Music stars with Doe Rae Mi
~ But love ~
Starts *You and Me

Green means go,
Red means stop
People only see,
Whats going on on *top

Figure it out for yourself,
It won't be interpreted the same way

They say that love is forever
Forever is all that I need

I promise that things wont be broken*
I promise I wont ever leave

*Stay forever
With me

Perhaps it is not of custom to do such a thing,
But I wished to thank everyone firstly:

For 250+ likes on my poems.
Not once did I ever start posting expecting for people to take notice
But this is the beauty of Hello Poetry.
I still remember that first like and the warm fuzzy feeling you got
Hell I still get it now with every like I recieve.

Thank you for 8k views
That in itself means alot to anyone, whether it be 10 views, onto 100, 1000 and onto 10k
8000 poem views, its truly special to feel valued for what you enjoy
Or just spilling out some emotion onto a page.

So thank you,
From one writer and poet (if you will)
To another
Heres to all of us
1 view or 1 million
We share a mutual understanding

Take me far away,
Where there are no skies of grey,
That is where I'll stay

All I do,
Is make mistakes.

All I am,
Is probably a mistake.

...cause I never meant to do anything...

You think you understand life, when you understand pain,
Scream it to the world as you dance about the rain.
Everything is clear now, that you've seen the dark,
Life is nothing but a giant amusement park.
♫
Ups and down, tear your perceptions in a conscious mind,
No clear answers here are there for you to find.
Is this wrong, or is it that this is right you ask,
Perhaps it's wrong my answer is to hit the flask.
♫
You think you understand life, when you understand joy,
Grin to the world as you play with your favourite toy.
Everything is better now, that you've seen the light,
Life is nothing if the end goal isn't in *sight.

How can I prove my worth to you,
Live up to the words in which I gave you,
If im not given the opportunity from you..?

I wish I was,
For if I could,
Be it a moment,
Or for an eternity,

I would travel back to then

For if it were,
That it was possible,
To correct my wrongs,
All in one go,

I would travel back to when

Nothing but a chance,
To make it up,
The wrongs I made,
I am truly sorry,

**I would travel back to then

I keep telling myself I'll be alright (I won't)
And I know it can't get worse than today
Sitting here and she's trying to rehearse what to say
See, she's on her own wishing this'd all stop
While she's getting used to the sound of a teardrop
~
It hits the tile
And I know it's been a while since you seen me
Smile and laugh like I used to
I've been in denial since it happened
Just take me to the past
'Cause I just couldn't imagine losing you
~
I can't explain this so I'll keep it all inside
Wear my pain, but it's masked by my pride
That's all I have left in this messed up facade
A butterfly with clipped wings
Tryna fly high as it's heart sings

I was ready to relish
In the fruits of our labour
We'd come far from there
The odds finally in our favour

It seems that fate
With twisted wicked tricks
Has our candles of hope
Burning at the end of their wicks

A single wish
That we'd asked to come true
Is all that seemed to be ignored
When I bring up me being with you

Guilt, doubt, misery
and evergrowing sorrow
Are the side affects of thinking
It's worth not waking *tomorrow

Do as you say
Not as I do

~
I am sorry mother,
I am sorry father.
~

If I were to leave, do not cry and weep,
Even knowing I wouldn't awaken from my eternal sleep.

~
I am sorry boo
~

Do not hate me for all ive done,
Even though I know this should've been all about fun.

You are my essence you are my life,
I had hoped to one day make you my wife..

Now I feel I am to late,
to change the course of our saddening fate.

~
I am sorry mother,
I am sorry father,
I am sorry boo
~
Because in the end...I failed *you

During the day,
We laugh and we play.
We jest and game,
The troubles of yesterday gone.
I love it so much,
Living in the moment

During those moments,
We fall in love all over again.
We exchange "I love you"s,
The promise of the rest of our lives.
I love it so much,
Till night time comes.

At night is hardest
I am alone as you sleep
I am alone as I lay
The feeling so upsetting
I cry myself to sleep
The truth is...

*I really really miss you babygirl...

Rest your head my child and sleep.
Dry your eyes, there’s no need to weep.
Oh! How exhausted you must be,
Come now rest my sleeping beauty.
~
You know deep down I understand.
I guess I fear how much more ye can withstand.
The body needs rest and yours has been broken,
It shows in all the things you leave unspoken.
~
Im sure one day you will see this and feel bad,
Know there is no need, and that in no way would I ever be mad.
I forgive you before anything even happens to occur,
I will love you forever, I am your good sir
~
In the end we simply want whats best,
We want to put your aching heart to rest.
You're brain hurts, your body numb,
The people around you, no help but plagued with dumb.
~
I wish I could tell you what's on my mind,
I assure you my intentions are simply kind.
Perhaps if i had courage, perhaps if I could,
I know in the end I’d’ve wished I would.
~
My fear is misplaced, and I know this to be true,
All I know is that i love you...
I love you as you are, you mean the most to me,
Cause even in darkness we have the ability to see.
~
You are in essence my ray of light,
I love you my dear, with all my might.
I am grateful for a wish was fulfilled,
With luck shall be more, and I will be thrilled.
~
Through the tears and the sadness,
Through the anger and madness.
I will always be here, right at your side,
i would traverse the distance no matter how wide.
~
Your smile is soft and pure of joy,
The sweetest and sincerest, if ever a ploy.
You are beautiful both inside and out,
Forever my dear, know this without doubt.
~
Whenever you call, i shall endeavor to answer
Consider me, as a simple advancer.
You shall not, and will not ever need be alone,
I can’t describe the honor of calling you my own.
~
Tomorrow is a new dawn, tomorrow is a new day,
My only wish is for things to go our way.
Its been rough, to get where we are,
We need only look back to see we've come far
~
Be it now, or forever and after
I will do my best to cheer us with laughter.
You needn't fake smile, not even for me,
Know that hiding emotion is never the key.
~
Feel free to do and be who you want,
I will love ye for ye, my debutante.
I hold no judgments, I love ye as ye is,
You need not listen to what anyone says.
~
Take my words as they are, and all that I am,
For what others say, I haven’t a ****.
You are who you are, and it is who i love,
Upon all others, I place you above.
~
I know this is cheesy, it know it is cheap,
But I hope it’ll soak up the tears that you’ve weeped.
The tone has changed, the topic diverted,
When emotion and thought is all I've exerted.
~
To know I have you, is all that matters,

Lays darkness,
*I feel empty...

I used to think that love
Meant doing anything to be with someone
So it would make sense after all
To do anything to get someone back

So why am I afraid to go to you?

If I am the romantic I used to be
What is stopping me from being by your side now?
Perhaps its the fear that all may not be as I hope
Or that I may leave more alone than before

Is this why Im afraid to be with you?

I wanna poke your cheeks,
and tickle you when you're mad.
I wanna kiss and hug you when youre sad.
and when you're happy,

Its because there is nothing that is bad.

Emotionally. I'm done.
Mentally. I'm drained.
Spiritually. I'm empty.
Physically. *I'm smiling.

If you intend to cut at me
Wound me deeply
Make it hurt
Carve the pain of my life into my soul.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
My life has no meaning
If I don't have you

~ I see it in my head ~

Please baby girl, please don't *go,
In our hearts do cracks begin to show.
I need you here, in my life,
My precious darling and future wife.

~ The scene replays ~

I grab your arm hoping to stop you,
Without you here what am I to do?
You looked away, tear filled eyes,
It is here the my spirit truly dies.

~ Shake my head, get it out now ~

I awaken, trembling unable to see,
But to my left I see you next to me.
A troubled expression covers your face,
I pant and sweat as my heart continues to race.

~ Theres no way I can tell you ~

Its always a dream that feels to real,
Losing you is just such a big deal.
I lay back down, awake this time,
I find it hardest being apart now its *nighttime.

I now lay my head to this pillow
Curled up
In your top
With your stuffed toy
Thinking of you dearly

But you're not here...
*...Oh how I wish you were

When was the last time I posted
A poem spewing with positivity?

I wonder what my mum & dad would say,
If I told them that I cry each day.
*It's hard to live so far away.

I fell in love with you
Not for how you look
But for how gorgeous you are within

You know when you,
Feel like you've ****** up,
So many times that,
You've forgotten how,
You fixed it every other time?

You know when you,
Try so hard to,
Play the victim and,
You've not stopped to think,
You caused the problem and are to blame?

You know when you,
Have done something you know
Is wrong but
You've tried telling them,
You are sorry and didnt mean it?

You know when you,
Went too far this time but,
Still want to atone for what,
You've said and done yet,
You cant find the right words to do so?

You know when you,
Cant forgive yourself for,
Those things you did and,
You've had time to think what,
You could have done better?

You know when you,
Feel nothing but,
Empty inside ever since,
You've pushed the only thing,
You really cared for away?

You know when you,
Can spill your heart and,
Guts here all you want but,
You've got no courage to do what,
You know you should be doing?

You know when you,*
*Finally run out of things to say,
But you continue talking to realize,
You've made the problem,
You created worse?

You can keep the last of me,
I don't care, I am obsolete.
You've seen the last of me,
Wring my neck, I don't want to feel anymore.

Forced offline, I lay in thought,
The hardest things, leaving you distraught.
I would stall if I could, stall if I might,
I would give it all to have you in sight.
~
My parents know, they see it all,
They lay in worry, for how far I might fall.
I guess you never really know quite what to say,
You do all you can to keep the darkness at bay.
~
You're ****** if you do, ****** if you don't,
I shan't tell you a lie, I promised I won't.
I need you to realise that this is no good,
No matter what, if I could be there I would.
~
In my mother, who lay sleepless in worry,
We both know we won't sleep in a hurry.
Don't worry for me, this is who I am,
I know I can't save the day as if I'm fireman Sam.
~
I'm not broken nor depressed, I am simply upset,
The last thing I need is for others to fret.
Know deep down I am still that same boy,
He's just having trouble expressing his joy...
~
I can fill up this page, fill it with meaningless words,
Watch as my mind, flies away with the birds.
I am fine, truly. I'll make it through this all,
Whether we finish together...guess that isn't my call.
~
Know that I am conflicted and torn,
Such things don't change at the start of each dawn.
I'll endeavour to sort myself out in time,
Perhaps stop crying like I've committed some hideous crime.