Everytime you see my name light up on your phone what do you say?
Like what the H she won't !
Or do you say it's her again?
Or do you be like leave me the f alone
Well let me tell you what I think when you see me and I get no reply:
I feel like I'm bothering you and I'm trying to hard to hear from you because I can't stop my mind from racing....
I miss you and all I want is you to tell me you miss me and you want me around I know your dealing without but do you know I can't stop thinking of you I try to move I am texting someone but I only want you
I try to ease my pain because I don't know if you will ever come back and I miss you I know upset it's my fault.
You probably laugh and talk about me to your friends I don't know what you do I just want stop the little people in my head to stop talking to me saying negative things about you.
Or are they true about what they are saying in my head ?
Waking up and running to the mailbox heart pounding with excitement and fear
is your letter here yet
That one thought everyday carrying my little legs racing in the hopes that I would see your handwriting
and when that letter finally came
like a squirrel with a prized nut I race away to the safety of my bed with a flashlight some poptarts
and pages of your letter
that I have a friend like you.
Communication is so important in our lives, and I feel like because we have the wonders of tech (not bad) we have lost some of the magic of words. The anticipation of reading someones thoughts, hopes, dreams, failures etc, with flecks of their character peppered in their letter. From their style of writing, their favourite ink, paper that they love and stamps and seals that add that last piece of love. We should bring back the beauty of writing. We have so many alternatives to write on, hemp is on the up and up. We will be able to respect the environment and bring back the magic of written language.
sometimes when no one checks the group chat for awhile and there’s no one else on- it feels like you’re just talking in an empty theatre- waiting. waiting for anything. a “read” notification, a typing bubble- a sign that you’re not alone- anything...