Please thing's in life not love.

If the reason ain't you,
I'll force myself not to get hurt.
If not you,
I won't hope for us.

Getting cold, can't even move.
It gets difficult for my heart that chooses you.

If we can't be till the end,
I'll stop myself from loving again.
If we can't be together,
I'll prevent myself from loving you.

If it is not you,
Who will cry every morning for you?.
If it is not you,
I'd rather left.

Is there a way of a loving goodbye?,
Far beyond my dream come true?
Is there a reason for my why?
Do you mean the answer is you?

Oh no, no, of course not
Let's heat that water ***
Make it cold when it's hot
Drink me, but touch me not.

Just like the sea,
waves "Hi".
Leave no trace,
as it waves too for "Goodbye"

Should I Remove my Brain to Stop Thinking about You?
Or Should I Remove my Heart to Stop Loving You?

Perfect imperfection?
Imperfection is perfect.

I am about to solve mystery of love in life.

I see that lovely girl, I just stop & stare.

I cried on my pillow last night
Can't bear pain of my broken heart
I will always think how we might
And always remember of how we start

I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep
Reminiscing the moments, pleaded and weep
Our laughter is now pain
Love is now in vain

The shards of my broken heart's
Pierce through over my body parts
I Don't know what to do now
Just want me back to you somehow

Before I do believe love is magic
But now regret, it was all tragic
Throat cutting pain never let me eat
Forgetting "I'm Important" wanna end my heartbeat.

From heart broken to heartless please, yep that'd be better.

She gives everything he wants,
in the name of love.

I was just a damsel in distress.
Lost and tired of the cruelties of my past.
At night, I would dream for a knight,
in his mighty horse and golden armor.
To rescue me from the dull castle,
with thick walls I myself have built.
Then, you set foot at the threshold of my castle,
riding no horse, wearing no golden armors.
You fought no ogre nor trolls
You just brought me words,
Beautiful words I haven't heard before.
You made me your only star in your galaxy,
your kryptonite and your pixie dust.
Your poetic words under the setting sun made me blush and giggle like a kid.
You whispered songs in my ears
and made the fairies dance like splattered glitters in the night.
You have given me wings,
You have treated me like a Queen,
your only Queen.
Oh love, you already have my heart,
from the moment our eyes made contact for the first time.
And so here I am, breaking every brick, every stone of my walls.
Walking step by step into your direction.
No matter what odds may be,
I will be forever your Queen bee.

As the sun never forgets to shine,
so as you, never forget,
never fail to make me smile.
Making me the center of your Universe.
Sharing light amidst darkness.
Sharing warmth amidst distance.
Giving care amidst doubts.
My Moon, don't get tired of chasing your Sun.
Though there are other brighter stars around.
Wait until an eclipse bridge this distance and align our hearts.
And she can promise to shine only for you.

I can't picture my self
Telling you "I love you".
Maybe needing some help,
Showing you what I say is true.

But you know, I can't.
I don't know how.
You're everything that I want.
I hope you see it, somehow.

I just don't understand,
This hid feelings are in my hands.
It's hard to comprehend, that I can't say it.
It's so hard to pretend, that I can never let you know.

I hope you feel the same pray.
I hope I am mean this way.

Doing everything right doesn't guarantee that nothing wrong will happen.

As my eye's closed,
think in' bout here who is the most.
The girl I merely see,
the one i want to be, forever with me.

Before, I never felt this way,
like, always your on my head every night and day.
When i get narrowed,
this heart feels so hallowed.

As you enter there's peace,
full my heart, that never been happy like this.
Promise me to stay,
never leave me in a nonsense way.

All i wan't you to know,
is that, I Love You so.
I wanna be with you,
as long as you wan't me too.

My beautiful Lieh,
my love for you is more that you think that way.

I am just a memory.

I'm still in love, i can't sleep,
it's 3:20 doing nothing, stuck with something.
good morning, still heart saying.
you lady, the one i'm thinking.

oh, love, help me out.
with you girl i always think about.
i can't sleep, i'm gonna freak out.
changing positions, looking from north to south.

to sleep is to dream of you,
still the same i'm thinking of you.
Oh love, help me with this.
this something i feel,
i just can't resist.

I was supposed to pretend the last time.
I wanted you to hear me now.
I feel broken inside. cuts like a knife.
I always wanted you to stay close and don't go.
I wasn't able to always reach you because of this distance.
I always thought there is something more.
I always feel like "to stay away"
I was in a world turn.
I am in a twist in story.
I was a stranger.
I am Goodbye.
I. Maybe

We broke up.
My whole identity shattered.
It's like death.

When I'm lost
I write.
When I write
I bleed.

Could it be love?

When I see your picture,
my heart sinks down to my belly,
my legs turns out jelly.
I saw your smile and my eyes melt.
This feeling is strange, Before, I never felt.

You are my very first thought in the morning.,
And my last night fall
Maybe I'm dreaming
What am I for?
Could this be love?
I Always ask from above.

You're just a kiss away.

My problem is our problem.
Your problem is me.
I did fight for us.
You did fight against me.

Sadly, I don't mind.

You were an angel by wings, not by halo.
You keep falling, not flying.
You always cry, you never grow.

Cause I am your Sun
And you are my *Moon

"She left me."
Because I "never asked her to stay."

Soft wind from your lungs
Blown by your mouth
Dispersing to my ears
As your words left me in tears

Like melodic bird songs
Full of truth, some I doubt
But then I keep believing
Such words of yours are deceiving

You whisper promises
Like nobody could
Promises I never heard before
Promises my heart constantly adore

Suddenly, it stops
Like a balloon my heart pops

Your whisper promises killed me
No, not me, maybe my soul
You've made a total ignore
Of those whisper promises you can't keep
And here I am, hugging my pillow to weep.

45 million miles away
Your beauty can take my breath away
The distance between us doesn't matter
The way you light my night even brighter

Half, quarter or full
You have my heart whole
Can you see it in my eyes
The desperation to hold you

If there's only a way
To travel faster than the light of the stars
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to be with you

Here I am alone
travelling in the darkness
you left and gone
this hurt totally sadness

Here I am wet in the rain
no shelter nowhere to go,
such pain.
I hope this tears would never go low
I want it shed to reduce my sorrow

If forever exist, I will live my life with you.
If it doesn't, I'll just treasure every moment with you.

I wanna sleep hearing the rhythm of your breath
And wake up seeing the sunlight touch your face
I wanna be the one to witness your first smile every single morning.
I wanna be the reason of that smile
I want you beside me when I wake up from a nightmare, whispering sweet words and kissing my fears away
I want us to be with each other as we pursue our dreams
Share vows in front of God and them
I want you to be the other pair of my ring I would gladly wear every day
I want you to be with me as we sit in a rocking chair while watching the sun set, recalling how we begun
I want you to hold my hand and say that it was enchanting to meet me
I want you to be my everything in this world full of probabilities of losing anything.

"Can a heart still break once it stopped beating?"

Can a heart still break?
If it chooses to let go
rather than
get hurt?
Can a heart still break?
If it is half emptied of soul
and
half full of spirit?
Can a heart still break?
If it doesn't understand anything again?
Can a heart still break?
If it is not you then.

Tell me my dear,
Can a heart still break, when it's beat left the music within?

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To tell you I'm sorry.



I am sorry


                                              *I'm sorry

Here i am, alone
waiting in a river till break dawn.
sitting beside this shore of wonder,
throwing some stones of perfection.

The more i wait here,
the more i feel dark inside.
nothing comes each day
hurts my emotion.
a bottle of wine, my letter collide
trowed on a river
to the ocean by flowing water

Like a kid, believing,
on a abage that has no point of meaning.
I hope someday she could see
my letter in a bottle over that sea.
I am waiting, Im waiting, lonely longing.

You were not the first
But everything I do with you
Feels like the first time
You are the camera of my life,
A strange and sophisticated version of it
Offering me different perspectives and new lenses
I don't know what you did to me
That every time I close my eyes
I dream of you so close to me
That I'm willing to shed more tears
As long as you're the reason behind it.

In the end
Tell me who would
Want to be hurt
Or even bleed
Their whole lives?
And in love,
If it is for you
My dear
I can hurt
Until it hurts the most
Cry a riven
Until I drown first
Lose until
I lose what's in store
And bleed until
I can bleed no more.

On a garden
I'm a flower,
many of us there,
I saw you stare.

you're roaming around,
not making a sound.
you're still starring,
we're not moving.

as the wind blows,
we're gliding.
somebody's coming,
a bee getting close.

stares at me,
not for long,
and she goes.
then you come more close.

on me you've landed,
you've kiss me.
everybody envy.
i didn't take it for granted.

still i'm not moving,
you've got what you need.
the kissed you've given,
a sign that you're leaving.

my butterfly
didn't even say goodbye.
i'm still on a garden,
alone, with everyone.

She was beautiful
Before she knew
She was deceived.

I can still remember vividly
How you came into my life
Intimidating, mysterious and deep.
Now,
I just want to dive deeper into you.

You're the one I want to stand beside me,
as we view the horizon beyond.
You're the one I want to sit with me,
in the streets,
talking about,
with sense and without.

You're the one I want to be,
my shoulder in my darkest and brightest moments.
You're the one I want to kiss my hand under the stars.
You're the one I wanna argue with, fight with
and cuddle with, in the coldest of nights.

First, they promise,
Then leave.

The Angel said.

Where the grass is green and the sky is seen
The wind blows free and you go with me
We will walk the day to reach the night
As we pass through flowers that is blooming blight.
if anyone misses you, you'll be thrown back
From where those people stay and where you must act
Look closely to the point of reaching
This calling is an example of living
If they care, or they just care when you lose.
The sun is down and your clock is ticking
Don't be bothered wondering
If to you this means nothing.
I was ordered.



Tell them to forget you before Saturday.

One
We began
Two
I miss you
Three
I almost see
Four
It's you I adore
Five
I'm half alive
Six
We begin to fix
Seven
We break-even
Eighth
You said it's never too late
Nine
You said you are mine
Ten
There we are again
Back at one.

Brain says, I don't love you.
Heart says, I do.

I'd rather fall

in Love,

     with your

Scars.

Than fall

    in love

           with your Smile.