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Nina 3d
Never tell someone you love them
Don't give them the advantage of knowing.

Once they know,
they'll use it against you

they'll use you as a second option
as a fall back plan

because they know,
no matter what they do,
you'll always be there for them.
loving them
391 · May 29
Don't want you no more
Nina May 29
I love you so much
I miss you all the time
I want to be with you every second

But it *****
Because we are nothing now

I don't want to be just friends with you
I want you to be mine

So if i can't have you
I dont want you at all

Being friends will just hurt me
Too much
It's better off being nothing at all
331 · May 16
Just friends
Nina May 16
We are just friends
Friends with a special bond
We kiss
We hug
We meet almost everyday
We can't go a day without talking to each other
We miss each other the moment we part ways.
We only behave this way towards each other.
We are "just friends"
Weird how everything we do,
Are what couples do,
and yet,
We are only friends.

So one day, i might fall for someone new.
Someone who will love me and call me his girlfriend.
So do not blame me when i leave,
Because you just wanted to keep me as a friend despite loving me the same way as i have loved you .
312 · 1d
Friend
Nina 1d
He was my entire world
But i was just his friend
309 · May 21
Fading away
Nina May 21
I didn't like him at first
But something about him made me love him
Something about him made me want him
We got so close
And I thought I could finally call him mine
But as the time past by
The closer we got,
The more distant I feel we have become
And that's when I fear,
Him leaving me,
When I thought I could fall in love
But end up falling in isolation
276 · May 23
The old us
Nina May 23
I want the old us,
When we were physically and emotionally close
Not like how we are now,
Fading away, falling apart.
271 · Jul 2
We were just friends
Nina Jul 2
My friends asked me
Who is that guy?
Is he your boyfriend?
You always go out with him?

And all I can say is.
We are just friends.

Obviously it seem like a lie
But it's the sad truth
There was nothing more between us.

My workmates asked me
Do you have a boyfriend?
Who is that guy in your phone?
He's your boyfriend right?

And it pains me to say
He's just a friend

Every single time
With tears in my eyes
With the stinging pain feeling to say it out
We were just friends
Or used to be at least.
254 · Sep 2018
Fool for you
Nina Sep 2018
I thought you cared
Thought you loved me
But you never did

You made me smile
You made me laugh
You made me feel important
For a while

You tried your hardest
And i fell for you
Yet you left me hanging
Without a clue

Sadly
I'm such a fool
To fall for you
226 · Jul 3
Broken teenagers
Nina Jul 3
I was a broken girl
And he too was a broken boy

The only difference is
I was in love with him
But he was in love with someone else
206 · Jun 2
Tears
Nina Jun 2
These tears won't stop
They never will
No matter how hard i try
It will just keep flowing out
203 · Jun 11
Secret Letters
Nina Jun 11
i wrote you letters
that you'll never see
i've written letters
that you don't know existed
from reasons why i love you
to daily letters of how much i miss you
it's not much of a secret letter
since it was sent out to you
but i'm unsure
if you will ever see them
so i'll call them secret letters
because you are not aware of it
and maybe will never know
199 · Jun 9
Painful Sleep
Nina Jun 9
My eyes are tired
From all the tears
That I'd fall asleep
With watery eyes
Painfully shut close
To stop any further tears
192 · Sep 2018
Isolated
Nina Sep 2018
Do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone
you start feeling lost,
alone,
unloved,
and truly unwanted.
But there's nothing you can do about it.
So you just bury it inside of yourself
186 · Oct 2018
Notice me
Nina Oct 2018
I wrote secret messages to you,
Hoping that you'll find it
But you never did
Nor even cared
178 · Jul 2
Acceptable pain
Nina Jul 2
You're a poison to my heart
That's slowly killing me
But it's a pain
I wouldn't mind having
If it means that I could be with you
173 · Jun 17
Desires
Nina Jun 17
I hope that one day,
you will fall for me.
because right now ,
i'm so deeply in love with you.
166 · May 25
Voice messages
Nina May 25
It's been a few days since I last saw you
I can hardly remember how you sound like
So I play your voice messages on repeat
In order for me
Not to forget
The sound of your voice
162 · Jun 26
Maybe..
Nina Jun 26
Maybe,
If you didn't interact with me,
We wouldn't be friends.
Maybe,
If you didn't flirt with me,
I wouldn't have fallen for you.
Maybe,
If you didn't put your arms around me,
I wouldn't made it my comfort zone.
Maybe,
If you haven't cancel our plans,
I wouldn't have ended up all sad.
Maybe,
If i could've controlled my emotions,
I wouldn't have lost you.

But i guess maybe, if i didnt meet you at all,
I wouldn't have to know how a friendship friendzone heartbreak would feel like
Maybe love hurts rejection despondent sad heartbroken lost over
158 · May 29
Live without You
Nina May 29
I thought i could live without you
I thought i was prepared
But it felt so different
When im emotionally without you
It hurts so much more
Compared to being physically without you
Well i was wrong
I'm not ready
Nor will i ever be
It pains me
To live without you
Emotionally and physically
155 · Jul 5
I finally knew why
Nina Jul 5
I finally knew why
His feelings for me has faded
The reason why
He wouldn't want me back
Why
He no longer wants me

It was because
He was able to get the one he wanted
The one he has been waiting for all this while
When I thought I could replace her,
I guess I was wrong
And now I knew why
There is no more us
But only him and her.
146 · Jun 9
Tired eyes
Nina Jun 9
Been crying a little too much, everyday
These eyes are tired
And hurting
From all the tears shed
But there's nothing i can do
To make it stop
The tears just keeps on going down
144 · Sep 2018
I'm sorry
Nina Sep 2018
I'm sorry im not pretty enough to be the one you admire
I'm sorry for not being feminine enough to be called cute
I'm sorry for not being the one you look forward to texting
I'm sorry for being annoying when i kept asking you how your day went
I'm sorry for not being the one you like
Im sorry for loving you
131 · Jun 15
Haiku : Shine
Nina Jun 15
Like a shining star
He glowed brightly in the dark
Outshining the rest

Such a small being
Having big dreams that one day
He will shine brighter

Brighter than the moon
For he had wanted to be
The one she notices
130 · Sep 2018
Thank you
Nina Sep 2018
To those i used to talk to
Thank you for being a part of my life
For leaving me
Mistreating me
Hurting me
And making me cry.
It made me realise where i stand in your life.
And how much i deserve to be happy
To do me.
And not you.
Thank you for leaving
129 · Sep 2018
Unloved
Nina Sep 2018
What is love?

If you dont even feel it from your own family.

Is it your fault?
For turning into a brat?
When you don't even know what you're suppose to turn out like.

You're just and will always be a disappointment.
No matter how hard you try to be better,
You will still be A failure
Nothing but a worthless *******.
129 · Oct 2018
Concerns
Nina Oct 2018
Whenever you didn't text me, i wonder...

Have you eaten?
Did you have enough sleep?
How is your day treating you?
Are you back home safely?

I love you and i miss you
It worries me when you're away.
125 · Jun 29
Drunk
Nina Jun 29
Its 5am
I've been drinking
And I'm drunk
I miss you
But I don't dare to call you
I'm drunk
And there's so many things I want to tell you
But I'll just drink my feelings away
119 · Oct 2018
Masked intentions
Nina Oct 2018
He appeared with his ******* eyes and charming smile.
Attracting her presence
Keeping her close.
He treated her with care
And made her feel like home

But don't be fooled by his looks
For he is merely a dark soul
using girls he finds along the way
Pretending to be nice
In order to take their innocence
And leaving them broken
119 · Jul 7
Replacement
Nina Jul 7
I've been smoking a lot lately
Trying to replace the taste of your lips
By having the taste of nicotine instead
116 · Jul 1
Are you lonely?
Nina Jul 1
You said your life would be lonelier without me.
So tell me,
Are you lonely now?
Or have you replaced me with someone else
111 · Jul 7
Smoking kills
Nina Jul 7
People say,
Smoking kills
But nothing kills me more
Than not having you at all
109 · Jun 14
One day
Nina Jun 14
One day,
I wouldn't be hurt.
One day,
I'll get over you.
One day,
I'll find somebody new.
One day,
I'll be happy.

One day..
Maybe just not today
107 · Oct 2018
Play pretend
Nina Oct 2018
Have you ever contemplated yourself?
Looking at yourself
Learning the little details
Personality traits
Behaviours that you bear

You think you are the person you want to potray
But it's all a lie
You're broken and sad
Hiding behind a fake mask
pretending to be someone else
Someone who is happy
You build up a character For a play
Wishing it was something real
105 · Jun 2
Egoistic
Nina Jun 2
I was called egoistic
For wanting you
I was called egoistic
For putting my feelings first
But am i really egoistic?
When it's hurting me
Instead of pleasing me
99 · Oct 2018
misapprehended
Nina Oct 2018
Filled with mysteries
Filled with secrets
A book so thick
No one bothered to read

Wrapped with the wrong cover
Mistaken for something else
An unread book
Never discovered

Such a pity,
For she hold memories
All because of a wrong interpretation,
She was a lost beauty.
98 · May 24
9.45pm
Nina May 24
Our relationship was confusing
We act like couples
But we are just friends
I was tired of thinking
Thinking of us
Of what we are

So I asked you a question
A question that will determine our future
But you were too scared of me
Afraid that you are not able to handle my mental state
So you said we were better of as friends
And I can never be friends with you
Not with someone I love so much
So I decided to leave
To end us
Our friendship
To no longer talk to you anymore
It was at 9.45pm
When I sent you the goodbye text
You didn't reply to me
You just left be on seen

It's the next day
And it's 9.45pm
A full day without you
Is a sad day alone
And I'm sure
I will have to go through this everyday
Until I'm able to let you go

I'll remember
9.45,
Is the time I said goodbye
97 · Sep 2018
Should've
Nina Sep 2018
I should've held you tighter
Should've held your hands more often
Should've tell you how much i love you,
Should've tell you how much i care.
I should've kissed you
Should've give you more attention

There's so many things i should've done,
But didn't because of my egoistic self
94 · May 24
I miss you
Nina May 24
I miss you
Everyday
Every hour
Every minute
Every second
I miss you so much
That it hurts
There's nothing I can do
Other than missing you
Nina May 26
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for missing you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for needing you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for wanting you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for clinging onto you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for wishing you were mine
I'm sorry
I guess all i can say is I'm sorry
Because all i ever was,
Was a nuisance to you.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything
For being alive
88 · Sep 2018
Stay
Nina Sep 2018
I wish you're still here.
Because when you're around,
All i could ever think about is you.
When I'm with you,
all of my pain disappear
even if it's just for a little while
87 · Jun 2
3 a.m.
Nina Jun 2
It's 3 in the morning
And i cant seem to fall asleep
Without having you right beside me
86 · Jun 30
Sad heart
Nina Jun 30
The one who mends the heart,
Will be the same one that breaks it.
But with you in it
it's not broken,
it's just sad.
From missing you too much
Knowing that you're no longer close.
85 · Jun 26
I told myself...
Nina Jun 26
I told myself to let go
Because i know you're happier with her

I told myself to forget you
But i can't seem to bring myself to put you in the past

I told myself to stop loving you
But despite us no longer talking,
It is you that still fills up my heart.

I told myself that I'd be happier without you,
But that was a lie.
I was happier with you around.
83 · May 23
Momento
Nina May 23
You gave me your Tshirt
And it smells just like you
I didn't want wear it
I didnt want your smell to wear off
So I kept it,
I kept it by my side
But what do I do?
When your smell is fading away.
I no longer have you by my side
And the only thing left,
Is that tshirt of yours
82 · Jul 3
Move on, let go
Nina Jul 3
No matter how hard I try to fix what we had.
It's already too late
The damage has been done
You can't fix what's broken



Feelings fade
And he doesn't want me back.
80 · Sep 2018
Hope
Nina Sep 2018
During her darkest day
He appeared before her eyes
Glowing so brightly
Overcoming the darkness
And that moment She knew
he's the one
That will make her life
Bright once again
79 · Oct 2018
Fight on
Nina Oct 2018
Whenever you feel like giving up,
Stop what you're doing and think.
Think carefully and look for a reason.
A reason to move forward
To keep on going

It's not the end
If you look hard enough,
You'll find the reason and will to stay.
Even if it's for a short while,
It's still a reason
79 · Jul 3
It's too late
Nina Jul 3
Do you miss me ?
Maybe, he said.

Do you miss us?
-yes.

Do we miss what we had?
-yes.

Will you give me another chance?
-No.
79 · Jul 8
Fall for you
Nina Jul 8
I will keep on falling
Falling in love with you
Despite knowing how painful the fall will be
I will still fall
If it's for you
79 · May 29
Love me not
Nina May 29
You said you love me
Do you no longer love me now?
You'd say you miss me
Am i no longer the person you're missing?
You had feelings for me
Have those feelings fade away when i left?
Tell me.
Am i still in your mind?
Am i still the one that you love,
You miss,
You want?
Or am i just in the past now.
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