I am terrified of what my age has become Calling the weridos Gay because they don't fit in Calling their friends whes and Fkboys because of their genders they say everything is Stigma free but look around It sure isn't I am terrified my Anxiety might show and I'll have to just brush it off as those who look at me weird because of this illness My Grade doesn't understand that words can hurt They say oh words don't hurt the tone does But A man can scream at a woman" You're a S**T!" or can say it Monotoned Both sentences will hurt that woman the same Those kids laughed when 13 reasons why came out Not grasping that the show was specifically for them That people feel this way and that it isn't some comedy act
They don't understand why my voice stutters whenever I speak Or that my hand writing is bad because of my weak hands To them all I am is a weird girl who cried during a project because of something I lived through
I am terrified of what my grade has become That they have lost all common sense They say no one is born equal but they won't even try to help They just laugh at those who seem different And it is stupid
They make fun and harass those who aren't like them and the Administration turns a blind eye Saying Oh boys will be boys or that they were only just having fun Well you know what you can have fun and not make someone cry for your own pleasure
I'm terrified of what my Grade has become because soon they won't realize what they are doing is wrong I stress that I won't ***** up that my grades are good that I make a good impression My Grade says they have stress But They don't know what real stress is until you are sick from the stress you have They don't know what real stress is until you can't think back to a time that you ever relaxed They don't know what real stress is until you have realized you haven't eaten all day because you were too busy worrying about that grade you got on the insignificant quiz
I am Terrified about my grade because soon we will be adults and they will not be able to know right from wrong
Its scary As time passes I wonder Am I wasting my time? Am I wasting my life? It terrifies me that I might never be able to do those things That maybe in the future I wont be bringing justice to the world Even if not those, what if I end up doing nothing What if I end up becoming nothing?