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Jul 2017 · 490
Dyad - 65 -
Paul Jones Jul 2017
I drift with the flow      that will carry me
a thousand miles far,     a thousand nearer.
12:00 - 02/07/17
State of mind: joy.

Thoughts: from thinking - If you listen very carefully and thoughtfully, directions can be found in everything... the choices we make; a yes or no to the emerging map of our existence, unfolding like the petals of a flower.

Questions: what direction is taken if given?
Jul 2017 · 967
Dyad - 64 -
Paul Jones Jul 2017
When the mind circles      like an eagle soars,
lost souls will fly high     crying out for home.
16:15 - 01/07/17
State of mind: sorrow; hope.

Thoughts: from feeling - optimistic/loved. The higher we fly the further we are from being grounded. A good vantage point in high places is as important as our dreams, but it is a harsh and lonely place to soar through the thin, mountain air. In the face of hardship and austerity, it takes courage to not give up on what you believe in. I believe lost souls can find their home when their cries are heard... and answered.

Questions: How can we be heard by someone who is unwilling to listen?

Notes: credit to Sun for helping me with the idea.

Listening to: Duran Duran - Ordinary World
Jun 2017 · 1.1k
Dyad - 63 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
In the freezing cold,     blood rushes inwards.
Dance with me, move me     to be warm again.
12:30 - 25/06/17
State of mind: curious; deep thought..

Thoughts: from paradoxes - when affection is not received, the affected may become distant to their surroundings and begin to internalize the process of neglect. Distance is accepted when closeness is needed.

Questions: How can you give what you need?
Jun 2017 · 742
Dyad - 62 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
To feel joy and fear     mingle together -
two alpine rivers      flowing into one.
11:20 - 25/06/17
State of mind: excitement; curious; thoughtful.

Thoughts: from thinking - about paradoxes and emotions. The combination of joy and fear is awe, I believe. It is one of the most sensational feelings.

You don't need to be on top of a mountain to feel awe.

Questions: When will you pluck up the courage to talk to the stranger you admire? It might feel... awesome. It might be... awe-inspiring.
Jun 2017 · 787
Dyad - 61 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Having felt something     change me there and then,
I was blown away.     Spores of dandelions.
15:20 - 24/06/17
State of mind: calm; content; nostalgic.

Thoughts: from memories - of the time I saw a painting by Wassily Kandinsky at the Pompidou Centre that reset my course, gave me the direction I now travel. A sort of paradigm shift, in that instance of realisation, I had discovered who I am.

Questions: none.
Jun 2017 · 1.4k
Dyad - 60 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
There are some who walk      calmly through darkness
because they know how      to kindle a light.
00:00 - 23/06/17
State of mind - calm; thoughtful.

Thoughts: from thinking - about creativity and how amazing it is that human's can bring such wonders into this world.

Also from conversations - on talking about extroversion and introversion with my friend. I put it so introversion is like kindling a light in darkness and extroversion spreads that light. They are both instrumental and equally valuable qualities in a person.

Questions: can it be said that creativity is the instinct to create a nature of our own?

...Or is it that our nature creates us specifically as a creative tool of its own?
Jun 2017 · 484
Dyad - 59 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Beautiful to hear     the tones and timbre
of a voice that drifts     deep and then soars high.
13:30 - 22/06/17
State of mind: calm; pensive; reflective.

Thoughts: from reflections - on a quote by Nietzsche, "Those who can breathe the air of my writings know that it is an air of the heights, a strong air. One must be made for it." combined with listening to London Grammar sing their version of "Wicked Games" by Chris Isaak.

Questions: how will the voice of your soul take shape?
Jun 2017 · 660
Dyad - 58 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
The pendulum swings      and I, pivoting,
inhale the courage      of my beating heart.
13:45 - 21/06/17
State of mind: defiant; reflective.

Thoughts: from conversations - about an analogy for emotional stability being like a pivot as the pendulum swings.

Questions: How can we achieve a level of confident composure that watches over the constant turbulence of emotion? How can we be like a pivot to the motions of the pendulum?
Jun 2017 · 779
The Space Between Us
Paul Jones Jun 2017
The space between ethereal measure,
  the nothingness connecting our divide.
This lack of substance is surreal, obscure
  are old memories of sharing your side.
Ours is the spirit, by which we are bound,
  a realm we share where timelessness persists.
Where shapeless planes carry a formless sound,
  the self becoming selfless, unresisting.
The place you’ve gone does not belong to me
  and in the space between us, seeds are sown.
The tree of life sways softly with the breeze
  while you continue, beyond what I know.
Like wings that carry over to another shore,
  you are my leaf on the wind. I see you soar.
Sonnet - 18 -
Original version: 27/09/15
This version: 23/03/17

I can share this now.

Dedicated to my Father.
I wrote this sonnet for him and read it at his funeral.

It explore's the experience of still feeling deeply connected to something that is no longer. Even after their death, people still affect you and change you. Pieces to a puzzle are still being put in their place as we mirror ourselves and our actions to what they might have done. We learn about ourselves and the world from these reflections.

On an even deeper level, this sonnet explore's the ethereal connections we have to our ancestors and the past. Observing that, what is lost to us will be reborn, through it's decay, feeding new growth. The cycle of life.

          "I am a leaf on the wind.
               Watch how I soar".
                                               - Wash, Firefly
Jun 2017 · 863
Dyad - 57 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
I am your low roar     of distant thunder,
you are my intense     flashes of lightning.
18:00 - 16/06/17
State of mind: euphoric; ecstasy.

Thoughts: from feeling - the storm within.

Questions: none.
Jun 2017 · 444
Dyad - 56 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
The eyes of the world     have looked upon you.
So sad they only     saw your pouting lips.
15:00 - 15/06/17
State of mind: concentration; focused; thoughtful.

Thoughts: from thinking - about an illustration I saw from art & philosophy's Facebook page. It was a criticism of the modern, narcissistic, selfie-taking culture.

Questions: How can we design working environments that makes laziness difficult and productivity easy and enjoyable?
Jun 2017 · 591
Dyad - 55 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Hour by hour,      the morning sunrise
steals the night away.      Swallows, please shut up.
05:10 - 14/06/17
State of mind: restless; over-thinking

Thoughts: from thinking - about anything that will distract me from the swallows.

Questions: none

Notes: part 3 of 3
Jun 2017 · 464
Dyad - 54 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Thin streaks of sunlight      chase away shadows
through the shutters slits,      swallows still singing.
04:45 - 14/06/17
State of mind: restless; over-thinking

Thoughts: from observation - of watching the sunlight diffusing the darkness. Light breaks into my room, spreads across the walls, like an enlightenment or a sudden realisation.

Questions: none

Notes: part 2 of 3
Jun 2017 · 464
Dyad - 53 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
At the crack of dawn,      an indigo glow.
As swallows sing, I'm      restless with waiting.
03:30 - 14/06/17
State of mind: restless; over-thinking

Thoughts: from experience - of being awake at the crack of dawn and watching the indigo glow lighten by the hour.

Questions: none

Notes: part 1 of 3
Jun 2017 · 514
Dyad - 52 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Beautiful sadness,     walk with me awhile
and let me tell you,      stories of sorrow.
18:30 - 12/06/17
State of mind: sadness; acceptance; peaceful.

Thoughts: from memories - past.

Questions: none.
Jun 2017 · 674
Dyad - 51 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Near the alcoves of      a secret garden
you'll find me lost in      the maze of my mind.
13:30 - 12/06/17
State of mind: calm; serene; peaceful.

Thoughts: from experience - of being in an alcove of a secret garden, lost in the maze of my mind.

Questions: none.

Edited: 10:20 - 13/06/17
Original Post:
Near the alcoves of      a secret garden
you'll find me lost in      the maze of my mind.

Edited: 10:20 - 28/10/17
Original dyad reinstated.
Edited version:
You'll find me in the     alcoves, the cradle
of secret gardens,      lost in my minds maze.

(A coincidence I noticed afterwards, that the time of both edits is exactly the same.)
Jun 2017 · 480
Dyad - 50 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
There's a second self     rolling in the deep.
They're felt but, sometimes,     I glimpse a shadow.
10:30 - 11/06/17
State of mind: anxious.

Thoughts: from feeling - my intuition and reflection take some sort of form. Like a guide or guardian showing us the next move or way forward.
Over the years, it's becoming easier to connect. It feels like a low frequency, like latching on to something faint and distant.

Rolling in the deep has a double meaning.

Questions: Is there a way to permanently latch on to this shadow? Is that healthy? Would we not become as faint and distant?
Jun 2017 · 852
Dyad - 49 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
The lightness of your     spirit bounces by,
like a binding ether      joining all the dots.
11:50 - 10/06/17
State of mind: joy.

Thoughts: from thinking - about the free spirit, the joyful weightlessness and emptiness, the space inbetween, holding all matter together.

Questions: none.
Jun 2017 · 409
Dyad - 48 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
They are the masters,     the thousand failed ways,
knowing what is best,     knowing what is not.
01:15 - 10/06/17
State of mind: optimistic; complex.

Thoughts: from feeling - that making mistakes are an important part of learning. They should be supported and examined. Great things have unfolded from the accidental.

Knowing a thousand ways that don't work is knowing why the one that does, is best.

Questions: how can failure be experienced in a way that encourages persistence?
Jun 2017 · 422
Dyad - 47 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
No halfway's mark me     as full or empty
when a drop of hope     can change someone's life.
12:30 - 9/06/17
State of mind: defiant; focused.

Thoughts: from thinking - about the saying 'is your glass half full or empty'?

I realise that it is a passive question, not serious, but merely to reveal a person's attitude or outlook.

What I'm exploring with this is the idea of, not just thinking about a person's attitude, but what the actual contents of the glass are. A glass half full might taste of sorrow.

Questions: the glass may be half full or empty but where is the source from which it is filled or drained?
Jun 2017 · 906
Dyad - 46 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
The sun is just as      passing as I am,
but there's light in days     that helps a world grow.
18:00 - 08/06/17
State of mind: deep thought; meditative.

Thoughts: from feeling - the smallness and powerlessness of being but feeling, simultaneously, connected to a greater meaning.

I just woke up - possibly still connected to threads of my sub-conscious.

Questions: Are we like the sun rising in the east, setting in the west? What light shall fill this day?
Jun 2017 · 551
Dyad - 45 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
With strawberries, the fruit     and flower are one,
transformed by its growth     and the drive of time.
11:15 - 06/06/17
State of mind: curious; inquisitive.

Thoughts: from observations - of watching this years strawberries grow.

If our plans are to come to fruition, they must flower in the eyes of those who shall have its harvest.

Questions: If something is to be enjoyed, should it be like a ripe fruit? Wonderful to taste and easy to digest.
Jun 2017 · 703
Dyad - 44 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
Joy is the sun's glare,     hitting the hot air
as I reach the end     of a dark tunnel.
16:45 - 03/06/17
State of mind: happiness; nostalgia.

Thoughts: from memories - of summer cycling, cruising through the half-mile stretch of tunnel along the local cycle path.

Questions: None.
Jun 2017 · 12.1k
Dyad - 43 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
My faith in you comes     from believing that
what you know is true      and I feel is good.
13:00 - 03/06/17
State of mind: hopeful; anxious.

Thoughts: from thinking - about belief, what is true and what is good.

Questions: If I am true to myself what truth do I represent?
Is a persons self-expression a declaration of their truth?
Jun 2017 · 12.5k
Dyad - 42 -
Paul Jones Jun 2017
I sit on the fence       that keeps two sides from
tearing each other      down. I built that fence.
10:00 - 02/06/17
State of mind: doubtful; contemplative.

Thoughts: from thinking - about how I am sometimes accused of sitting on the fence and not having much of an opinion on current affairs.

Every conflict needs a mediator, a diplomat to quell or cool the heat of an argument.

Questions: what is the value in seeing all perspectives of an argument only to side with none? Is that really indifference or is there something deeper to do with acknowledging that there is no truth, only interpretation?

09:50 - 04/06/17
Afterthoughts: change is important because it encourages diversity. Conflict stimulates change.

I think what I am developing with this thought is more to do with the conflict in shaping what people believe is the best environment to exist in. In reality, there are many. There should be many and we should be free to move between them.

The internet is an environment. Some people ascribe to it, others don't. But both it and alternatives are important. Many facets has the diamond.

I believe the fence is symbolic for realising that there is not one perfect way, but many and is wrong to tear down the diversity we have in favour of a singular way.
May 2017 · 763
Dyad - 41 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Some weeds were unearthed     but I let one be.
To understand it,      I'll watch how it grows.
13:50 - 30/05/17
State of mind: focused; energised.

Thoughts: from reflection - on all the gardening I've been doing this morning.

Questions: If we should understand a person better, would we not learn more from how they have come to be, as opposed to who they are or what they possess?
May 2017 · 847
Dyad - 40 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Sadness pulls me back.     Still, I must press on.
I am in two minds      as if they are one.
11:20 - 28/05/17
State of mind: low; thoughtful.

Thoughts: from feeling - an uncertainty, of sorts.

Questions: None.
May 2017 · 611
Dyad - 39 -
Paul Jones May 2017
The horizon of      love is without end,
when a place is reached     is beyond us still.
23:30 - 25/05/17
State of mind: deep thought; peaceful; calm.

Thoughts: from thinking - about mortal aims in eternal conquest.

Questions: none.
May 2017 · 384
Dyad - 38 -
Paul Jones May 2017
When withdrawn, I can     only be myself.
When I am with you,     I am something more.
22:40 - 22/05/17
State of mind: joy; relief.

Thoughts: from thinking - 'we are stronger together' combined with 'many hands make light work'.

Questions: none

Notes: partially influenced by gin.
May 2017 · 372
Dyad - 37 -
Paul Jones May 2017
I feel your pressure     and rise against it;
freedom is a right     worth my suffering.
20:00 - 21/05/17
State of mind: focused; defiant.

Thoughts: from feeling - about how freedom must not be taken for granted. It is something worth protecting from those who wish to take it away.

Questions: What are our vulnerabilities and how can we ensure they are not left exposed?
May 2017 · 606
Dyad - 36 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Charmed am I by the     things that matter most.
Home is a circle     I have drawn with love.
15:10 - 19/05/17
State of mind: content; curious.

Thoughts: from thinking - about why so many communities are no longer circular. Cities are like disconnected mazes. Houses have no centre.

Questions: why not build a circular home with a central communal area and a network of surrounding rooms? Or better than circular - hexagonal.
May 2017 · 754
Dyad - 35 -
Paul Jones May 2017
These halfway feelings...      hang in the balance -
sad to have left you,      happy to have met.
20:25 - 18/05/17
State of mind: sadness; complex.

Thoughts: from memories - the sadness in leaving somewhere or someone you love but also feeling good about those times.

Questions: none.
May 2017 · 654
Dyad - 34 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Because what you meant     was weighted with truth,
you have made a mark     I cannot erase.
14:10 - 18/05/17
State of mind: energetic; lively.

Thoughts: from conversations - based on something that was said in conversation. The intention has a greater impact if it means a lot. To build something up and maintain a direction intensifies the impact.

Questions: none
May 2017 · 441
Dyad - 33 -
Paul Jones May 2017
The glue that holds us      together loosens,
like a violin      drowning in water.
13:20 - 18/05/17
State of mind: joy; energetic;

Thoughts: from thinking - about how it only takes a single mistake to destroy something that took a great deal of effort to craft.

Questions: Is it not a good idea to make all the mistakes? Then we may learn not only what is best, but why it is so.

Notes: violins are held together by hide glue, which is soluble in water.
May 2017 · 353
Dyad - 32 -
Paul Jones May 2017
As my calm begins     to be swept away,
I'm grounded by the     hold you have on me.
11:50 - 18/05/17
State of mind: excited; energetic.

Thoughts: from feeling - the polarity of being with someone who complements you with opposing behaviours.
Growth comes from being amongst what is unknown.

Questions: None.
May 2017 · 463
Dyad - 31 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Everything I hear     flickers in the mind;
the picture draws a     line chasing itself.
23:30 - 16/05/17
State of mind: curious, reflective.

Thoughts: from thinking - about how my mind works.

Question: None.
May 2017 · 665
Dyad - 30 -
Paul Jones May 2017
It is uncanny     how you felt so real
in the after-wake     of a vivid dream.
21:30 - 16/05/17
State of mind: rested; pensive; reflective.

Thoughts: from dreams - I sometimes have strange dreams that involve someone who I seem to identify with but can never see their face. I just feel their presence, which is supportive and reassuring, in essence.

Questions: how can we recognise that abstract thought - such as dreaming - is just as important and affecting as the tangible world around us? Why do we lose grip on dream states more easily than regular thoughts?

Notes: I could have written 'after waking up' but I wasn't fully awake or waking up. It was 4:00am, there was no chance of that happening.
May 2017 · 1.7k
Dyad - 29 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Our eyes met, hearts knew.      Signals flashed like code
bound with beautiful,      arresting silence.
15:30 - 13/05/17
State of mind: thoughtful; calm.

Thoughts: from thinking - about how important silence is and the intervals between on/off signals found in communication systems - code. Silence has meaning. Also, Wittgenstein's quote - ' What we cannot speak about we must pass over in silence'.

Questions: How can we use silence as an expression? Silence is usually reactive - how can it be active?
May 2017 · 563
Dyad - 28 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Wanting to wander,     discover afar,
affirms home is in     needing you near me.
12:30 - 13/05/17
State of mind: thoughtful; readiness; anticipation.

Thoughts: from thinking - about how we travel far and wide so we can find a place where we belong.

Question: if we are denied our freedom, how can we know who we are?
May 2017 · 609
Dyad - 27 -
Paul Jones May 2017
You are my other,     alike but unlike.
As our axis turns,     we are each at ends.
10:30 - 13/05/17
State of mind: thoughtful; relaxed.

Thoughts: from thinking - about how opposites attract. I have likened it to the polarity of planets.

Questions: are the rotations of love spherical and oscillating?

Notes: expand idea into a sonnet.
May 2017 · 1.8k
Dyad - 26 -
Paul Jones May 2017
In the emptiness      of a deprived soul,
there is an ocean     without its water.
00:15 - 11/05/17
State of mind: sorrow, tiredness.
Thoughts: from memories...
Question: none
May 2017 · 483
Dyad - 25 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Pages of our days     flicker on the thumb;
when you are open,      I might see within.
22:10 - 10/05/17
State of mind: contentment, happiness, comfort.

Thoughts: from observation - Looking at my notebook combined with a memory of flip-books.

Question: when I am open, what do I reveal?
May 2017 · 729
Dyad - 24 -
Paul Jones May 2017
The wet, basalt sands      sing songs with the light,
mirrors the spirit      of a starry night.
21:15 - 10/05/17
State of mind: joy, comfort.

Thoughts: from memories - walking along black sands combined with Blake's line's 'to see a world in a grain of sand...'.

Question: Light and sound are both waves. We talk about composing music with sound. How can we make music with light?
May 2017 · 1.5k
Dyad - 23 -
Paul Jones May 2017
I have a feeling     and it carries me,
through the veins, to the     heart of the matter.
18:30 - 09/05/17
State of mind: anxious, troubled.

Thoughts: from thinking - originally about how my thoughts are like a lightning storm... and then this.

Question: Is emotion to the mind what oxygen is to the body?
May 2017 · 575
Dyad - 22 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Moments, like the words     we string together,
gathered so we have     somewhen we belong.
23:00 - 07/05/17
State of mind: confused, tired, tired.

Thoughts: from reading - Carl Sagan. Somewhere he said 'somewhen', although I can't remember where, or when.

Questions: None.
May 2017 · 579
Dyad - 21 -
Paul Jones May 2017
They're now as faint as     the edge of memory -
the words you spoke, the     seed of what was said.
22:00 - 07/05/17
State of mind: reminiscence, certainty, gladness.

Thoughts: from conversations - an idea about how impacting a few strong word can be, perhaps even shaping the person you become.

Question: For every person we meet, what can be said to have the greatest meaning, to have the deepest impact?
May 2017 · 465
Dyad - 20 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Strange comfort: you see     into everywhere
and, though you're fragile,     I trust what you feel.
19:00 - 07/05/17
State of mind: pensive, content, hopeful.

Thoughts: from conversations - an idea about perception - the sensation of complex spatial awareness.

Questions: None. Just a good feeling.
May 2017 · 476
Dyad - 19 -
Paul Jones May 2017
There are so many     things within this world
that are here without     me knowing they're here.
18:00 - 07/05/17
State of mind: pensive; melancholic; longing.

Thoughts: from conversations - what Piotr said about time and the ideas about omnipresence.

Questions: Is it possible that all information that appears to be lost to the past can somehow still be accessed?
May 2017 · 941
Dyad - 18 -
Paul Jones May 2017
Still with stoic calm,       you keep the balance,
as moods move through you     like waves through water.
10:30 - 05/05/17
State of mind: quizzical, nostalgia, calm

Thoughts: from thinking - about what I've read from Epicurus combined with ideas of a wave passing through something which temporarily alters or moves it, returning to its original state once the wave has passed.

Questions: Does not life behave like a wave, in this sense?
May 2017 · 550
Dyad - 17 -
Paul Jones May 2017
We moved to and fro,     felt the pulse of life,
free with the rhythm     and commune of dance.
21:00 - 04/05/17
(May the forth be with you).
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