Give me something to be deprived from
                    I will take it anyway
If there are no rules that I can follow
                    I will break them anyway
Whoever said it's simple
                    Never tried to LIVE a day.
No truth can be prescribed through
                     HATE.

I feel like a nothing , about to receieve
A little of something , to finally succeed

I changed all my attitudes
To become more like me

I hope she does not notice
How eloquent i can be

In a world full of normal
Were anything else
Is seen as a trouble
And should be put to death

In a world were the media and people that are
Will try to erose a cycle
to enslave all of us

Let's feel a nothing and realise the truth
Let's change the planet and rule it for good

4 a.m
All alone
Got no girl
Got no love
Broken nose
Broken soul
Live a life you shall love
Gone too far no i won't
Sold a phone not my own
Had no way to come home
Take a cab
Walk alone

Don't ask me how i do
I do not really know

Just want to sleep it off
Im always better on my own

The vibes of the mostly fakes
And being held captive like on a cage

Rebelty my only escape
Art what feeds my vibrant  soul

I know nothing about anything
I do not really want to know

The truth it's so deceiving
Leaving you all on your own

It's hard to just stop thinking
And easy to over think

I was happy with no discipline
Happy when i seemed free

I was happy on my independence  
With people pure like me

Crashing back to my reality
Realising so many truths

What i have is not what i really want
What i need seems to not exist

I should leave it all behind
But the easy way is no perpetual bliss

Everyone is sad heartbroken and depressed
Everyone is whinny
Everyone is a mess
Everyone is offended
Nothing can be said

It seems like a new trend
Privatization of everything and all
Fear is roaming through our streets

Everyone is a judge
Just like everyone knows it all
No one smiles anymore

You ****** pieces of ****
I think i will ******* all

A hero is simply someone that can make you happy in your saddests days

It's sad i know that i can have it
I advice your mind but now it's blinded
Your heart so nice and good to me
Your soul so precious
It is not all i see
Messed up i know i can't retreat
Us two one hurts it is not me

Take a look around
Reflect on all you are
What are you made of?
...
Your accomplishments?  
The people that surround you?
How much wealth you have?
...
But what would you like to be?
...
Work towards something
Don't let go of your dreams

You are nice
You've always been good to me
I notice your love
I embrace your soul and accept it gracefully
But I am not really the one
I'm sorry but you should know
I'm toxic and distorted
I will only hurt into your core
You see i don't feel as you do
And it is something sad to say
I know i would actualky like to
But i don't have a choice
I don't have a say
I cannot guide what is in me
I cannot control my destiny
We are not actually meant to be
Though you may be all i really need

The spirit should guide our malevolent minds, that deprave whats right and over think the simple thought

What's holly what's good comes from the soul
What hurts what pains is flesh al alone

Death is full of emotions

Sad i could forget you so easily
Sad your love could not vanish so fast

I am not a course
I am not a blessing

You don't really want to love me
You don't really feel this way

Desolated and Heartbroken
Your harm was never meant

Neither should you take the blame
Just take it as it is

A reason to be better
Better off away from ME

You need time on your own
You are going through some ****
I just wanted to help
But I really just make it worst it seems
And it's OK it is not wrong
We all go through things
Sometimes on our own
But please be sure
And forever know
I will be there cuz love is strong

So much we've been
Now we've dissolved
But I won't forget
You are still my all

Fulfil my heart my destiny
Please dont cry
I am not redeemed

I've fallen low and it hurts you too
But I am in peace
I am glad I'm fulfilled

Don't worry about me
I will do fine

Sentimental *******
I found myself
In love with everything
Forever in pain
But all in all the joy fulfils
One with myself one with the universe
One with your love
I dont get you I don't deserve

There is no turning back
                                           Long gone is the time spent
Do you love?
Do you feel?
                                           Do you understand my pain?  
                      
                          I may turn to a different love
                                     You may change your drip-****** ways

I am venom to you all
I should not stay i should not go
I want you here but go away
I can't won't work at such a place

Who am i?
What do i really want?
Indecisive no questions answered
Stay away I'll break your heart

Time happens it all leaves
Like crashing  waves of i wanted to be

Get it?
of course you don't
can't find myself away from my want

All i want and all i need
All is towards what actually fullfils

I am what i be
I be what i am
Whatever you say i don't give a ****

Biggest **** up
You will ever meet
Who knew such disgrace could ever be me?

What can I say
I may exaggerate
But the pain is real
Entirely physical bearable but terrifying

My heart just aches
Not from love
Nor from spiritual pain
Entirely physical this is my pleading for help

May be all of my vices
Every excess  
But I cannot reason
Oh this terrifying pain

Every thought is melancholic
Consumed by anxiety, fear and pain
Paranoid and devastated
Worried it may be my last breath

Every breath intensifies my pain
Entirely physical somebody save me
My heart won't like to work

I don't lie I am always honest
This time it may seem other wise
But worried as I am I can assure thee
My health conditions are at risk

My heart just aches
Not from love
Nor from spiritual pain
Entirely physical this is my pleading for help

People complaining think they know it all

Objectively talking there is no such as love

But
feelings and needs
Wants and dreams

Everything so beautiful it's part of the trip

Special comes from species
As
We all come to be
No one is on trial
We have the right to be free

See how do you think i can still make it through?  
It is hard
My life is aware of the risks and unpaid dues
She is far
Un-existent but perfect my love
What i want?  
There is no answer just call me **** up
Look at me it is hard I'm as ugly as can be
Senseless and normalcy
All i see is...
Soulless senseless normalcy

She fell into my life without a prior notice
Her heart is made of shine and all she gives is glory
NOT to idolize but she is the nearest to perfection
More than i ever wanted her soul is pure connection
For you
Only for you
I would
leave my wife my children and my mistress

they flew together
hoping
never to look back
dreams aligned to face
the roller-coaster of life
they chased the winds of pleasure
two women and a dream
they embraced the love of nature
their souls purified with melody
all they had
and all they needed
each other and nothing else
dancing on the way
like faries of the sunshine  
embracing love
embracing pain
passing yellow flowers
towards the hill of destiny
laughing
smiling
crying
two women

lovers

free

I know I'm lost,
I don't know why.
I know its wrong,
But it feels so fine.
Guided by pleasure,
I cannot admit,
I've betrayed my own escence
I don't do what I preach.
Call me a hypocrite,
I cannot say I am not.
But aren't all we sometimes!?
Please let me feel it's OK!
Because if I don't there will be no other way but to change

As long as i am as long as i live
As much as they care soon they will see Impulsed by the fear that shall never be         shown
I walk down the path getting up at each fall
Attached to the pleasure that has been offered as free
But high in debt for the hookers i have seen
With only the hope left that i may not drown but swim to the seaside where i shall begin to breathe

That is just how it is
I like to do touch and see
Why fight when love is all we need