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Nirvana Jan 2016
All I wanted was a
       little more appreciation
             and all I got is
           much more pain

             All I wanted is
           to be your friend
             and all I got is
                ignorance

            All I wanted is
        to embrace you in pain
             and all I got is
             cry and strain

           All I wanted was
       a glimpse of your sight
            and all I got is
             lonely night

          All I wanted is
      a few words to share
         and all I got is
     you don't even care

         All I wanted is
       to cry at my top
        and all I got is
           silent sob.
Nirvana Jul 2015
passing a tiresome day just to pass again a sleepless filthy night

with million questions rushing through my mind

you're the only answer to those million questions

but the answer is not accessible to me!!! :(
Nirvana Dec 2015
Hope my life get reverse
our relation I could preserve
the friendship that end
may be I could mend

we are now known strangers
I wanna be your ranger
but it is not possible
to be blocked and make it feasible

let's get back to rigorous fight
and you don't listen to any of my plight
suffocate all my dreams that are sacred
and drench me with all your hatred

and we'll go back in silence
after passing through all this violence
and you don't wanna talk to me
neither you want me to see

and then we'll start our normal chat
with million thoughts and million fact
slow and steady our friendship will grow
thick dark and beautiful though slow

later I'll send you the friend request
to which happily you'll accept
and we will become friends again
this time I promise will never give you pain

Extended verses -

since the time moves on
our story will change hereupon
from friend to stranger again we became
but this time with no sorrow or any pain

the strangers with no guilt or pain
and no more expectations remain
coz now, no more we know each other
and our actions we don't bother

How happy our life will be
if forgetting someone was this easy
with moving back in time- reverse
at least our heart we could preserve!!
"We move back till we become friends;
or we move back until we become strangers again!"

P.S.- The story goes backwards, just like time travelling.

##MOVING BACK TO THE PAST
Nirvana Dec 2015
lighting up a cigarette    
feels really great
taking its small puff
is living happily, enough?

the ash is falling
and so do we
the smoke is rising
and that's what we aim to be

the cigarette burns it deep
and so we've to perceive
to have a successful reap
for smoky appreciation we'll receive

the first puff could be choking
but do we quit smoking?
alike failures are the stepping stone
arise, no one will pamper you're all alone

burn out like a cigarette
to achieve something great
fall like ash, rise like smoke
learn it from cigarette dear folk

don't panic if something goes wrong
have patience and stay strong
after all a cigarette is finally thrown
as we die our body/story is sown...
A smoker can relate to
And a person can relate too
but a poet/writer can relate the two!
Nirvana Nov 2015
About me, nothing worse
They will tell you, my love,
Than what I told you.
                       -Peblo Neruda      

-Just an excerpt from one of his poems
Nirvana Nov 2015
Your harsh words may hurt but it won't hurt me as much as your silence!!!
Nirvana Jan 2016
How funny it is I really wanted to stop myself from writing poetries but I forgot that 'MUSIC' and 'POETRY' plays an important role at least in my life:

"Music serves me as a roadway to the deepest secret of my life;
While Poetry serves me as a way back from the darkest corner of my heart."
Nirvana Jul 2015
Sleeping in open
Looking at stars
Everything is fine
But can't hide my scars

Neither I feel the breeze
Nor the mosquitoes bite
The only feeling is i feel so dead
And so without you is this site

The silence prevails
And the darkness rule
The poison spreads
And my breath gets cool

Don't know what it is
Whether the night is passing by
Or a worthless guy
Is about to die

The eeyelids getting heavy
And so are my breath
Mind is flooding with your memories
And I'm choking to death

Even death seems disappointing
Because it is confusing
Whether to see me dead
You'll be coming!!!
Nirvana Jul 2015
Every night I go to bed
full of grief; I feel so dead
the battle starts
within my heart

On the bed here I lie
with every beat I nearly die
my heart set up a race
& my mind to you, it chase

With the darkness getting dark
my heart is set at a fiercy spark
with lame mind and watery(crying) eye
every night I nearly die

I can feel every drop of my blood
with your thought my imaginations flood
our talks and our encounters
brings me a great disaster

I want you to hug me tight
& bring me back from this fight
the battle in which I'm already defeat
with my armours down I'm at your feet!!!

on the bed here I lie
and that's how everyday I die¡¡¡
Nirvana Mar 2016
Ever wonder if-
          Seeking in someone's life  
          was possible & ain't a crime
          whose life would you chose?
          for sure, I'll opt for yours!

Ever wonder if-
          given a chance
          to get someone's glance
          whose face would you opt?
          for sure, you're the one I got!

Ever wonder if-
          we could give away our smile
          & make others happy for a while
          whom would you give your smile to?
          for sure, every time I'll give it to you!

Ever wonder if-
          were allowed to die with peace;
          in someone's lap, who put you at ease
          whose lap would you opt for?
          for sure, I'll need yours!

Ever wonder if-
          sacrificing our life
          was possible to let others survivor
          for whom you'll sacrifice your life                                   for?
          am **** sure, I'll do it for yours!
EVER WONDER IF...
Nirvana Feb 2016
I've started feeling despair
for the love that we share
oh! sorry I do forgot
the love, its all I've got

you never care to
find my love for you
you were busy in your own
you left me to cry and frown

you talked to me once or twice
you tried your best to act nice
all you said was not to call again
is it enough to heal my pain

you may put up a fight
but don't disappear from my sight
Instead slit my heart
and tear it apart

My feelings have rotten
but you're not forgotten
I still feel the pain
but the conditions have change(d)
      
to be continued... ... ...
#endless_pain
Nirvana Nov 2015
REJECTION is nothing, if we take IGNORANCE into consideration...
Nirvana Jun 2015
Reciting your enchanting beauty
My life swifts from river mode to sea
Where it is deeper and yet empty
Which drift/drives my life to agony

The wind of obsessity carries me
To a place I always dreamt to be
Placing my head in your lap I see;
A future where we could be happy

But gradually the dream gets over
As the obsessity wind gets slower
Revisiting the reality again
Introduces me to a familiar pain

The pain is not of losing you
You were not a reward to be won
But since now you're gone
I feel a friend is departing too


With shallow breath and watery eye
Trembling limps and left with a sigh
The heart beneath nearly die
The moment you said, goodbye...

I don't need drugs
To ruin my life
With an emotional outburst
Its hard to survive
Nirvana Jun 2015
With shallow breath and watery eye
Trembling limps and left with a sigh
The heart beneath nearly die
The moment you said, goodbye...

I don't need drugs
To ruin my life
With an emotional outburst
Its hard to survive
Just an excerpt from Goodbyes... are never good!!!
Nirvana Apr 2016
I wake up every morning
with a heart that's mourning
it only desires to meet you
& throughout the day this feeling continue

I pray to the GOD above
to spare me of this love
coz every day it kills me
but will never set me free

the pain is getting unbearable
your thoughts are irreplaceable
my heart races and not just beat
with your every thought my life is at defeat

I wish my mind get numb
I can no longer act like a dumb
with your innocence in my heart
I walk through the life's desert

I wish I could die
but to rational reasons I can't deny
the reasons my brain put forth
that my fight to get you is worth!

HEARTACHE???
its something which I know
but no more my heart break
it has left me long ago!
P.S.-

DEATH is not something I'm afraid of;
but to live with deprived of love,
its something unacceptable
life and death are not negotiable!!
Nirvana Dec 2015
You are there in all my mails
Though in attaining you I fail
You're there in all my accounts
Coz to your memories I'm eternally bound

Your name is my password
The date we met is the security check
Your messages now are mere words
To find the fault I'm reading it (messages) all back

With your thought I slept
Your portrait is on the rack
To which I stare all night through my shroud
With million thoughts and million doubts

The portrait still hangs at its place
But you are not here to solace
The insane heart still stares all the night long
But to you probably i'm a forgotten/old song
    
I'll delete it (mails and accounts) all
like one delete account's history
I may move on and stand tall
but you'll be an unsolved mystery¡¡¡
Nirvana Dec 2015
crying in silence
never allowed my tears
show their presence
I love you I swear

it hurts
your absence
I wanna put cuts
all over deep and dense

listening music
and remembering you
I feel so sick
and I'm so *****(ed)

death may embrace me
and put me at ease
I'm fed up of this monotonicity
I beg you Lord please!!!
#Missing you...
IDK
Nirvana Dec 2015
IDK
I don't know what hurts the most
the person
or their memories
their love
or their absence
their care
or the fact that no more they care!
Clueless and confused
But all I know is YOU!
Nirvana Dec 2015
if love can make us blind
and if it can really so
please make me of a kind
so your betrayal I may never saw

if heart can sing
please play on my thought
give my desire a new wing
and end your 'Presence's drought'

if mind can play the game
and make me feel alright
I wish it to make me lame
that's my sincere plight

if history could be change
and past could be live again
our encounter and talks I'll rearrange
coz without you I can't stand this pain

if love is easy
then what hatred is;
away from you I'll be in misery
to see you at peace!!!
Nirvana Mar 2016
On every drop of ocean
I'll write your name
To every passing breeze
I'll say the same
    
To every leaf of forest
I'll say how I feel
To every rays of sun
my heart I'll reveal

To ever drop of rain
I'll whisper our tale
To every thunderbolts
our story I'll unveil

To every feeding ant
I'll tell your name
To every soil on earth
I'll say the same!!

Till the breathe of my life
I'll patiently wait
for you to come to me
so my love (to you) I'll narrate
Nirvana Feb 2016
You don't have to carry your heart
I'll make sure I carry yours
Let it be with me
I'll take good care of it, you'll see

Though you didn't permit my heart
to enter your beautiful cart
but I'll make sure your heart is safe
and lives happily at my place

Though my heart is not your guest
buy my feelings you respect
your respect sometimes seems to be a pity
and your replies are quite a time witty

A small talk
and then a long pause
yeah it hurts my heart
but my heart will never give up

call me shameless
or say I'm desperate
I don't give a ****
I'll do whatever I can!
Nirvana Dec 2015
I miss her here
I miss her there
I miss her every now and then

I miss her smile
I miss her style
I miss every word she said

I miss those nights
I miss those days
I miss her in every way

I miss those chats
I miss those fights
I miss it all every time I cry
# Holding Back the Tears
Nirvana Jun 2015
I wish u were always there with me
In my present and history
But u only dwell in my thoughts and memory
As if u were an unsolved mystery.

The mystery which I've to solve
For I need to get involve
With my mind heart and soul
Before it defeats me at all.

I wish u were always there with me
And all my faces u could see
Shower upon me your mercy
And from this delima set me free.

Dilemma to hold on u or let u go
Vipe your thoughts at a single blow
Its not difficult for me to do so
But the rebellious heart in me says no.

I wish u were always there with me
For the sake of my heart only/heart's glee
Oh please listen to my plea
And give me the reson to be happieee.
              -NIRVANA
Nirvana Jun 2015
I wonder why i live
and add to my grieve
I wonder why i think of you
it always hurts & that i knew

I wonder if you remember me
as i remember about thee
I wonder if she ever notice me
here I'm dying can't you see

I wonder if she ever look for me
as i keep looking for thee
I wonder if for her i ever exist
yet she's the one for i persist

I wonder if the smile on her face
is only for me or it has got a constant pace
I wonder if she loves talking to me
here my cheek are aching when I talk to thee

I wonder if you will ever love me
but  i'll never forget thee
I wonder if she's happy with me nearby
or should i let her go for (a happy) life of thy

I wonder why i prove myself
I wonder why i hate myself
I wonder do i even respect myself
I feel I've lose myself
for someone who could never be mine…
I WONDER!!! That's simply me....
Nirvana Apr 2016
just one sorry is ain't enough
for whatever I've done
those times were really tough
I could never be forgiven

I did broke your heart
I might have hurt you a lot
but believe me I didn't mean it at all
believe the one who made you fall!

I'll surely pick up all your piece(s)
I'll surely make you happy to live
I'm sorry for all that you receive
from all your pain, to you, I'll release

even though I'll do it all
I can't save myself from the fall
coz my heart still feels the pain
for being the reason to hurt you I remain

I'll live with the guilt
punish me as you find fit
coz just one sorry is ain't enough
to live with guilt is really tough

I did share my heart
I acted insane at my part
didn't know you may feel bad
now I can see you're sad

it really worries me to see you sad
but can't do anything to put you at ease
all I can do is beg your pardon on my knees
but all this make you mad (at me)

eventually you'll forgive me
but it's ain't from your heart
you've been great at this art
forgiving others however hard it may be!

you did forgive me
though not from within
yeah you did talk to me
and that's when I confront my sin

my heart cries with you
I can't express how I feel
to make you smile everything I'll do
let's seal this deal

coz just one sorry is ain't enough!
for whatever I've done
I can never be forgiven
to live with a guilt is really tough!

I wake up every morning
with guilt and mourning
my heart curses me everyday
I've to live with it or find a way

I may say sorry a thousand times
but can never be free from this crime
you may **** me or drag me with cuffs (on)
but just one sorry is not enough!
P.S.- words won't do good enough
         I still can't express myself! :(
Nirvana Dec 2015
Rather than dying as a LOVER I would love to be remembered as a FRIEND!
Nirvana Jun 2015
life could be better or worst but will never be as painful as it is now (without you)!!!
Nirvana Jun 2015
Life could have been easy
If you would have said
You need me...

Life could have been fun
If you would have said
Other than me you need none...

Life could have been better
If you would have said
Let's make for us a shelter...

Life could have been lively
If you would have said
I'm with you my baby...

Life is now an enigma
Without you being here
Whether to live or die is dilemma...
Nirvana Feb 2016
I forgot my smile
and don't remember my laugh
I don't know who I was
and don't know where I stand
you're the only dream i chase
I'll die surely if you leave me in case!
the plot is set
we'll talk
I'll cry
you'll apologise
for leaving me
I'll sob
you'll give reasons
I'll be silent
you'll hug me and unite
just in order to depart
I'll be dead silent
you'll look back
to make sure I'm not crying
but its my heart not me
the pain will break me
I'll stand there for a year
and cut myself from world
get angry for no reason
will cry for you're not here
pass my days
to feel dead at lonely nights
get restless
depressed
and deject(ed)
but you won't be here in any case
I'll feel hurt
its because of my heart
I'll be heartless anyway
yet I'll die everyday
to see you again
eventually I'll love this pain
tears will fade
but not this heartache
whether good or bad
I'll live on the life I had!
perhaps, I'll write my loss
in poetry of course
but will never show it to you
you must not know I (still) love you!
we must not hold on
its life... let's move on...
(that's what you asked for!)
P.S.- I don't know what it is or if it makes any sense but writing this gave me jolts!
Nirvana Apr 2016
lonely nights
show us the darkest sight
of our strength and weakness
to our partner it could bring stress

if you're strong enough
then its fine
else for your partner time is tough
you may act like swine

your heart just give reasons
its our brain that do the calculations
its OK to have an insane heart
but an insane mind can lit spark
  
from the number of incident
we choose a single moment
where our heart beats loud
and to judge, our insane mind, we allow

the mind come up with harsh decision
but our heart has its own vision
it chooses the one suits
and to negotiate, this decision, it recruits

its us who know;
every moment and incident
don't let your feelings flow
they (partner) may not find it decent!

we must respect every living being
and not take them for granted;
just because they respect our feeling.
our act may get a negative image planted!

if you love the person
love their decision!
and if you can't
simply make space and move on!!

we don't have any right to hurt someone
coz everyone is special in their own.
and what if they hurt you?
its your decision if you want to continue

don't leave any stone unturned
don't let your feelings burn
but to force someone to love
is inhuman hereof!
P.S-
I think every poet (or every person) is a lover at some point.
so I would suggest everyone that there shouldn't be any word like REVENGE in our life, whether we achieve our love or not. whether we feel happy or sad, lively or dead.
The L not only stands for Love but also for life.
"Live and Let Live"
Our love life can be summed up in three points-

1.Accept and Rejoice.
2.Forgive and Forget.
3.Leave and Live.
Neither su*cide nor Revenge is reply to our sadness. To live on happily is.
Nirvana Jun 2015
You need nothing to impress me,
Your smile is enough.
You need nothing to get my attention,
Your sigh is enough.
Nirvana Apr 2016
Love is
walking on fire
killing our desire
making sacrifice
and paying price

Love is
living heartless
being restless
feelings being suppress
depression possess

Love is
making life a mess
living in distress
overwhelmed by dejection
a constant fear of rejection!

Love is a Fu¢king stress
only way to stay bless
is to care less
don't get stuck up
keep moving your @$$
P.S.- sorry for the offensive words!
Nirvana Mar 2016
your thoughts harbour
in my heart within
your love is my armour
no matter fat or thin

your words linger
in deep of my mind
I'm a puppet of your finger
I request you to be kind

you abandoned me
in the middle
my love couldn't be
this little

if you plan to hurt
hurt me little hard
mix me to dirt
and push me in the dark

I may not be able
to crawl back to you
love is no gamble
to accept and threw
Oh dear! I still love you.
Nirvana Jun 2015
Sometimes you simply do not want a song to end....
So you put it on a repeat mode!!! <3
Music serves me as a gateway to escape from my painful thoughts (though temporarily but something is better than nothing)
Nostalgia drives me crazy!!!
Nirvana Jan 2016
I'm choking
maybe I'm breaking
The Heartache
I can't take

my mind is getting hazy
may be I sound crazy
your image is set
my mind can't reset
my mind is an *****
neither computer nor cam
which delete one
and replace second

my heart is getting numb
may be I sound dumb
but I can hear my beat
screaming your name in it
I wish it get calm
its hurting me ****

my mind is playing game
may be I sound lame
my heart and mind are fooling me
to which I'm believing madly
coz the lie they show isn't true
I can never be beside you
as that's what you've chosen to
I can't resist the dream they show
though you could never be mine I know

I wish to move on
may be to get over you;
it takes me an eon...
I wish to die
or let me live with lie
I can't feel my breath
the earth's moving beneath
you think I'm lying
but may be within I'm dying...
Nirvana Jan 2016
Take back all your memory
Relief me and set me free
All I wanna be:
Is to act more like me

The memories of your
Doesn't help me csure
With every passing time
They destroy sanity of mine

The betrayal is in the air
There's nothing that I fear;
Other than my own dezire
it's the only thing that put me on fire

My eyes have been searching you
My mind is creating moments that's ain't true
A portrait of yours is stuck in my eye
I can't breathe coz inside I dye

The thing that troubles me
Are not my enemies
The thing that shatters me
Are those memories...

There's something stuck in my head
I battle with me and toss in my bed
I can't take any more of this
I wanna forget all her memories

I hear a whisper of your name
It hurts, but to hear it my mind is tame
I may get rid of me;
But from your memories its difficult to be.

Take back all your memory
Relief me and set me free
All I wanna be:
Is to act more like me
Wanna Act Like Self!!
Nirvana Jul 2015
my past encounters me-

when I'm  sad
when I'm happy
when I'm on bed
when I'm lonely
when I cry
and every time I die

and all this proves that
you were a beautiful mistake

but to receive my daily dose of pain
I'll put all I've at stake

meeting you in my dreams
bound me to my memories
where I stood freeze
to see you in my boundaries!!!
I wish to consume no. of sleeping pills
so that my dreams may never fade
and our encounters may never stop!!!
Nirvana Mar 2016
walking down the memory lane
I revived my eternal pain
caught you giving her stare
but you pleaded me to have your share

oh dear me
when you'll be free
every time I visit the memory lane
I find you brewing the same pain

I think its me
who made the history
and you're just
reliving my past!

you're not the one to blame
for my heart that's burning in flame
because of the mistake I made in past
till my last breathe I feel it will last.

let it last however long;
it will and let it come along
coz its the only mistake
for which I'll put my all at stake    

though it hurts to see you in pain
dear me, I'll keep visiting my memory lane
coz as you do
so I love her too!
its the only place
where this soul gets solace!
P.S.- is it compulsory to break down in this last sentence.
Yes I still Love You Madly...
Nirvana Jun 2015
Hiding the tears, faking a smile
its easy to pass the day
But i feel broken at night!!!
Nirvana Jan 2016
Every time I think I need some time
A few lonely moments
alone from the society
away from poetries
Away from Myself
Away from everything at once
The moment I feel so
your thoughts bring me back to poetries..
to comfort me
to console me
to make me cry
deeply to sleep
to wipe my tears
to hug me tight
Though I need you the most
but only alternative I've are my prose/poetries...
P.S- Hugging poetries
         and kissing music
         Maybe I'm out of my mind
          and plausibly getting sic
Nirvana Jan 2016
nights do pass
and the pain it cause
I can't bear it Alas!

Your thoughts do come
shake me strong and firm
such cruel they are and stern

I do pass the night
seeing stars shining bright
crying to self, feels so light

I wake at the midnight
searching for your sight
not finding you around gives me fright

The pain it cause
I can't bear it Alas!
But somehow the night do pass

searching for new stuff(s)
handling self rude and rough
Be busy! to survive its enough

like night the day is not sadist
but even it doesn't put me at ease
your thoughts do come and tease

Loving you is all I do
at every moment I miss you
and hope in everything you miss me too!
Nirvana Nov 2015
Missing those talks
Texting you on long walks

Sharing our secrets
Those moments were sweetest

The chat which last
After saying bye an hour past

Every story we reveal
But when my feelings I unveil

Our friendship lose its track
Oh yes I can see the patch

It was me who painted it black
And craving today to get it back

You never knew my intention
But is it crime to have emotion?

Oh yes it is for sure!!!
And you seriously need to be cure
A heartbreak and scream
Is the dose to put off your day dream

Its OK to have emotion and abide (with it)
But to expect the same is suicide

Sorry if I ever hurt you
You may forgive me
But I won't forget you
You may forget me
But I'll never forgive me

Let's play it all over again...
Nirvana Jun 2015
Jo puraani yaadon mein zindagi dhundha kartey hai
unhe sirf do pal ki muskurahat naseeb hoti hai
aur phir umar bhar ki tanhai
ek aisi tanhai jaha hum bhari mehfil mein bhi akele ** jaate hai
aur adhura pan bhi hamein pura lagne lagta hai
ek aisi manhoosiyat dil pe cha jaati hai Jo chahe bhi mit nhi paati aur vo yaadein bhulaaye bhi bhula nhi paate reh reh k **** mein gade kaante ki tarah dard diye jaata hai
aur hum hans hans kar ise taal diya karte hai  kyun ki shaayad mukaddar ko yahi manzur tha


kya shikva hum kisi aur se kare
jab manzil hi humse Ruth gayi

Jo naayab tohfa khuda se mili
haatho se yun choot gayi

vo toot k bikhri aur kinare par jaa Giri
aur kashti humari doob gayi
P.S. - well Hindi shaayari or writing is not my field/area. it all happened spontaneously. just got nostalgic of few memories and later (series of thought) is present here...¡¡¡
Nirvana Apr 2016
A click here
and a click there
taking snaps everywhere
at the age of living carefree
our generation is obsessed with selfie
with a stick in our hand
everywhere we stand -

feeling sick
let's take a pic
going to party
don't forget the photography

every single moment is;
captured as if was a bliss!
fake smiles captured with a flick
but we never get bored of taking click

we are loosing the compassion
in no way we are human
we don't help the one in need;
fish our camera and take snaps instead

portraying poor and their poverty
the name and fame won't help them any
All they want is may be a piece of bread
but the human in us is already dead!

all we do is take a click
Believe me all this is a sh*t!

Extended verse -

we have strong opinion on social media
but in actual world we suffer anemia
we like, comment and share;
when action is needed all we do is stare

such piteous is our condition
we can't stand in unison
and so its easy to break us
else what the hell is this ISIS
Nirvana Jan 2016
The silence pierces my heart
The calmness tears me apart
numbness is getting over
To my declination I'm getting closer

Can feel the boiling tears in my eye
while the stuffed throat is dry
my tears are ready to flow
while heavy breath is getting slow

Crying in the darkness
can feel this numbness
hoping one day you'll call
and save me from this fall

Now life seems to be a burden
'To feel dead, you don't need to be one.'
that's what I've learn
from the "love" that I've spun (yarn)

'To say hello, one must say bye;
To live again, one must die'
with your thoughts I'll sleep
burry me somewhere deep.
P.S.- Hurting self to hurt you
          crying in order to feel you!
Nirvana Sep 2015
one day I'll hold you close
one day I'll kiss your nose
one day I'll make you smile
but today give me a while

one day I'll embrace you tight
one day I'll put off this fight
one day I'll melt your heart
but today let me be your part

one day I'll bridge this gap
one day I'll shoulder your nap
one day I'll open my eye;
but today to this I'll deny

the day I'll come to know
you and me were hard to grow
that day I'll let you go
but today let me dream so;

one day I'll embrace the death
one day I'll accept my fate
one day I'll move on
but today let me hold on
you and me were hard to grow means                            
          you and I can't be together.
Nirvana Jun 2015
Punishment are really strange
There the physical punishment
Shouting and screaming at its range
Running through the streets

Whereas look at that silent killer
The mental punishment
Standing aloof along a pillar
With silence to everyone it treats

The mental punishments are dominant
Among all types of punishment
But emotional punishments are prominent
To put everyone at threat

The worst of all is 'no negotiation'
The war with no sound or scream
Where the guilty is sent to desolation
Here the guilty becomes the victim
I hate your silence, I hate your absence
I miss your prence in my life
But I think I don't have any choice
Either I've to deal with it or let your memories haunt me...
Nirvana Jun 2015
I wonder if she ever feel when I suffocate here in her memories...
Nirvana Feb 2016
The darkness reside
crickets chirping beside
the light subside
my journey I decide

I'll go on loving you
though hurting me back
is all you do
my enthusiasm will never lack

tears may come and go
my feelings may go high and low
you may never accept me as lover
               (Its Fine)
just your presence makes me feel better

people questions my love
they say we are water and stove
to which I answer them in fuss
"LOVE is as LOVER does."

I love the pain
your memories bring
I may not be the same
to put you the ring
       BUT
you can't stop me from loving you
as time descends my love will grew
you may get weak and old
but my love will get stronger manifold
          And Still
people questions my love
they say we are water and stove
to which I answer them in fuss
"LOVE is as LOVER does."
Nirvana Dec 2015
the heart has grown old
and my eyes are tired
only tears it hold
and my heart wants to retire

the heart holds the pain
and eyes show its scar
with salty water it contain
serenity of the face they mar

your thoughts hit my mind
every now and then
our encounters I remind
as if you occupied my mind's Ben

with your dreams in my eyes
I remember you only thrice
past, present and future
your thoughts my mind nurture

my heart is sore
and can't take it anymore
even my eyes are dried
I failed in every attempt I tried

I find it perfect
how imperfect my love is:
your ignorance I'll accept
just don't ask me to forget you please!

the heart has grown old
and my eyes are tired
only tears it hold
and my heart wants to retire
Missing You is the worst part of my life!!
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