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Merinda Oct 2019
Starting a day with a cup of coffe
Drinking poison to catch the energy
Sinking deeper through emotions 'till I can't breathe
Holding on to traumatic things that stay in me
Pouring it into rhymes and beautiful poetry
Merinda Apr 2019
Hey you, my expectation!
Please become reality to redeem my addiction
Cause i'm so tired being stuck with my own imagination
Merinda Jul 2019
One light has gone
Beautiful soul has drown
Tried to reach out but extremely ignored
Goodbye letter for once and more
No awarness 'till he was really done
Dedicated for my biggest inspiration 'Chester Bennington'
Merinda Jun 2019
I'm just a loner
A loner without loneliness
Merinda Jan 2019
Spent the night
Tasted starlight
Found satelite
But i didn't know what i got
Everything's not going like what it's like
Unsure that i'm not given up
Being the one that always forgot
Just like an astronaut
Crawling the night to find a new start

Saying "Hello" to the new gravity
Trying to solve a mistery
That maybe causing tragedy
No one gonna say sorry
Even you're rising fury

Hey, you there!
Yeah you, Mr. Hate
I was born from the way i've been treated
Snapped my finger and 'boom' i was fade
I thought i need some little escape
I try to find the final gate
And get out of this outerspace
Merinda Feb 2019
Hey, beautiful boy!
A little you seem like a roy
You play those beats like a toy
Running over my head to find a joy
Thinking of you just rising a coy
Real world come over me just make me feel annoy
It force me to quit, so mine ain't mill like a soy
Merinda Jan 2020
I face my reality in a blue way
And then the sky turns to grey
Merinda Oct 2019
I did everything for you
But you left me with someone new
It broke me not just in two
Merinda Feb 2019
High hopes when building the bridge
No one cares about sound of ditch
One year, two years, no matter about rich
'The running of time' make a deal with leech
Change everything and turn to perfect pitch
See this body 'frozen' in the hottest fridge
So, what's the deal for marriage?
Merinda Sep 2019
Shining light was burning in burst
Shattered into dark colors
Made those stars such a liar
Shooting light through the darkness
Looking for forgiveness
Too reaching fantasy in fearless
It gave me nerves
To think about someone that never loves
Merinda Oct 2019
Hope and dreams are burning in the sun
After tragedy that truly killing my mind
****** eyes in my wasting time
Broken soul's trying to run
Beautiful scar, it won't be fine
Merinda Sep 2019
A candle is nothing without fire
Angel never exist if the world has no devil
Merinda Nov 2019
I saw those eyes were catching me in the ball
No words fall out just watch me through it all
Perfect suit like a Ken doll
In the whisper I heard him call
He said to me "Meet me in the nightfall"
Merinda Feb 2019
Standing there a classy guy
Wearing perfect suit with cutie tie
Staring at beautiful sky
Running away from meeting eye
Flying with birds and butterfly
Trying to hide a little lie
Being okay to say another goodbye
Merinda Oct 2019
Just waiting for the perfect time
To make it all mine
Stay away from demons that trying to make us blind
Singing me a lullaby and whispering the "can't"
To find another top to climb
Merinda Mar 2019
Just coldly soul
Walking down the street on the nightfall
Merinda Feb 2019
Crawling through the darkness of the night
No safe place for me to hide
Get ready for a fight
Even i know i have no guide
It's hard to turning black to white
I have nothing but dream inside
That drives me to see the light
Merinda Jan 2020
A dead sun is going to blind
or heading another climb
Merinda Oct 9
My longing for you flew away in the storm
Ran after the flood
Drowned in an earthquake breaking fate
Landed on the deadly sun
Burst into raindrops
Touched my cheeks and putting a smile
I miss u
Merinda Mar 2019
Disappointed
A feeling that no one want to granted
Merinda Feb 2019
Welcome to the dreamland
Beautiful world with rainbow sand
Create dreams with peterpan
Fly away the universe with snowman
Counting the stars from one 'till ten
Close your eyes and just take my hand
Dream what you wanna dream and believe if you can
Don't give up 'till the end
Merinda Mar 2019
Falling in fantasy
Empty in reality
Merinda Nov 2019
You put smile on my face every morning
I can still taste your breath in last evening
Your kisses touch my skin
Amazing night like a movie scene

Those flowers on your finger are hiding that diamond ring
To surprising me and asking me to be your queen

Perfect moment that creating by imagine
It was just Fata Morgana in the morning
My alarm force me to wake up from this dream
Merinda Feb 2019
Being trapped in the castle
Since i was little
Never finish the riddle
Drives me to the trouble
Fell in love with devil
All of me is going evil
Someone please rescue me from this battle
Merinda Dec 2019
Look at the guy who's wearing Fila
Laughing with his fella
Put his eyes on me, **** I think I need ya
But the truth would say, nah...
Merinda Jan 2020
Bathed in flashing light
In the darkness of night
Emotion was crawling inside
Reaching something right
Merinda Jul 2020
Everything just happened for once

Enjoy the moment
Cause everything happens for a reason
Just something on my mind
Merinda Nov 2019
What's the worst part about friends?
It's ignore by them
Merinda Sep 2019
You treat me like a ghost
I swear, it hurts me the most
Merinda Oct 4
There should be nothing as sweet as your smile
**** it, it's literally poisoning my mind
I can't even think clearly without you right now

But you're nothing more than ghost
Your reality is something that i can't touch
Your breath goes by just like smoke
Your voice is just something i can't hold
I can't even reach you so
I guess this chapter must be close

Goodbye, Letter O.
I never be someone crossing your mine so i guess this time for me to say goodbye
Merinda Feb 2019
It's sunny day but rainy in the eye
Rising smile even it's hard to try
Walking around this town and meet a big guy
He suggest me to tell a little lie
A tear doesn't mean you cry
But one thing can't deny
There's no good in goodbye
That's why i'm too afraid to say hi
Merinda Aug 2019
They know you as a good girl
Innocent face with high talent
Watching the world through your glasses
Keeping quiet to keep your secret

Point of view is how you treat the world
Black and white is your religion
Underestimating for admiring another
Merinda Feb 2019
You're so gorgeous
Make this mind very curious
Your eyes are deeply serious
Blink of an eye seems like dangerous

How can you look like marvelous
This is ridiculous
Just looking at you, no need breakfast
Makes every girl like me feeling heartless

Can't stop running this circles
Bring me some furious
Sweet flowers become insidious
Beautiful face that's so obvious
Please, stop being gorgeous
Merinda Feb 2019
Green eyes stare at me
Through the hedge stop gravity
Deeply eye sting like a bee
Rising smile sweeter than honey
Every glance just drives me crazy
Coloring my world that won't stop going empty
Little me drowning in over sea
Just watching you here with a cup of tea
Cause i know everything i do, we'll never be we
Merinda Dec 2019
They wake up earlier
Just to see nothing's better
All words are going to disappear
You got it, sir?
Merinda Nov 2019
Hey problem!
Sit down here, and let's talk about 'em
Merinda Feb 2019
Surfing in a sweet dream
Stop and sipping on winter wind
Watching the wind cut through this chin
Broken hearts are waiting to pin
Fix them to beautiful scene
Glad to know you're in my team
You're my choco ice cream
Merinda Jan 2019
Is it bad?
If i'm getting mad
To myself
That always full of regret
And never doing something correct
For everything that i ever take

Every chances that i left
Sometimes i just want to forget
Cover up this face with smile even that is fake
All i need is just take a rest
Rebuild the dream and never look back
Merinda Oct 2019
It's okay not to be okay
But i'm not really okay to make it okay
Even it has to be okay in every way
Merinda Dec 2019
I wanna do
Something to do
But i don't know what to do
Even how do i do
Do do do...
Merinda Mar 2019
Happy man said
Don't be scared to dreaming
Wise man said
The falling is raising pain
The world said
Maybe they can be friends
And creating beauty from pain
Merinda Dec 2019
The fate...
It wasn't great
Merinda Aug 2021
Lost in a low-level latte
The art of pain got me feeling to stay
Scars knocked my bones in every way
Like I have no reason to choking my lungs with air this day
But time-boom still a game that I have to play
Merinda Mar 2019
Laugh in cry
Battle emotions that hiding in a deep eye
Keep holding on 'till the day i die
Building a castle made of by perfect lie
Smiling our way in the beautiful sky
Merinda Dec 2019
Let the light come
To the darkness of mine
Merinda Jan 2019
Seberkas cahaya di bawah lambaian sinar mentari
Bermodal keberanian menembus sunyi
Redupmu sungguh berarti
Tergores pada catatan takdir yg terpatri
Engkau lilin kecil sang penerang hati
Merinda Mar 2019
A little dust
Friend of ash
Wish shining like a diamond in the rush
Falling in love with blue pearl that crawling in brush
Dreaming that's gonna be her last
But the wind trying to remind her that's just a crush
She had nothing but only trust
Merinda Mar 2019
Hanging off my little necklace
Come back to ashes
Cause i'm so sick of this place
Troubles get ready to chase
But i'm not pretty sure to face
Merinda Mar 2019
Find a piece in the wood
Cause i'm tired of the world that become so rude
The darkness get ready to put
Standing there Mr. Bunny wearing perfect suit
Offering me to **** the mood
Merinda Mar 2019
Drowning in a glass of juice
The madness in me is ready to push
Insanity stay in focus
Burning up inside and holding on to something to lose
Drinking emotions i'll never choose
Swiping up the ocean of lotus
Looking for a smile to boost
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