Refuge from loneliness. Thought it was love, But that was just kindness. I should not have hoped, To have those delusions. I should not have confessed, And just kept it as a lonely love.
I don't have much time I know I'm not fine Black roses' petals everywhere Any second I could fall asleep forever But I'm not afraid to disappear I'm just scared of not seeing you anymore I'm scared of you crying Because I'm dying If I have one wish before I die, What would it be?
Distorted memories, But all were just tragedies. My mind was just full of fantasies, That didn't happen all through these years. Happiness that turned to tears; Hope that turned to fears; I wish I never woke up from this dream, And just stayed there forever until it dims.
Am I the only one who's crazy? Falling in love with a celebrity. I know his too far. He's a star, I'm aiming for. But instead i got a scar, That I can only adore. I can't reach him, Cause he's too far. That I can only stare from afar.
I'm exhausted, That I wanted to cry, But I can't. I was emotionless, But my heart pains me so much. I was motionless, And just stared at the wall. I was too tired that I didn't care about everything, At that one moment.
Distance can't be travelled Voices can't be heard Too far from each other Different kinds of worlds, rather Fantasy and Reality That's how different you are from me That's why we can never be connected Hearts can never be intertwined Souls can never be one Because we're from different kinds of worlds.
I'm broken inside, I tried to fix it, I really tried; But it was so fragile, That even when I tried to fix it, It would only get worse. My body was tired. My mind was in chaos. My heart was broken. And my soul was shattered.