Will you let us ****?
Under the moon
where we lay our hands to each other
whispering loud noises of our heartbeats
colliding as our chest gets close to each other?
will you let me kiss those lips of yours
both horizontal and vertical ones?
Will you let me hear that wonderful sound
of your moan
as the night let the wolves howl in jealousy
of the love we make?
Let me hear you scream of my name
for the night is ours
we're not the same.
This just a dream.
As the Sun rise
I'll wake up
knowing you are never mine.
Dreaming you are with me
The Poem I wrote to you.
Died in someone else hand.
You are my moon, and I am just one of your stars.
No matter how I share the night with you,
You'll always chase your blazing sun.
Her morning light dulls my presence,
Forcing me out of your sight.
Before we rendezvous once again in the night,
These bucketful of gold and orange colors
Scatter through the skies,
Leaving me as just the second sight.
She is Veronica
I'm a dark moon
So don't try to convince me that
I have my own light,
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am worthless, terrible Moon
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Light doest exist within me
Because whenever I look at the Sun I always think
Am I so dark as they say?
Read from the bottom
I got another kiss
from the shadow of your memories.
And so tonight, I am drunk again.
I can't hear anything but your voice.
Right through my head, echoing
Stealing the night I'm trying not to be in pain.
Slowly I am drunk on you
My words are stuck through
My mouth that only speaks for you.
But then your name is forbidden.
In my heart and in my mouth.
I can no longer speak of it.
Because when I think of you
I cry a little too much.
I get hurt a little stronger
My love's a little bit sobber.
Again I'm confused
Lock in abyss.
Trying to forget
This blissful demise.
But then again I got
I'm drunk in the shadow of your memories.
There's no greater pain than reminiscing the past you've thought to last.
When I filled those emptiness in you,
with love and care I had in me.
You felt so happy, warm and blue.
A twist of storm rage in unpredictably.
Doubts between you and me.
Until again you felt a little gray.
You asked for a space and you don't wanna stay.
I was hurt,
but then again
you are empty.
Everything change back to emptiness.
Not only on you, but also in me.
There is that one love you gave to another whose totally empty until one day everything will change back to emptiness.