#changed poems on Hello Poetry

Annabel Lee May 2014

I remember
sitting on that blue couch
tears rushing to my eyes
because I couldn't understand what was
really happening
this new building,
new home
new people
yes, it was all a dream
a dream come true
but maybe a nightmare
and the possibility
of the night terrors
is what filled my empty heart
with fear.
Later,
I sat on the same couch
but I was so different
the night terrors come,
and gone
and my heart filled with
hot fast beating blood.

#up #past #on #growing #changed #moving

C Alyn Apr 2014

See My Chelsea Smile

Lies and lies,
A distorted diguise,
From the flimsy facade would rise,
A rag doll corpse infested with flies,

Now, I slice a chelsea smile from ear to ear,
So that you could see, rather than hear,
The broken boy trembling with fear,
Yet you spit on him and stay way clear,

Now you know what I became,
A disfigured monster all the same,
Yet you didn't **** - only maim,
So I'd come back crawling as a part of your game.

#love #anger #lonely #lost #cheated #hopeless #changed

Daylight 4U2C Apr 2014

What Is Wrong

What is wrong?
You don't sing the normal song.
Your tune is so off,
the words all seem so wrong.
You're losing your mind?
You're falling apart?
This can't be out of the blue.
Just when did this start?
What don't you understand?
I can't help, if I don't know.
                                                                      What is wrong?
                                                                                I'm trying to explain,
                                                                           and I don't know why,
                                                                       but I feel so very vain,
                                                                           what was the song,
                                                                       I used to sing?
                                                                        I'm trying so hard.
                                                                       I'm on shattered glass.
                                                                    I'm holding these rocks,
                                                                 no, boulders of the past.
                                                                  I cry out to you,
                                                                but what could you do?
                                                                    I'm so scared.
                                                                        I'm not strong.
What is wrong?
Please tell me what's wrong?
Why are you scared?
I know, you're not strong.
I don't know how to save you.
I'm no hero, you know.
I'm trying so hard to help you,
but I'm stuck in the front row.
We all love you,
just please,
tell us just what is it you need?
So that we can help you,
and heal as you bleed.
                                                           What is wrong?
                                                               I've changed.
                                                                  I'm running from my life.
                                                                           I've lost that 'optimistic' me.
                                                                        Now who am I left to be?
                                                        Have I fallen like an angel?
                                                                     Or am I still on earth?
                                                                        Why is pain so painful?
                                                                           Just when did I disperse?
                                                                        Where am I,
                                                                      if i'm not here?
                                                            Somehow I just disappear?
                                                                  I'm unstable.
                                                                         Save me.
                                                                Save me.
                                                                     Save me.
                                                                      I plead.
                                                              Tell me the answer I really need.
What    is    wrong-                                      with me?

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Yasu Nemo Mar 2014

The Hen

she* was the funny one
with wicked humour
and a sharp tongue
my cousin
she'd *****
so would i
we'd fight
we'd clash
but that was okay
because we were family
and that's what families do
she was the life
among us

we swam together
one on each lane
racing to the finish
or just helping each other make it
to the finish line

we laughed together
at the jokes that were cracked
laughing until our stomachs ached
and our eyes filled with tears

we sang together
four little voices trying to blend together
messily
but happily
we were happy

then she moved away
to a different place
to a different country
to different people

i remember
how she would
look in the mirror
everywhere we went

i remember
how she would run
against the wind
with her head tilted
so it would not mess her hair

i remember
her Michael Jackson dance
and the song she made
about a guy in our class

and i remember
when she made new best friends
and wore pounds of make up
and took pictures
with her cleavage showing
and we didn't meet up
because she never came back
and we rarely talked
because she was too busy
with life

a life where there is no me
no us
no inside jokes
no fighting
no sticking together

and what can i do
but sit here
and watch
as she goes out into the world
and the world changes her
until she only was
the person i once knew best

Part two of "Best Friends Forever?", which are just a jumble of thoughts penned down

#friends #broken #sad #life #best #missing #changed

Yasu Nemo Mar 2014

The Sheep

she* was the smart one
with a cute little smile
and heart full of kindness
she was the prettiest
and the smartest
and people
were either jealous of her
or
they wanted to be her
she was the one
who held my hand the most
and made me feel
like i was the best
of us all

we swam together
one on each lane
racing to the finish
or just helping each other make it
to the finish line

we laughed together
at the jokes that were cracked
laughing until our stomachs ached
and our eyes filled with tears

we sang together
four little voices trying to blend together
messily
but happily
we were happy

then she moved away
to a different place
to a different school
to different people

i remember
when she cried
when we had to part

i remember
when she felt lonely
and wrote me a letter
but lost it

i remember
when she had her first kiss
she was so excited
and so happy

and i remember
when she no longer called
and rarely texted
and weeks turned into months
before we'd finally meet
and talk
and tell each other
i miss you
keep in touch

but the promises are empty
because we say
but we never do
and her text are rare
and her calls rarer still

and what can i do
but sit here
and watch
as she goes out into the world
and the world changes her
until she only was
the person i once knew best

Part one of "Best Friends Forever?", which are just a jumble of thoughts penned down

#friends #broken #sad #life #best #missing #changed

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