Tell me how I only break to be strong and still, how I only take from me to give to others, how I get disapprovals on my own pain, how I wake up as early as 6 am, yet can't get up until the regrets of time gone to waste hit at 2 pm, Tell me how to stop.
You gift me gold, bringing back old habits, but I never aimed for the stars, so I wear it around my neck, with no sparkles in my eyes, wishing it was silver, gold bends and stretches, but it will never get a grab of the stars, silver is realistic, it can handle reality, even when things heat up.
remember that personalities shine brighter than any star
It takes a year, for the pain to leave my veins, for the memories of you to fade, for the cuts in my soul to heal, for the rhythm of my heart to change when I’m around you, to forget your touch on my mind, to forgive the universe for meeting you, to live life like you and me had never happened.
I'm sorry you feel this way, we both know what it's like to fall for someone who we can't have, and I'm sorry I had to be that person for you, I know it hurts, at least I've seen his **** side and learnt to overstep my emotions, but I am your friend, and it hurts more than you think to know I'm unwillingly hurting you in ways I know too well