Dark puffs under my eyes
Begs me to sleep tonight
But there are so many whys
That keeps me awake every night

My mind cannot rest
As the reasoning of whys linger
I tried to divert first
But somehow it kicks back like a winger

The past and present haunts
The so called journey till to date
Has been full of sadness and taunts
And the mistreatment full of hate

There is no love, no forgiveness
No understanding, no care
Just devilish acts and forgetfulness
The relationship was so unfair

I tried to chase away the culprit
Residing in my own dark heart
Yet, my attempts failed to forget him
Who initially broke me apart...*


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On a dusty road
Walking alone
Carrying my load
My body all bones
Shackling, dangling
Withered skin
Like a reptile camouflaging
From its tail to fin
My burdens are heavy
But he denies to take me
Says I am not ready, I've gone crazy
Under the hot sun and cold moon
All I prayed to, none fulfilled my boon
So I seeked the death lord to take me
But it didn't listen to my plea
The sand dust, makes small dunes on my eyes
The leviathans sleek their tongues and spies
While walking, my feet leaves a red pattern
Yet no one's willing to take me in, that's for certain
I am a sinner but I killed no one
I betrayed my ownself
By trusting a face shifter alone
The load was heavy, so I tried committing suicides
Each time someone stopped and so became my guides
Now I am walking, so my loads drop by the road side
Little by little my timid soul, opens from its hide
On the lead way, the devil lied
Dressed like a monk, it came to me like a surprise
It was after my soul, was trading it with gold
The forbiddened advice,
Coz I knew it was the devil in disguise
I am walking towards the new horizon
The death lord intervened to renew my death licenses
I am like the centaur from the epic time
Heeded with superiority, on my blood spilled no crime
I am now at a graveyard, walking with the shackle bones
Rattling underneath the ground, are many unknowns
Here I shall lay my withered raptured body,
Coz my soul angel is near, with my new reformed body...


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Why should I try to lie about you and that guy.
It's shameful and awful that you have betrayed me for a while.
Time and again, you prime to frail my fragile brain.
You've tossed me without any cost, to be lost to another host.
In this bizarre looting world of wraths and stinky breaths.
You left me plotting and dealing my own scornful feelings.
Now that it's all over between you and him. You trying to intervene like a jhin.
Sometimes I feel you are a fish with spikey fins and hooded pins.
Do you do this for your internal wins? Or are you playing the game of sins...


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I am aware of your thoughts
I am aware of your writings in the broken clay pots
I am aware of your love and kindness
I am also, well aware of your feelings
But you are doing it all wrong
You have grown weaker when I thought you were strong
You blame me each time I refuse
Infact, most times you have literally accused
But you are unknowingly exhausting yourself too much
Truth is, my love is ominous
To every being, born and unborn
You to, in your previous life sworn
To walk in hand with me, but here you are being selfish
Think back dear, think back of the promises and wish
Once you understand your role
Your soul and heart will glow instead of being a coal
You are a godly being, yet easily seen
I am here for you, do not fear
I know your trust is about to sink
But calm down and just think
Think of who you are?
Who you were?
In your cycle of life of birth and death...*



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The owl hoots every night
Near my window, around one
Am woken by a great force
To see, but I find no one
A chill quivers up my spine
When I see the mirror shine
A shadow figure stands still
It's eyes piercing me like drill
As I clear the haze from my eyes
To see if its an illusion or otherwise
There is no one besides my shadow
In the mirror,
I just see me in another disguise...


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Let me cry
Cry till these tears get dry
Dry not cause I want to stop
Stop is not a question
Question is the hurt
Hurt that burns within
Within my soul, turning my heart
Heart from gold to coal
Coal so cold, full of agony
Agony not cause of you
You were just helping me out
Out from my helpless broken self
Self which I am surrounded with
With the darkest clouds of fear
Fear of hurt, of losing, of death
Death of my feelings and emotions
Emotions...Yes! emotions of my love
Love that you kicked out of your heart and senses
Senseless, I am....thus this is the pain I am in
In a shameless character, No!!! My love was pure
Pure and innocent, yet you killed it...



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My doubt isn't lethal enough
So you can continue to laugh
As if I've made a bad joke
So you use my own words to poke
You think I don't know your deeds
So in the dark, you feed on your needs
How awful you are behind your filthy skin
You spare no one and **** them within
Soon you'll be in limelight, squirrel of darkness
And like you **** souls of the weakness
You shall pay your way to the pit of hell
Its bounded by my secret spell
You failed to recognize me as usual
Coz my powers played well with your visuals
I am the comrade of the spell and keeper of powers
I, summon you to the darkest deepest crust of hell,
this very hour
Locked up in the chambers of the hells burning tower...


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I am not mad
NO
I am not sad
NO
I am not dead
?
Am I DEAD?
Coz I was sad
And mad!
I can breath...RIGHT!
But...
Why there's cotton wool stuffed in my nose?
Why do I smell medicine, feeling of grouse?
Why do I have two bodies?
Why can't anyone notice?
WHY CAN'T??
I am really dead
Coz I was sad
And mad
On you, provoking my angriest nature
Making me into a beast, a nocturnal creature
Finally, I am gone...gone forever from your sight
But I will wait, wait till the darkness consumes light
That's when I will see you again
Getting mad
Then sad
Then...............like how I am in vain
You will be beside me,
          leaving behind your body consumed in pain...


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The spills of red
The smell of dead
Faces turned sad
The scene was bad

A tragic glimpse of war
Bullets rained to pour
Lives just vanished
Many hearts got tore

Here on this ground
My mother gave me life
Now looking around
Bodies slaughtered by knife

Tears of sorrow, clipped my mind
Shattered, my own, I can't find
Wreckage of all kind
Just blooded bodies lined

I've never seen a massive ****
So much of tears and blood spill
The ground has soaked in as its meal
My conscious dead, I have no feel

I am already sick, seeing this sight
A revenge of one, took on a plight
An uninvited surprised fight
When all were asleep at night

I think I'll just stop and gaze
Till my eyes close in the blaze
A set fire to burn the maze
I walked in, when the flames raised...**


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A light unlit
In this dark place
Yet the shadows sit
Looking face to face

The figures change
As the moon moves
From certain range
The shadows grove

It's natures gift
Of peaceful entertainment
Where my soul lifts
To witness this moment

The ripples in the pool
Brings the shadows to life
It seems like a set rule
In this caves rife

A magnificent created art
One can ever realize
The sight sinks in my heart
As the moon sits and spies

This place is so beautiful
So enchanting with tropical rain
Prolifically existing, not harmful
A small world, within my own brain

As I close my eyes to imagine this site
Positive vibes surround like hives
But as the sun rays touches my eyes
All vanishes in its bright white light...


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I have come this far
Unnoticed by all
I ain't a shining star
That's why I fall

You picked me from the crowd
And took me far away
My heart felt so proud
When you made me yours that day

The love that flows within me
Is a boon flourished by you
My life is always yours to be
Like how the nature embraces the morning dew...*

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Quivering leaf, in
a small waterfall, dancing
to and fro fanning,
splashing water on the green
Crawling slippery algae.


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The wilting flowers,
Hung low with heavy dew drops  
Almost kissing, ground
Maynas chattering loudly
Awful sweet swears, fighting song


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My eyes unfolds
What is seen
Yet untold
For the mysteries
It secretly holds
I have yet to mould
My heart to be bold
To reveal the cold
A truth, unspoken
To talk about it
Is to break, what's broken
But its a burden to hold
The clay sage, has eyes of gold
I've seen it, in the nights cold
The clay sculpture
Made by the potter
Grew an inch shorter
I am too scared to tell
None will believe me
And thus, they will sell
I don't know if it's a good omen
But this is unusually uncommon
I need to find out who else has seen
Perhaps together we can gleam
The mystery behind the golden eyes
Or am I just hallucinating and threading the lies
One way to find out that I am still sane,
Tonight I shall unveil the truth behind this game...


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My mind is absolutely sane
But my heart is full of pain
My eyes are open
But my tears brim up like token
I breath in and I breath out
I feel my soul scream and shout
There is emptiness in my heart
Since you decided to depart
You showed me no remorse
Deliberately taunted me, ofcourse
I know there is a reason
You've entered someone's prison
Coz with me you were not a captive
Few days back your anger tipped active
For the years you spent with me
Rolled over my eyes to see
The glitch in our loving relationship
Interfered by someone to rip
My beautiful world apart
Whom to trust these days
If I only knew this drama from the start
I would have understood people in many ways...


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The angry drops of rain
Cries on natures pain
A way to voice to the beings with brains
Whose mentality is no less than a clogged drain
The earth soaks as much as it can
But the credit is always given to man
Who pollute and poison this environment
And leave other living beings in torment
The rivers flood, bursting their banks
Water rise from their usual ranks
It's flash flooding at this time of the day
But more to come as the high tide is on its way
Businesses and school operations are at halt
Still we humans don't admit our fault
If we look after our surroundings well, globally
And focus on environmental change locally
We could atleast relief nature from it's pains
For, I hope most of us start using our brains...*


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The sky filled the clouds with bearable tears
The rush of winds slayed them without fears
Falling tears, drop by drop as rain
One can only imagine their infinite pain
Roaring and rumbling the thunder awakes
With its deafening roar, many heart it shakes
The sky darkened in agony on thunders call
Striking lightening didn't waste a time to fall
Beating rain pours aimlessly on the ground
Seeing this the wind swayed gently around
Brushing the tears off the clouds that surround
Calming the lightening and thunders sound
The sky cleared with a vibrant spectrum spread
Across the sky, beaming joy to those scared
Nature is quite like a bunch of playful kids
Each shows its talent when they open their eyelids...*


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One day I will go in a deep sleep
Without troubling anybody
Death will leap to my soul and keep
No cries, no weeps, I envy nobody

Fallen, strangled, struggled, broken
All laughs mock, my life got in trouble
Beaten, taken, unheard when spoken
Pricked and stung like a ***** bubble

Tried and pained, laying in stains
Couple more hours before I sleep
Under this tree, soon when it rains
All my painful miseries, it will sweep

These bed of leaves, serves as my grave
A perfect funeral, with heavenly showers
I, to was once energetic and brave
But what can a God do, without its powers...*


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Hand me a cup
Hand me a spoon
Let's drink coffee
While watching the moon

Your hands touching mine
As the eyes light up the desire
Your skin deliciously shine
You've just set me on fire

The cup stood still
So did the spoon
The coffee wasn't made
While the dark clouds hid the moon

You passionately kissed my lips
Almost losing myself to you
Your hands grabbed my hips
That's when my eyes opened, searching for you...


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I am weighted down with my sorrow
My heart and mind are full of fear
What might happen tomorrow?
Such thoughts always sheds my tear

I am weak both inside, out
My brain won't function properly
My innocent soul screams and shouts
Why my vision is hidden inwardly?

Why am I not seeing the light?
What has degraded my strength to such level?
Why am I not able to fight?
Is it that I've given way to the devil?

I shouldn't think of myself, so low
As I am just a learning human being
I should light up my own show
Till then I'll just smile and sing

There's always light at the end
Be it a tunnel or a deep cave
But if you've fallen into a well, than
It's your strength that will help you and save

Don't worry about tomorrow
No one has seen the upcoming events
Then, why waste time and energy in sorrow
When your knowledge is enough for new invents...


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My mind is unstable
I don't know, if I am capable
To withdraw the gruesome feeling
Developing inside me everyday
I try to divert, to give space for healing
But the negatives crosses my way
I remain silent most of the time
Unable to fight, as my anger takes to prime
Voices inside my head start their taunting
I hide my head under a pillow for it to stop
My own thoughts has started haunting
I felt I was on a huge cliff top
Freely falling,
To what lays beneath the dark meadows
My own undigested cruel shadows
Cuffed up, smothering, while I struggle to get out
Even my voice stopped echoing my shout
I am completely consumed by my leverage thoughts
So many tangles, so many knots
I may never be able to free myself from myself
For I can not run away for what's unseen
Inside my physical head to oneself
But if you know what I mean,
then this place within yourself you've already seen...


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When mother earth gets angry
Throwing her quake tantrums
Buildings collide and news report, earthquake

When the sea gets upset
Seeing mother earth suffer
Water floods and news report, tsunami

When the winds get frustrated
By many chemical outbreak
Buildings, animals uprooted and news report, tornado

When the intense heat churns
With all the terrific human actions
Unpredictable fires blaze and news report, climactic disorder

And when all occurs, one after the other, it's global warming

This is our doings!

Not mother earth
Not the sea
Not the wind
Not the sun
Not the nature as a whole

It's our selfish experiments

Calling ourselves geniuses!!

Wow!


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My heart won't forgive
My mind won't forget
For everyday of my life I live
Just wished we never met

Sour feelings, bitter emotions
Witnessed the living hell
Subjected in many portions
Stacked souls in a dried well

It's your skills and unnamed game
Luring each innocent in your bait
Behind pure love, you are a shame
Disguised poly player, how much I hate

Your deeds will get you oneday
With the curse of every broken heart
For every heartbreak, you'll surely pay
You'll then, beg to have a fresh start...*


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I lead if I am right
I admit if I am wrong
I mean no harm or fight
My values are quite strong

You confuse my words
Misunderstand my actions
Push me to fall on swords
Then smile at my reactions

The presentation is rude
You show no remorse
Your ethics turned crude
Everyday you get worse

You are not possessed
Yet claim yourself as God
You've grown mentally obsessed
The goodness you can't afford

That's why, mirrors don't lie
See through your reflection
The one in the mirror is naive and shy
The reality has dead affection

You steer in an imaginary ocean
Without fearing on invisible surprise
Feeding on some man-made potion
Thinking death may never rise...



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