I really don't know anymore;
Life changes;
The world changes;
People change;
It's hard out here;
Being lonely;
Having no one to be with;
I truly don't know;
Why am I here?

Despite the mistakes I may make, I pray to God that he blesses you everyday.
You may hate me for all the things that I do all I really wanna say is that I love you.
Never really had these feelings before, you think if I had you these feelings would grow more?
I'm writing this poem off the top of my brain I pray that all my losses will become gains.
You'll he the main gain that I have I'll live and cherish.

As we danced in the moonlight
Our souls together once again
Dancing, feeling ever so amazing
Together in harmony
Your smile warms my heart every time I look at you
These thoughts aren't real though
Just a fiction of my imagination
I sob in my bed wondering where you are in this world
If you're alive or not
If you've moved on yet
I miss you
Please come back baby
Never leave me alone
Let's stay together forever
Please baby, I'm begging you

In general its a constant struggle.
Going day by day.
Trying to make it through.
My thoughts wonder about the place.
While I sit across from that empty space.
This is just life.
It gets harder, we age.
We meet new people day to day.
People that can affect us and people that can let us down.
Personally life to me is just what God gives me.
I have people here.
I just wish there was one person.
Who can make me feel better about life
I love life.
I love the life the I live.
I love everybody in it.

The feelings I had for you, still there drifting through the air;
As the breeze blows through your hair, the smell of your perfume engulfs the air;
The infatuation and lust shortly lived, but who knew you would've give;

There's a rainbow in the sky for our love
A love between you and I
A love that feels so new
A million stars in the sky
Birds fly, babies cry
Angels sing when you are near
As I gently play in your hair
Holding you in my arms tight never letting go;
I love you honey with all my heart
Together forever and never apart

The scent of your coconut oil remains on my chest.
This was the last time we ever made eye contact, loved, smiled and kissed.
You told me goodbye and you were gone in the wind.
I fell in love with you from that one moment.
Who would've known?
That I was just simply attracted to you.
Please never leave me
You give a new meaning to my life.
You take me on a trip.

You're more beautiful than the Mona Lisa
You're my latest and greatest inspiration.
-Teddy Pendergrass

Baby, you don't understand
How much I love you
How much I want to be your only man.
Baby, you don't have to go
Stay a little while longer, I want to talk to you a little more.
I see the tears in your eyes about to fall.
You're wondering if I'm for real
But if you cry, I wonder why
I tell you know lie,  this is how I feel I'm for real.
Baby, you don't have to go, stay a little while longer.
I'm for real

Life

For the past month, I've partially got know you. Even though its been over the internet. I feel as if you're the one, you're usually the only thing on my mind. Sometimes I dream about meeting you, seeing your beautiful face and amazing smile. Looking at those beautiful lips, and listening to your soft voice. Listening to you laugh at my not so funny jokes would be "lit". Sometimes I wish I could just have a normal conversation with you that'll flow smoothly. I even wonder why you still bother talking to me at times. You're so beautiful and intelligent, any guy would be lucky to have you. I wished I had you. My thoughts for you go deeper than imagined. This really isn't a poem. It's just a bunch of bundled thoughts that I've builded up over the past month and couple of weeks. And my feelings for you are growing. As each day goes on I see you in my future, just you and I having a wonderful and successful life. Some day I'd like to waske up and just say, "thats all me". And just laugh as I look at your beautiful face and just kiss you. One day I hope that I can make you mine. I wanna know you better, explore with you and go on many adventures. My passion for you goes deep. I wanna attend your dance recitals one day haha. This is probably the ******* I've ever written, but i hope its worth it, because you're worth it and I want you.

In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.

"If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me." Those are the words of my favorite band. Well she left me, she took away the biggest part of me. She has left me cold hearted, depressed and crazy. If you leave me now, what would I do without you. You were my friend, my everything. Gone like the wind. If you leave me now, please baby don't go. It's too late she's long gone and is never returning.

My mood is just changing. I can't even see you as my friend anymore.
Sooner or later you're gonna need me. I see you looking at me at times and you try to look away. I just wish you would tell me. You usually don't even acknowledge me anymore. Whatever I did I am sorry. You always forgive me for everything, but now I think it's changed. I just wish you'd give me a one more chance. We usually talk to each other all the time. You talk to everyone except me. You ignore and it hurts. To be quite frank I try to ignore you, but you just seem to have a hold on me. When I told you I love the first time everything went downhill from then, but truly I hope we can just start over. You will always be in my heart even though we aren't close as we once were.

This is what I feel for you
You make me smile
I want you
I want an us
I want forever.
I'm just waiting for the right opportunity
Just to get to you and tell you 3 simple words
"I love you"
Lusting is what I long to do to you
I hold these thoughts in my head
I don't know what to do anymore
If you were to turn me down like the rest of the girls
What I had a certain lust for
Don't be like them
Have a different look towards it
I may not be the best looking
But I'm worth it.

As I sit on the edge of my bed
Saddened by the thought of you.
Tears running down my face as I think about all the wonderful times we had.
5:30 in the morning, I’m here sobbing, missing you.
Why? Why did you have to leave?
No explanation, nothing at all.
Please come back, right now you’re the only thought on my mind, the only image in my head.
Please Ana, come back.

Life ):

Here’s to the most beautiful woman in the room, the woman that caught my attention not only by her looks but for the type of woman she is. Someone that pushes through and perseveres.

To the most beautiful woman in the room. The woman I dreamt of all my life finally came but now you’re gone. I would always think of different scenarios on how I dream to see you later in life.

To the most beautiful woman in the room. The woman that I dreamt of playing “Ribbons in The Sky” by Stevie Wonder. The woman that would be the first thought in the morning after I pray and the last thought before I close my eyes.

To the beautiful woman I had to let go. Still so beautiful, but I guess it was for the better that we just stopped everything. You left me in a dark time, but at the end of the day you’re still the most beautiful woman in the room.

I don't know anymore.