Raven Blue

Raven Blue Sep 2021

Backy
My one and only
My buddy
When I'm lonely

I met you when I was younger
You were my listener
I was scared of dogs
So I was scared of you too

But you were always there for me
So I loved you
I never realized that
Until where I am right now

You were part of our family
And that will always be forever
You keep us safe
You were there for all of us

But I didn't expect
That things would change gradually
Now that you're gone
I feel empty

You were my everything
You were my best pal
I don't know how to live
Without you

I love you buddy
I will always love you
I'll miss you
May you rest in Paradise
And be with God

I love you Backy

#pal #buddy #friend #dog #pet #sadness #loneliness #death

Raven Blue Aug 2021

Lost Voice

I lost my voice
I was use on crying silently
Having a breakdown in my room
Full of darkness
Without them knowing
Alone, hyperventilating
As tears fall from sadness
Empty, I am
I tried to shout
But my voice wouldn't come out
I heard nothing
But just silence
And me, sobbing
I lost my voice

#depression #sadness #hopeless #anxiety #blue #loneliness #tired #silent #voice #lost

Raven Blue Aug 2021

Day

How cliché,
Today is my day.
But I'm thinking of my deathbed,
And saw someone's too.

#clich #day #sadness #loneliness #depression #blue

Raven Blue Jun 2021

Lonely Love

Refuge from loneliness.
Thought it was love,
But that was just kindness.
I should not have hoped,
To have those delusions.
I should not have confessed,
And just kept it as a lonely love.

#lonelylove #loneliness #pain #heartache #heartbreak #kindness #refuge #delusions #sadness

Raven Blue Jun 2021

Not Much Time

I don't have much time
I know I'm not fine
Black roses' petals everywhere
Any second I could fall asleep forever
But I'm not afraid to disappear
I'm just scared of not seeing you anymore
I'm scared of you crying
Because I'm dying
If I have one wish before I die,
What would it be?

#death #sadness #pain #loneliness #sleepforever #blackroses #disappear #dying #donthavemuchtime

Raven Blue Jun 2021

Memories: Not Real

Distorted memories,
But all were just tragedies.
My mind was just full of fantasies,
That didn't happen all through these years.
Happiness that turned to tears;
Hope that turned to fears;
I wish I never woke up from this dream,
And just stayed there forever until it dims.

#notreal #memories #fantasy #dream #fears #tears #sadness #emptiness #loneliness #depression

Raven Blue Jun 2021

Celebrity

Am I the only one who's crazy?
Falling in love with a celebrity.
I know his too far.
He's a star,
I'm aiming for.
But instead i got a scar,
That I can only adore.
I can't reach him,
Cause he's too far.
That I can only stare from afar.

#love #sadness #pain #heartbreak #heartache #toofar #celebrity #scar #star