Why can't i be like everyone else? I can't be happy, I can't be sad. I can't feel anything Or even get out of bed All i can do is sit and stare At the wall WIth salty tears streaming down My face. Thinking about my place in the world And how I can't be like Everyone else
I wish I could think on my own Not worry about what you’re doing Concentrate on myself Rather than what you’re retweeting I watch your snap story As you watch mine I post the music we used to listen to And I make sure you know I’m done But clearly I’m not All I have on my mind is you Even though I know you don’t care You never did But I do And now I’m alone With all the memories and thoughts of you circling my head Night after night Hour after hour I wish I could delete you from my head The way I can delete you from my phone But that won’t really do anything Because our memories went much deeper than my screen
Just ended something I had w another person and now here I am
Shaking leaves on trees As the wind blows profusely Thunder clashes and lightning strikes A storm approaches The earth trembles in fear Of what is to come Heaven and **** Two forces of eminence A battle between what is right and what is wrong Begin to pull at me from either side Dark ominous clouds overhead My throat clenches and ever breath seems to feel like my last Feet planted to the ground As the quick sand of my thoughts begin to engulf me Heart beating faster than the current around me Frozen in time The anxiety sets in as I fall to my knees A single tear traces down my cheek This is what you do to me Break me
At night and when you are sleeping, I can see you bare in all of your skin and all the flaws that make you human. I trace circles of flesh and rainbows in bruises; Every scar and scratch, Every flourishing freckle, Everything that makes you, you.
There’s a kaleidoscope of veins that cascade colourful fractions of your heart into mine. Every boorish blue and radiant red, Every drop of your waterfall of thoughts from inside your head, Everything that makes me love you like I do.
And yet part of me wants to fully engulf you, so you’re not simply just ***** but so you, like I become truly infatuated. I want to smooth out that frown like a crumpled piece of paper. Every heavy sigh and weighty wonder, Every restriction that dampens your day, Everything that reduces that part of you who, Takes that light bulb moment and creates a projection of the most beautiful smile in all of creation; And proposes a sentiment of love for my eyes to lap up, and up until our demise.
You said ride or die But when I call no reply And people wonder Why others fantasize suicide Just longing for a peace a mind Or some one who thinks we’re worth the time Takes our old definition of love and redefines What we’ve been taught all our lives
When you look at the light, what do you see? That light that she holds in her hand A glimmer of hope or a desperate plea? Or something you don't understand When she holds out her light, what does she feel? Those eyes say all that is known What causes her to pray and kneel? Is she really just what she's shown She held out her light for all who are blind The light she held in her hand In all of truth she was just being kind To a memory lost to sand She held out her light and felt bittersweet Her eyes with exhaustion shone Knelt for memory of love incomplete And carried her sorrows alone