Don t mask yourself with lies and hurtful words. Bring people up rather then down. Look within your self before you judge. The words u say casue more pain then bullet to the heart. The negative words you say is likes cancer that never goes way.

I dream of night holding you tight
The idea of two hearts on this cold night
Cuddle up on sofa  with no care in world
The sound of ur voice as night draws on
The taste of ur lips as i forget everything
I am so lost inside  your beauty
Your my sun through  my darkest days
I lay there with your head on  my chest
We are two lost in this  moment  with  just happy ever  after

I wish you knew how u are deep inside
The way u make me feel
The hangs up and words that were left unsaid
The past that never got forgotten
I live and learn and it  is time for  me to  move forward
The mask i need to wear but never was  a good fit
My heart so broken but need ur loving hands
I care and hope to see the light,t but only to  see the darkness
You will never see the me just image u want to see that never  left
The past was tough but today is now
I  wish i could take back things that were said and done but only the strong can forgive

I walk thousands  miles the  feeling of  my heart broken apart
The words that were left  that didn't get said
All my thoughts feelings deep inside tearing my soul apart
I wish u knew how u are
The fact i care  is my weakness  that rips  my skin apart
The hope that i have always been lost
I wish you  know how u are
I am alone deep my thoughts  
Should i just give up on how u are
Under the bed is full and now it time for me walk away

We are so far part  in my heart i never stopped loving you
When i look at you  i can't  see nothing but you
My heart skips  a beat when i think of you
I would  glue back together your  heart and never let go
I wish you know how  much i love you
I wish i could be ur king and  take your  breath away
A  soft kiss but never let go
The thoughts of endless  walk during the night sky
I am sorry  for everything i did
A moment with you  would last lifetime.

Life and death on this cold world
The idea what  we could of done
The moments that were once were
I wish i could  went back changed my foot steps
the sound of nothing but my heart  beat
I wonder where this life will go
The dark moment that  will leave it finger prints
I wish i knew  is this all what it should be
Life and death that dance under the moon light

The  battle  inside but  never forgotten
So many streps to see the light
The pain that over took my body
I felt so alone deep inside
The tears that stained my heart
The drug to **** what was killing me
At times i felt so lost  on this road
The hope that always flew threw my body
The image that no one  wanted to see
In the end i beat cancer.

The day  stood  still
I can t think about anything but  ur flesh
The blood pours out my mouth
How did  i get like this?
Nothing  else matters  but the taste of you
I  go on to feed  so i can live just another day
I find myself walking miles and miles just for you
My heart used be filled with love,  and care but now with nothing
I am just  walker on this dark road.

I used to  have  hope but knows its gone deep into my soul
The day turned to cold
The idea love on this winter night was just an idea
The wind hits my face  but only  thought is u
I wish i knew the warmth of other
A endless walk under stars
The moon shines above
My blood flows threw my skin
Is my idea of love so far gone
Sweet , caring and dream what could of been
Filled the night air
I live alone under stars
A man who  belived  in love on

I wish knew words say
I can't tun back time
You are sun in my sky
When i think of you my heart skips beat
I just  want be reason u smile
I want be glue put ur heart back into place
I dream of holding you close
Looking at stars and never letting go
I wish u knew how those finger prints never faded
I want break those chains
Be  my sun in my dark sky

By Kenny Diamond

The years go  by but forever missed  
The kinds and loved you showed me
You never asked for anything
Your heart so pure
You ment so much to me
The days were dark but u always brought in the sun
I wish i could turn back time to say i am sorry
My heart still bleeds with the sadness
The ink on my skin flows deep
I will never  forget you bc  you were like mother to me

i am not everyone cup of tea
love or hate me in end i am just me.
The ones who miss out don't see the greatness which is me
I can t be sheep that u want  to see
I am man just in deep in my thoughts
Looking in world with an different light
I hate the feeling of the mask
There no smoke and stain glass windows
But in end you are just blind by the image you want to see.

I been doing poems for many years of my life.
As i started on here i felt more to let my feelings out
The idea of writing  and maybe someone else feels the  same
The words leave my soul flow  threw air
The idea of writing  see where it goes  
I always aim learn  and become better
I hope see  one day get book and leave behind my feelings.
Hello and just  another good bye to this poem which is me,

i can t see the sun threw the rain
My heart never feels like it will be the same
The ideas of the past once were just lost in mind
I wish i knew the path i was on
So alone deep in my thoughts to see the road
I hold so much in my head that i am left weak
People come and go but door stays open
At times i want give up walk away
The battle still goes on and change  is  the hope

A kiss took my breath away
The moment lost forever
I wish i could see the sun threw the rain
A heart pounds to hear your voice
The night with love that over takes my soul
The way she loved me made forget the past
I always aim melt her heart and never let go
I feel stuck in my mind that this will never happen
A kiss that took it all away
her warmth makes me feel lost in the time
I never meet anyone who can  see  me way she does
A kiss that took it all away
I never wanted anything more then her touch
A hope that it will last  and hold it close to my heart
I wake to find this was all dream lost in my feelings of love

I wish i  could change the past
i can't tun back time
I wish you took more time see me as a  person
The image you saw so faded but now its lost in ur thoughts
The words bleed threw me cut my heart
I am alone on my island  with no place to go
As my story  un folds
You  are blinded only by what you want to see
i used to  have hope but know  its gone
I always look for the stars but only see the moon
In end mom you will never change bc ur stuck in your own world

Your sun in my sky
When we talk my heart skips beat
I am lost in your beauty
I wish u  knew how much u mean to me
We are  miles apart but i can t stop thinking of u
I dream of night holding you watching  the world pass by
When i look  at you see so much more
Can see be the one?
Is this my thoughts deep in my own mind
I can t help but love you
When i see u hurt i want be ur glue
The words are never enough to say ur my shooting star

The memories that bind us
The heart never forgets
A thought of what could of been
We live in past but can't  see today
I battle everyday see the sun
I walk threw the dark to see that road still goes on
I am alone deep in my own thoughts
A complex mask which  no one understands
Today is here and let me break the chains

There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.
Washington Irving

A been to many places
Some have been great
And other have been nothing more then a faded dream
it Starts with  how can i help you and  with an idea of a understanding  of what i want
The thoughts of saving money and finding what i am looking for
So fast not to care and loss focus of the inside
But in todays  world its  lost the warm feeling of service that one can give.
I am just one of many  who has faith in the heart of it all
I can't  image how one loss faith on what really matter which is customer service.

A  smile lights up the night sky
The beauty  that can't  be understood
When you walk time stops
Your light shines during toughest days
A walk but always have hope
A mind set and kindness that never got over looked
Who is she and how could she be?
You take my breath away with the person that is you

i thought i could show you the warmth threw the darkness
I wish i could put back together the things you lost
The past is gone and today is now
We are all not the same but take time to see greatness
I am lost and  sick of battles of of last people who did  u wrong
you fallen but still can get back up
I dreamed of nights of hold you tight
I miss the radom texts
The sound of cute laugh that touched my heart
My hope has fallen apart i can't  get over this wall

When  it comes to love the nice guy finish  last . I always have  to  battle  the past. Its hard being pushed  to side and then being made out like you are blowing smoke when at  the start u were just trying to  see where this road  could  go. . I care too much  at times I  feeL   like  it is weakness.. We been hurt and our  hearts ripped out but should we  let the past be the  past  I think its is good to  let go and move forward . I know it takes time to  heal  The thoughts run threw my head always trying look at things in 3d.

I been hurt
I been torn
I  see the darkness without the sun
My heart is kind
I hope and love
The ideas of today lost on forgotten  world of the past
I fallen on this path look up for love
My heart will keep going
I can't  give up
I have change myself with a mind so  complex
I need remove cancer out of my life

The past is the gone
The day is now
Be the sun in the sky
The darkness over takes the soul
I can t let my soul be over taking with negative
I keep walking putting my heart out there
The other chapters have t been read
The feeling of sadness and pain cut threw my skin
I break free walk away
I wish i didn't  care
So quick push the door away
I walk alone but in my heart i always will care

I wish things were different with me and my mom
I wish  she would understand who i was
The words that she said cut threw my heart
The tears burn my soul
The lack of love and logic
I wish u saw past the other days
And look towards know
I have walk back away from the pain
I feel like all those feeling keeps my heart in cage
The hope thats been torn and lost
I can't help but think u never see good in me
So quick with words lost on ur own thoughts
I give some much power to how u make me feel
I can't  beat my head on this brick wall
I have move forward rise
I am alone in this dark world but i see that i can only change myself.

So quick with words
A lack of logic
There was no words of love
She lives in past
My face full of dirt
A life with no path
A mask full of lies
My heart always torn
So fast to run away
the truth that were lost among the days
The story that need be told
My hopes torn and ripped
So lost in her own thoughts
The ties that were burned
Words left unsaid but never forgotten
The negative is her cancer
I wish u knew  the person that is you

You wrapped in  sea of negative
lost in deep in your own greedy
bridges that were burned
A heart that can't be replaced
The idea of logic  that is so far gone
Your path all ready paid
The hands that are stained with green
In end you will be  alone stuck on other side of the broken bridge.

The night pass by
The darkness fills the day
This idea of hope is cut that won't  go away
I wish you took the time see me
I am more then you think
A blink of eye my heart is torn
I walk alone in the world
My heart keeps breaking with this feeling of change
I want walk away close the door
I feel like pain is too much
Are  the words so blinded and broken
The mask is  part of you
You keep sweeping the bed will get full
I have break threw this to see the sun on this dark day.

I wish you knew the beauty I see in you
The words  that are left unsaid
A moment lost in a dream
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I want be the  glue to  put the pieces back together
I wish for endless walks under moon light
You are the sun in my sky
I keep hope
When  I look at my heart  it is lost for words
People come and go I just want hold you close
And  never let go.

I miss the feeling
The head on my heart as we lay
Is my heart so torn
I feel like my heart needs be reborn
Can you fix me?
I miss the random texts
The kind words that stuck to my soul
A thought of hope, but always crushed with the past
A battle that seems that can't be won
i am just man with few words lost in todays world

Nice guys finish last
I loss hope on love
I miss nights of holding you close
A heart beat to feel.such warmth
I look  & I wounder
Where is my queen
I am so far gone
Is my heart too broken
I can't live in past
I look for today
My pain over takes me
I wounder where is warm my hand to hold with endless walks under the stars

You  are darkness  
In my sky.
The words cut threw my soul
All  you see is bad
The love so gone
A man alone with his thoughts
I look for change but just see smoke
I can't  bend
Something that is all ready broken.
I wish you knew and saw the pain
The thoughts of the past always stay with you
I live for today
I aim for the stars
I battle dark  with the light
This thought is just another  complex puzzle
In my heart.

I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people.
John Lennon

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

The time is now
A chnage is need
My heart is bleeding
Where is the path
My mask so broken
I fallen but keep getting back up
i want be better
i want see the sun threw the dark clouds
I can't  give up
I been threw too much
A man alone on his path lost  but still looking for change.

Deep in my thoughts
Alone inside as wind blows
The thought of no one cares
The battle everyday to fix the puzzle
That  is me so miss understood
I wish  you would understand
I wish u could see me for me
The thoughts flow threw my mind
I wonder if  people can see me
So lost inside  on my knees
In the middle of the road
With no place go
All i have are my words
The sadness keeps me wake
But when will this end
i can't give up but i have  to change
In this world we battle and see road is to see hope

It is just dream
I been waiting for you
My heart misses your warm hands
I just want hold you close and never look back
It’s you and me on this dream
Your laugh and smile warms my soul
You are my dream in this dream
You are only person that warms my soul
I miss you everyday
I just want hold you tight
I want run my hands threw your hair
You are my sweet dream

Days go by forever missed
The tears burn my skin and sadness feels my soul
Since u been gone my heart is not the same
I know u are looking down on me wishing the best
I hope u know how much I loved you
I feel like I am on the outside looking in since u been gone
I walk alone as the tears burn my skin
Love feels my soul with the thought of you
I was star in your sky
You always see the good in me
Even when sun was covered by the dark
I can’t turn back time
But hope you hear me
You will always be apart of my soul.

I wake up on a cold night to find you. The wind blows as my heartbeats is the only sound I hear. Being so close in this world, I forget all the pain. I look at u as u sleep and finding my self lost in your beauty. The warmth of your soul as u lay next to me gives my cold heart hope. The endless night of love takes away the dark gives in the light. Can this be true or is just dream. I can t help but love feeling of being next to you seeing ur smile. My heart was so torn can it be put back together. Is this love so true or is my thoughts so gone this is just my dream.

I hate  it when people say they care
But give up when your life in disperse
I wear a mask but not hidden
My heart is not made of stone
The pain and sadness
Overcomes me like a  black cloud
You look and try seeing  me but Ur blind by
the thoughts that tore you apart
You are so closed mind just another sheep living in this world
Rub the mistakes as my face hits dirt
I just to complex for you understand
The road you walk is not ment for me
I look up see mask is broken
Now i can get back up

You take my breath away
As I  look deep in your eyes
Your broken and torn
Let me be glue put the pieces back together
i want be sun in your sky
Endless walks under the stars
The warmth of your hands
i can't turn back time
I can  hold you close never let go.
the feeling of hope flows threw my words
The idea of me and you  is something that can't  be forgot or explained
The sound of your voice sends echo  to my soul
I dream of this dream with in this  hope one day
be my shooting star in my sky

There once lived man
He was best at the vibe
The path was always red
So fast to help others
At times he let his anger unleash
So quick with words that cut threw the soul
But heart was so pure and kind
The hands of time undewind
If you cross the man
He will turn into beast
I see the good  threw the darkest  nights
He has fallen but always gets back up
In end he is  vibe  master with complex mind that warms the winter  nights