Can’t believe it but I’m moving on, forcing myself to move on.
So it won’t pain me to see you.
Hoping the next time I see you, I will be going home smiling and not turning my music loud to block everyone around me.
haven't chat for a long time,
All the words are taken from my text messages; when you put random phrases together and when they are making senses. It's pretty cool!
Bring me back to the good old days
Crying for comfort
I will be here,
Call me if you need me
No matter what time, what am i doing
If it's you, I'll stop everything i'm doing for you.
Even if i can look at you just for a few seconds i would travel down just for that
You're my cure to my overthinkimg
Even though i know its already over.
it was a pretty long journey
i was happy
i was sad
i was desperated
i was scared
i was struggling
but it came to an end
we broke up that night
but i am happier now
breaking up never feels this good
You said "Goodbye" to me as a lover for the last time.
Knowing you'd be fine, you did it quickly and without wasting time.
But where does that leave me?
You wouldn't know or care.
You said goodbye.
It hurt like hell and you don't care. I've come to realize how long you've really been gone...
we were amazing
while putting bandages on my cuts
I really loved him
while covering up my bruises
I'm glad he’s happy now
while wiping away my tears
There might have been a million different ways in which we could have ended up peacefully
we chose to suffer
we chose to inflict pain
we chose to grind our hearts till it
girth ed a pinnacle
we chose to let our souls rip itself apart
just because we couldn't
accept the truth that we loved each other more than
everything and everyone that has ever come
into our life
we chose to ruin each other darling
we chose that
and here we are brooding over
They used to spent their time at ikea everytime they were together.
She remembered she pointed her finger to one of those couch. She said she wanted to buy that and put it in their room.
She can’t erase the memory of his smile after she said that.
They were too in love, they start to make believe and holding onto “what ifs”
And when they were passing by to one of those garden swings.
He stopped by and grabbed her by the hand.
“One day i will build a garden at the back of our house, i know you love swing. I’ll plant some trees. We can spend our time there. I know you will love it, i will love it too.”
She could hear excitement within his voice.
She nonchalantly hugged him with a big grin plastered on her face.
A year has passed,
She was scrolling through her instagram.
She saw, he bought the swing they always wanted and planted a tree next to it.
With another girl sitting right beside him.
you're not the right for me
you're not the part of me
you're not the whole thing
you're just for the day
don't blame yourself
it's all on me
because of me
i'm not the right for you
i'm not the part of you
i'm not the whole thing
i'm just for the day
it is all in vain
Mohabbat tujhse nafrat hai
Kitto ka dil toda hai na jane tune
Kitto ko na jane pagal kiya hai
Tabhi tujhpe aitbar karne ko dil nahi karta
Tabhi tere karib jane par bi dar lagta hai
Na jane kab kya dikhade tu
Kisko kis se milade tu
Suna hai tu hoti bi ek bar hi hai
Usi me nishane par var karti hai
Itta bi mat daraya kar humko
Na jane kab bhulade tujhko
Mohabbat tujhse nafrat hai...........