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391 · Jul 2017
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
You don't have to buy me things;
You are enough.
I don't need you to give me anything, having you is already enough for me. Yes.
391 · Oct 2018
Once upon our time...
Shaxy Oct 2018
here you were,
                there you are

then you were near,
                now you are far

            nothing but a pretty scar
I wish you could be as close
(to me)
as the scars on my body
390 · Jun 2017
10W
Shaxy Jun 2017
10W
I saw nothing but you;
You were all there was.
387 · Jul 2017
Haiku #4.
Shaxy Jul 2017
The look in his eyes
Used to give her butterflies
Now, they are empty.
386 · Jul 2017
Little Miss Clingy
Shaxy Jul 2017
When I love someone, I give up a lot of my time for him. I give up my time to spend the day out together, even if it’s not a big plan or fancy outing. Even if I'm tired as hell, I still would want to see him, because seeing him and being around him makes me the happiest person. I put in a lot of effort into my relationship. I want to make every moment we spend worthwhile. I talk to him everyday and every single time when he is free, because I want to know how he's doing and I want him to know that I'm always there for him, though not physically. I need him to never forget that he has me by his side all the time. Even when he's busy, I'll (im)patiently wait by my phone for his texts or calls, and when he does, I respond too quickly. I give up a lot of my sleep time so I can spend my time to converse with him over the phone until late, especially on days we could not see each other.

Well, I cannot deny that my actions are pretty clingy. But heck, I don’t know what else to do so I could prove to him that I'm always here for him, and the fact that I love him so much and he has to know that, and remember it every frickin' day. I will never change, unless he wants me to. I will never stop, unless he tells me to. Hence until then, I will continue to be this way. And until then, I really hope he understands.

Though I can never buy him lots of gifts, or spend hugely on him or whatever, like how other girlfriends could do for their men, I know that I can give a lot of love and attention that one desires or craves for. Because I am one who needs love and attention, so I know the best how that feels.
Guess I really need to get this off my chest.
384 · Aug 2018
Memories (10W).
Shaxy Aug 2018
Your memories haunt me;
And yet,
they keep me alive.
So tell me how could I move on?
372 · Jul 2017
Cheat
Shaxy Jul 2017
Do not expect her to be faithful;
while You cheat.
369 · Jul 2017
The Wait (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
I waited for anything to happen.
Patiently.
But nothing did.
369 · Jul 2017
10W Thrills.
Shaxy Jul 2017
She rubbed the foggy mirror,
A face was staring back.
365 · Jun 2017
Temporary (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
You said,
"Pain is only temporary."
But so were you.
361 · Jul 2017
Sadist (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
Knife to my neck,
He licked the tears off me.
360 · Jul 2017
Untitled.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I took a bullet for you, but you're the one behind the gun.
359 · Jul 2017
Fragility (10W).
Shaxy Jul 2017
Glasses are fragile;
But don't forget,
some hearts are, too.
Shaxy Aug 2017
After all I've done,
the only thing I hope for
is not to be forgotten
by you.
In any way.
342 · Jun 2017
Price of Worth (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
For anything that's worth having;
One must pay the price.
333 · Jul 2017
Love Lost.
Shaxy Jul 2017
The day He took your life away
I lost not only a friend
Lost someone so dear to me
And all of our future plans

                            You were indeed truly special                                          
                            We've went through so much
                            Always have been there for each other
                            Now I can no longer feel your touch

Longing for your presence
I wish you're still here by my side
Only silent tears and memories
Accompany me through the night

                            I will always remember you
                            My dearest, close friend
                            I'll forever cherish our memories
                            Through all the years we have spent
Made this on behalf of a friend of mine who lost his girlfriend before he could even propose to her.

RIP.
332 · Jul 2017
Reflection.
Shaxy Jul 2017
The boy has gone deaf
'cause what she's been saying was,
"You never listen!"

The boy doesn't care anymore
'cause what she repeatedly told him was,
"You never bother!"

In loneliness and tears, she whispered,
"What have I done wrong?"

Reflect.
Shaxy Aug 2018
Don't push me away.
I've tasted your good and bad,
and I still want you.
I love all of your flaws.
And I love you.
Just give me a chance.
317 · Jun 2017
Done (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
I loved the thought of you, and us.
Not anymore.
313 · Jun 2017
Lost (10W)
Shaxy Jun 2017
Not all those who wander are lost; but I am.
309 · Oct 2018
❝Once❞ (six word story)
Shaxy Oct 2018
You          
  were
once                                
broken,                
                once
  mine.
304 · Jul 2017
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
Don't bother saving someone who doesn't want to be saved.
298 · Jul 2017
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
Being with you is more than I ever dreamed of.
293 · Jul 2017
6W.
Shaxy Jul 2017
6W.
Any moment now,
Everything can change.
290 · Jul 2017
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
Why do you have to beg someone to stay?
You shouldn't.
Whoever wishes to stay, would stay;
whoever doesn't, would go away.

There is no need to beg.

They might be here today,
but eventually,
they will leave you someday.
288 · Jul 2017
Her in Me.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I love the way your eyes light up whenever you look at me.
Little did I know that all you ever see was her.
In your eyes, it's her whom you see. You see her in me.
283 · Jul 2017
Good Enough.
Shaxy Jul 2017
"Am I good enough for someone?"

How about you
ask yourself instead,

"Is that someone good enough for me?"
Shaxy Jun 2018
I yearn for your unconditional love
but you ignored me;

Yet I found some love
in your ignorance.

..which makes me alive.
Clearly, I am no match for your level of ignorance. But I take comfort in it.
277 · Jul 2017
Eyes (10W).
Shaxy Jul 2017
Those brown eyes
tell a story
which yours
never could.
270 · Jul 2017
Untitled
Shaxy Jul 2017
The only love that never dies is
the love from your parents...

No matter what you do,
no matter what you say,
no matter who you are,
no matter how much damage you’ve done,
or no matter how much you've hurt them,
Nothing...

Nothing can ever end the love
that they have for you.
267 · Jul 2017
Random.
Shaxy Jul 2017
And I thought it was easier for me to move on
and forget everything about us.
Forget you, forget us.

Until I see you, again and again...
in my sleep.
264 · Jul 2017
Over (10W)
Shaxy Jul 2017
It's sad that the love we once shared is through.
263 · Jul 2017
If only you really knew...
260 · Jul 2017
Together.
Shaxy Jul 2017
I am doing this with you. We are going through this together. Never feel like you’re all alone, ever. I got your back.
236 · Jul 2017
7 Years (10W).
Shaxy Jul 2017
Seven years later, I came back to find you, waiting.
234 · Jul 2017
Rebound (10W).
Shaxy Jul 2017
My lips has tasted so many, trying to forget you.
234 · Jul 2017
10W
Shaxy Jul 2017
10W
And all of a sudden, that feeling comes back again.
One that is too familiar...

— The End —