Accept the pain for you to grow and gain;
Accept the rejection for you to become
stronger and more confident;
Accept your shortcomings for you to see that you've always done your best in everything;
Accept yourself for who you are;
And be proud of yourself.

Sun after the rain;
Happiness after the pain;
Spring after the frosty winter;
Light after the darkest hinder.

We use makeup and clothes as an armor.
We use makeup to cover our scars;
We dress up to look confident and strong.
We use it differently;
Some used it to make themselves more beautiful;
Some used it to protect themselves from getting bullied, mock and etc.
Not just by using makeup and clothes as an armor,
But we should also use who we truly are as an armor.
Never forget about your true selves just because you use makeup and clothes as an armor,
But we should also embrace and love ourselves for who we truly are.
Covering up scars and dressing up to look confident and strong is just a quality of our armor ;
But what we really have as an armor is ourselves.

I never see you as a friend;
You're the only one who thought that would be the end;
You love me, but only as a friend;
I see you as my love and everything;
But you don't feel anything;
And you're already someone's everything.

Wondering around, oblivious of my dream;
Sleeping so tight, that no one could make me scream.
Heathers everywhere;
Black rhododendrons nowhere.
I might be stuck in my dream,
For it is a sweet dream.
I might not see any gleam,
For this will be my last, it seems.

I'm broken inside,
I tried to fix it, I really tried;
But it was so fragile,
That even when I tried to fix it,
It would only get worse.
My body was tired.
My mind was in chaos.
My heart was broken.
And my soul was shattered.

It's raining;
I'm running;
It's confusing.
What should I choose?
Continuing or Leaving?

I don't want to die;
I just want the pain to stop;
And be free in life.

The sun rises;
The stars surprises;
Evening's glowing light;
Gardenias growing right.

I am I;
I am me;
I am myself;
I am just who I am.

I'm about to go insane,
Because of this pain.
I keep thinking of things,
That would become my sin.
It's hard, I'm getting tired.

"It's been a while"
That hit me hard.
How can you still smile?
When you are the reason,
Why my world turned upside down.

Red Rose;
Blue Salvia;
Red Camellia;
Pink Carnation;
Red Chrysanthemum.

I lost my voice
I was use on crying silently
Having a breakdown in my room
Full of darkness
Without them knowing
Alone, hyperventilating
As tears fall from sadness
Empty, I am
I tried to shout
But my voice wouldn't come out
I heard nothing
But just silence
And me, sobbing
I lost my voice

It was a vague memory.
I can barely remember your face;
Nor remember your voice.
But my love for you was redamancy.