Under this pinnacle
Of green leaves
I sit
Waiting for my lover
Who tells me a bunch of sweet
Nothings.
Who wipes away my tears.
This pinnacle
Represents
Our love
Which is full of strength.
Now, I must wait
For my soul mate,
That brings me to life,
Like the sun does to the leaves.

The golden sun
Sets on the oceanic view
Kissing the traveler
That fumbled his way
through the soft sand.
The traveler mourned
for the touch of his
spouses warm embrace
But all he could
do was watch her
From his unearthly plane

Somethings
Always come to an
End.
Fighting or Loving
Punching or Kissing
At some point
It ceases,
And we live
in the memories
Of the yesterdays.
And as the sun comes
To end the day,
My life has ended
Because you are in
A shallow grave

Whenever you are
Down
Please be reminded that
The someone somewhere
Is doing worst than you
Crying out in pain
Drawing their last breath
Hoping that they would see
The light of day again.

Tyranny reigns through the world
Causing death and destruction
Forcing people to come to qualm
With this harsh reality
That this is what we evolved into
Something dark
Something without hope.
As time keeps going on and on
Will we as a society be able to say
That we achieved the greater good as a collective.

You change
When you see others.
You become evil,
and sinister.
I try to compensate
for my faults,
but all you see is
my Destruction

The ticking
Of the accursed clock
Is a constant lullaby
That weighs heavy
On my beating heart
Each tick of that clock
Draws near to the day of
Eternal Slumber
Where I would be left with
Nothing but the clothes
On my back
And
Alone .

Sometimes I feel so small
Walking around the different forms
Of humanity
I just want to be noticed
I want to be recognized.
I want to cared about.
I don’t want to be this dot
In the land of sentences.
I want what I do appreciated
I want people to give me gratitude
I don’t want to feel this small

I always wanted
To be a fish.
To swim with agility
and grace.
To roam the water,
And dance with the waves.
To swim around the world
And back.

But if I am a fish,
I would be eaten too quickly,
by predators lurking,
in the shadows of the deep sea.
I would get poisoned,
or poached,
or suffer from global warming,
Each day I would wait for,
Something to destroy me.

Unless i am born again,
as a fish,
I can not
be a Fish
But I want to save the fish,
of the vast ocean.
They are
Agile
Graceful creatures
and I dream of being a fish.

Love is patient
I was told when I was young
But I believe love is not stupid
Don't waste my time
Hoping I would forgive you
Forever
Hoping I would wait for you
Forever.
Because this not a romance novel
Its life.

The Moon,
That's what shines
Down each night
When I think about you.
The Moon beacon
Acts as a guiding light.
Stopping me,
From Jumping down
The rabbit hole
And hugging
The corpse left
Sleeping under
the Orange Tree.

Your breath
Inching closer to my neck
You have me trapped
by your spell.
My every thought
Consumed by  your scent
Consumed by your touch
Consumed by your smile
You are a wicked human
Leaving me to suffer
Without you
Now my heart is poisoned
Because the breath you
provided was the last
and now you are slumped beside me

The world
is filled with
My painful woes
Torturing me
Each day
With reminders
of what you did.
I am cold
and broken
Unable to comprehend
the situation I am involved in
Shattered by your
False Sense of hope and freedom.
Don't look for me
Because by the time
You find me
I will be gone
Running from the *Dark

My heart weighs heavily
In my chest
I never loved
I never cared
That was until I met you.
You who showed me
That the smallest
Inconvenience
Can bring forth bowls of laughter.
Each memory of you
Stays intertwined with
My happiness
Now you’re gone
And I remain inconvenienced

Isn't it hopeless
To attempt to please everyone
At least one person
Will cause you tears
When you try to spread happiness
That one person will stir
Many emotions
That you try to keep
Bottled up
Causing you to explode,

Anxiety  sneaks up
Like a snake in the greenlands of Africa
It's poisonous fangs elongated ready to
strike

Anxiety knocks on the door
Hoping that we would answer
His creepy smile
Hoping that we'd befriend him
And when we do
chokes us to unconiousness  

Anxiety please leave me be
I can't stop thinking
I can't breathe

Once Again
I am left here waiting
Wondering
If you will come home
Feeling helpless
Thinking she's touching you
Feeling tears swell in my eyes
I want you with me
But each moment you're with me
I feel your ultimate wrath
I want to escape
But each time I try
Your sweet nothings hush me to
My brass cage
I can't do this
I won't do this
I will leave you
I won't get hurt again

I don't know
How to continue
This life in fear
And Oppression.
Constantly struggling to change
To fight the bad,
The evil
That is whips my tender skin.
The gun pointed
At one end of my head
The bullet ready to pierce my skull.
I begin to question
*Am I ready to die?

I want to meet you
I want to kiss you
I dream of our life
Together, forever
I admit it
I have feelings for you
But that term is
Foreign
I’m scared
My feelings may no longer
Be one of flirtatious exploits
But of obsession.

I am knocking
Waiting at the door
Seeking your assistance
So I won't cry anymore
My knocks are louder
As dawn becomes dusk
But all I hear is a shout, scream and cuss
Will you open
I am begging please
Because I can't take it anymore
The demons of suicide, ****** and madness
I dragging me into the darkness
All I want you to do is let me in

He’s waiting for you
In the corner of your eye
With a creepy smile.
He wants you to give in
To follow him down the dreary road
Of Madness
Hoping you’d want him to relinquish
You from the confines of safety.
He is chuckling,
Smirking ,
Watching intensely.
He wants you to make a mistake
So he can **** on
The sweet blood of innocence
That was delivered

My ever expanding mind
Thinks back to when
You were here with me
Holding me
Kissing me
But I know now
That even a man as good as
You
Will leave
Not because you wanted
But because our destinies
Seperated our souls
Hence why I will
Touch the cold crevices
Of your tombstone
Because you left me
And now I am..
incomplete

Each beautiful morning
That walks by
I think about
My everlasting love
For you darling.
I think about
Our connection on
This earthly plane,
That brought two
People surrounded by
The rules of
Men and Women
Filled with dispear
Hatred and unkindness
Together again and
Again. My love
for you will
Never cease to
Exist and now
That we are
Both here in
This moment grows
Stronger and it
Leaves me to
Say this statement
I love you

This is the beginning,
Where everything started,
So lets,
Lets start over,
Become reborn with me,
Become my beginning,
become my Genesis.

I am caged
In the midst of society
Living the life I despise
Hearing those who complain
And those who fight to survive.
We divulge in our imaginative beings
In attempts to become free
Only to be dragged back to reality
By the life we attempt to seek.

I don't know how to
Feel.
Some days all the confusion
Of the world muddles
My senses and I am unable
To tell right from wrong
And other days the perfection
Of a blooming flower
Gives me hope that i will one day
Evolve into a better human.
But for now
I am stuck here listening
To the endless banter of the
Screams in the wind.
Who would cease when I
Put my world to an end.

Imagine Just for a moment
The one you love
Is there before you
Waiting patiently for
Your unwavering kisses
Time seems to pause,
Just for an inkling of a second
And you hope and dream
That this is not a figment
Of clouded imagination
That this was a real thing
But then time moves
And you realize
What you saw a lie
The person you wish was there
Disappeared
Everything was a lie
And you realize its time
To stop living in the moment
Of past memories

The woman in tears
Because the man she loved
Hit her once more
Without one inch of remorse.
They, who were in love
From the beginning of time itself
Now have two kids,
But he seems to forget
That they are watching innocently
From the chairs beside them.
She who loved him for so long
Turned his love into hatred.
Why?
Because he has been broken,
Broken by the pressure
Of life itself.
Someone,
Anyone help this woman before its too late.

Its crazy how everyone
Tries to be different
But are the same

Its crazy how
People dream of peace
And use violence To get this

Its crazy how
Religion can bring people together
And divide everyone to the masses

Give me One Day
And I will gift you plenty
You are my breath
You are my soul
All I need is you
We are lowly humans
That seek that one
Special person
To love
To hold
To cry
To shout
To seek freedom
And abstain from hatred
I just need that One Day
To show you
You my love
That I am the one
From Day One

If you have something to say
Say it to my face
I don't need to hear your negativity
Through the grapevine
I'm already insecure
Struggling to love myself
Just say what you have to say directly

All twinkling eyed children,
Dancing on the Mar.
Better Beware,
And Respect their age
Because death isn't to far.

The dark shadow
That sits on these shoulders
Chokes my existence
Draining the life from me
Causing me to fall closer
To insanity
Where no one can redeem me.
I am here to bring you light
Through this darkness
A man once said
But all he did was keep me
As dead weight
To exempt him from his
Proceeding troubles
Then when got his
Satisfaction
And realized I wasn't enough
He left me stranded
And he entered the realms
Of death.
Now I am alone
To roam the dark streets
Through my un natured dreams
Waiting until
I execute myself
To finally be free

White
That’s all I see
While your arms are wrap around me
I feel your embrace
But not for long
Because soon
This day will be over
Then you’ll forget me
And the only thing cold
Is my heart

I thought I was doing better
I thought I got stronger
But as usual as something gets better
Everything gets worse.

My love,
What broke you?
You are afraid to come
Out your depressed shadow
Afraid to show me that smile
Too tired to even laugh
Your beauty is no longer shown
In the crevice of you loud personality
I miss it.

The Mind
Vast and full of depth
Like the open ocean
Rumbles with storms of thought
That crashes against
The peaceful environment created
By dreams of adventure
By songs of love
By the dance of wonder

The dangerous ocean can be stilled
And so can the hurricane in the mind

The sun kissed ocean
Dances
Among the precious
Lovers
Who sing songs of
Elation.
They have no worries
Just each other