They call me healer
while i suffer from insanity

they call me writer
but i sketch

they call me dreamer
while i collect the ashes of my dreams

they call me innocent
they don't know my sins

they call me talkative
while the words in me die

who am i ??

Pssstt...
Hey you ...
Yes you,
With the hazel eyes
what if i tell you
i'm planning to
capture the moon
in my glass container
and a little bit of night
and a few stars
a trickle of mid night breeze
will you sneak out with me
will you ??

Lets take a walk
by the sea shore
under the midnight sky
listening to the waves
as they tell
those untold stories
that drowned
without saying a word
just drinking in
the beauty of stary night
and feeling the cool wind
against the body...
Living the night to the fullest !!

If only lucky ones
get a good
or a best friend
then surely
i'm the one with
Worst Luck !!

one of those nights
when you crave a friend
who'd listen to
your ******* thoughts
without judging you
and give a soft smile
letting you know
that you are understood
in a way
you wanted to be !!

Locked up in the tower,
she waited
till her last breath
to listen to those magical words
that her prince
was supposed to say
"Rapunzel, Rapunzel !!
let down your hair"
to set her free
to let her love
but destined to die alone
she never got to listen
as nobody ever dared
to speak those words !!

She was sitting by
her window
in her silent room
watching the moon
and the night sky
the sight made her smile
her smile brighter than
the moon light
she kept her gaze locked
on the full moon
as she willingly
ignored the consequences
The moon's pull raised tides
in her brain
giving her thoughts
a voice
so that they were
noticed by world
and then they
called her
LUNATIC !!

The moon,
peeking through
my window
raising tides in my mind
urging me to write
your story !!

All she wanted was to
cry her heart out
but her stubbornness
never allowed her
to shed a single tear
so she changed
her eyes turned into
deep blue oceans
holding their stroms with in
appearing so calm and smooth
her saltish smile
sweeter than honey
never reached her eyes
anymore
her laughter was like
waves smashing
against a glass wall
she reeked sadness
intoxicating millions hearts
who dared to inhale her scent
she was a broken witch
yet they were all under her
everlasting spell !!

He kissed
the sleeping beauty
to break the sleeping curse
but
she never woke up
as it was never about the kiss
but the
true love ~

She was his cinderella
but he was too blind
to see that,
so
she was left alone
to fight for her life
as
in her story
there was no
fairy godmother !!

I sometimes feel like ocean
lonely, deep and blue ...
What tomorrow will bring
not having a single clue

whether it will be calm
or if i'll suffer from strom
if moon will raise the tides
or there will no change in form

when people tell their secrets
i listen to their tales
like ocean receive the waters
and help the sailors sail ...

And when i get so tired
i want to talk to friend
like waves come to shore
in a hope that he'll mend

but then realization hits
there is no friend of I
like ocean stands alone
till the day it's dry !!

she was just a random girl
for the world outside
no one knew her real face
the one she always hide

they  made sure to make her think
that she can never dance
blocking for her all the paths;
she never got her chance

They thought of her as just a girl
a girl with broken smile
without reading her mystic eyes
that told her secret while

picking up the heart's rhythm
she decided to dance
ignoring what they made her think
she tried to take her chance

the moment when she moved her feet
everlasting spell was cast
mesmerizied by her rebellious moves
they fall for her real fast

flowing towards a melodious realm
she made her moves advanced
never missing a single beat
she danced and danced and danced

the music filled her as she danced
with eternal peace ...
the world then witnessed
her real worth
she was the masterpiece !!

I have this problem
where i find it difficult
to reconnect with
the real world;
after reading a good book
or
after listining to good music
because they are just
that much intoxicating
leading you to another world
into a euphoric realm
where you can't stop smiling
and everything feels so good
as if you are under a spell ..
You never want to get rid of ...

When the darkness sets in
and you let it consume you
it feels like falling;
falling in a bottomless hole,
and under its pulling force
you feel your demons stirring
finding a way
to get out
and to take over ...
Clawing your soul from inside
getting restless,
causing pain,
so you just decide to
unleash them
and let your demons out
for a HUNT !!

Darkness
consuming my sanity,
leaving a crack in the soul
for
demons to gain access
to the
inner world !!

She is different
she is crazy
she is beauty
like a daisy

her hazel eyes
shine so bright
her beautiful smile
turns dark to light

acting so casual
and never shows
she always care
for those who are close

and when she is angry
dont go near
you might get a hit
if you are not clear

i love this girl
more then anything
as she is my sister
my everything !!

Once
A man with broad vision
dreamt...
About the land of pures
Then
a man with excellent leadership skills
stood up to fulfill
the first man's dream
he gathered the scattered people
he fought for what was
righyfully ours
he turned the rouges into NATION
Togather they
suffered
sacrificed
bled
but yet the remained strong
holding each others back
against the cunning enemy
they were pure by heart
they had the golden soules
faith was running in their veins
thus they were granted
after years of hardship
with the most beautiful gift
the first man's dream was now a reality...!!

the man who dreamt IQBAL
the man who lead JINNAH
the land of pure PAKISTAN
the nation created PAKISTANIS
and this is OUR story !!

Independence Day !!
PROUD TO BE A PAKISTANI !!

I dont know why
and dont know how
but i can feel this..
Right now
The destiny
may be its Changing
or just
is about to
unfold a new chapter !!

They were just strangers
but due to some
unknown reasons
The pull of his black eyes
raised tides
in her ocean blue ones...
He felt himself drowning
in her storm struk eyes
discovering the depths
of her ocean blue eyes...
But,
before he could emerge
on surface
she blinked
and walked away
taking a part of his soul
with her
entrapped in her
storm struck eyes!!

Sitting on the floor
in a dark pitch room
curled up in a corner
spining her cocoon
blocking out the world
feeling so safe
to get her walls up early
she picked up new pace
once the work was done
she let out a sigh
they were the harsh words
that made her to keep the walls high!!

And sometimes i wish
to hide
to fade
or just to evaporate
leaving behind
no trace...

I picked up my pen
deciding to write,
an autumn poem,
cause it feels so right

staring on page
i thought and thought
failing badly cause
the words were lost

the words that were left
were all brown and red
i checked for ideas
they were already dead

i asked my mind
to give me a reason
he simply said
its the autumn season !!

Standing all alone ...
in the middle of a dark day ...
feeling nothing but, ...
a bit grey ...
Watching the colors ...
as they fade away ...
mind full of words ...
but left with nothing to say ...
loosing the silver lining ...
her eyes were about to cry ...
fighting with her mind ...
the heart begged ...
GIVE IT A TRY!! ...
her lips fluttered ...
as she was falling grey ...
running out of time ...
her only option was to pray ...
Prayer whispered ...
listened ...
& answered ...
Feeling blessed ...
she found a new way ...
as now it was a colorful bright
day !!

Giving up on real world
she decided to fade
starting a new journey
with a hope to find him
in a realm of possibilities !!

One early morning,
standing on the seashore,
facing the horizon,
watching the sun rise,
aware of the waves making the wet
sand move under her feet as they
leave after kissing her feet ...
The saltish air adding to the
heaviness of atmosphere ..
Feeling the early morning breeze
cold against her pale face...
Staring at infinity ...
Folding her arms across her chest,
inhaling deeply, closing her eyes ...
ignoring the only rebellious tear
rolling down her cheek,
she made her decision ...
To be strong ...
To face reality ...
To smile ...
To shine ...
Leaving her soul to drown in deep
blue sea as she walked away to face
life.

Sometimes ...
A little touch of magic
is all that is needed

to mend a broken smile;
to walk another mile,

to touch the lovely sky,
to dare to dream and fly,

to dance and love and sing;
to heal a wounded wing,

to live, to laugh, to breath
to teach the heart new beat

a little touch of magic
is all we sometime need.

Setting down the horizon
the sun kissed the sky
leaving it all alone
saying its good-bye
whimpering at the loss
the sky released a sigh
as the last ray left
darkness came by
holding on to the moon
the sky waited by
for the morning sun to rise
and fill it with a joy...

One black night
thinking about reality of life
she, unknowingly let her mind
wander
in the forbidden land
ruled by darkness,
the place where demons lurk
and attack every thought
trespassing the territory
the next morning
she found her thoughts
wounded
bleeding
dying
at that moment she realised
this is the reality of life!!
But it was so late
that nothing could be done,
she now was the
prisoner of the forbidden
kingdom...
and that was her
EVER AFTER !!

Sitting by her window
alone in a dimly lit room
fixing her gaze
on the midnight moon
feeling the thickness of night growing
she had that strong urge
to read
his unwritten story ...

What it feels like
To feel like a deserted path
that no one takes
because they have fears
because they dont know where it leads
and are afraid to take
the risks ...
To feel like an
abandoned ship
stuck in the middle
of strom struck deep
blue sea ?
To feel like
a jumbled up puzzle
with a missing piece
destined never to be
found ...

Surrounded by the darkness,
with no light to see,
She felt her shadow leaving,
setting her free.
with growing emptiness all around,
under her feet there was no
ground.
she decided then
to call her friend,
but she got no answer
from the other end.
left in the darkness
all on her own
she began to fade
reason being alone
fading into nothingness
she realized a fact
not a real friendship,
but it was a mere act.
finding a fake friend
was written in her fate
but to get up and move on
it's never too late
giving up on this world
she created her own
with no fake people
and no hatred grown
in her new world
she found friends then
they were the white paper
and the deep blue pen.

They ask me if i'm hurt
they ask me if i'm angry
they ask me to give them reason
they claim to know me much
i smile
becausewhat they don't know  is
i'm never that kind of person
who will tell them what wrong they have done
and discuss that problem away
rather i'm more like
if you dont know
what your mistake is
you dont deserve to know
kind of person ...

Sometimes i wish for fame,
so that every body knows my
name,
but then i have a fear..
To which no one gives an ear.
The Fear i'll be known by all
making it easy for them to make
me fall ..
I fear how this fame thing ends ..
Person stands alone,
left with no friends.
the fear that hollow people will
surround
leaving me with no place to go
around.
the fear they'll call me lame,
the fear i may lose the game...
And then i don't want any fame
so that NO ONE KNOWS MY NAME ...

And when light wind blowing
adds to the flavour of a summer
night ...
Half moon shining and thousand
stars smiling
trying their best to
light up the clear night sky
Fireflies twinkling high in the trees ..
Dancing to the music played by
cricket hiding somewhere in long
grass ...

Sky blushed a lighter shade of crimson,
as sun kissed the horizon.

Rain
adding flavour to darkness..
Rain drops
falling softly on her window glass..
Sitting by her window
watching the steam rising from her tea cup
listining to the soft background music
played by the falling rain drops
a sigh escaped her lips
causing the mercury to drop down a bit more!!

One dark night with no moon on sky ...
With stars failing to lit up the night
...
He was sitting by the window of his
room, allowing darkness to engulf
him ...
holding the burning
cigarette between his fingers - the
only light in room.
Exhaling his inner bitterness, the
rings of smoke leaving his lips
making air a bit more impure,
His eyes darkened to a deeper
shade of black the fire he was
holding in was causing the oceans
in his eyes to evaporate ... Leaving
behind nothing but the dry sand .. A
barren desert.
The only voice shattering the thick
silence of room was of his soul
cracking as he witnessed the death
of his dreams.

She was just a random girl,
but a bit different from you.
Glittering eyes, Lovely smile
but from inside she was blue.
Where the life was taking her,
she did not had a clue.
Ignoring what her brain says
her heart tells what to do
No matter what the matter is
she'll help her friends get through
always longing for glamorous
world
her wishes grew and grew...
She was the girl with thousand
wishes
Hoping they'll come true ...

she watched the clouds,
taking over the sky.
she watched the sun,
going down the horizon.
she watched silently...
everybody leaving her side.
she watched the words,
loosing their meaning.
she watched the crystalline,
drops falling from sky...
and then she decided
to let the dreams die.

the rain drops knocked at her
window
drawing her attention
to the night sky
covered by dark
clouds that reeked blue.
Holding on to curtains
she slowly closed eyes
inhaling deeply
she filled her lungs
with air allowing blueness
to get absorbed in her blood.
waiting for blueness to stain
her soul,
forced smile appeared
on her face
as she saw a tear
escaping her eye n hiding
among raindrops
Rain provided her with a shoulder
to cry herself out,
Unnoticed,
no questions asked,
roaring sky muffled
her sobs
to keep her secret

Spread the wings,
Dare to fly.
Come with me;
Lets touch the sky.
Follow the light,
let darkness die ...
Just live the moment,
Dont ask me why ...
See the world ...
With a different eye..
Face the facts,
With head held high...
Cherish this life,
Dont just cry;
The sorrow will fade ..
In the blink of an eye.

Standing on the mountain top,
beneath the evening sky.
I want to light a sky lantern,
and watch it as it fly.
Millions of them floating together;
slowly rising high.
They will make the stars jealous,
brightening up my sky.
i want to capture the light...
forever in my eye.
and i will not share that moment,
its just Me & I !!