Freewheeling connections on belief to lead, rule, follow and support. Decided through a latent separation of sorts, the choice in course for self determination. Collective motivation from individual status, with less regimented offers of conceit. We transform when our shadows are shown, as the clarity of transparency can aid growth.
Years have passed, Seasons have changed. Am I an adult yet? Couldn't say. Relate?
While pain was brief, And a cleanse was needed, I still grow more and do my best to succeed. Did I pay a bill? Is it in the budget? Swear to God I could go for a 20 piece McNugget.
While I shift and work it out, I'll still ask myself am I good enough? When isn't your mind... What kind... Don't lie... Stop. Take a breathe and it's going to be all fine.
Is my flow still the same? Is my expression more better? Does it make any sense to you that im still explaining and continuously refraining from resaying a word by rearranging the framing of this here decree I'm declaring? No, not really.
With exercises and breakdowns, I've seen it in better ways. Still in chains, But looser around the brains. It's taken time, But I'm finally in control...
I'm getting used to... New.
David Bowie said it best about changes. So here's mine instead
You have overstayed your welcome, Oh entity of past lives not lived. Your stench of decay still lingers And seeps from my fingers.
Abandon me old skin, You have become nothing but the skeleton of past sins Haunting me when I am most vulnerable. I’ve befriended an enemy and In turn, I have become intolerable.
Yes, I have been the oppressor. I’ve whispered, I’ve swayed, I’ve lusted, I’ve preyed, And although I have one foot out of the door, Old friends whisper to me, “Come on, how much can it really hurt If you did it once more?”
As a pandemic spreads across the globe, we realize more and more about ourselves which we once did not know. Extroverts transform into introverts, introverts into extroverts, finally, a revolution for the mind, an extraordinary, cosmic show of divine and unprecedented kindness. Externally and internally we will continue to grow.
Self-care can be hard to master but when it is practiced, you begin to learn that it is a stepping stone to your wholesomeness. It is the key ingredient that combines balance and unity to your soul that makes you who you are. Grow, Evolve, Transform
When stars appear in the sky, under a dark late night, Could you hear a dialog between Caterpillar and Butterfly?
Caterpillar: "Aren’t you too beautiful for me, fly away and find someone as beauty as you.” Butterfly: "I will not leave you, you are as beautiful as me."
Raised his voice, Butterfly looked into Caterpillar’s eyes: “Why did I ever lose you? Although they say everything has an end, nothing will last, Nothing is meaningful, except think about the past....”
Caterpillar replied to him with a melancholy tone: “why is the world moving fast? Shall we live in the moment like they say... Live in the moment - it'll be best to stay.”
They are hugging and chanting on a giant leaf— Whose images are kept in store? By memory, we are all alone.
And if rhyme is outmoded. Shall I transform it to you, re-grow. Past is in the future where it converts to the present, with you...