You know when you feel alone You always feeling down Figuring how to change that frown Putting a smile on that face Knowing its fake When others are happy about their self You feel like you wanna drown Days pass with a smile You know your not the smile you are the pass Pass your emotions by like its some trash Self-esteem is low, feeling like things are going slow Not even knowing how to feel happy Happy is just a word to me Looking in that mirror, thinking you got some figure You know your lying when you somehow end up crying No, it's not because I'm emotional many people think People see me as pretty, but am I really I share my advice, to be nice I help people, that's who I am It's funny because using my advice is the last thing I try to do You gotta know how to love you!
If there is something that I learned these couple of years, is to see my worth. All these years I´d go for less, and accept to be treated badly, but why. I don´t deserve that, nobody deserves to be treated badly.
WHAT IF! one can recognise souls not faces the souls shining brightly diligently beauty is not of eyes ; not of lips the beauty in the soul of hearts but lately it's fearsome the soul which is meant to be began to "cover to cover" under the smile of face put on from the society it can't run away forgetting to be itself unique and never knew, when did the five magic words became routine.
the five magic words PLEASE , SORRY, THANK YOU, PARDON ME, EXCUSE ME
So I Said To Him! Laugh! Smile! And Hide Your Tears Cause No Man Will Understand You For Years Being Called A "Cry Baby" Is What He Fears 'Don't cry like a Girl!' Is All He Hears
I asked him why do you Cry? He answered," I wanna be understood by every passserby" I know what you thinking, 'His Expectations are Too High' I told him, The only one who will ever understand you is Sitting up In The Sky. All your Expectations Shall One Day Die
Are you wondering who is this guy? If I said it isn't me It would be a Lie....
Why do you continue to justify their behavior? You think someone who calls you stupid, is a potential savior? He put up a front in the beginning. He made you believe that life with him, is winning. Now where do you find your heart? In a bigger ditch than it was from the start. So stop and ask yourself one thing, Are the lies, deciet and broken promises worth the pain?
I dont understand what the universe is trying to teach me here.