I. (Yesterday)

I  was here crying
Wanting to kiss your footprints
Washed by the sea waves

II. (Today)

I'm back to this shore
To trace your footprints once more
But they're gone away

Perfect tandem: you,  God and  I.

I hugged you.
You kissed her.

The brevity of your words is a gift for me
You painted my whole world of what I need to see
There's the sun and the moon, as day and night
Your words always shine on me, my forever light

I am the girl in this forest but you can't see me as human
You are used to call me a different cognomen
I have been trying so hard just to make you see
But you still find a dark and scary creature in me

Those dead bodies buried six feet below the ground
I hear their souls calling,  I hear the gloomy sound
Into your cruel minds,  I was the criminal
You cleave into my name the darkest pin of betrayal

I wonder why you always see me as a dark creature
And you only look at my color as my valid nature
Look at the moon that shines brightly over me
She wants to show who I am and yet you cannot see

I am the girl in this forest, I am a human like you
It is your mind,  it is your eyes that don't see what is true
Your mind thinks all the darkness,  your eyes  see what's skin deep
You paint in me an image that will make me mourn and weep

I'm just a girl in this forest who cease myself to live as free
For no matter what I do, a scary crow is what you see.

If you come to me in the middle of the night
Don't presume that I will open the door right off the bat
Never question my sophrosyne, it is for my protection
For I was once a prey of pinchers, my great destruction
When I welcomed them with my open arms
They just robbed my house and did much harm

Wearing  pink  Ruckus shirt and Levis **** shorts
She looks so daring that makes his devilish smile
Nobody in this place could make him dance and sing
Fishing women in the sea makes him crazy for a while

There are moments that his thoughts are scrambled in
While the moon is hiding in the night, he wishes for a sign
Whoever comes to him this time will magically shift his heart
On a solitary moment of dreaming like this, that girl in pink is fine!

He is my constant rain when my world is drying out,
When the fountain of love is emptied by the people I care about
When the things I hear are all lies and there is no chance to shout
When my heart starts to harden and all I feel is doubt

He is my precious angel when I'm like a falling star
When my wings are both broken from a thousand wars
When I need a true confidant, he never seems afar
When I think of those things about him, I remember who you are.

You are standing there outside my window
Waving your hand and smiling
I am feeling like I will run and hug you
But a **** girl comes along
And makes your eyes bigger
Why not?
She is wearing a see-through dress
And the curves of her body
Are kenspeckle to your eyes
You leave with a smug look
While I am here, broken
Gazing at the fine lines
I see in the mirror

I  was awaken by the song
Playing on the radio
The librettos are familiar
To my ever longing soul
So I get an old photograph
Of us together
I put it on my chest
Close to my heart
As the melody pacifies the air
My soul  sways again
Ah, it is always you, my love
The reason,
My *joie de vivre

He's a heister,
Now detaining my precious,
Aloof and so vulnerable
Yet he is careful
Scared to crush the gem
Into smithereens
For it cannot be the same
Once it is broken

You are not weak;
You just have to find out your strengths
When you feel the failure all the time,
Just do your best and surrender the rest to God
Always think positive and try to see the best in you

You are not ugly;
You just need to smile to enhance the beauty in you
Always do the good things for you but consider the welfare of others
For beauty is not just skin-deep but coming from the heart

You are loved;
Yes, don't say nobody loves you
That child who smiles when he sees you,
Jesus whom you cannot see, but always loves you
And I, the only one who will not stop loving you

I love you!
This is me, yourself.

Close your eyes, do not look
The world is just a dangerous room
Learn not to hear, don't use your ears
Be numb with those wicked tongues that bloom

Hug me tight, do not move
I'll keep you free from any harm
For I could give you what you need
You are safe here in your mother's arms

Tears now flow, come like rain
Wash my heart from all these pains
I see the dark skies over me
No sun, no light, no rays I see

Salamat sa malasakit, sa araw at gabi
Sa mga oras na kailangan ko ng kakampi
Sa mga sandali ng aking paghikbi
Palagi ka lang narito sa aking tabi

Salamat sa pag-asa, sa patuloy na paggabay
Sa mga sandali ng aking paglalakbay
Hindi ako nag-isa, mayron akong kasabay
Sa hirap at ginhawa, ikaw ay kaakbay

Salamat sa mga salitang aking kalakasan
Naging inspirasyong ituloy ang buhay
Mga mata'y namulat sa katotohanan
Ang mundo'y kayganda at mayroong kulay

Salamat sa lahat ng kabutihan mo
Mayroon ng lakas na mula sa iyo
Anuman ang hamon ng mapaglarong mundo
Maliit man at hamak ay lalaban ako

Salamat, salamat, aking kaibigan
Pag-ibig na busilak aking iingatan
Hanggang sa pagtanda, hanggang kamatayan
Pagkakaibigan ay walang hangganan.

~¤~

Abuse me...
Here is my heart, break it
You can cut it into pieces
Squeeze it if you want
Until I feel no more pain

Here is my body, use it
You can break my bones if you want
Make my skin your canvass
And draw your madness with my blood

Here is my soul, burn it
I was the bad girl in your dream
You hate me so much
That you have to abuse even this weak soul

Here I am...
Abuse me a thousand times
How I love the hell you created
By caging me in your stone walls

I can't escape, I will never
Nobody sees my wounds
No one hears my cries
They all believe that I just lie

~¤~


1/16/2016


I hear those sounds again...
Those children playing under the rain
With you, calling my name,
The angel's song,
The bestfriend's whisper,
The lover's kiss,
The husband's promise,

I hear them all again
From the box of gifts I am keeping

Different voices
From one heart...