Please allow me to slip into something a little more comfortable
Something like, your mind
I'm stimulated by your kind
Because thought processes excite me
Deep and Wet with the waters of critical analytical thinking
Flowing like the rivers of time
Can I gently caress your intellect?

when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.

its a new year
i'm tired of all the *******
girls usually don't like me which makes me wonder
they always go for guys that will break in the end
they always  wonder "where are all the good guys?"
you literally come to me and ask me that same question
i've been friendzoned multiple times
i don't care anymore
these females really don't think of the guys they hurt
remember your'e always gonna see that guy you friendzoned
he will move on and you'll be trying to get back into his life
all guys that have been friendzoned find someone prettier or way more better than you will ever be
i'm just tired of the insecure females
who always say, "oh I'm fat"
when literally your a skinny little girl

I feel nostalgic when I that name.
It makes me think about the past.
Those words I told you 'I love you".
When you just said "oh".
I just laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking.
Wondering if I should say something.
I then said, "I assume you don't have the same feelings".
You said, "lol, I'm sorry I only see you as a friend".
I contemplated on what I should do.
I sometimes have uncontrollable thoughts of you now.
I often hear you're name in the midst.
In my mind I have a certain part for you.
I have to see you soon again.
Now you're in a relationship with someone.You seem happy at time.
I'm happy for you.
Its great to see that beautiful smile.
Its great to hear you're voice.
I often think that if we could have been something how long would that had last.
I hope to see you when we're finish with school.

Your body is my heaven
As I grip on your soft hair
I kiss your soft lips
My kisses gently go down to your neck
Leaving hickies and you start to pant as my hands go down to your sides;
I reach up and loosen your bra
Revealing your breast, I slowly lick your *******;
Flicking my tongue and hearing your pants;
You say, "go lower daddy."
Your wish is my every command
My hand now on your *******
I kiss your stomach
I go lower and I nibble on your lace *******;
I bite my way through those underwear;
I'm greeted with a beautiful rose
Your **** pulsating
I nibble on your ****
Hearing your moans and groans
My hands steadily spread your legs
And my fingers gently enter your wet ******;
It now resembles a water fountain, my face soaked enjoying your every moan;
I looked you in your eyes and asked, "are you ready princess?"
With a smile on her face she said, "yes daddy."
I proceeded to lower my pants
I entered a warm ocean
Slow strokes, every moan and pant
She enjoyed me inside of her
Pure love being made
Not letting go, she looks me in my eyes
She mutters, "I love you"
I knew she was the one

Sin is what I imagine doing to your body;
I lust for you;
I want you in many ways;
I want us;
I want you;
I love you;
I want to feel a sensation I've never felt before;
I have many imaginations of you with me;
It can be our little secret, no one has to know.

There was sweat on my brow,
beads of them as I approached her.

I was a young man, still green.

She was a mature woman
like the long blades grow free
in the lush of nature.

My hand in hers
she took me
into her warmth.

Nervous, shy
you could hear
grass grow

in the quiet
of my fear

in the silence
of my lust.

I knew nothing.

As we rolled in the dew of ***
as I fumbled and groped,
I
in some instinctive wisdom
entrusted myself fully to her.

I feel this when I see you.
I'm overjoyed when I'm with you.
I have a crazy sensation.
I just want an "us".
You and I forever.
One day we will have this.
For now we just will have to live without each other.

We passed each other a day or two ago.
I remembered the day we met.
I remember our first date.When I gave you that sweater what you wrapped yourself in.
I remember the day of our first kiss.
I remember the name of your puppy.
I remember the days we spent inside my apartment watching movies.
I remember the first time we made love.
I remember the day you broke my heart in that e-mail.
It said, "Hey Jathan, I just wanted to be quite frank with you. I don't think I can do this anymore".
I replied back, "What about our memories?"
You then went on to say, "**** the memories". Then you decided to block me.
I went on to never have a great relationship like the one we had.
I still think about you and your puppy.
I remember that day I saw you.
You came up to me.
I remember my words perfectly.
I said,"*******".
I left you, I never turned around.

sadness covered by the facade that everything's okay when it's not;
Death in the back of my mind;
As I slowly **** time and unwind;
I guess I start to feel fine;
I go back in this same sad state;
Now I'm irate;
Angry at the world and myself;
I just load the gun and wanna shoot myself;
Get rid of all this pain and suffering;
Start a new life and be happy;
The real question is after all this;
Do you wanna be happy?

I just wish you were here with me
So my loneliness could just fade away
I just want to be happy with you
I just wanna show you off
You're just a work of art
Wanted by collectors to exhibit
I was merely an artist
That appreciated this work of art
Can we just.....

The love I once had you took it away;
I invested most of my time into you;
Now you're gone, onto a next guy;
Using me for quickies;
Telling me lies about how you love me;
If you loved me, why?
Why will always be the question;
Forever there will be thoughts;
Thoughts of us in the back of my head;

Light-skinned queen, a cutie. Easy to talk to and outgoing. She makes me so happy. The only thing is, she has a boyfriend. Jasmine was one of my first loves, she's so amazing. I wish she had my heart, she gives me hope that one day I'd love again. I mean she's amazing. From her amazing attributes straight to her flaws. I tend not to care about flaws, you're the most beautiful girl in the world to me. I love you so much, deep inside I get a warm feeling when thinking about you. You'll be the best thing that ever happened to me. I just hope that one day we'll be together.

I want you
I want you to want me too
It hurts to know that I can't have you
All my words are true
You want to feel a sense of happiness
Let me give it to you
I wanna make you my baby
And maybe one day we could make babies;
I love you with every emotion in me
I wanna have you
I wanna get deep inside you
Feel every aspect of your body and soul

Why do these things happen?
I'm sorry for everything.
Why don't we just start over?
Why don't you just listen to me?
Why don't you believe that I'm sorry?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why don't you stop ignoring my phone calls and messages?
Why can't we just be together one day?
Why can't you just listen to me for the last time?
Why can't we just love one another?
Why can't we just be together?
Why don't we start over?
Why are you ready to leave me?
Why can't we just be friends?
Why can't we just............

Worry not of those
Who cannot say
They endure life struggles
Day after day

Who sprint from the start
But on their feet cannot stay
And have no energy for work
After being done with their play

We all try to endure
The hardships of life
We love the happy times
And endure the strife

This is what I feel when I speak to you or
when I'm with you. I must say it felt good being your friend for a while
now I reminisce on our past and I try to look forward towards the future
I have nothing to hide from you
I feel a deep pain, this pain goes down my spine
I cry when I think about you
then I remember those words you told me
We're finished it's over
We're done, now when I see you I turn my head in pain and disgust
Just thinking of a love lost
I pain

I just wanna see you again;
I just wanna hear you once more;
You left me all alone in this cold world;
I miss you;
I have sleepless nights with you on my mind;
At dreary hours of the morning I would cry realizing that we'll never be together;
That's the worst of all;
Why can't we just be happy together?
Why are you scared?
Don't be scared nor worried;
I'll treasure you because you're just a valuable piece of art that hasn't been collected as yet;
I wanna make you happy;
See your beautiful smile;
See your golden heart;
I wanna know that you're happy;
I wanna go into deep conversations with you at night;
I want us to talk about life;
Maybe just maybe you can have a different perspective;
You gotta realize I love you and I'm not gonna let you go.

One day ash, one day I'll get you back and never let go. One day I'll have you in my arms holding you tight and loving you right. One day I'll carry on cute dates and pay. One day I'll serenade you with my ****** voice that'll make a lot of noise. One day I'll get down on one knee and pop the big question. One day we'll be the happiest couple ever. One day we will make the cutest kids ever. One day I will love you forever. For now I'm in the corner though

I want you;
I want you to want me too;
It hurts me to know I can't have you;
Every message I send you I mean it;
Every word is true;
My heart only belongs to you;
I can't imagine myself with anyone else;
You told me you wanted to feel a sense of happiness;
I'd love to give you it;
Knowing that I can't have you and your heart is in a different place hurts me;
You're the only one;
I basically gave up on other girls;
You're the second girl I actually chased after;
Must of the time I talk to multiple girls at once, not this time;
I want you to be my baby and maybe later in life we can make cute babies;
Its just hard though yinno, falling asleep knowing that any other can give you more than I offer;
You're so gorgeous;
But really I ain't ****;
I basically changed my dog ways ever since I started talking to you;
Not asking for a chance, but I'm just letting you know I'm always here;
Even if we never have something special, it'll hurt but I'll know the chase was worth it;
All I really have for you is love deep down;
But always know its you, you'll always have a hold on me. I literally love you like a fat kid loves cake

They say it's love that's in the little things.
Truthfully that's all I have for you.
Love.... It's been holding me back.
I can't do it anymore.
You're always on my mind, the thing is we won't ever have that love....
For you I'd do anything.
For you I'd give a lifetime of stability.
For you there are no words or ways to show my love.
All I do is for you.
I've made a change.
For you there is no low or high or in between of my heart that you haven't seen.
Every page that I write, every day of my life would not be without the things that my love for you now brings.
For you I'd go to war.
For you I'd make a promise of fidelity.
All these things I do is FOR YOU.

Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The thought of you makes me numb
My mind thinks about our interactions
I remember being deep in you
Feeling a river flow between your legs
Enjoying every second of lust
Throwing myself at you wanting more
My imagination will never lie, nor die

Thinkin' bout you is all that I really do, my mind in a spiral.
Twistin' and turnin', every second I'm learning.
As my eyes get red I keep the blunt potent with your love.
Anyway you see me soaking I'm floating in these magical words that my ***** said, keepin life in balance is all the he really did.
Now he's dead, killing himself over the riches and wealth.
I wanna keep this poem on one topic, but my mind is flowing, its goin'.
Like the late Cap $**** said, "Who wouldn't want a girl with elegance, intelligence and a cute way of presentin' it?"

Its been a while since I've felt love.
Truthfully the love and affection I had for you has faded.
My thoughts are racing. You're the only one I truly wanna be with, but I can't because I'm numb and can't feel anything anymore. Maybe one day we can start over and have the sparks that we once felt in our relationship.

Please allow me to slip into your mind
With concepts that I have created with mine
As I undress your thoughts with my eyes
I know what you want because imagination never lies
The truth is all in your head I know, because so
Am I
It's actually better that way
Wetter that way
Because these creative juices never stop flowing
All the while knowing
What I wanted you gave me a piece of your information
Must be intimidation that has you seemingly nervous must be your first time

Slowly losing my mind
Feeling the sense of emptiness
Hearing the voices in my head
Feeling of depression
No one there
All alone
Slowly dying
Crying for help
Ignored and I die all alone

We made real love. Hearing her moan and gasp for air as I went deeper into her. Looking down on her face seeing the pleasure of me being inside of her, I then knew it wasn't lust it was love.

I have random thoughts
These days I **** around and loose my mind
I think a lot
Where can I go, or who can I turn to?
Life is gone as we all know it
Going crazy
Banging sounds
Crashing from upstairs
Hearing voices and screams
Calling my name I don't know what to do now
Life is done

You fall for these boys who won't be there for you
I was there from day one
You passed me like I'm just trash
**** I'm tired of everything and everyone
Those guys that are flashing are the same ones that are gonna leave when you have a child.
They'll disappear and you wonder to yourself, "where are all the good guys?"
I was always there now I'm gone
I'll find someone that loves me for me
I'll find someone better than you
You're the piece of trash that no one wants
Now I see you looking at me, but i pass you by like you're trash.

You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
I don't know you
But you set my heart on fire
So amazing, admiring your beauty

You're all that I think about;
You're the reason I awake to a new day;
You're the reason I smile;
You bring out my true happiness;
It's just you, it's always been you;
You're the reason I'm still here;
You're not always there, but I feel you with me, imagining your smile;
I just love (You).

Love is what I feel when I'm with you;
When I'm not with you I feel lost;
I would love to be in your life for the rest of years to come;
Thinking about you is the only thing I do;
Wanting to bask in your beauty and see your warm pleasant smile;
That is all I ask for, but your answer in return is no;
Why is this?;
You don't feel the love the way I do;
This is because you love someone else;
All I wanted was your love, but your'e gone now;
I have to deal with it like an adult;
Accept the fact that we can't be together at all;
You make me look like a fool around your friends;
Now we're done its over a love lost;
A love never to be found.

the feelings that I have for her are so strong, or is it just lust that's flooding my eyes.
making me tell those her those lies as I right these weak *** lines.
the lust I imagined was beyond imagination. I imagined us just making love non-stop.
I finally woke up and realized it was lust that basically flooded my eyes.

I'm all alone
I just miss our conversations
The late night thrills
The joyous moments
Seeing your amazing smile
I just miss you a whole lot
I wish I could have you
I wish I could just hold you
I wish I just give you the world
Maybe one day, when I'm successful
Maybe we can be together then
Is it bad that I'm in love with someone that doesn't love me back?

What is this you speak?
The spread of thighs?
The show of teeth?
Yet and still I do seem meek
I wonder if it's somehow exculpatory
My fears
The sides of my story
The blood, the horror, and in fact the glory
But still I toss that for you
Happiness
I've yet to learn and share
The constant state of being aware
The words lingering in the air
I cannot enjoy only ensnare
This Janus - faced figure of my affections
It's true
What is the real motive and direction?
If only I didn't constantly have to question
But I was still crazy for you

I feel lost without you.
You numb my pain.
You're the reason I smile.
Now I'm all alone.
The pain is coming back slowly.
You're gone.
I wonder if I smoke, maybe the pain will go away.
This is my temporary solution for now.
I'll never find anyone as good as you were to me.
I'm alone.
Everyone is gone.
I was in love.
You left, everyone left.
I'm alone.

as I slowly take my last breath
I reminisce on my past
Looking at my life from a different perspective
Seeing all of the positive things
Thinking about how fast everything went by
As I take my last breath ai realize that I have lived out my life successfuly achieving goals that I've always wanted
Including you as my trophy
As I take my last breath I knew it was rime to pull the plug........... The End

As you lay down on the bed, I imagine myself just caressing our body slowly. I start having memories of our younger days.
With every touch I want you to feel my true love. Its only us alone doing what we want, when we want (if you get the gist).
Who would've thought we would've come this far with you. I still wonder on what lured you into my life. I knew I was smooth with my words, but to have you is the most exciting thrill ever. Its the best rollercoaster ride ever, especially our adventures.
Your beauty touches my soul every time, it awakens up from the dark dungeon it lies in. When it awakes you get to see the better side of me no one has ever seen before. You're the reason for my true happiness, only you.
I hope it never fades away.
Most importantly, I hope our love never fades away......