The Stitches of your
Comfort
Mend my torn Heart
Shut

your weakest days will be
remembered
as your strongest moments

She’ll take you on a trip
With just one kiss

Lips of deceit
  Bleed lies
Behind each word
She speaks

I'm confined to these narrow thoughts in my mind
Trying to hide behind a smile
While my heart feels shallow

Not sure if I could love again
Since my past is a blood bath
Of the pain and suffering
I succumbed to in silence

Emotions left cold
Buried beneath stone
Of a man whos scared
That there will never be anyone who
Actually cares.

With a voice, so silent
She screams
Only hearing
Tears.

The empty spaces of my heart
Know only pains
Constraints

I tried to **** love's pain
by
embracing despairs comfort

Every heartache breathes the pain that keeps you awake.
There’s nothing left to say when every word wastes away.
This tidal wave of broken dreams crumbles away like waking from a slumber,
incinerating all the lives you touch like an open flame
paying in tears for the anguish you sold.
I hope you remember my heartbreak
And carry the burden of all the broken hearts you made.

The infection was the lies of your affection
Damaged
Perfection

When you look at the night sky
see my despair
And dream on
to remember when you wake
because I'll be there
The ghost of despair

Love is finding a place of solidarity
With a firm foundation of trust
Built to sustain the fires
of desire

I carry the weight
Of a heavy sadness
As I'm overloaded
With despair and
Stricken by disappointment
thoughts still  so unclear

Music is my drive, a self-expression
The compilation of words and rhythm running through my veins
Expressing things my mind wishes it could
It is my emotion no matter it be
The only thing that matters is that there's a constant melody

Sorry is the faded line
Crossed too many times

Nobody wants to die
         In their lovers eye's

It's hard to stay awake
When I feel nothings left
Of my worthless life

Fear has the ability to see your every move
Take the same path as the master but along the way change your route
Success derives from all that you perceive as valuable

Sometimes love loses it way
only to take you in the direction
where one day it’ll get to where it’s meant to stay

You walked into my life as quickly as you walked away
Left your mark in my book and tore out the pages along your way

Live out victory eternally*
           **in absence of regret

know yourself and your capabilities,*
                                   **understand your limitations

I study, I’ am a Martial Art
I practice, I’ am a Martial Art
I fight, I’ am myself

In a memory
The voice echoes
Directions to escape
Reliving the torment
Of constant
Grief

Sanctify your heart
Searching for answers
To the questions
Of agony’s curse

My faults are believing my feelings are true
Stuck healing from the love I thought was real
Dishonesty wasn’t part of the deal
So reveal to me the loneliness ahead
And my feelings will be concealed

An ardent soul
Traveled the dimensions
Of your heart
To heal the aftermath
Of destruction
To mend a broken heart

Getting back to the dark days
of sniffing white till the sunrise
of another sleepless night
Tormented by the thoughts
of a sober reality
In this pitiful existence
Where clarity remains unattainable
Under the  breakable
Habits

My mother made me a man giving me everything that she can
All her wisdom and all her help, teaching me what there is to live for
Taking care of me from the time that I was born to now that I’ m full grown
No matter how old my mother gets she still sees the child in me that she’ll never forget
She’s a disguised angel with hidden wings
I can only return all the love that my mother gave
I know in my heart my mother will do anything for me so long as her heart still beats
I have no other, I’ m blessed and gifted that I have her as a mother

Nevermore will I feel the same as I did before
Inability to change your mind we are doomed to become strangers till the end of time
At first I was blind to see what the end will be for me
You took all I gave leaving me nothing left to save
Burning alone with my broken heart and soul
You’ve inflicted your wounds upon me leaving me scarred with the memories I’ve left of you

I feel like a joke that no one gets
a sun rise that goes unnoticed
a voice never heard
The ability to disappear within the darkness of my own sorrows
Like a rotting disease that’s unable to heal.
Peel away the layers of my mask and you’ll see the hidden pain that I truly feel

Step inside my mind, a place that is upheld to time
Mystified, lost to space
No escape from this place
The corridors closing in, only strength within will prevent it giving it
A world of my own, barely known
I question if I’ m alive, only to realize I’ m dying inside
My voice is the only one I hear, screaming inside your mind

Aren’t we all mere victims in this inhumane war
Pushing the blame to save our own soul
Played by the strings of fate
With the thought of the free

Once loved, now alone
Screams of silence, whispers of fear
Downfall of tears
Invisible, never noticed, never seen
Became nothing rather than what could be
Lost never to be found
with every worry, lost with every sorrow a world without a sound
A lost soul traveling far away
Carry me to my grave
A life simply wasted away

It’s just like the rain to wash away agonizing pain
Let the rain pour on me let the rain set me free
Rain understands sorrow, let it rain today and forever tomorrow
Let it rain so the sun can’t see, let it rain so my soul can be
Rain falls through it all, blissful moments to blissful sorrow
Rain cover me no need for a roof
I stand in the rain holding you close, a moment that you and I have always wished for
Soaking wet, shivering cold, the kiss of your lips is enough to keep me warm
Drops of joy and the sound of thunder, you and I stare up at the dark sky
I feel awake, I feel alive, the rain dropping from the sky and you standing by my side