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Aseel Jan 2020
I wonder how the people writing all the colorful words look from the inside.
Aseel Sep 2019
Silence
Can be sharper than knives sometimes .
Aseel Feb 18
It is my habit to walk ever so slow in love.  
My heart stirs when another’s begins to waltz,  
And it sways only when their heart starts to blaze.  
Yet mine burns only after theirs has kindled all the darkness alone.  

I walk slowly in love, and no other pace do I know.
So the one who holds my hand must walk —  
Twenty kilometers an hour—  
While his heart soars upon a jet through the skies.   the taste of flight turns bland  
When fear clutches at your chest.  

And so, I reach each stage too late,  
After struggles unseen by those ahead,  
Who roll their hearts like a ball on the field  
While I drag mine behind me, step by step.  
I arrive after days and weeks,  
When they have long since devoured their emotions  
To pass the time as they wait.  

I find them hollow,  
Save for a faded melody, a withered crimson rose,  
And a weary, lingering tedium.  
My heart chuckles, whispers to me,  
"In such moments, never arriving  
Is better than arriving too late."  
Then it tugs me back—  
And I return.
Aseel Jan 2019
My eyes are drowning And my soul is burned
How can I tell my heart to stop hurting for a ****?
Aseel Dec 2018
Knock knock
Pretty face
Perfect body
******y brain
Unfriend
Block
Aseel Sep 2017
It's ok, it's ok, you can lie
but when I leave
Don't dare to cry
Aseel Jul 2020
Hello
I know you are there
Today, your existence
I will share


Hello calm girl
Music lover
Lost in art
Like a river
Blue
but full of treasures

Hello old man
On the side of the window
Screaming in peace
What happened!
I don’t want to die
Please

Hello miss poet
Red hair
Red lips
And a cigarette
Dreaming of what
You’ll never get

Hello crazy man
Smelling walls
Counting hair
Screaming loud
IT’S NOT FAIR

hello everyone used to live in me
Hello to those I’ve killed inside
To live, I pretend I’m a one person
To keep breathing, to myself I lied.
Aseel Dec 2018
Look at me
Look at me
Do I still look the same?
I don’t
I don’t even know my name
I lost it when i started this
The love of you
No one told me it’s just a game
What a shame !
What a shame !
Aseel Jun 2020
It’s an illusion
For someone to drag you
Out of your confusion
To watch you smoking
And find it amusing

It’s an illusion
Your soulmate
The perfect half
the one to wipe your tears
And draw a laugh

It’s an illusion
To find someone
Who doesn’t want to change you
Accept you as you
Just you
Without making of you, someone new.
Aseel Oct 2019
Let me touch you
I’m there
In the breeze of the night
I want you
Aseel Jan 2019
It’s hard to feel the love when you hate being in a relationship.
Aseel Jan 2019
The brave hearts live, the cowards stay safe, and I’m stuck in between.
Aseel Feb 2019
I have an extreme anxiety
Of doing new things
So I don’t have much things in my life
That are new
same friends
same clothes
same lonely nights
same favorite movies
Wiping away the dust off my dreams looks much easier than 170 heart beat per minute.
Aseel Sep 2017
I do understand myself.
I understand every scream, every tear, every war, every dream.
But myself doesn't understand me.
Mom
Aseel Dec 2018
Mom
I can’t understand moms.
They love you, but really turn your life into hell.
Aseel Nov 2021
I search for your name
In every app
In every event
In songs of rap
In every face
In every scent
I realized
It’s always there, I had no clue
Hanging from the corner of my lips
It’s not the name I’m searching for
But you.
Aseel Jun 2019
I was terrified
When I realized
That I had the urge
To *****
When I saw you
Naked
I’v always liked
To see you naked
I’ve always followed
The lines of your waist
The rivers on your thighs
The heaven between them
But today
I just
Felt like
No.
Aseel Aug 2021
I have nothing to write
Or maybe I have too much to write
I can hear the letters pummeling my finger tips
But the ink of my heart is indeed dry
Aseel Mar 2019
The words I couldn’t say stick their teeth in my lungs.
I want to scream but, I‘ve swallowed my tongue.
Ok
Aseel Jan 2019
Ok
I just want to tell you everything will be ok. And for you to believe me.
Aseel Dec 2018
Sometimes, I have this panic attack on being with someone.
It’s never easy for me to let anyone see the chaotic world behind my ribs. It’s really chaotic behind my ribs.
I sometimes think I prefer spending my Friday nights alone on letting anyone to stick his empty head inside my chest.
Aseel Aug 2017
This night is weird.
I can't hear the moon screaming, I can't hear the sound of my neighbor tear drops, or the smile of mother.
It's so quite.
Usually, all the hidden things come to life at night, but This night seems to **** love and pain.
Aseel Jan 2020
Robes
Hanging off the ceiling
They call me
“Chose your necklace darling
In here there’s no meaning “
Aseel Dec 2018
You allow someone to get inside the hidden room in your soul
Then all you can do is watching him changing the furniture
and painting the walls with the color you hate.
Everyone will try to change it the way they like
Everyone will make you regret letting them in.
She
Aseel Sep 2019
She
She was so scary
So calm
She had the night under her eyes
She was so hidden that she could laugh in the middle of a panic attack
Aseel Jun 2019
Every guy I meet
Falls for the sparkle in my eyes
They don’t know that
Behind the sparkle
Is where the devils hide
Aseel Dec 2018
أتذوّق العتمة في ضوء الشمس.
I can taste the darkness in the sunshine.
Aseel Mar 2020
It rang
“ he is the man “
After his five fingers
Were imprinted on my cheek

The Man ?
What does that even mean?
Muscles ?
Good looking beard?
Money?
Dominance?

I’ve always associated MAN
With
Gentle
Honest
Lover
Friend

But no
A Man
Will always
Be just
A man

Greedy and coward
Aseel Jan 2019
We had a fight
In the airport
Before five minutes of his flight
He hugged me
Like a fabric hugging an ice cube
Both can’t feel anything
Saying goodbye wasn’t hard
Saying goodbye this way is what broke my heart.
Aseel Dec 2018
Sometimes, it’s very difficult to trust you.
The butterflies in my stomach are alive again
But not because of love
This time
It’s because of incertitude
You changed
The sparkle in your eyes is gone
Your smile is so fake
Your chest is so cold
So I know
It’s not my brain
It’s your attitude
Aseel Jul 2020
Smiles
That hide the hell behind
Tears
That I don’t cry but I scream
Touchs
That I deeply feel but
They’re worst than papercuts

Silence
Peace
Aseel Jul 2020
I feel like I’ve thrown myself in a prison and swallowed the **** key.
Stupid
Aseel Jul 2020
كانت السعادة ترتدي أجمل ما لديها و تتمختر أمامي بابتسامة حمقاء لا تعني إلا أنني لن أستطيع الحصول عليها مهما حاولت.
Aseel Mar 2022
F* me cause I cared.
Aseel Jul 2020
كبيرة كالسماء
أسعُ كلّ شيء
و لا يسعني أحد
وحيدة
كابتسامة صادقة في العزاء
تلتهمها ألف دمعة كاذبة
لا ابتسامات هنا
يصرخون
تبًّا لكِ
فلتحيا الكذبات
و ليمُت صدق الاختلاف

ليمُت.
Aseel Oct 2020
How can his arms around you break my heart ?
Aseel Jun 2020
أين أذهب بغضبي عندما يرميه الجميع بوجهي ما أن أُخرجه؟
Aseel Feb 18
تحرقني أشياءٌ لا قوّة لها على حرقِ ورقة.
و دُخاني شفاف، لا يراه أحد.
Aseel Dec 2019
You scream
I scream
And still
No one can hear us
I can’t hear you
You can’t hear me
I can’t hear me

We scream:
- you did
- No you did
- You broke me
- You hurt me

We turn our backs
We cry on the walls chest
We crawl back
To each other
I hide under your shirt
And continue crying

We cry and
We want to be
What we’ll never be:
Close.
Only the walls can hear us
Aseel Feb 2019
Pain is your body way to tell you something is wrong
When your heart aches, it’s probably because of the wrong person
Or the wrong word
Or the wrong perception
When your heart aches
It’s not okay
And you either push away what hurts it
Or heal it
And sometimes even leaving everything behind.
But
Ignoring it, is never a choice.
Aseel Feb 2020
Today was windy
The wind was full of cold emotions
Dry smiles
Dusty screams
Today was cold
Sunlight on hold
No way for a warmth
No way for hope
Now I’m in my bed
You’re not with me
Your smell instead
And it’s windier
It’s colder
My lips are blue
And my eyes are red
Come hug me.
Aseel Sep 2019
You kiss me
You whisper
I love you

I kiss you
I whisper
Liar
I can taste it in your mouth
Aseel Dec 2018
Some woundes can’t be healed with love.
Especially those which were made by the hands of anger.
Aseel Dec 2023
يعتقد الإنسان أنّه يستطيع أن يخبّئ أحلامه في صندوق تحت السرير، ليفتحه في الوقت المناسب.
لكنّ الوقت بفطرته سارق، لا يتأدب و لا يتصرف بما يناسب الأحلام. يسرق يومًا بعد يوم، سنةً بعد سنة، و عندما تقبض عليه، على اللحظة المثالية، و تركض مسرعًا لإخراج صندوقك المملوء بالأحلام، تجد أنّ الوقت قد سرقه، و باعه في السوق السوداء.
Aseel May 2023
ربّما وجدتَ امرأة آثار الدمعِ على خدّها، لكنّك لم تجدني.
أنا رحلتُ، و بقي غضبي، على شكل امرأة.
Aseel Jul 2020
لا أُمانع وحدة في عزلة
و لكن الوحدة في وسط الضجيج
عذاب
العزلة ملجأ
أما الوحدة
فسجن
Aseel Sep 2019
كانت مُخيفة، خفيّة إلى الحدّ الذي يجعلها تُلقي النُكت في وسط موجات اكتئابها.
Aseel Sep 2019
أفتقدك
حقًّا
جدًّا
كثيرًا
أرغبُ بأن نختفي في زاوية من زوايا المدينة، فقط لتناول القهوة و النظر إلى عينيك
لكنّ مزاجي السيء، السيء جدًّا، سيُفسد كلّ شيء كالعادة
لذا أُبقي رغباتي الليلة هُنا بجانبي، إلى أنا يأتي وقتها المناسب
في الحقيقة هو ليس فقط مزاجي السيء، لكنّ رغبة بإعطائك قسطًا من الراحة منّي تبدو أكثر حقيقة هذه الليلة.
أشتمّ بعض مللك، أسمع أصواتًا في رأسك تدور في رأسي: لمَ أتكبّد عناء هذه الفتاة؟
أشعرُ برغبتك بالتخلّص مني، لكنّها تبدو كمزحة أمام رغبتي بالتخلص منّي.
كم سيكون مُريحًا أن تتمرّد عليّ عيناي و ترفض أن تنفتح مرّة أُخرى !

على أيّة حال، إن كان ولا بدّ لك أن تعلم شيئًا هذه الليلة، فهو بالتأكيد أنّني أفتقدك.
I miss you
Aseel Nov 2019
حلمتُ أنّني سيّارة
بلا ركّاب
بلا وجهة
و بعجلة مثقوبة
عربي
Aseel Apr 2021
من الصعب إسعادي. حيثُ أنّ سعادتي تختبئ في ثنايا الأشياء.
مثلًا سماع أغنيتي المفضلة تخرجُ من نوافذ السيارة المجاورة، أو أن أجد قميصي خالٍ من التجاعيد عندما أُخرجه من الخزانة، التوت بعد يومٍ من الجوع، الاستيقاظ قبل موعد المنبّه بنشاط، مساعدة أحدهم بالإنصات أو النّصيحة.
ابتسامة غريبٍ في وجهي.
رسمة على الورق.
بسست.
قلب أزرق.
أشياءٌ كهذه، لا تُباع ولا تُشترى، و إنّما تُصنع و تُحس.
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