my eyes
underlined black
you'll see the importance of them
and you'll never look back
they‘ll tell you a story
a story you will never forget

all it takes
is to watch out the window
any window
it’ll give you a frame
a frame to observe
observe out of it
and you will learn

thoughts and innovations trapped by steel bars of prejudices and doubts, will never be able to come out

the keys
hit me like a brick
a wake up call
and i get the jist
of it

i climb the ladder up
in the cold
no gloves but my hands
still aint froze
every day one step
till the final end
to the west
where the sun descends

nowadays i keep the light on
my desk organized
my bed made
my floor clean
i see world through a different lens
summers have the sun up
even the fog see through
in the winter
i changed my way of living in
december

id rather .... myself
than pass on
some of these thoughts
lingering in my head
but... never mind the killing part
ill just say whats ripping apart
my brain
all my friends may be fake
no similar interests
no same views and perspectives
no inspirations collected
but thats to be expected
nowadays, where man views itself
as an ant
every single bit of hope rejected and neglected by the world
until the bitter end
no confidence, so nothing to
boost there
all the dreams and hopes
planted inside the ***
overshadowed by doubts and insecurities
no sunlight
be aware of life, don’t follow the snake
and it‘ll eat you too
on its way back
the circle of life

dont follow the green
dont follow the snake
it'll eat you too
on its way back

a dead-end job or as a boss
doesn't matter
better than to
sit at home
thinking about
what to work on

the wolf shouldn't be alone,
it's weak alone
but even weaker
within a pack full of sheep

the serpent eats its tail
in my backyard
it waits patiently to
scar my back
remove the snakes,
they'll come again
the circle of life
fight back in vain
don't mind them

remove circles in your life
where you cannot be yourself,
if you can't be you
in them,
then you are not apart of them.
not you
but someone else

do what you want
opinions, won't be there after
you are dead

goals are just pitstops
your goals to achieve
are above the clouds
ignore the clouds and go beyond
of the universe, don't stop at your goals

wake up, look in the mirror,
this is you, if you dont like it,
change it

decline the call,
delete the e-mail,
ignore the speech,
ignore the message,
focus
focus on yourself and yourself only

burst into flames, step into it
be the flame
and burn the whole world down

life's a building
one day,
it'll get demolished
or
you'll build it higher
and higher
and it'll stand forever

it's your time to shine
this probably won't send shivers
down your spine but
i hope,
i hope,
it'll make you think twice
about life

life is like a labyrinth
explore it all the way even
if you know where the exit is

depression never ends
it grows with you
you have to grow faster
to defeat it

walk like a pawn
until the end
until you transform
yourself
or
walk like a pawn
and see yourself
already,
as the king or queen

should people think or just live their life?

you can feel it coming sometimes
the other part of life
the sad one
the anxious one
sometimes when you are alone
there is no happiness
only nervousness
maybe thats the real part or
just a phase

people mold their masks out of fear,
fear of rejection in certain groups of friends

be yourself or be someone else

a man is only then himself, when he doesnt give a ****

how are you gonna convince a whole generation to save the planet, when they are welcoming death already

why should you care
not even there
sometimes not aware

people looking at you
in your head
everyone else beneath you
no one will ever reach you

one mans hell
is another‘s heaven

Be grateful towards those who save you from death

People love to talk and think about this,
for like...
5 Minutes.
It's really funny how one question
could
destroy your life.
There is no answer.
If you want to work, enjoy nature, have fun or start a family.
Then do that. There's no universal answer.

even the happiest songs cant make the rain go away

Take your pills
Smoke your cigarette
Finish your drink
you have enough time
in your lifetime to die.

you can forget emotions
its the best feeling
discovering these
after a long time of
not feeling anything

the bulb fell apart
the light went out
the idea is gone
the dreams torn apart
your life long goals
crushed in mere seconds

to be someone
you‘d have to have such
a need of being unique
need of being special
need of achieving
you have to be ready
to sacrifice anything
to achieve anything
you have to feel the fire
and step into it to know you if you are ready

so many unique and talented persons
you‘ll think;
am i one of them?
i don‘t know.
but i think there are only two possibilities
either there are these rare humans that are born every few years or
we are all rare and talented

music, poetry, art
nothing of this matters
few lyrics to make you happy for a
few minutes
few lines to make you think about life for a few seconds
few drops of paint to make you think about what beauty is
just to forget about it later
everything will be forgotten
the only question remains
will you go through hell to make people think for a second or just forget about it?

my birthday
my least favorite day
it reminds me of my birth
every year
reminds me of
keeping the serpents out my yard
not trusting anyone
the fact, that i wasted another year yet again without
achieving anything

could it be
that we all are lying
lying about out life‘s purpose
is it really family? Our jobs or just money?
what is it?
only few find out
before they meet the end

‘bout to give it up for this,
need to pick up a sign of bliss and
let the devil miss
im in a vessel
need to wrestle out of it
to be freed outta his-
control
maybe stars need to align
to let me
reach my goal

the mist blurs my vision
you are out of sight
she usually shines bright
like the sun

when i wake up
no where in sight

sitting at my desk,
writing
not me but
the demons
residing within me
every word,
is mine,
but not about me
maybe you or that one girl, out of many
who knows
my pen bleeding like my heart
every letter word or thought
drenched with blood
no sweat

be careful
some friends and some siblings, some parents wear masks,
once seen without their disguise
you‘ll be betrayed
and sit at your desk
with that flask
once again

everybody needs someone,
someday,
someone important to them
to talk about their
somewhat unimportant problems

the good words get quiet
in front of the bad ones