i am fine
as heaven..
it's spelt upon my bones
with the safest flesh upon em
i feel it gazing into the mirror
then i whisper my kisses
as i adore and marvel..
....."this is perfected.."

the imperfectionist is you
look at what you've done

you broke me so well
i see the pieces in my eyes
weighing from my beaten heart
as i comfort my left cheek
with my right palm..
i want to write about you
..like my ego were yours

now you're leaving
your survival
i held your water

plastic bottle

found me useless
i was empty
because you drunk from me

plastic bottle

hand that put me to your lips
pushed me in the bin
i made called you

...but u still turned away
plastic bottle

we bang it
we break it
i'm talking of this lust
that we splash..
twisting to our finger tips
as they make way on our skins
killing the shame
and feasting to our uncover
if it's me and you
this true we love
..this is how we are
cold mornings of intolerance
to each others solitudes
so we sneak into physical intimacy
chasing the fabric away
we can't breathe like this
..but we live like that

..pleasure pillows

this is what it means..
...let me explain
a moment with me..
and you'll let in better
...with time
when the time is right..

My heart pounds like a dollar
Saving souls wherever..
So they always want to have it
..steal it
And keep it..

My lips sail like a promise
Saving lives from heartache..
Pasting smiles and kisses..
To stained hearts and dreamers
I could say...
...I'm saving myself
By saving you...
So I'll love you
..this life is a mirror..

this is the way i feel
after i speak the sun in me
saying the truth..
i want to see you again
..but you go quiet
placing a cloud upon my heart
saying the truth
i just hope you feel the same

because i betray my heart so often..
by saying the truth

i chose to be your shadow
cause somehow i'll be by your side
when the lights are upon you

...when it gets so dark
i'll never leave you..
..i'll wrap you
& i'll be all that you see

i chose to be your shadow

we took a shower together
it was fun feeling you slimy
and gripping into your wet hair
with your provocative chest in my control
i was passing these hands
upon your lower back
placing fingers between your lines..
you kissed me..felt like you missed me
those lips with no make up
could be my favorite flavor
..we took a shower together
we should do it again

in my zone
the morning is singing
it sounds like two of us
but i woke up alone
...
so i'll be reciting peace
and writing hope
it sounds like two of us
but i walk home alone
...
gets me smiling
to everybody...
it sounds like two of us
but i'm lonely inside

you have to say it somehow
because if you don't
it will sneak out of your ways
through a keyhole at your door
it will scream out in the streets
when bursts from within your ways
for actions speak louder than words
best you say out
than it finding a way out
through your ways
..speak

written words but they got me floating
            ..if only i had seen you..
*speaking words that give life

..speak to me..
you'll surely roar
cause you're calm
in your overflow
....of pleasure
to have me...
..so i'll be yours
& yours only

good-morning,
...i checked the sky..
and there were no more stars...
guess they found out you do it better..
...from how my gaze glued upon you last night
....they could tell i could never look elsewhere
& i could never see how awesome they are...
when you're around..

you made your mistakes..
this is what makes me undecided..
i saw your mistakes..

closing curtains of my day
letting sunset have it's play
...i hope you stay
oh yes, at-least till it's late

lucky i got work
after you got complicated

heartache is nursed
by the busy buzzing

and i see lots of new faces
guess replacement is possible

guess i just wasn't exposed
and you became proud

thought i was desperate
but i was only passionate

so i won't have to cover in bed
i will shine on the streets

they'll say I'm smart
then i will smile..no time to drag

it's now i realize
..maybe i was just bored
wasn't love

take me home..
i know you're alone
it speaks in your smile
and sounds when you laugh

don't freak out
it's not so loud..
let me see how you sleep
and the ways have your morning tea

take me home..

basically alive
these are your arms
they feel like words
stirring me drowsy..

fading the sounds
these are your arms
chasing my heart
into the rivers...

i just can't believe you're hugging me..after all this

i thought i were polite
so i gave my patience
i gave my tolerance
to you the impatient
to you..oh
you sigh ripper
well you heard me breath
bet you're proud now
of how my heart spoke
as your mind played
this is my heart you messed
and the pieces are unforgiving
so you'll drag a curse
to swell with the pain
of losing me the innocent
me the naive minded
...oh dear dungeon
i refer to you
in all the evil i confront
because you took the precious of me
and clearly laid me to shame
...how i thought you loved me more
more than maternity
...i should have known
beasts live in souls
and you wore a beautiful corpse

i waited in the rain
for my reply again
the hours flew past
your door seemed closed

i waited in vain
for my reply again
patience burnt out
your mind seemed changed

message from the hills
the children are lost
they're seeking a dream
breaking for a light...
making a way past the muddy clumps
no different from chocolate bars
it's always that emotion
that causes commotion
in between my ribs..

taking steps besides you
is how i find peace
the colors of your love
is a story melting the pearls
...wake me up beside you
cause i want to feel alive
when you breathing with me
before you see the world
aaaaaii aaaiiiiii
in your your arms
that is pillow wine

we are blinded fighters
my heart is hunting
desperately for a candle light
....reach out to me....
redeemer from aching darkness

with all i am
i'll dwell calmly
to unfold my falling soul
sailing this failing breath

you made me write about a hill
because the sea is calm today
oh how i understand us better
when the weather is stormy
because i know we'll fight
and save what we built
says the lilly field
and the morning cloud
...the sun will rise
to watch us again
burn like our might

place the world inside these arms
..careful to spill it well..
this is the direction to safety
so i'll show the way i pillow
..or the way i giggle

you are pain
that is all you carry

bank your heart
we are playing dead
spread out life
before you stray

oh dear trust,
inside my head..
calm this maze,
inside my cup..

my city is lighting,
with candles of gloss..
attention is howling,
the corridor's song..

i learnt it with different colors
...the world full of lights...

bold people
with falling souls
...this is it
fainting and falling
could be my make up
because we break up
even when we love
the taste of each other..
my attitude is wounded
and my reaction is wild
...i could open my doors
for a lifetime..
cause i have nothing
all i have..i have given to you

face in my cup
swallow me whole
drinking till morning
seeking the sunlight..
i'm empty with shadows
drowning in mistakes
and hunting the pleasure
which got me naked..

baring my bones
with sorrow turning me on
please understand
my quest for a sparkle..
i'll wait for the rain
early this morning
to cry pain with me
and play me all the sorrow

wasn't hungry when i cried
i was thirsty at my birth
so mama gave me milk
cause it's whiter than water
...
wasn't hungry when i cried
i was thirsty in your arms
so you gave me slaver
cause it's thicker than water
...
and they say water is life
guess you gave me better
when i was thirsty

you're not angry with me
i'll get you smiling when i laugh
...and you will smile so easy
even when i'm laughing at you

you're not here to leave me
i feel it when you say bye-bye
...you'll watch me at a distance
and break when i lose my strength

we're not like them
you have diamonds in yours eyes
and i have stars upon my lips
..we shine together..

you're sipping wine
i'm counting bottles
you're sitting down
i'm trying to settle...
....the window of our love
is music with echoes
the story of our nights
is painted with battle....
..i want to pay attention
but the bills are screaming
i guess i'm filthy if you're messed
cause you make me better

what never is..
is us

when the young men marry
they'll parade their love in the streets
and hold their affection within the town
where they'll spread it out like petals
and say it all like music

when the young men marry
they'll paint the sun yellow
and grip the waist of maria T
then under the moonlight
they'll speak out their hearts
like a tale of the ecstasy

when the young men marry
   if wishes were horses
  ..the roses are horses..

i want a new closet
and desire the gym

then tame my stroll
and groom my speech

because i love the flesh on your bones
and would feed off the sight of it

i thirst for the taste of your soul
and desire the good of your words

i stand better with you..

yes
true
very true
you got me flirting
with somebody else
..guilty
of course i am
i was poisoned
by the unfaithful world
and trust less in loyalty
so i go astray
before i'm betrayed
well looks like
you just
don't want to listen anymore..
*broken

rivers inside this soul
bridges inside this heart
lemme hear you
you can save me
           in the morning
      it was only coffee
   before i could cure
cold again without an angel

these silent rooms, repelled my adaptation..

i like you because we're crazy together....
& i'd surely not get crazy with anyone else...