a molten metal of iron ore smoldering rigid covered by blackened ash brightened by the wind the only light i see is when the embers glow and the brighter it shows, the faster it goes but i'm okay with that because it's just another mark of the ego
I sit on my chair
Looking at the vase With dried flowers Sitting there for days So do I We share looks We share the pain We share the agony Of no one caring
Freezing Tears Numb body Cannot move Cannot breath I just want to be Free
Something died in me today
When tears started falling down By themselves Something died in me today When my soul started screaming for help Something died in me today And I will never be the same again
She’s afraid of
reopening old wounds. Scared of feeling the burns beneath her skin. She’d rather feel consciously numb than ever have to confess her self-reflections, because she’s afraid rejection will leave her lifelessly alone.
Graces everyone with her presence,
lights up the world with her smile, Where does the light come from? Where does the darkness hide? Look into her eyes you'll find where the truth lies. A shattered heart, a numb soul. Darkness lies within, breaking her apart Like a candle, light is what the world will get While she slowly melts into her shadow.
By day I stand tall, Alpha
By night I fall, beta I cradle my head as my tears flow why did you go? By day I stand tall, Alpha By night I fall, beta I go to bed dreaming in fear Why are you here? By day I... want to end it
Its my take on how I act with pride, but behind closed doors I'm still hurt by loss.