When I love someone, I give up a lot of my time for him. I give up my time to spend the day out together, even if it’s not a big plan or fancy outing. Even if I'm tired as hell, I still would want to see him, because seeing him and being around him makes me the happiest person. I put in a lot of effort into my relationship. I want to make every moment we spend worthwhile. I talk to him everyday and every single time when he is free, because I want to know how he's doing and I want him to know that I'm always there for him, though not physically. I need him to never forget that he has me by his side all the time. Even when he's busy, I'll (im)patiently wait by my phone for his texts or calls, and when he does, I respond too quickly. I give up a lot of my sleep time so I can spend my time to converse with him over the phone until late, especially on days we could not see each other.

Well, I cannot deny that my actions are pretty clingy. But heck, I don’t know what else to do so I could prove to him that I'm always here for him, and the fact that I love him so much and he has to know that, and remember it every frickin' day. I will never change, unless he wants me to. I will never stop, unless he tells me to. Hence until then, I will continue to be this way. And until then, I really hope he understands.

Though I can never buy him lots of gifts, or spend hugely on him or whatever, like how other girlfriends could do for their men, I know that I can give a lot of love and attention that one desires or craves for. Because I am one who needs love and attention, so I know the best how that feels.

I saw nothing but you;
You were all there was.

The look in his eyes
Used to give her butterflies
Now, they are empty.

here you were,
                there you are

then you were near,
                now you are far

            nothing but a pretty scar

I'm only human
I might make the same mistakes
Nobody's perfect.

You said,
"Pain is only temporary."
But so were you.

I waited for anything to happen.
Patiently.
But nothing did.

Do not expect her to be faithful;
while You cheat.

She rubbed the foggy mirror,
A face was staring back.

Glasses are fragile;
But don't forget,
some hearts are, too.

Knife to my neck,
He licked the tears off me.

I took a bullet for you, but you're the one behind the gun.

For anything that's worth having;
One must pay the price.

The boy has gone deaf
'cause what she's been saying was,
"You never listen!"

The boy doesn't care anymore
'cause what she repeatedly told him was,
"You never bother!"

In loneliness and tears, she whispered,
"What have I done wrong?"

Reflect.

The day He took your life away
I lost not only a friend
Lost someone so dear to me
And all of our future plans

                            You were indeed truly special                                          
                            We've went through so much
                            Always have been there for each other
                            Now I can no longer feel your touch

Longing for your presence
I wish you're still here by my side
Only silent tears and memories
Accompany me through the night

                            I will always remember you
                            My dearest, close friend
                            I'll forever cherish our memories
                            Through all the years we have spent

After all I've done,
the only thing I hope for
is not to be forgotten
by you.
In any way.

I loved the thought of you, and us.
Not anymore.

Not all those who wander are lost; but I am.

Six word story

Don't bother saving someone who doesn't want to be saved.

Why do you have to beg someone to stay?
You shouldn't.
Whoever wishes to stay, would stay;
whoever doesn't, would go away.

There is no need to beg.

They might be here today,
but eventually,
they will leave you someday.

Any moment now,
Everything can change.

Being with you is more than I ever dreamed of.

I love the way your eyes light up whenever you look at me.
Little did I know that all you ever see was her.

"Am I good enough for someone?"

How about you
ask yourself instead,

"Is that someone good enough for me?"

And I thought it was easier for me to move on
and forget everything about us.
Forget you, forget us.

Until I see you, again and again...
in my sleep.

I yearn for your unconditional love
but you ignored me;

Yet I found some love
in your ignorance.

..which makes me alive.

It's sad that the love we once shared is through.

Those brown eyes
tell a story
which yours
never could.

I am doing this with you. We are going through this together. Never feel like you’re all alone, ever. I got your back.

And all of a sudden, that feeling comes back again.

Seven years later, I came back to find you, waiting.

My lips has tasted so many, trying to forget you.