Never leave her waiting,
Just because you know she will.

Princess not soldier.

A plain woman talks about love
Tells everything like no one above
Looks at you as she said you to move
Talking gets higher like no one gets greater.

Loving out of nowhere as she's a fighter
She's in war for you with no doubt; no fear
As she knows you're always here
She's strong so they won't walk you near.

A kind must be cruel for man she fights for
A girl gets even braver than before
But a boy gets even more weaker ever before
He walks away but she keeps fighting for.

Not knowing she's the only one who's fighting
Her love feels last but now she's along way tiring
Realizing the girl shouldn't be a fighter
As She is a princess not a soldier.

My problem is our problem.
Your problem is me.
I did fight for us.
You did fight against me.

Next present love is just a remedy for first love.

I tried to be
I tried to be my self
I tried to fit in
I tried to make,
you satisfied
with my words
Just to express
how you feel
A feeling you could never show
Only through me
I tried to be
The last thing you could use against her
And now I am lost
Lost beyond anyone.
Why can't I make you all happy.



Said: The poetry

She broke me.
But,
Why is that
She couldn't fix me.

I can't picture my self
Telling you "I love you".
Maybe needing some help,
Showing you what I say is true.

But you know, I can't.
I don't know how.
You're everything that I want.
I hope you see it, somehow.

I just don't understand,
This hid feelings are in my hands.
It's hard to comprehend, that I can't say it.
It's so hard to pretend, that I can never let you know.

I hope you feel the same pray.
I hope I am mean this way.

I am lying next to you,
awake now while you sleep.
For death has just released me,
yet in your dream you weep.
If only you could see me,
so peaceful and serene,
But you must live a little more and carry on the dream,
A dream from which one day you'll wake and see me by your side, And know for sure that I'm still here and that I never "died."
So now go on, be strong and look for me in wondrous things,
In the quietness of starlight and the warmth that sunshine brings,
And hear my voice to calm you, to say that it's all right,
For I'm only here beside you, whispering in the night.
Of course you'll cry, you'll miss me, your very soul will ache,
But I am here, a breath away, waiting for you to wake,
So know that life is just a dream of love and fleeting pain,
And know I'm waiting by your side to love you once again.

There is no sudden state of reality
It's no perfect with uncertainty
When the stars collide as we
Built a new world in a void of destiny.

See the grasp of gravity
Pulling us down
As we go up in a way called milky
Everything we have is long gone.

Yes, I like stars.
But the only star
I love
is the one
I am
wishing for...
No other,
only YOU.
Still,
I am not granted yet.

Here i am, alone
waiting in a river till break dawn.
sitting beside this shore of wonder,
throwing some stones of perfection.

The more i wait here,
the more i feel dark inside.
nothing comes each day
hurts my emotion.
a bottle of wine, my letter collide
trowed on a river
to the ocean by flowing water

Like a kid, believing,
on a abage that has no point of meaning.
I hope someday she could see
my letter in a bottle over that sea.
I am waiting, Im waiting, lonely longing.

I see that lovely girl, I just stop & stare.

Words of my heart were left unspoken
Fears abide collision of what and why's
Though I had much pain still unforgiven
Keeping my cosmos fight to your abyss

Life is rather an illusion of war
An persisting pain of cut-******* scar
Blandishing words loose were not enough to hear
As how life after love left with fear

Agony of reminiscing past times
Such no remedy
Even a poets structure of rhymes
Not all likely


I'm just stuck in reverse.

Do you know why suicide is feeding death?

When there's nobody to listen to.
When there's no one who listen too.
When there is the one who shuts you up.
When there is the one you expect won't give up.
When there is nobody to talk.
When there are no place to walk.

When all your strength lost.
You come up thinking death is the right cost.
You thought you have debts to pay.
When you feel that with you, nobody wants to stay.
It is when your soul has eaten away.
By someone you love and someone you pray.

Suicide feeds death, because of unbearable silence.

I made her feel wanted
when SHE was in need.

What is the sound,
Of your heart when I sing
What is that sound,
To your soul that it bring.

Tell me, tell me.

"Can a heart still break once it stopped beating?"

Can a heart still break?
If it chooses to let go
rather than
get hurt?
Can a heart still break?
If it is half emptied of soul
and
half full of spirit?
Can a heart still break?
If it doesn't understand anything again?
Can a heart still break?
If it is not you then.

Tell me my dear,
Can a heart still break, when it's beat left the music within?

-----

What does the heart
Do to me, to you
Why does it hurt
If I lost you
When will it start
Thinking things we want to
Where's the place apart
This spaces between our hearts
Who can tell me
Who can tell you.

The Angel said.

Where the grass is green and the sky is seen
The wind blows free and you go with me
We will walk the day to reach the night
As we pass through flowers that is blooming blight.
if anyone misses you, you'll be thrown back
From where those people stay and where you must act
Look closely to the point of reaching
This calling is an example of living
If they care, or they just care when you lose.
The sun is down and your clock is ticking
Don't be bothered wondering
If to you this means nothing.
I was ordered.



Tell them to forget you before Saturday.

One day we met,
on this internet.
Our keyboards we typed away,
the things we had to say.
We chatted about our lives,
our triumphs and strides.
Little did we know,
we would let our feeling show.
In each other we have grown to care,
to each other, we are always there.
I am so glad that we met,
on the internet.
We have friendship that is true,
I am thankful that I met you.

He loves death.
She loves life.
He lives for her.
She dies for him.
He wants eternity.
She wants infinity.
He cares good of their bond.
She promise him more of beyond.

I'm jealous of the moon that shines
above.
Cause it smiles so bright to the woman
I love.

I want to show you
The other language of my love
Feel your touch upon my flesh
Hear the rhythm of your breaths
Plant love marks on your neck
Sway with you in the music of our cries
Engulf the heat as you enter my cave
Oh babe, look deeply into my eyes
When wind and thunders take charge
And your fullness just sets everything right
Move with you in sync
Like the raging seas leave and kiss the shore

Some people feel the rain.
Others,
they just get wet.

Cause I am your Sun
And you are my *Moon

"I love you"

If it hasn't ripped apart your soul
you haven't experienced it.

Wind with cold breeze
Sky's full of stars with memories

She's terrified with the thought of suffering
*torment of regret

Slowly


Slowly

I am drowning,
You are heating me up
Like I am singing
My self to get chopped...

Slowly.

The things I wanted the most
was never beyond fear.

Sadly, I don't mind.

One
We began
Two
I miss you
Three
I almost see
Four
It's you I adore
Five
I'm half alive
Six
We begin to fix
Seven
We break-even
Eighth
You said it's never too late
Nine
You said you are mine
Ten
There we are again
Back at one.

As the sun never forgets to shine,
so as you, never forget,
never fail to make me smile.
Making me the center of your Universe.
Sharing light amidst darkness.
Sharing warmth amidst distance.
Giving care amidst doubts.
My Moon, don't get tired of chasing your Sun.
Though there are other brighter stars around.
Wait until an eclipse bridge this distance and align our hearts.
And she can promise to shine only for you.

We broke up.
My whole identity shattered.
It's like death.

I cried on my pillow last night
Can't bear pain of my broken heart
I will always think how we might
And always remember of how we start

I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep
Reminiscing the moments, pleaded and weep
Our laughter is now pain
Love is now in vain

The shards of my broken heart's
Pierce through over my body parts
I Don't know what to do now
Just want me back to you somehow

Before I do believe love is magic
But now regret, it was all tragic
Throat cutting pain never let me eat
Forgetting "I'm Important" wanna end my heartbeat.

If you only you knew,
how much I missed you.
If only you knew,
That I dreamed of you.
If these words in my heart,
Only, can let you know
If these people, with me and apart,
Can only tell you how....

My words are lost,
They doesn't seem good anymore,
I know I am not at most,
To be with you is my endeavor.


Let this words touch you.
Let my words conceal you.
They may let you hate me (in any case I couldn't tell.)
They may let you realize (how I feel.)


Loving can hurt, and this is how I feel.
To try to speak and wanting to be real,
I could never do.
but I do,
I do.
I love you.

To tell you I'm sorry.



I am sorry


                                              *I'm sorry

I'm scared to get close.
I used to think that the worst thing in life
was to end up alone.
It's not.
The worst thing in life
is to end up with
the person
who makes you feel alone.
and
I hate being alone.
I long to that feeling,
to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower I'll sink.

I ******* drown my demons,
they know how to swim.

People say,

"Nothing is impossible"

I do nothing everyday.

I'm not the answer.
I can't even help myself

Get so much hurt
by master of flirt.

He live his life of having fun
make fun of lying, cheating any woman.
He's here, he's there, he is everywhere.
At cheating, nor lying, he is master.

He sleeps with you, he sleeps with her,
Poor you believes, all his lies you recieved
With his word said "forever" you're decieved.
Of his Devilish words, silently, you suffer.

If I were you, I'll "leave him sooner,"
hurt only you'll get, if you "stay together"
A liar lying
A cheater decieving

You're all an option,
taken by emotion.
Tempted by seduction
Pleasure be his reason.

Get so much hurt
by master of flirt.

Yes,
I am
One of them
I have
A beautiful heart
And
A soul
Been devoured
By a daemon
Who
At least told me
These three words



**I Love You

Here I am alone
travelling in the darkness
you left and gone
this hurt totally sadness

Here I am wet in the rain
no shelter nowhere to go,
such pain.
I hope this tears would never go low
I want it shed to reduce my sorrow

I'm stuck with writing poems just to forget what we really were about
Words are bringing me so deeply insane
And I don't think I could look myself again.

So I write this poem to you for the last time
I don't think any words to rhyme
Cause my heart sinks into
Thinking the day spend without you.

My very most honest mistake

Is that

    **I loved you

You treat her like the rest
still you want her to estimate you like the best..
'I Love You' is what you say
but 'I Hate You' is what you show..
Is this your love?
Is this the way you care?
well, it may not seem fair but i don't think the reason is one of the above..
Face the truth..
You are afraid to love..
or
You're a unique specimen who has come from Jupiter and who knows nothing about love.