You are my moon, and I am just one of your stars.
No matter how I share the night with you,
You'll always chase your blazing sun.
Her morning light dulls my presence,
Forcing me out of your sight.
Before we rendezvous once again in the night,
These bucketful of gold and orange colors
Scatter through the skies,
Leaving me as just the second sight.
She is Veronica
I'm a dark moon
So don't try to convince me that
I have my own light,
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am worthless, terrible Moon
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Light doest exist within me
Because whenever I look at the Sun I always think
Am I so dark as they say?
Read from the bottom
I got another kiss
from the shadow of your memories.
And so tonight, I am drunk again.
I can't hear anything but your voice.
Right through my head, echoing
Stealing the night I'm trying not to be in pain.
Slowly I am drunk on you
My words are stuck through
My mouth that only speaks for you.
But then your name is forbidden.
In my heart and in my mouth.
I can no longer speak of it.
Because when I think of you
I cry a little too much.
I get hurt a little stronger
My love's a little bit sobber.
Again I'm confused
Lock in abyss.
Trying to forget
This blissful demise.
But then again I got
I'm drunk in the shadow of your memories.
There's no greater pain than reminiscing the past you've thought to last.
When I filled those emptiness in you,
with love and care I had in me.
You felt so happy, warm and blue.
A twist of storm rage in unpredictably.
Doubts between you and me.
Until again you felt a little gray.
You asked for a space and you don't wanna stay.
I was hurt,
but then again
you are empty.
Everything change back to emptiness.
Not only on you, but also in me.
There is that one love you gave to another whose totally empty until one day everything will change back to emptiness.
Do you know why suicide is feeding death?
When there's nobody to listen to.
When there's no one who listen too.
When there is the one who shuts you up.
When there is the one you expect won't give up.
When there is nobody to talk.
When there are no place to walk.
When all your strength lost.
You come up thinking death is the right cost.
You thought you have debts to pay.
When you feel that with you, nobody wants to stay.
It is when your soul has eaten away.
By someone you love and someone you pray.
Suicide feeds death, because of unbearable silence.
Suicide Death Depression Silence
But what happens if the sky above runs out stars to fall?
How can I still wish to make you want me more?
Do you think only love can save us now?
Only us would be enough.
Only, if there's only love.
Only love can set this parting.
Close enough to make our hearts.
Closed to each other again.
let us dress the way we like.
You know it's getting late.
I wish this could rather be naked.
When I'm lost
When I write