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Arcassin B Mar 2015
by Arcassin Burnham


Your Right You don't Need my permission,
but I won't sit here and listen to your petty extensions,
and stupid ramblings about you turning the other cheek,
thats like telling me to kiss it just to be kind and sweet,
but I'm me and you should be you,
your audience has expanded,
many people gets a load of you,
which is crazy to me,
because you're not relatable,
even the final stages of anatomy or intimacy,
you failed,
sorry,
let the truth be reliable,
everybody might think you some nice guy that loves to make his words look good,
but again you target me,
in hopes I be misunderstood.

correction your not a good poet.
*** makes a line about me not being a good poet , and I don't how to write , how long have you been writing like a year ***** , I been writing since I was 13 bruh , keep talking **** and ill embarrass you.

**** hellopoetry107
Arcassin B Mar 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Like I said,
There is no need to hide
Ripping out your entrails,
Punished for your betrayal,
You will prevail,
To be an enemy of Mine,
now thats pErfect grammar
Cause I'm actuaLLY attending to care to diss you,
The ******* unfit mother you are,
You should be in the slammer,
Your kids wouldn't miss you.
**Now Thats Perfect Grammar
Told you :)
Arcassin B Nov 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



No wish for me has ever came,

Give it my all , even my whole name,

I was worried about falling for 7,

But I was truly in love with 11:11.
Love
Arcassin B Mar 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Skirts and dresses,
Men in suits,
Shirts with palm trees,
I love palm trees,
Everywhere I go its filled with life,
And its the life for me,
But I don't want to just simply be another centipede,
I mean the party line,
I want something else in mind,
I come here not just for the festivities,
But a fracture of time,
Not for the pretty Brazilian girls,
Shaking their skirts around,
Something about the beat and the drums,
That get me so aroused,

Man! Is this how it goes down at 12:30.
Quick note I love brazil
Arcassin B May 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I look above and beyond in search of an apartment number,
Searching far and wide for the numbers to my destiny,
I gotta follow,
I swear the toilets pretty clogged , call the plumber,
People get starry eyed , when you stand in front of someone's property,
I feel no sorrow,
I'm thinking 164 is what she told me,
But I'll just come right back tomorrow.
Hummm....
Arcassin B Jun 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Life has never been easy,
Thinking I'm queasy,
Sitting in the drug test Line,
In my society,
Depression dancing on my brain,
With dark wavelengths,
Call me the cheapest ******* names,
No one believes in me,
Not even my mom,
But its ignorance taken,
Don't know where my real dad is from,
Wouldn't care if her little heart was aching,
So while in class shaking,
If could feel everybody around me,
Trying to stare through my soul,
I think they'll probably hate me,
As i prove my toughness to these generic ******* that never have ***,
Save the rich kids for later,
Improving all their success,
To soon later live a miserable fate in a place with mammals , snakes and gators,
There is no god if he allows the evils to roam free,
And what ***** the deal with being born sinners,
Either way we're considered mistakes in gods irony,
The Christians failed him anyways but they feel like winners,
Cause they can't go to hell,
I swear you'd surprised,
How hard my life is,
I need a different price,
After 17 years of livin' that's how many ***** I give.
06. 17 Years Of Living - (18 Part 2'mEP)
Arcassin B Jul 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Searching for a better end,
To think I might be flabbergasted from the countless sins,
Nobody's counting , I just need a post to pin,
On the social media about how the struggle's depressin',
Ignorant people nowadays will never learn they're lesson,
Putting people and young teens in the state of depression,
But they could never stop the power in all my progression,
And who knows,
possibilities for more future sessions,
Being 18 is the result of getting bad recession.
18 Part 3
Arcassin B Dec 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



In the era,
Where frank lucus was the best gangster around,
Where people would stay down for you,
And bundled kilos by the pound,
Afros and the incredible hulk TV series,
Discos and elevator music are so in style,
Foxy browns and musical releases,
Iconic music we. Never heard in a while,

Wishing I could travel back to when Minnie had it,
Or when denese had it,
Or zapp and rogg had it,
Unsung legends that could get you motivated,
Please do not share with distorted your confrontation.
History of legendary **** lol
Arcassin B Sep 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




Sometimes I think I need a drink,
To kick the demons out my brain,
Sometimes I think I need a song,
To get the evil chanting out my ears,
Sometimes I think I need ***,
Just to cure my intimacy,
Sometimes I think I need a new heart,
To replace the one I have with pain,

But I'm still the same,

Sometimes I think I need a pet,
That one bestfriend that gets me,
Sometimes I think I need an instrument,
So I could play my heart out on the piano,
Sometimes I think I need hatred,
To overflow the hatred I have so it could all come out,
Sometimes I wish I was born into a life,
With so much of the pain,

But I'm always the same.
FTM - AB - WE ARE GOOD
Arcassin B Dec 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


...Hopefully a year that doesn't give me a bunch of ******* and fake people , sort of like the mafia,
Melz , frank , and plenty more,
This will be my year !
I'm coming for all !!!!!
Arcassin B Dec 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


I don't know how I made it far this long in this condition,
Is the year ending or did I forget to mention,
The silence says a thousand,
And the words are spoken in Spanish,
You think you could pull the race card faster than you could manage,
Grip that soap,
Your a ***** if you drop it or not,
Federals killing blacks,
Now everybody has a quick route,
Joining one group,
Then quitting it to save one,
Recon against you,
Then that one you had was on the run,
Ignorant *** females picking on you in GED,
Even adults,
They weren't in it for the same thing,
That's why karma got to them,
Before I ever did,
Pathetic as your existence,
Not knowing where you live,
I had about 6 girlfriends this year,
And all them were fakes,
They use you when they need you,
Then say you made a big mistake,
Im here to take my crown back,
Won't let you step on me,
Not this time,
I'm growing up,
I need some tats on me,
Life is too **** short,
To be overruling,
Everybody brace yourselves,
20/15 is coming.
Made it this far :) New years eve everybody
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



is it me,
or is life really a movie,
or is it,
like the average girl,
with alot of beauty,
crys to her mommy and daddy,
about the distant future,

what time is it ?

no boys allowed,
being ruined by family,
and accused of being cheater,
my minds already gone,
and will never suffer defeat,
im not a preacher,

go to church.

Speaking of church,
the devil will use a pretty face,
my love will be disreguarded,
wont be able to find,


in another place.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2013/09/258.html
Arcassin B Dec 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I look to find the decadence and beauty in every
Situation while allowing myself to let go,
Knowing that nothing will work out,

What I seek is salvation and freedom from this
World of deceitful human beings,
It will not be able in my life to commence or be
Proud,

It's 2 o clock and not tired or afraid to share what's
On my mind this evening.

I'm proud of myself

/

Save your body,  flesh,  and mind for new days
That might come,
don't hold your head down,
Pieces start flowing from the Everglades,
Pieces of you have made me smile,
Have you ever
Made,
A sacrifice
To make things right with all the family members
you Had,
so their thoughts could be with you,
Swimming in the lakes of confusion,
Come to terms with all the nervousness,
And put me in your memories,
Please don't be shy because of me.
©ABPoetry2016
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/12/2am-thoughts-shy.html
Arcassin B Oct 2015
by Arcassin Burnham


Say The Word,
And I'm Gone,
I could pluck a million roses in the garden,
won't change the fact,
that your a philosopher in the
end,
so while your friends carry the opinions,
why would you do this to me,
it's just a little too late,
I gave you everything but It wasn't good
enough,
my mistake..
gave up my family to make you and your
mother were safe,
why did you even believe.
Break ups
Arcassin B Oct 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



Infatuated with how you think you have me tricked,
But I see you, see me , see you in the mist of being a *****,
Fake smile and envy , how do you sleep at night,
I'm curious to know that you have a death wish or being erased from sight,
Im not stupid,
You weren't my friends,
Holding me back was lucid,
But on your part , it was just a bitter end,
For you that is,
I never give up a challenge,
I'm two steps ahead,
To me its a passion,
To see you fail with your team you lead.
Arcassin B Sep 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


Still overall I sleep through the grass ,
With my head filled with gold and a candle stash,
Light It Up , Light It Up! The Asthma attack...

Let the flowers fly away,
ain't no room enough to see,
Let the memories fade,
like you're tryna' clean some sheets,
flying solo on the road,
Feeling half passed asleep,
Just to settle those scores,
keeping points for you and me.....

2 weeks of desperation,
4 months of irritation,
I will never go back to those memories..


Still overall I sleep through the grass ,
With my head filled with gold and a candle stash,
Light It Up , Light It Up! The Asthma attack..
I can just not wait to get that feeling back,

To get that feeling back!
I can just not wait to get that feeling back!
To get that feeling back!
Sleeping through the grass!

/

I know you know ,
I'm trying not stress you, but your feelings are all over,
And you just want it over,
You know,
That I would never in life itself hurt you or put on a show,
But As time moves slow,
You know,
That you could share your feelings anytime with me,
And when it comes close,
I know you know,
I hope you know....
I love you so.
©ABPoetry 2016
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/09/through-trees-mix-pt1.html
Arcassin B Sep 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

I wait for you,
No matter where you are,
Its 4 o clock in the morning,
Where have u gone,
Never again,
Never again,
But,
Its 4 o clock in the morning,
I need relevancy,
Waiting for you,
Its boring,
But I miss you dearly,
Its 4 o clock in the morning.
Bout that time
Arcassin B Apr 2017
By Arcassin Burnham


Get up off your *** and do something,
cause you don't need to shy away like that,
give them ambition as it was intended,
you're conscious,you know how to make your mind up
like that,
the next 90 minutes I want you to dance and let your troubles go,
let the giggles out,
let the world know,
you're not afraid to be who you are,
that's how the story should go,
I'll be the friend you need when there's no way out,
let me build a dam for you when there's no drought,
it's five o' clock in the morning what are we doing now?
We're fixing all your problems without a little doubt.
©abpoetry2017
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2017/04/526.html
Arcassin B Mar 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Sedated with the only piece of mind I have,
The success is what I gotta grab,
I don't worry about my appearance when it's said and done,
So when they call me ugly, I just chuckle in fun,
Five months sober , ain't have a once of alcohol,
Drink away the pain for the death of adveral,
As a result,
A lot people use to think all I use to write about was love,
But its just so much deeper than what I found,
I'm just mostly on that topic just to find a keeper,
That I obviously still haven't found,
But I'm still sober.
29.
Arcassin B May 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Mind games is what turns on the bright lights for you
At night then up and at em',
I'd rather you fathom just being yourself,
I got no patients for the ones that like to envy
And claiming all of my trust just thinking when
I reach the stars That their going with me,
Like No!
Who do you think that I am, (like what)
Trying to latch my existence,
I'm aware of who despised me and who didn't,
But this is your fake intuition,
rolling in society's filth as I extinguish being a kid and
A human being,
Not like every human being.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/05/648.html
Arcassin B Feb 2017
by Arcassin Burnham

On rainy days like this one here was just a wreck
in a short distant memory that only i can recollect,
i had to process the problems in my head to really
check on the thoughts in the air of my forehead to
break a sweat,
And you would have thought i pepped,
the people that push up my problems in a flash while
thinkin' back in this reality a man,
That i am more than them in every way to be exact
and not cocky but very optimistic to say i can.
©abpoetry2017
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2017/02/808.html
Arcassin B Aug 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

I don't know why it takes so long for me to get ahold
Of you,
Your soul is too lucid  laced with redness of rosary residue,
I have no choice not to be in your presence, this is the exact
Meaning,
I'm blinking my eyes and I'm going insane for these miles
That I'm entering,
To get to you,
You love is like a flute, and I'm ready to be serenaded,
Shouldn't I be the one singing,
I got too much on my mind,
Besides, I'm enjoying the tune.

/

Am I really good? Will I be alright?
Looking for a chance but a different fight,
You shot me down but I got right back up and you
ain't seen me In a different light,
Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,
I was always down for you but you were insane,
You shot me down,
And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

Always thought you were the love of my life though......
But you were like everyone else in this hell of a school,
I never was cool,
I wasn't a *** of pretty flowers , a puddle of drool,
Everyone was treating me like I was a fool,
Unloyal to myself like a plain used tool,

Am I really good? Will I be alright?
Looking for a chance but a different fight,
You shot me down but I got right back up and you
ain't seen me In a different light,
Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,
I was always down for you but you were insane,
You shot me down,
And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

/

Reds and blues,
I don't want the blues,
I was like heaven to you,
Cutting ties,
Done with all the lies,
When I say cutting,
Red like blood tombs,
Forget I love you too,
Dusting off my shoes,
Please! I'll stay with you,
Just make a move,
Check mate,

Fulfilling all your needs,
Like I outta' be,
Learn the birds and bees by myself
Through *******,
Honestly,
I digress,
Expressing through the trees,
Love was just a sleeze,
Picking enemies,
Swear that I was amazed.
©ABPoetry2016

http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/08/88-compost-pile-colours-3-poems.html
Arcassin B Sep 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




So inviting just to have you,
I was star struck,
Put me in a setting of bliss,
But don't you cut me up,
In to little desirable sections,
Where you could ******* a kiss,
And take a rose from the garden from outside,
And tell me how much you miss,
Me and you could have a beautiful wedding,
Filled with the roses you got from the garden,
Push you again and again on strawberry swings,
Glad you became my nocturnal girlfriend,
One night light at a time,
Sometimes I like to watch you sleep,
Some comes in the feelings I keep,
And some with you I like to enjoy life,
Marry me.
I wrote this for someone I had a crush on but we got side tracked from other peoples problems,
I want her to know I love her so much,
And I'm sorry for what I said and I didn't mean those things,
I miss her dearly,
At mornings,
At noons,
And midnights.
Arcassin B May 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

She stands to pass the test,
With a brand new vhs,
In new York, in new York,
I don't know what I could do,
But to be right next to you,
In new York , in new York,

I could possibly put her in the first lane of my mind set as I swerve,
Trailed down with minor regrets I did later,
Love you deserve,
Turtlenecks itching my skin,
Foot on the gas,
Too much caffeine In my system just to let her pass,
She didn't fail the test , so its only temporary that she ....

.....stands to pass the test,
With a brand new vhs,
In new York, in new York,
I don't know what I could do,
But to be right next to you,
In new York , in new York.
Now I'm driving ....
Arcassin B Jun 2016
By Arcassin Burnham

Fire burns,
My titles earned,
I'm complicated,
I'm crawling in my own filth,
I'm unemployed,
And uneducated,
I feel as though god has let me
down on an abandoned scale,
I feel as though more and more enemies
Start to prevail,
Not knowing what's coming as i walked
Through the Valley,
Of diamonds is what I call them as I round
up a rally,
My own magical world where bad people
Can't taunt us,
Where holidays are celebrated right and the
Queen will trust us,
I wish that I could be as inspiring as you are,
I wish I could tell kids that if you believe you
Could do something then dream it to the best
Of your ability.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/06/arcassins-harmful-mix-pt6.html
Arcassin B Dec 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


I should burn for this,
It was written,
The lead in the pencil splits,
It was the end,
For a new beginning of this,
I use to cherish this,
I use to take it back,
Not easy being black,
Its sad that's a fact,
Like I wasn't really ready for this,
Felt unrelated in this,
Messed up world,
Careless boys,
Careless girls,
But someone indebted to this,
Rappers say they carry guns like this,
Is it necessary,
Would the ****** Mary try to cool of
And Ever worry about a heat.
I like the last part
Arcassin B Nov 2015
by Arcassin Burnham


Getting beside myself,
talking to myself,
looked within myself,
said to myself,

will there be forever,
with you,
I See All the signs and all
misguided fears,
you can not blame emotions for this,

getting along well,
well is not enough,
enough is underrated,
we shall rate with trust,

forever was always you,
I See All the signs and all
misguided fears,
you can not blame emotions for this.
Is it really?
Arcassin B Feb 2019
By Arcassin Burnham

Weeping to nirvana in a broken place,
Feeling every inch of a warm embrace,
My mind is lost into what is you.
Troubling my soul in frame of lust,
How could this be with a sense of trust?
I'm too in love with all you.
tugging and pushing makes the body high,
I know we could be one with the most high,
Your love is like a drug that makes me fly.
Evolved in a place that's so unseen ,
Bloods will mix and create cream,
I'm just as invested as much as you...

Abstract love , so many colors,
Abstract love , so many colors,
God we need you to save us tonight.

/

Keep on treating me right,
Keep on making me smile,
If you do this for me,
I might give you child,
Is it too good to be true?
Over barring for you?
In the night , tasting your saliva ain't real enough for you?
Give me all of your time,
Give your hugs and **** rubs,
Having bath time with you love, got the suds in the tub,
No pressuring you love,
Yet you gotta trust me,
Beautiful like a flying angel or a watering dove,

Love me like you say you do,
And this will work out in your favor.
Girl I would go miles for you,
Taking your hand in this life.
Love me like you say you do,
And this will work out in your favor.
Girl I would go miles for you,
Taking your hand in this life.
©abpoetry2019

https://arcassin.blogspot.com/p/hi-love-thanks-for-*******-me-over-ii.html
Arcassin B Apr 2015
by Arcassin Burnham



Basket full of open doors,



Spitting image of asexual roses,



Washing away the sins kept in prayer,



Enjoying paradise,



Returning to the beauty that you’ve always been,







Suppertime in the midnight hour,



Not a right time to say I’ve seen ignorance at its coldest,



Like the saying that all humans have layers,



Unless bruised knees are kept in ice,



Don’t worry about the less passionate just look within,







Last minute discussions more like hang-ups,



All I want is cooperation from people that believe,



Forgetting where my soul went,



Then creates having lost ones self-respect,



But the emotions set to overcrowd and ……







……Perfect lack of stamina,



You want signs, but its messages that you receive,



Sitting in a room with four walls and the hours that you spent,



The only time you really have to accept and recollect,



To be admired by thousands.
acception
Arcassin B Oct 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



Love the way,
You show me you center fold,
Love the way,
On how I can make us whole,
Love the way,
You don't think twice,
Love the way,
Your body is cold like ice,
Love the way,
You tie up your hair,
Love you way,
You stop And stare,
You make me feel good inside,
When we get together its fun anywhere.
From my ep titled "17"
Arcassin B Oct 2014
By AB



When I enter my zone,
Swear you won't be alone,
But I see your alone,

let's fix that

Kissing necks, touching thongs,
Moaning , all the silence is gone,
Feels so right it wouldn't feel wrong,

*got you where I want you
****** side
Arcassin B Jan 2015
By Arcassin B & Quinfinn


::AB::
Where's the love,
If you love me,
Instead you have me feeling so empty,
I've never in my life felt so empty,
This room never been so empty,
And,
You had a love for writing songs,
Delayed meetings to hear you sing,
But the only thing I write about,
Is have your finger tangled with a ring,
In hopes that we could be more,
And nothing positive anymore,
Drug head I think I need more,
There's nothing more to say,
I got the direction , I just hope you know the way.
::WSQF::
love doesn't just go away
so, i guess it must have gone astray
it's not forgotten..somehow i know
just lost its way on a lonely road
but what has filled my heart with dread
there may be no signpost up ahead
a billion stars in the universe
we are merely two, it couldn't be worse
ever expanding is this endless sky
and we lost each other, i know not why
sometimes a man just has to cry
sometimes a man just has to cry.


::WSQF::
while pieces of you still churn within me
like a paper boat in a raging sea
desperately searching for a place to land
as you slip through my fingers like the sand.

::AB::
I was glad to be your man,
But inception got in the way,
Not good enough doubt's,
To have the affection missed in any other way.
Miss love
Arcassin B Mar 2018
by Arcassin Burrnham


What do you put all your faith in?
When it all ends where do you begin?
Gotta live sometimes,
Don't let no one tells lies,
It's all in you.

Jump the gun with some brand new nikes,
Can't let this world ruin all of my psyche,
Can't let it run over my chakra,
The ripples keep calling,
Let nobody stop ya',

What do you put all your faith in?
When it all ends where do you begin?
Gotta live sometimes,
Don't let no one tells lies,

It's all in you.

Where do you find the light at?
When it all ends what can you take back?
The gem is in your eyes,
Can't handle all these lies,
I hope he comes through.
©abpoetry2018

https://arcassin.blogspot.com/2018/03/a-gem-in-star.html
Arcassin B Dec 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


Touching The Skin,
Scriptures depend,
Doing things that sin won't be held accountable for then again,
Heart turned to stone in a matter of seconds way before the end,
We tempted to love and just give it a try but she left me for a friend,
Sacrificed a love for a another she was aiming after tricking me
Making me think that we could be a trustworthy couple that will
Handle anything when it comes to taking care,
I was ready for marriage and we all knew you didn't care,



/

Daffodils where the old well use to be laying out a piece
Of cloth in the moonlight,
My memory doesn't serve me well feeling all the things
That I feel held in this life.
©ABPoetry2016
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/12/aim-riddim.html
Arcassin B Jan 2019
By Arcassin Burnham

Soul Searching, Earth lurking,
Just mind your business , we're over here,
Bird chirping, commenting,
Keep talking **** , we can not hear,
This house , ain't a home in my eyes, there's so much to
Be discussed.

Not taking too much from the fort,
I gotta hold it down,
I plan to place this little heart in a jar for my
safe keeping.

Losing my lil sanity and calcifying fear away,
Too much to bare in this pile of flesh that I
could not be in this place, turn day to night
with just a flick, there is no escape...

Take a picture,
Make it last,
Might be your last to be on this earth,
Don't a menace,
Don't be in your feelings,
Worrying too much , they put aside their dealings,
Way too much healing.

Because I'm Losing my lil sanity and calcifying fear away,
Too much to bare in this pile of flesh that I
could not be in this place, turn day to night
with just a flick, there is no escape.
©abpoetry2019

https://arcassin.blogspot.com/2019/01/aint-home.html
Arcassin B Oct 2014
By Arcassinburnham




My father never gave a ****,
So what are you to me,
Dieing in the fear of needing him,
he never came to see me,
Had a family already up in Tallahassee,
Thats why I don't like betrayal and those nasty *** hussys,
Fight through the pain of rejection and bullies,
I never knew how to handle it,
Situations overthrew me,
Moms tried to calm me down,
But I didn't listen,
Too much stuff going on,
Had to keep my distance.




We

All

See

Your

Problem

Arcassin.


I put everything I had in to poetry,
Mom told me follow your dreams,
And be the best in history,
So one day made a blog,
On how I want the poem to be,
And every since then,
I've seen a lot of progress from the google freaks,
So when you judge,
You need to judge correctly,
Now I got a whole of enemies around me,
Heat seeking,
And you think I don't bring a knife everywhere
With me,
Do you get me,

I've got no memory at all,
Of how things use to be,
Most of the past is great,
Unlike confrontation following me.
And til this day Im still in hell living,
Now ain't that depressing.
my life
Arcassin B May 2014
by Arcassin B



The sun couldn't shine any brighter,
when i see your face,
other girls would disagree,
with the love and warm embrace,

pulling emotions,
that we seem to have the same of,
if i didnt know you,
you would be the perfect love,
of mine,
but we can't waste any time,
names akieva,
when i dream of her,
its like a scent of pine.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/05/akieva.html
Arcassin B Jan 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


Depressed as ****,
Should I drink this henny?
Down to the third bottle,
Baby trust me I had plenty,
And even though I'm feeling pretty ******,
There was no need for unessasary self pity,
It leaks from the cavities of he devils teeth,
While reminiscing distant memories.
It makes it worse huh?
Arcassin B May 2014
By ARCASSIN BURNHAM








Remembering That day,
that we walked on the beach,
everyone was in imaginate,
While we were on a leash,
Reminise about the days that i spent,
with her,
I thought i loved someone else,
but when it came to her,
lookin into her eyes,
As the sun hits the ocean,
Thinkin bout that one kiss,
that didnt happen,
was an illusion,

But the death of her mom,
it would only make her calm,
a few times,
developed feelings were born,
That your so strong,
cry a few just to get it out,
IF she finds out that i love you,
she mite have her doubts,
Just a troubled teen,
trying to figure out,
why is the world so cold,
jesus help us out,

heading home from burger king,
had some bad thoughts,
gotta save the trouble,
that im got in ,
just to get lost,
suicidal over the love,
that i thought was lost,
but she didnt know,
until we had the talk,
love her like my green bike,
wishing i had her here tonight,
hopin that these bad thoughts i had would make it alright,
i warned you,

alexis if you get this letter i wrote to you,
i just want you to know everything was about you,
and your struggle as a teen,
and everything that you use to,
im sorry for what i put you through,
I Still Love You.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2013/01/alexis-pt1.html
Arcassin B May 2014
by Arcassin B



that night she told me,
she didnt wanna see me go,
i had feelings in my head,
that strongly fell in love with her,
i didnt know,
she made it hard for me to cope,
i loved her face,
and the way it rained on riverrside,
hopin to get a piece of the attention,
i had to decide,
Me and her resulting the same background,


Dont bring me down like the rest,
already have a weakness that im facing,
so people stoped and checked,
hated the sight of everyone else,
that i fai;ed to talk,
to you and mama D ,
away, i walked,

I Need Her.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2013/02/alexis-pt2.html
Arcassin B Jul 2016
By Arcassin Burnham


I slip and fall upon the rabbit hole of diamond valley,
Falling for my love,
Breathing for that one treasurous touch,
Looking for my departed equal,
Sands of time
As quick as the Dickens,
I'm drowning in inner and outer existence,
Wishing I was alive but im just a talking corpse,
Pinching myself,
Wake Up!!!
Wake Up!!!
My soul is yelling at me,
Telling me what things are important and
What is not,
Sometimes i wish i didnt know.
©ABPoetry2016


http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2016/07/alive.html
Arcassin B Jan 2015
By Arcassin and Eli


Eli : You're hard and cold — but I think that is what I like most about you. 
Even though I step hard enough for you to utter a sound, you allow me to come back and repeat these actions. You make me feel... Powerful?

AB : scrubbed down between every single crevice , seeing my reflection inside you , makes me wanna clean you more,
In socks sliding on you , covered wooden exterior,
Watching each line crossing over another line, creating   superiors, amusing ?

Eli : I could look at you all day. Your shades and spots make me feel at peace because your imperfections remind me that I can be imperfect. You remind me that I don't have to be spotless and smooth. Looking at you is... Pleasing?

AB : potential in your smells , honestly rubbing my finger across the surface , checking for ricocheting dirt cells,
Bad taste in my mouth , for the disgust of dog hair,
But in awhile , vast at the wonders and the beauties of the tile.
Too much beauty ?
A little something from eli and me ✌✌✌
About  wooden floors lol
Arcassin B Mar 2017
by Arcassin Burnham

Sitting in the room with a blank stare,
you have your whole life ahead of you and people
care,
Making sacrifices for friends that won't do the same,
they were never with you all along,
they don't know your name
Thinking about what your brothers and your sisters
did,
All day long trying to penny pinch,
Looking for a decent job is minus percent,
And you can't love a boy round here cause non of them are men,

Soul Searching is so ******* hard to do baby,
when you've got the devil running after you baby,
could you find the light and let it redeem? maybe,
can't i try to make you feel like a queen baby?
But the trust issues ran so deep lately,
you can't trust anyone , not even family,
The past has ruined your life in many ways basically,
that doesn't mean anyone can be the enemy.
©abpoetry2017
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2017/03/all-day-long.html
Arcassin B Jun 2015
By Arcassin Burnham

Crossing paths,
With nothing to cross,
My side is landmine city,
Don't make me blow your mine,
With rhymes and sentences o' plenty,

Been let down plenty of times,
And it'll keep happening,
In Diamond valley you pay the price,
On earth it wouldn't be happening,
Peace be still and behold,
There is no city of gold,
Thats what he wants you to believe,
Schemes are getting too old,
Like ice blocks are too cold,
To rarely put your tongue on,
Survive the strong , brave and bold,
All I know is pain,
Surviving on my own.
02. All I Know Is Pain - (18 Part 2 mEP)
Arcassin B Mar 2020
By Arcassin Burn

Welcome to the year of the end,
you better look for better sayings when use a new pen,
see all your family before its too late for friends,
walk to all your enemies and make a mends,
how the hell do you ever get the message if it won't send?
make your mark on the earth before it really does end,
you could ignore my meta mind here,
all in me.

third eye not even open but I'm still woke,
stupid still drinking fructose in their coke,
but who am I to be smart like i have two lab coats and,
when i am a lab rat like the rest of ya'll without a poll,
to decide and vote where the universe might take us,
everyone deserves a purpose , the vultures take and leave us,
so while I sit and think how life could be different in mind,
all you human beings are still blind,
the light is all in me.



©abpoetry2020
https://arcassin.blogspot.com/2020/03/all-in-me.html
Arcassin B Feb 2017
By Arcassin Burnham

You might have ran away from the cops
A few times and the insane crime rate
Really influenced,
You may have stole from your moms purse
And she will never find that your little ego
Made you do it,
You make these bad decisions in your life
Cause your father was never there and your
Mother don't understand,
All these bad choices don't make you who you
Are,
You have to fight and take a stand,
to be a man, that should be the plan,
All that you are can't be centered around
an Evil and warm embrace,
Just splash some water right in your face,
And say that your better than this bad space,
Cant lose your life over this,
And its just another phase.

/

My mind is like a glass figure ready to be cracked,
pushing pulses and making eye contact hurts my soul,
I am to the edge, making one last impression on others,

beautiful faces with bad intentions,
exploring the darker side of life and love and places,
no one knows what goes on in ones mind but lets be
clear that they have pleasant thoughts and areas
of the brain that gives a **** about the stress and strain
of it all while tackling situations first hand in combat.
©abpoetry2017
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2017/02/all-that-you-are-ones-mind.html
Arcassin B Jan 2015
By Arcassin Burnham


With time,
Comes wisdom,
Or some dumb **** like that,
You can't phase your opinions,
But your blinded by the fact,
And that's why I don't believe it,
When they say time is on our side,
But people look inside the box too much,
Like where will you reside?
But all we need is time,
Is it really on our side ???
Arcassin B Oct 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



16 hours and a day,
Won't stop me,
From spending my life with you,
Life's funny,

I'm almost there,
Came to your door,
Now I'm on your stairs,
Something I adore truly,
Hoping that your there,
I'm so nervous , I'm pretty much scared,
Only to find you were waiting for me.
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

Alone for a reason,
Alone cause I can be,
All though I don't allow it,
The beautiful ones hurt you everytime,
The beautiful ones hurt you every time,
The summer came in the season,
Looking for some empathy,
But now I can't contain it,
I'm alone for a reason.
@ab poetry 2014@copyright 2014.
Arcassin B Nov 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



You've grown quite old-looking,
You use to be knee high,
And beautiful as ever,
Bet the cost of loving you is high,
You use to have blonde hair,
Guess you dyed it black,
To cover up the fact,
The quilt that still sits there,
I put pictures on my will,
From when you wore a Tutu,
The one that you gave to me,
When I broke up with you,
Besides that its been awhile.
Old friend
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