it's hard
when you have all the tools and knowledge to improve your life but the only missing ingredients are motivation and consistency.

D.L.

i have taken your feelings into consideration
.. oh wait
.. oops
.. sorry
.. nah
i gotta take my feelings
into consideration
first.

-thank u,next

-D.L.

You can't love somebody you don't know.

I can't love myself because I don't fully accept myself.
I don't know myself.
I don't accept my own image.
I don't accept some of my actions.

I put up a front.
Confidence.
Happiness.
I pretend to not care but inside I feel.
Pettiness.
Jealously.
I hold onto stupid things.
Grudges.
Resentment.

I want to accept myself.
I want to forgive myself.
I want to learn from myself.
From my past self to my present self in order to become a better human being.

I want to love myself.
I need to love myself.

I will love myself.

is my heart that desperate
that it fills its void with boys when only a man can fulfil it.

-D.L.

you intrigue me yet
you scare me
you are a mystery and
it intices me but
everytime i look at you
i feel unsure
like you are playing with me.

i feel like i am going back to that state of uncertainty
but i have learned my lesson.

my mind can play tricks on me.
my heart can learn the rules but
my soul ultimately tells
me when to stop playing the game.


D.L.

take it one song at a time.

-D.L.

the uncertainty drives my sanity insane

physically numb

mentally repressed

spiritually tangled.

press on

continue with hope

hopefully it works out,

Hopefully.

-D.L.