Walls closing in, hard to breath,
Staccato rhythmic my chest.
Looking back over every word,
How did I **** up,
How could I not,
Been a while since I felt this sensation,
Like an unwelcome person back into my life,
Rata-tat-tat goes the heart.
Forgive me for my **** up,
Twas not my intent,
Words slipping out without realizing,
No, wouldn't feel this way otherwise.
Apologies not enough,
What if this is the straw that breaks the back,
What if this is the point where it all falls apart?
Of course my fault,
How can it not be my fault.
Rata-tat-tat goes the heart in the chest.
Pressure release valve needed,
None to be found,
Reach for my laptop and pound on the keys,
Will words be enough?
Will the prose suffice?
Am I bound for a torturous night of no sleep?
But I deserve it,
How can I not,
Good ol' Rob ******* up yet again,
Can't do anything right,
Could never do anything right,
Deserves all that he gets.
Tunnel of black,
Pinpricks of light that are all that can be seen.
Turning burning eyes into watery blurs,
Rata-tat-tat goes the engine as it screams.