I want to come out.
I want to walk out and slam the door behind me with whatever variation of a rainbow flag billowing in the wind as I walk past. I want to be out. I want to be me and do so shamelessly without fear of judgement or dislike from people who may disagree I wish I was out. But I don't even know what I am I want be yours and yours alone, but there's no flag for that I wish I was yours... you have my mind and body and soul but I'm just here on the side, because you are still hers.
I wish you would choose me.
You poked your head through my curtains
And caused the winds to stir They sway instead of hanging strait And now the picture obscures If you come in my dreams spill out But what a lovely view.
I'm sorry you had to go. It wasn't fair, but I understand. Your happiness was just as important to me as my own. Dear ex-boyfriend, I hope you're doing well. Never will I wish ill upon you, no matter how much I wish I hate you. Dear ex-boyfriend, I'm crying on the floor. My sadness is a black hole trying to **** me into myself. I miss you. Dear ex-boyfriend, I'm wearing the makeup that you hated. *******. I do what I want. Dear ex-boyfriend, You gave me hope that you would come back to me. Don't. Dear ex-boyfriend, I realized that I never needed you to love me. I realized that I was right here to do it for you. Dear ex-boyfriend, I look back fondly on our time together. I will always love you. But you left, and please never look back. Dear ex-boyfriend, One day you'll find a girl better than me. I hope she makes you happy.
Its been 9 months since we broke up. When he broke up he was straight and mono. Now he's pansexual and poly.
gays don't deserve rights because we already have pride but many of us ache because of who we love such words said to me make me break and fall deeper into the closet because of your beliefs you'll never truly know me because if you did i'd go unaccepted it's just hard to learn to trust you again after you've broken me
my parents are openly homophobic, and I'm pansexual
It’s an illusion
For someone to drag you Out of your confusion To watch you smoking And find it amusing It’s an illusion Your soulmate The perfect half the one to wipe your tears And draw a laugh It’s an illusion To find someone Who doesn’t want to change you Accept you as you Just you Without making of you, someone new.
In a time I can't remember There was nothing but dark Then you arrived A sun to light up my world Water to keep me alive You were sweet like honey With the right amount of sour To keep things interesting I made a mistake I told you who I am You may be supportive, sure But you'd never change For someone, you claimed to love I was tossed aside While you ventured out For you next conquest How could you Someone as broken as me Break me even more?
Don't come out of the closet to everyone :)
I am a woman
I am a woman who loves women who loves men I hate that I get confused I hate that I act differently depending on whom I’m with. My name is Mayara Deo I have a shaved head I wear man jeans I spread when I sit And I rather prefer to be called masculine than feminine Still I love my female body I feel **** in bikinis I feel **** in boxers But I feel observed preyed on & harassed in bikinis. I am a woman I do have a ****** Still I hate being told that I am not a man. I hate that I still confuse my identity my sexuality my being for the sake of society’s expectations of of whom I should be. I crush on guys I crush on girls I have loved a man I have loved a woman And if one day I love a person I hope to marry them. I hate labels **** stereotypes And I ******* hate that they’re ingrained. I hate not being considered stable sure a manly-woman a womanly-man. My name is Mayara Deo I am a person And I want a person to fall in love with my mind. I don’t care to bear children I do want kids I want to always have a career I want to care for my home. I want to be seen as an equal I want to feel comfortable wearing a suit on date with a man. I want to feel comfortable holding my girlfriend’s hand For I want to feel valued as myself. **** all men **** all women who choose to not understand why I feel so confused: It’s because of you.
I know who I am
And I'm not sorry for that What's troubling is where your head is at Who cares if I'm with a woman or man Whether or not they have a **** in there pants What matters is how our souls attract How we fit like a puzzle with no doubt that we match Its not like I suddenly changed Its still me not a creature so strange I understand its not something you planned I am who I am And I can't change on your command
I wrote this the night I came out to my family and was proceeded to be lectured on how I was going to hell. This was what I repeated to myself that night as I fell asleep.
I wrote my life in vain as it has
always been that way I just was looking for less pain so I did things to go numb I know I was dumb as I knew what was going to come I sat on the edge of my bed inhaling to relieve my pain I really thought this time things were not going to end up the same
there was only ever
one she was my saving grace