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Apr 2023 · 725
Summer is Coming Haiku
Amanda Apr 2023
Watermelon sweet,
a juicy summer mess that
I taste in July.
Jul 2021 · 362
Haiku 777
Amanda Jul 2021
The witching hour,
I swirl contents in my glass.
Poison. Potion. Cure.
May 2021 · 1.2k
How Have 8 Years Passed?
Amanda May 2021
I reminisce a simpler time.
I listen to Lana Del Rey past midnight as if it's 2013 again,
pretending her graphic imagery is my actual life
while I search for my exes on google since they don't use Facebook,
wondering what ever became of them.
Is my high school sweetheart happy he got married and had a family with someone that wasn't me?
Did my college boyfriend ever snap out of his depression and regret breaking up with me in the middle of the night at his Boston apartment leaving me to wander the streets aimlessly until the sun rose above the city skyline?
As much as I crave answers, unfortunately my google trail runs cold.
If I had blinked twice, would my life had turned out that differently?
And if it had, would I even want to be me?
A little ramble since life is hard and it feels like nothing has changed and yet everything has.
Apr 2021 · 1.3k
Haiku 10321
Amanda Apr 2021
Pop the cork, pour one
down the drain to symbolize
a new beginning.
Dec 2020 · 353
Haiku 294
Amanda Dec 2020
Let me feel again,
Anything. Everything. Please.
I will take it all.
Nov 2020 · 462
Psychic
Amanda Nov 2020
Point the barrel at me.
Let me see my future
unfold right before my eyes
as you pull the trigger.
You killed me.
Nov 2020 · 338
Haiku 1117
Amanda Nov 2020
Sobbing in my hands,
wishing for the world to be
finally at peace.
Nov 2020 · 228
Haiku 289
Amanda Nov 2020
It's been awhile
since I have let myself feel
anything at all.
Oct 2020 · 3.9k
Haiku 512
Amanda Oct 2020
Cactus blooming red,
matches the blood in my veins,
hauntingly precious.
Oct 2020 · 463
Haiku 215
Amanda Oct 2020
Molding lumps of clay,
Sticky, earthen residue,
shaped to doughy love.
Oct 2020 · 338
Stormy Haiku
Amanda Oct 2020
I feel like a storm.
Powerful, striking and dark,
but also afraid.
Aug 2020 · 152
Haiku 513
Amanda Aug 2020
You have not aged well.
The weight you carried became
your worst enemy.
Aug 2020 · 361
Haiku 444
Amanda Aug 2020
Somebody told me
wounds are healed by time, but mine
are time travelers.
My wounds are time travelers, elusive to the healing process. Or at least that's how it feels sometimes.
Aug 2020 · 359
Haiki 8820
Amanda Aug 2020
And then I saw it,
At dusk, beating its small wings.
A guest from heaven.
My grandma passed away a few weeks ago, and today would've been her 88th birthday. She loved hummingbirds. I saw one today, at dusk, while talking on the phone with my aunt. It felt like a sign from her that she was okay, and that's she with me.
Jun 2020 · 243
Haiku 610
Amanda Jun 2020
Take a photograph,
Let it develop slowly,
Patience is virtue.
Jun 2020 · 139
Haiku 511
Amanda Jun 2020
Bleeding from my lips,
breathing in tortuous love
when I'm all alone.
May 2020 · 144
Haiku 341
Amanda May 2020
Sometimes the past comes
and its earth-shattering sound
vibrates through your skull.
May 2020 · 138
Trust Me
Amanda May 2020
Finding ways to heal
It takes time and reflection
Isolation helps.
Mar 2020 · 176
Solitude
Amanda Mar 2020
To paint?
To write?
To make a cup of coffee
in the broad morning light?

To sing?
To create?
To have something tangible
created in the wake?

Of tragedy
Of plague
Of a sickness we aren't sure we have
we quarantine because reason is vague?
Mar 2020 · 288
Space Created Me
Amanda Mar 2020
The stardust I came from
is no match for the explosion
in the universe that I'll create.
Dec 2019 · 190
Domino Effect
Amanda Dec 2019
Trauma from the past
knows how to enter itself
back into your life
when you least expect it,
causing the dominoes of your
sanity to collapse under the
societal pressures you've housed
your mental state into, silently
praying there will be a glitch in
gravity that will cause all motions
and bad thoughts to cease, leaving you
with a state of uninterrupted peace and
numbness to shield your remaining
innocence and childlike mannerisms away.
Even if it's just for a second.
Sep 2019 · 444
Haiku 09
Amanda Sep 2019
Autumn approaches.
Pumpkin spice, apple cider,
the flavors of fall.
Sep 2019 · 334
Haiku 11395
Amanda Sep 2019
The burn I swallow,
it has a familiar taste.
I think it's of you.
Aug 2019 · 621
Temptation Haiku
Amanda Aug 2019
Your trance: seductive,
oozing voluptuous love
I cannot resist.
Jul 2019 · 368
The Drop
Amanda Jul 2019
The ledge looks warm and welcoming,
beckoning me with its sleek rocky surface
with the promise of forever dripping down
its granite surface like newly harvested honey,
leaving nature's tongue to arouse my fear of love,
and awaken my unspoken desire for danger.
Jul 2019 · 250
Haiku 132
Amanda Jul 2019
My mouth becomes dry,
At the thought of you, my dear,
Dazzling them all.
Jul 2019 · 301
Haiku 213
Amanda Jul 2019
You have me in chains,
I await your commands, sir,
but they aren't enough.
Jul 2019 · 466
Haiku 391
Amanda Jul 2019
I am your weakness,
No matter what in the end,
It is always me.
Jul 2019 · 347
Am I?
Amanda Jul 2019
Am I worthy?
Of mercy?
Of kindness?
Of love and affection?

Or am I doomed?
To the void?
To being numb?
To feeling incomplete?
May 2019 · 430
Haiku 510
Amanda May 2019
It's been six years now
and I still wonder about
what we could have been.
May 2019 · 459
Haiku 704
Amanda May 2019
Forgot my halo,
I left it on your nightstand
right next to your horns.
May 2019 · 440
Haiku 144
Amanda May 2019
Golden sun, shining,
illuminates the moon, now
we shine together.
Apr 2019 · 521
Haiku 2013
Amanda Apr 2019
He was everything
that I was scared to become.
I hope he's okay.
Apr 2019 · 304
Haiku 84
Amanda Apr 2019
You tend to say words
that only shatter my heart
to tiny pieces.
Apr 2019 · 697
Haiku 31
Amanda Apr 2019
Crushing gravity;
Knowing that I crave human
intimate moments.
Apr 2019 · 338
Haiku 57
Amanda Apr 2019
Aching emotions,
the violin's hum is sharp,
piercing my numb soul.
Jan 2019 · 333
Desired
Amanda Jan 2019
Words dripping in desire
like the oozing thickness of honey;
it's too sticky and hard for me to swallow.
Dec 2018 · 324
You.
Amanda Dec 2018
I reach a hand up
hoping it is your face that
my fingers rest on.
Dec 2018 · 188
Brain Haiku
Amanda Dec 2018
All of our brains
are sick with worry and fear.
Mental illness *****.
Dec 2018 · 586
Twist the Knife
Amanda Dec 2018
My back is barely a canvas
as my blood drips between my shoulder blades
creating a destructive masterpiece
from allowing the cuts to be visually stimulating
rather than attempting to treat them
with the love and respect
that they deserve.
Dec 2018 · 277
New Year Haiku
Amanda Dec 2018
Black and gold colors,
the new year is arriving
before I can blink.
Dec 2018 · 379
Empty Haiku
Amanda Dec 2018
Even when I seem
to be surrounded by souls,
I still feel alone.
Dec 2018 · 351
Your Cascading Flames
Amanda Dec 2018
So much fiery passion
burning to break free
from the prison it's
being kept inside.

It's your hair,
and it's your eyes.
While I could drown,
I could also be saved.
Nov 2018 · 494
Orange and Yellow Haiku
Amanda Nov 2018
The horizon tries
turning me to the night, but,
I know better now.
Nov 2018 · 285
Haiku "Missing You"
Amanda Nov 2018
Salt and vinegar,
the ****** taste in my mouth,
resembles your lips.
Nov 2018 · 2.1k
Astrological Explosion Haiku
Amanda Nov 2018
Stars only reflect
the inner most desires
burning to escape.
Nov 2018 · 263
Haiku 11318
Amanda Nov 2018
I long for his hands
to caress mine tenderly
for eternity.
Jul 2018 · 288
Shining Again
Amanda Jul 2018
Sunlight streams in
through the cracks
in our antique door,
spilling the day's glow
amongst the hardwoods,
glazing it in caramel,
with specks of the past
twirling and dancing
in the broad rush of light.

I compare myself
to the imperfections
highlighted in the wood,
the grains that have suffered,
the ones that bore too much weight,
they now illuminate the scars
that couldn't be buffed out completely.

Thankfully for our souls,
just because we are damaged,
it does not mean we are useless.
I find a great comfort in knowing
our inner light is much more forgiving,
and that none of us are alone.
Jul 2018 · 327
Haiku 020
Amanda Jul 2018
The sinking ship is
in my thoughts, but navigates
a new charted course.
Jul 2018 · 300
Gently
Amanda Jul 2018
Nurture me,
touch me gently
and don't worry
if I'm frightened.
I've just felt this feeling
before and it's never
worked out in my favor.
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