Love will always leave you,
Angry
Bitter
Broken
Confused
Hateful
Hurt
M­ean,
**Spiteful

I know that I'll probably spend a life time,
Trying to a earn a college degree.
Trying so very hard to turn these black dreams into a white reality.

Searching for an identity
In a society that  worships the slim figures, intelligent minds of blondes, and blue eyes.
Truth is, I realized, I have no place in this society.
I confront my fears, and my anxiety quietly.
While my heart and mind wrestle for control over my body's entirety

You whispered sweet nothings into my ear,
Only to let them fall right out of your mouth into thin air to disappear.
You tried to use your smooth words as bait.
To get in between
My heaven gates.

You ain't nothing but a player.

You.

I have spent many hours on contemplating the right words
I should say to you
but no combination of letters
could ever join together so perfectly
to explain my feelings
that I once had for you.

I wish that the sun would kiss you,
and the clouds carry you over onto the moon.
So that you won't fall like those rain drops.

Falling too deep
and too fast