Hello, again. For a "hello" that never have the answer. How's your day this monday? I hope you are good.
Today. Monday, Oct 2020 I was wondering everyday why i have this feeling? am i feel lost my way? am i just feel empty so that's why i feel you around me? do you know? It's not my first,second or even third times for me, trying to moving on. I almost there.. But it's always end up getting back to you. When i feel there's something wrong with a people who trying to closer to me, i feel like i dont need them. There's a voice always remind me to "waiting you" That's why i promise myself i only keep my feeling for you, even i don't know what the answer. let's falling in love one more time? i keep telling myself.
every single **** day of my life since 3 years ago. i really i want to let you go.. honestly, i really want but why when i start to letting you go. i failed, i failed, failed again. it's keep repeating almost 3 years now. can you imagine how the **** i keep my feeling on you for the whole 3 years? can you imagine how i crying for 3 years? can you imagine how i always tell myself that you are no longer mine?
let's comeback, let's falling in love again. please don't hurt me more. can you say "Hey" one day?
There might have been a million different ways in which we could have ended up peacefully but we chose... we chose to suffer we chose to inflict pain we chose to grind our hearts till it girth ed a pinnacle we chose to let our souls rip itself apart just because we couldn't accept the truth that we loved each other more than everything and everyone that has ever come into our life we chose to ruin each other darling we chose that and here we are brooding over