What does the heart
Do to me, to you
Why does it hurt
If I lost you
When will it start
Thinking things we want to
Where's the place apart
This spaces between our hearts
Who can tell me
Who can tell you.

Decieve me I am fool
I do believe in *miracle

If you can love the wrong one
so much,
just imagine how much
you could love the right one.

If you will just break my heart
Tell me sooner.

People say
"hi"
Then..
"Goodbye"

"I love you"

If it hasn't ripped apart your soul
you haven't experienced it.

Oh!.
I forgot.
I only exists.
When you need me.

I wish I could

             ignore
         * you*


like *you ignore me

Please, never believe when I say
*I'm Okay" while smiling.

Get so much hurt
by master of flirt.

He live his life of having fun
make fun of lying, cheating any woman.
He's here, he's there, he is everywhere.
At cheating, nor lying, he is master.

He sleeps with you, he sleeps with her,
Poor you believes, all his lies you recieved
With his word said "forever" you're decieved.
Of his Devilish words, silently, you suffer.

If I were you, I'll "leave him sooner,"
hurt only you'll get, if you "stay together"
A liar lying
A cheater decieving

You're all an option,
taken by emotion.
Tempted by seduction
Pleasure be his reason.

Get so much hurt
by master of flirt.

I'll tell you lots of stories
foretold and untold.
I'll sing you every song you wanted
like symphonies in lullabies.

And you will know,
I love you more
with each
beautiful day
that goes by.

I used to hold you tight
hug and kiss you too.
I love you very much
you know the same way you love me too.

I used to wish that
you could stay
My only girl all my life.
But God intended for
Our little girl
to grow up to be our daughter
in our fated life.

And that's why I keep
my promises
to fill the gaps of yesterdays
and to cherish every day
For tomorrow is another day
that i'm always afraid of....


For it would be such a lonely world for Me

without You.

No it's not the truth when you say

I'm fine


Go ahead and break my heart again.

Why do we think love makes us whole,
where in the end it just
leaves us more broken than before.

Will you let us ****?
Under the moon
where we lay our hands to each other
whispering loud noises of our heartbeats
colliding as our chest gets close to each other?

will you let me kiss those lips of yours
both horizontal and vertical ones?
Will you let me hear that wonderful sound
of your moan
as the night let the wolves howl in jealousy
of the love we make?

Let me hear you scream of my name
for the night is ours
and tomorrow
we're not the same.
This just a dream.
As the Sun rise
I'll wake up
knowing you are never mine.

Why is it
that we control others with our tears?
        Why do we control our tears for others?

is it growing up?
        I wanna know why

please tell me *WHY?

I wonder, what else you remember?
Is it worth remembering?

I just realize.

*Love isn't what we think it is.

Like me, I may like you too.
Hate me, I may like you more.
Ignore me, I may be your dream.
Love me, I may kiss you in front of them.
Be with me, I will marry you.

He loves death.
She loves life.
He lives for her.
She dies for him.
He wants eternity.
She wants infinity.
He cares good of their bond.
She promise him more of beyond.

The meaning of life is not to be discovered
Only after death in some hidden
Mysterious realm
On the contrary,
It can be found by eating the succulent
Fruit of the Tree of Life
And by living in the here
And now as fully
And creatively as we.

Words of my heart were left unspoken
Fears abide collision of what and why's
Though I had much pain still unforgiven
Keeping my cosmos fight to your abyss

Life is rather an illusion of war
An persisting pain of cut-******* scar
Blandishing words loose were not enough to hear
As how life after love left with fear

Agony of reminiscing past times
Such no remedy
Even a poets structure of rhymes
Not all likely


I'm just stuck in reverse.

They hurt you, and they act like you hurt them.

How can I ever tell?
how can I ever know?
how can I ever say?
how could you ever grow?
how can I let them hear?
how can I show them tear?
how can I see?
how can I feel?
how can I be free?
how can I be real?
how foolish heart how?

I cannot make you understand.
I cannot make anyone understand.
I cannot even explain it to myself.

I just love you.

If only
you people
hear my heart,

*you would understand

Love is a one sided fantasy

She broke me.
But,
Why is that
She couldn't fix me.

I Moved on.
I think, there's point of turning back.

Next present love is just a remedy for first love.

What is it that we show
As our hearts beats we don't know
That strange feeling we just wan't, No
Whenever we felt it with someone we can't, let go.


They say it's Love you are in love
At cause of nothing you just felt you have
That kind of feeling compared a lot
To what people felt, stated as a plot.


All blandishing words comes out within
My mouth from soul yes it's in
The thought of something I just don't know
This feeling's strange for someone I can't let go.

I'm scared to get close.
I used to think that the worst thing in life
was to end up alone.
It's not.
The worst thing in life
is to end up with
the person
who makes you feel alone.
and
I hate being alone.
I long to that feeling,
to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower I'll sink.

I ******* drown my demons,
they know how to swim.

If you only you knew,
how much I missed you.
If only you knew,
That I dreamed of you.
If these words in my heart,
Only, can let you know
If these people, with me and apart,
Can only tell you how....

My words are lost,
They doesn't seem good anymore,
I know I am not at most,
To be with you is my endeavor.


Let this words touch you.
Let my words conceal you.
They may let you hate me (in any case I couldn't tell.)
They may let you realize (how I feel.)


Loving can hurt, and this is how I feel.
To try to speak and wanting to be real,
I could never do.
but I do,
I do.
I love you.

The things I wanted the most
was never beyond fear.

I can't take it anymore. So much of this heartbreak.!

The day,
The Poem I wrote to you.
Died in someone else hand.

I'm afraid to fall in love, sad to say she was gravity.

I'll treat you right.
I'll treat you good.
Serenade you every night,
each moment I could.
I wish I may,
I wish you might.
Oh come and say,
"you are my knight."
A smile to laughter,
a cry to sorrow.
A love of adventure,
my love of tomorrow.
Like coat in cold,
my love will hold.
My love will stay
I promise It may.
Like candy, so sweet,
So warm like heat.
My love, so bold.
kept as secret, untold.

Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you,
I wanted to give it to you
Before I take off this foolish mask.

But I know I can never do that
I must hide
Because I'm UGLY.
I am afraid, I'm so afraid,
That you will leave me again in the end.

I'll wear a mask again and go to see you
What can I do?
I bloom a flower in this garden
That looks like you.

I'll water it daily
With morning dew
I am UGLY, but I still like you.

He had wanted to say, "don't go".
She had wanted to hear, "don't go".

I can only tell I'm okay when "I am not."

My Perfect Day has
Nothing to do with the Weather
Or what i am doing
My perfect Day is
Whenever I am with you
Spending my all little moments
And felt loved

End,

Another thought destroying me

I thought
I would never wake up again

and these story starts
I never knew I was up, falling

darkness seems always by my side
But
Light is always me

Although I seem carefree
There's nothing misses you more than me.

Argument ended.
phone rings,
I miss you,
I miss you too.
you do?
It's been too long.

As storms rage in
Pouring the heaviest rains
Sending the loudest thunders
Clouding her feelings
As she sat alone
In her dull and dreary castle

Drop by drop
Floods of doubts engulf her
Sinking every piece of fer
Drowning her from her own sea of maybe's and what if's

Maybe it was just all a fantasy
Maybe it was just her and her loneliness
Maybe they were all the same?
Maybe it's another tragic ending?

What if she never got used of the tales?
What if she never had listened to his songs?
What if she never had opened her doors?

Where is he now?
Gone? Together with his coated promises?
Husssh. She's been here. It's okay
She knows the face of short-term happiness
And he's happy now
They all are.
And there she lies, empty
Forlorn and forgotten.

Should I Remove my Brain to Stop Thinking about You?
Or Should I Remove my Heart to Stop Loving You?

Please thing's in life not love.