Awake and sick
Spent the night dreaming I was
Falling in a bottomless pit
Taking a hit to regroup
Coming back to reality
To pretend I'm not hollow within
The image others perceive
Is a projection of what I want them to believe
So I can continue containing this madness
That turns me to a freak of disbelief
That you upped and walked off
With little care of the well being of me
I can't live a day without the thought
Of giving all this up
So I mask my sadness behind
Sniffs of hollywood lines