Another day Another challenge Another "pick myself up" Another heart wound to bandage Another determination made to keep going . Another stand myself up straight & strong Another resolve to find wisdom within the pain.
Today I look out the window Today's sun is shinning. Today I face the sun and the shadows fall behind me Today
Getting up whit courage and moving forward everyday no matter what life give us.
People say don't think with your heart. Well I don't, I think with my brain. I have learned to isolate and manipulate. To feel everything and to feel completely nothing. It didn't take long to realize I was stuck in a deep deep hole. I can't allow myself to love, even if I wanted to. There is a huge wall I cant tear down. One guy... can ruin your whole future. My love life is gone without a trace. My screams cannot be heard. I can feel myself being numb. I can feel the emptiness in my heart. But I am not necessarily upset. I am glad I wont let another male figure hurt me. Cheers to my demons. Adios to my once innocent soul.
Take a deep breathe, and continue sipping on your chamomile tea.
I miss you, Every single day. Longing for you, Is like torturing me, In every possible way. But I promise, To be strong, To be faithful, To adore you, To love you, In each day of my life. The daylight is slowly fading. Yet another day, Lost in the waves. I will wait for you, Until you come home. And drive these worries away.