There was this little rat who was fat
Nobody liked him, but I took him in
Gave him a little hat  
And named him Ironclad
"Ironclad the fat rat"

My cat Wiccan didn't like him much
At first, he thought he was lunch
But soon they became friends
True friends till the end
They ate together, bathed together
And killed together
Did pretty much whatever
My two little treasures.

Woke up at the end of the rainbow
A place filled with those hollow
Surrounded by a million faces
Echoing are bloodied voices
Something is in the distance, it's light
But it won't make a difference

Hands reach out from all sides
They grab a hold of me
The light in the distance fades, gone is the little boy inside
Fractured memories, lost humanity
In my cage where no divinity resides

Broken mirror, now
A sinner.

To those of you who are in the know
keep your ears, eyes, and mouth closed
can't let anyone on what we know
we will cut your throat from ear to ear
that is something everyone should hear.

Your presence is unholy, you pull me in slowly
I bend the knee
You are legendary
I giveth, you taketh
The only way to escape my body

I dug this grave, it's the only place
That makes me feel safe
I giveth, you taketh
Show me bliss, tear my wings
Teach me a lesson
I don't care what the demons bring

Feeling strong, finally found a place
Where I belong
I gave, you took
Soul set ablaze, Darkness understood
You were with me
All along

Thank you Lucifer for all the laughter
A true savior, a wonderful teacher
See you again
When things get darker

Hey there sweet bee, you are truly a sight to see
Hair tied in a knot
Knife covered in blood
What I would give for you to stab me
That would surely make me happy

I care not for your weirdness, your wickedness
I was surrounded in hatred
But you came along and made me feel connected
So I thank you wholeheartedly
(whatever's left that is)
For your very existence

Let's go to the end of the world and build ourselves an empire
Go on a grand adventure, I don't care, whatever
Anything is better than here so let us go quick, faster
Somewhere filled with laughter

If things were still normal we'd still be in the trees
Weirdness brings greatness
So we embrace it

Your soul is darker than mine
Yet you make it lighter
Light and dark intertwined
Forever and ever.

You have always been selfless and done good for others
Even when you were the one that needed rescue
You've helped those in pain
Helped those in misery
Tell me
How is that going for you?
You've done so much
Helped so much
And for that
Thank you

Please don't be sad
You're legendary
You've done pure things, great things
So things will come around Eventually
I hope your future is a little less crazy
And a little more heavenly

Thanks again for losing your sanity
Just to make someone else's day happy
You deserve more praise
And maybe a raise too.

Don't know what to say
Have no clue on what to do
Guess I'll fade away
and watch the world burn too.

Wolves beware, there is a sheep among us
That I swear

He is frolicking about, knows no boundaries
Which isn't allowed
Not in this world
In which we own

He has seen the unseen, spoken the unspoken
For that, he should become one of us
An aristocrat
Destruction brings creation
So we'll break him, build him up
Then place him in a new direction

Morality is for the weak
Who cares who we hurt
If it fulfills our needs


Money brings happiness
But it is also poisonous
Greed, such an awful mistress
Always controlling, never understanding
All we want
Is to be free.

The moon is such a beautiful sight during the winter night
though I seem to cry in these cold months
I know everything will be alright
it's my comforting white lie.

The blood drips from the cup
It has come to this
My soul has fallen to the abyss

I've tried to run and hide
But there was no escape
Now I've made a grave mistake
I can't be saved,  just his disgrace
I'm sorry

I tried running, I really did
But they caught me
I was granted a second chance
They called it my destiny
Now look at me, writing poetry
Filled with anxiety
Holding on a sliver of humanity
A nobody, when all I wanted to be...
Was somebody.

I wish I could rewind time, wish I was outta my mind
Please
Give me some sunshine, give me a reason to be alive
I'm tired of this life, tired of rhyming
Just want to escape but it's too late, I fell
Now my soul is on the decline

What has become of me?
Not a moment ago I was free
But then they came along and took it all
Now i'm a husk, completely empty
Just **** me already
I don't care, gonna die anyway

Just leave my friends, I love them to death
And I'd do anything to protect them
Please, no, not my friends
Not again

I wish I could rewind time, wish I was outta my mind
My friends are dead
Now there's no reason to be alive
Please, wake me up when i'm in paradise
Maybe then i'll feel alive, smiling while bathing
In that wonderful sunshine.

I Shut my eyes, clench my fists
And try not to cry
The numbing along with silence speaks true
Without you, whatever shall I do?
Should I go on like the dead
Or put on a smile when all I feel is dread
...
Silence, as always - you never reply
Laying on a blood-soaked bed
Why do I even try
I've said goodbye a thousand times
Yet I keep coming back only to put on a mask
Faithless, obsessed, and a complete mess
I've scared death if you couldn't guess
Replacing prayers with blood-soaked tears
A test
For my success.

It feels like an eternity
Keeping my mouth shut
I don't think I can go on like this
Its too difficult
Its too stressful
I don't know what happened
But it's potent
The blood that sits
in my stomach

The secrets I keep
The things I know
Is keeping me hollow
Nevermind the demons
that follow
During the day
During the night
They are always there
And There's no way out

I've done so much good
Done so much bad
But hey
at least I had a good childhood
And  2 loving parents
And few Loving friends
God I miss you all so much
I wish you guys can help me
Escape this nightmare
But it is what it is
And that's how it's going to be
To keep you safe
From those that be.

Dear you

It's going to be okay
It's going to be fine
It's something that you'll understand
Someday

The world you were in has ended
And the one you see before you
Has been infected
Neglected
Molested

Earth filled with those blinded, twisted
And desperate  
Maybe things are still the same
Those wicked are still in control
And those sleeping
Are still in a panic with no money
No sanity
Just wasting away - still
On their T.V

A great tale, a great epic
Twists and turns everywhere
But it's still your story
So make something of yourself
Create a melody
Plot a story
Or write some poetry

Don't rot away
Because you WILL succeed
Trust me, you'll see

Sincerely,
Anthony.

I have something to say to you
Yeah you
The one who is all boohooing
Cheer up if you will
You'll pull through
I know that's something I shouldn't say
Because I know I can't change your worldview
Not like that anyway
I'm just here to let you know that you've got this
Don't let them control you
You know, the voices
If you ignore them
And listen to the ones that are like cheese and ham
Then you'll feel like superman!
...
Yeah, that's a weird way of saying it
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY
right?
Listen to the ones that are positive
Then you'll get out of the abyss
It'll take a quick minute for your scars to heal
But you'll feel alive
Like, actually alive
Then you'll start to realize
And say to yourself
"Wow, thinking about negative things, what a waste of time!"
Then, later on, you'll read this poem again and say
"Wow.. this poem is actually kinda cringy"
Yup, but at least it's giving off good energy
Helping those who really need it
You know, the ones who want to end it

I've been there, but it got better
AND YEAH
PEOPLE SAYING THAT IS ANNOYING
seriously, I get it - but it's true
Don't end it now, you've got a whole life ahead of you
Who knows what awaits when you decide to continue
It could be a large barbecue
You love barbecues
Doesn't that sound wonderful to you?
No?
Well how about you having your own statue
Because you did something great
And you saw that statue
Because you decided to continue

Listen, some might say that  you've got value
When actuality, you're priceless
So don't waste it
And chase your dreams
You may never know
What things you'll  achieve
You know
The things in the future
Where it's brighter

I'm going to be honest here
You've got a choice
So do what thou wilt
And rejoice
But please
Believe in yourself
And you will succeed.

My mind breaks away as I fade away
Going from one place to another
Such is the life
Of a castaway

I really really hate this
I don't know how many times I've said that
It is what it is
And I can't handle that

They tell me to get over it
But I'm tired of it
Please, no more
I don't want to do this anymore

The wolves circle around
My body begins to numb
They start chanting
As I speak in tongues
They continue chanting
Continue laughing
And watch me
As I die young

Please, no more
It's living hell
To be enlightened.

You are a star, so please
Pay no mind to your scars
You are special - amazing even
A treat for all to see
An amazing creation whom they all want to be
So stand tall, don't frown  
And proudly wear the crown
It's your birthright
Now let your soul ignite!

Here I lay
In my bed crying
I'm okay
But not from what I've seen

There are people on the streets
Who never chased their dreams
They could have achieved something great
But it's too late for them
As their body begins to dissipate

There are homeless people with families
Who were dealt a bad hand
Which nobody understands
Not all of them are junkies
They were just dropped in the wrong reality
Wrong body
And it makes me sad

Then there are the children
With abusive parents
Don't even get me started on those strict parents
Who force religion on their children
You're oppressing them
Making them victims
Do you think you're a savior?
You are no better than the snakes
Just appreciate them for who they are
For christ sakes

Then there are the animals
Which needs no explaining
The people who abuse them
Should be shot
Yeah, I'm over exaggerating
But I hate them a lot
Almost as much as snowflakes
it is what it is
But it's something I've embraced.

So many emotions wash over my body
You just sit there, laughing
Mocking me for all these feelings
Feelings that I feel ever so deeply
It's mentally straining
Nevermind the anxiety
That I've been feeling recently

Some days I wish I could fade away
Become a total runaway
And leave this place behind
That would be a good day
But I can't
Because everyone I love would be sad
Which would also make me sad
And mad
Too many emotions honestly
And I'm glad
Because if I didn't feel anything
Then I would be hollow on the inside
And nobody wants that

But if you do
Then I'll just steal your cat
And give you a big o'l slap
And then run away
With a great big laugh
Because I'm crazy
And there's too many emotions
Going through my body

Oh, and don't worry
Your cat is alright.

Midnight skies above
It's beautiful
It's wonderful
It lets me forget
About yesterdays struggles  

I forget about feeling numb
Forget about my soul being poisoned
Perhaps that isn't true
Perhaps my vision is blinded
By the light
The light those wicked
Or maybe both
I don't know

I wish I was out there in the stars
Exploring many different possibilities
But here I lay on Earth
Stuck with a bunch of zombies
Who never chased their dreams
Their mind brainwashed by screens
Spending all day on their i-phone
Until its too late
When their family gathers around, crying
Right next to their gravestone

Gone are all possibles
As well as dreams
Just like that.
How tragic.

Yeah, this poem is ironic coming from me
But it is what it is
And that's how it's gonna  be

From me to you, the one who sees
In the dark, In the light
And everywhere
In-between.

Hey humankind, how are you feeling today?
Are you prepared for doomsday?
I hope so because it's almost time
Almost time for that great surprise

I know not all of humanity can see
But you all will eventually
Just think, no more misery
No more tragedy
Just the world living happily
Wouldn't that make you happy?
If not
Then you're no better than the Illuminati
You know, the ones who want tragedy
The ones who want misery
False flags every so often
What's 2, 977 dead people?
Whats a million dead people?
Billions? sure, they are corrupted
They don't care, they're just here to use you
Until you kick the bucket

I can go on and on all day
But I have a role I must play
So I'm gonna meet halfway
And say this
Cheers to those who are heading to the pearly gates
And cheers to those
Who are heading to hellish gates

I'll be sure to meet up with both groups
Not today, not tomorrow
But someday.

Walking in the school hallways
A living hell to me
People staring
Or is my mind
Playing tricks on me?

I'm losing my sanity
My anxiety kicks in
I can bearly breathe
I stumble around the corner
And see the exit
But there's a group standing there
WHY THERE!?
I'm being tested by god
And I'm offended

I try to find another way out of here
I see an open window
Guess this is a Goodyear

I climb through the window like a total ******
And as I look up
I see 4 busses packed with kids
Looking through their window
Straight at me
Oh god
Why me
Why today?

I swear I'm not crazy
not totally, but maybe
I like to say things and experience things
not bad things, well not really
but good things, great things most definitely
I hope I don't seem strange to you
hopefully just a tad bit funny
making people laugh makes my world all sunny
though the brightness makes me feel crazy
not really, but maybe, I really don't know
my mind has been kinda muddy
I hope that's okay, please don't take pity
I swear I wasn't always like this
it was that stupid talking bunny
it took my family and even split my identity
there are a gazillion people inside me
well maybe, I don't know in all honesty
I feel strange talking about this
I think it's my tummy, it's getting hungry
where's daddy? where's mommy?
can they give me some gummies?

What do you do
If your spirits feeling blue?
Grab a jacket, go outside
And don't forget your shoes!
Take a walk, enjoy the sun
And enjoy the breeze
It'll feel like heaven, unlike this hell
Which we're living.

My mind has been wondering about in a deserted state
which is something that I absolutely hate
I wish I was different, I wish I was better
I guess its fate that left me feeling bitter
Why is it me who has to live this kind of life?
a day later and I'm a whole new man
I have your wife to thank, she made me feel better.

Got blood on my hands
Sweat blood through the tears
Light and dark clash
This pain is what we share

Dear heavenly father above
I'm sorry for all the things I've done
Though I won't be forgiven
I hope I'll see your kingdom

It's beginning of the end for me
The night to end all nights
Repent, repent
Mind divided
It'll be alright.

We sit beneath the stars
Asking to mend our scars
We keep each other's secrets
Hoping we'll get a new experience
But here we are, drifting and singing
Only to feel empty
I'm sure we'll make it through the night
We have each other
So it'll be alright

You are everything I want, everything I need
A bond that we'll keep down here in the flames
Here, where our souls are set ablaze
But it'll be okay
I'll be with you
Always.

This is a poem about you
and it goes something like this
Roses are red
violets are blue
I hate everyone
Except for you
now I know that sounds kinda harsh
Some might say a little rude
but seriously
You're so **** cute!

What am I to do with my life
When all I do is write
if there is no money to be made
Then what is the point?

Those are stupid questions
the point is not to write for money
but to do something you enjoy
key word, Joy

That is something everyone should keep in mind
we all have our doubts about the things we do
But please, keep on with the grind
and don't fall behind
because soon
Soon you'll be idolized.

What's with this fixation on isolation
During the coronavirus outbreak
Is isolation such a bad thing?
I think it's a great thing
Maybe it's because I'm introverted
Maybe it's because I'm gifted
My house is locked and loaded
Want food? I'll gift it to you
Not just you
But your friends too!
Because that's just me
Giving to those in need
Anything for humanity
I ain't letting some Chinese virus
Take away the good in me
Do I look like some Winnie-the-pooh looking fool
Who kills those who speak the truth?

Nah, my names Anthony
You may have never heard of me
But let me tell you how  I'm feeling
About China's president
I'm frustrated
I'm devastated
I wish I could help those in tragedy
You know, the ones who are forcefully locked away
By those that be
He sent people to **** those who spoke out
"There's no virus!"
But people kept speaking out
No more hiding
Now it's all over the world
All because of Xi Jinping's silence
During the first couple of weeks
And for that
He must pay

Such an awful president
How many deaths are on your hands?
How many people suffered?
It's all your fault Xi Jinping
Should be charged
For crimes against humanity.

As I walk down the spiraling staircase
Blood of tears run down my cheeks
I open the door to that room, that place
Where my soul will be set ablaze
A wonderful place
Filled with so many freaks
An awful place
Filled with so many screams
I'm wide awake in this dream
I wish to go back to sleep
But here I lay and here I'll bleed
Because I..
I believed.

I'm just your average joe who knows what the **** is going on
And I've been traveling for god knows how long
I was once standing in front of the pearly gates
But I somehow ended up in Babylon
I don't know how I ended up here
But I swear I'll crawl my way back
Back to the pearly gates
Just for chance
To get inside that lovely place.

We are the ones who are done for
the recycled youth as we are known
it's pretty sad, I know
But believe me
We are born for something more
something big, something from folklore

I know it sounds strange coming from me
A highschool dropout with no college degree
But believe me
we are here and we can see
We can see the changing times
We can see the tension rise
We can see the shifting paradigm
we get it and it's almost time
Almost time for the great surprise

So get up and take your sweet time
but please, stay true and stay aligned
For it is almost wartime.

I'm bored outta my mind
Wish I could rewind time
So I can eat that sandwich again

WOW, So poetic, so relatable
Thanks for this poem!

Yeah, I know
And your whalecum.

My body is being pulled in two different directions
Do I go left and feel gods wrath
Or go right and have the wolves eat me on the overpass
I don't know which path but either way
it's going to be a bloodbath.

Hey there, I see you've been empty
Let's go to the bar and drink whiskey
Where we can dance around freakily
It's alright if that's not your thing
We can just hang out at your place
So that you're not so lonely
Yeah, this nobody hates seeing you in misery
And yeah, I might be crazy
But I see your beauty and love your freaky mind
No, I'm not blind but I do love weird minds
Like you, who are far out from society
Would you mind if I be your somebody?
Both of us crazies
Away from society
Wouldn't that be funny.

Dear heavenly father above
I hope you know it's 11:11
I'll make a wish and go to heaven
find Jesus christ and take his heart
build my throne on top of his corpse,
and call it art with no remorse
Amen.