your dreams
                    
The sun is shinning
             but you cannot embrace her love
                        your hopes are fading
                  you have lost your will to fight
       But
somehow Magically                                
                Even if you are completely lost
You find a reason
                                                  You
                                      "keep on keeping on"

Now days people only receive but they never want to give apathetic by nature sentiments are kept within only living for themselves only feeding their desires no one really wants to help no one really cares for one another as obvious as it is they'll only exist when they can get something out of it most people in our planet are condemned with lack of love most people in our planet are condemend with selfishness condemend with avirce condemend with SLAVERY

Everything is dim
Someday we will all just fade away
Leaving no sign of our existance
But the legacy we portray
Our gift to humanity
Our gift to the universe
That has breeded us with such mercy
A miracle in the making

I never thought I could
be time and nature itself
The universe is my ally
I'm one with all my surroundings
No greater joy or pleasure
Than what it is to be alive
The realm of all spiritual
The escence of our love
To mingle with our passions
Work for our dreams come true
Totally go against conviction
Rebel against society
The system tries to enslave us
Don't let that be
**** whoever tries to change you
That can only be your job
And forget anyone who hurt you
Though a lesson must be taught
Still the only thing that exists is LOVE

The spirit should guide our malevolent minds, that deprave whats right and over think the simple thought

What's holly what's good comes from the soul
What hurts what pains is flesh al alone

She fell into my life without a prior notice
Her heart is made of shine and all she gives is glory
NOT to idolize but she is the nearest to perfection
More than i ever wanted her soul is pure connection
For you
Only for you
I would
leave my wife my children and my mistress

Words are less expressive than the boldness of our actions
But words are instant medicine to the pains in our souls
And people may seem hollow
And their vocabulary may be short
But we were not sent to judge
To feed from our vanity
We are here for joy and peace
We are here to find love within

That is just how it is
I like to do touch and see
Why fight when love is all we need

You don’t want to see me
You believe I don’t belong
Lack of courage in your being
I am sure I am alone
It is fine to be a believer
I don’t think that you are wrong
When acceptance is deceiving
And the rumor is too long
Name the hollow time I ask for
Name the person I could be
Lie along my own persona
I am deep within my dreams
Should you mind my flesh without a soul nor an aura?
Could you really care for me?
you are one among the holly
i am buried underneath

Nice job everybody
You managed to be cool
To follow social stigma
To become another fool
Let me applaud your achieved conquest
Let me tell you how proud I am
Another lingering pawn of the system
Another ******* without a life

See how do you think i can still make it through?  
It is hard
My life is aware of the risks and unpaid dues
She is far
Un-existent but perfect my love
What i want?  
There is no answer just call me **** up
Look at me it is hard I'm as ugly as can be
Senseless and normalcy
All i see is...
Soulless senseless normalcy