My poems aren't great
But i hope it reaches you
I hope you know it's for you
I hope you'll understand what i feel for you
I write about you
And i want you to know that
Everything is about you

I won't lie
I still miss you,
I still hope that one day
we will be Together
However
Things have changed
And we are back to strangers
I've told myself
I'll move on
I'm still in the process of it
So now
I'm with someone new
But he's miles away
And i hope
This time
Im pouring my feelings
to the right person
But its hard
Since im still in love with you
But worry not
I shall forget you one day
Because I've set myself
To love someone
Who is miles away
And wait for him to return to me

‪Why the sudden change of heart?
‬, she asked

‪"Maybe because I realise
what I'm losing out if i lose you"‬
he replied

That's when he knew
He lost her
When she was no longer there
Waiting for him

He asked,
"What am I supposed to feel looking at these old photos?"

I guess
i wanted him to never forget those memories
The ones we had together
And how much happiness it has brought me.
But also remember that it's all gone
And i have been ruminating about those times
How deeply sad i am


Maybe you felt nothing
But those pictures,
Brings meaning to me,
Even if you don't feel the same

I've been smoking a lot lately
Trying to replace the taste of your lips
By having the taste of nicotine instead

The one who mends the heart,
Will be the same one that breaks it.
But with you in it
it's not broken,
it's just sad.
From missing you too much
Knowing that you're no longer close.

Learn to love yourself
Because no one ever will

People say,
Smoking kills
But nothing kills me more
Than not having you at all

I keep you safe in my heart
A special place that no one can replace
But I was a fool
To think you'd do the same for me
When you had someone else
In that special place of yours

I used to talk about you all the time
But I've run out of words to say
And now I'm left speechless
To the though of you

A cheerful lad
That's always smiling
Can't help myself
But to smile when i look at him
Stupid Irish boy
He made me fell for him

I got myself tattooed
For every different guy that i deeply loved
On different places
That reminds me of them

I got myself tattoed
On the places
You used to leave
Love bites on


The bitter sweet marks
I wish i could relive
But has already come to an end

These tears won't stop
They never will
No matter how hard i try
It will just keep flowing out

I'm that waitress
Every guy wants to be served by
Wants to talk to
Wants to bring out on a date
I'm that waitress
Guys would want to hit on
Want to bring back home
Want to take advantage of
Sadly that's all I'll ever be
A waitress they want to get laid by

Maybe someday
One day
There will be a guy
That will say
She's that waitress
I would want to marry
And have my future with
Maybe one day
I'd be a waitress
That people would view with good intentions

We were listening to damien rice
And you asked me
"Am i the greatest ******* that you met?"
I laughed
And said "you are"
Just like the lyrics
You were exactly the same

"You made me laugh, You made me cry
You made me open up my eyes
You helped me open out my wings
My legs, and many other things
You helped me love, you helped me live
You helped me learn how to forgive

You were the greatest ******* that i know
The only one who let me go
the only one I can't forget"

So every time i listen to that song
I can't help it
But to think of you
And everything that you did
The memories we shared
And how i wish i could have you still

You were the greatest *******
The one i wish who would have stayed

I want the old us,
When we were physically and emotionally close
Not like how we are now,
Fading away, falling apart.

There are plenty of fishes in the sea
But which one will take the bait?

You will come across so many different people
But there will only be one that is suitable for you
So it's okay to talk to a lot of guys
In order to find the right one,
There is a need for a trial and error afterall

Been crying a little too much, everyday
These eyes are tired
And hurting
From all the tears shed
But there's nothing i can do
To make it stop
The tears just keeps on going down

‪I guess I couldn't blame you
for breaking my heart‬
‪When you never really knew‬
‪How much i loved you‬

It's been a few days since I last saw you
I can hardly remember how you sound like
So I play your voice messages on repeat
In order for me
Not to forget
The sound of your voice

every time my phone rings
every time it vibrates
every time there is a notifcation
i always hope its from you
always
hoping
its
you
waiting
for
you

if i were to be honest
I still do miss you
And i think about you
Almost everyday
And I don't think it will ever end
But i am proud to say
That im finally over you
Don't get me wrong
I still have feelings for you
I will always love you
Deep down in my heart
But the waiting game is over
I finally let you go

And if we ever meet again in the future
Hope you realise that
I will always
And forever
Keep on missing you
And loving you
Despite moving on