Hello, again.
For a "hello" that never have the answer.
How's your day this monday?
I hope you are good.
Today.
Monday, Oct 2020
I was wondering everyday
why i have this feeling?
am i feel lost my way?
am i just feel empty so that's why i feel you around me?
do you know?
It's not my first,second or even third times for me,
trying to moving on.
I almost there..
But it's always end up getting back to you.
When i feel there's something wrong with a people who trying to closer to me, i feel like i dont need them.
There's a voice always remind me to "waiting you"
That's why i promise myself i only keep my feeling for you, even i don't know what the answer.
let's falling in love one more time?
i keep telling myself.
every single **** day of my life since 3 years ago.
i really i want to let you go..
honestly, i really want
but why when i start to letting you go.
i failed, i failed, failed again.
it's keep repeating almost 3 years now.
can you imagine how the **** i keep my feeling on you for the whole 3 years?
can you imagine how i crying for 3 years?
can you imagine how i always tell myself that you are no longer mine?
let's comeback, let's falling in love again.
please don't hurt me more.
can you say "Hey" one day?
