The truth is hidden by scars,
Now I'm playing guitar
Why am I here playing it alone?
Why is my world only stopping?

My heart is miserable,
Please save me
I wanna go back to those happy days,
I wanna Reset

In this darkness only loneliness surrounds me,
Can someone stay here with me?
Please someone hold my hand
I wanna go back to those beautiful moments

Even just once someone hold me,
Will everything be okay,
If I was'nt born in this world?
Would I still be happy,
If I did'nt let loneliness occupy me?
Will everything be fine,
If I'll turn back the time?
I wanna Reset....

You can't be mine,
Because it's still her, right?
Your eyes seeks for her.
Your ears likes to hear her voice.
Your nose likes her smell.
Your brain thinks of her.
Your heart shouts her name.
I can't be someone else's,
Because it's still you. Right.
My eyes seeks for you.
My ears likes to hear your voice.
My nose likes your smell.
My brain thinks of you.
My heart shouts your name.
You can't be mine because it's still her, right?
I can't be someone else's because it's still you. Right.

Rose petals

Its a symbol of love they say
He gave me those but why can't he stay?
I watched those petals fall
Still waiting for you to call

Even if I'll wait for years
Even if it'll flood because of my tears
After all those years, it's still you
It's still you that I love

I held those petals in my hand
Still trying to understand
As I heard the news
Why did'nt you give me clues?
That you'll be gone forever
I'll follow you in the skies of blue whenever

Waves in the shore coming in my feet
But me, myself, still dying from the heat
Why is there fear between happy moments?
Why don't I care 'bout there encroachments?

Don't know if this is real,
Don't know if I can still feel
When there is hope,
There is hardships

We need to be in despair
Before we can breathe the air
Continue to have hope
Until you reach the Sea

All I can hear is your lullaby,
Still I am wondering why.
I can see your face glowing,
From you, I'm here now without knowing.
Don't wanna see your tears,
I just want to appear in your dreams.

I did'nt mean to,
It was a coincidence
With my innocence
That I fell for you

The world meant us to be
With your joy, I agree
You feel the same
The destiny is for us to blame
But the destiny is so good
That now we have the same last name

Love me now
Hold me now
Touch me now
Kiss me now
'Cause you love me
And I love you.

Since 3rd Grade, I like you.
I don't know what you did to my heart.
First day of 4th Grade, I thought my feelings were gone.
5th Grade, you still make my heart flutter.
6th Grade, I tried to like someone else.
It got successful but why were you still the number one?
7th Grade, you still never failed to make my heart flutter.
As we keep getting closer, the pain became closer to me too.
8th grade, I had second thoughts if I still like you,
Because I felt it's more than like already.
9th grade, still thinking why I have feelings for you when you flutter and break my heart at the same time.
10th Grade, as much as my feelings grew deeper,
The pain started to grow more.
Ever since 3rd Grade,
I started to have feelings for you,
Also, the pain started to grow too.

In this world,
You can never understand people.
You'll never know what they really want.
Why do people always judge?

You're not good in anything they judge you.
You're good in everything they judge you.
I'm not only referring to you
Because sometimes I judge too.

They always watch your movements.
Looking for mistakes.
Even if all you did was right, just one wrong move and they'll say bad things about you,
And they won't care what will happen to you.

They'll forget the good things you did,
Your mistakes will get stuck in their mind.
Those people who insulted you,
They will only love you
When you are already sleeping on your coffin.

I always think of you,
When I stare at the moon
Wondering if you're staring at it too.
Why is it always your name that is coming into my mind?
I'm getting terrified.
All these men, but you still shined.
How can I forget you when you give light?
And that makes me fight.
Are you thinking about me too,
Or look at me the way I look at you?

We were so close
But different path is what you chose
We told each other secrets
And those secrets are sacred

I trusted you
I didn't know you would do such thing
You started to avoid me
Without any reason you left
Just like that

You told me the reason
But isn't it too cheap?
We were strangers at first
Then we became bestfriends
And now we're back from being strangers.

For the past 13-14 years
You were always by my side
When I was young I knew this would happen
I was afraid I won't see you anymore

I wished that you could grow old with me
But it will be hard for you
You worked hard to guard our home
You never failed to make me happy

But I know you would'nt last
It hurts to see you like that,
It's better for you to be gone than to suffer like that
Thank you for being my playmate when I was young
Thank you for listening to my problems
Thank you for your existence and for everything

But when I woke up,
You're the first one I went to
I looked at you and realized you're not breathing anymore
I love you but goodbye for now
My dear bestfriend..
You'll always be in my heart.

I have always wondered,
When will I be genuinely happy?
When will I be happy outside without faking that I'm happy on the inside?
How can I be happy on the outside without thinking that I'm dying on the inside?
When can I smile again without knowing I have problems?
When will I be happy both inside and outside without pretending?

I wished that day will come.
That day that I will forget all the problems even just for a minute.
That day that I'll worry about nothing.
That day that I'll not feel sad.
That day that I'll be truly happy.
But that day has already come.
And that day,
Was Yesterday.

That day when the weather was cold
You let me borrow your hoodie
That moment was gold
It made my heart flutter

Why did those happy moments turn into sudden fear?
I covered my ears
In the sound of ambulance which I did'nt want to hear
If you only looked at the road before crossing
You'd still be here

I smelled that hoodie in my hands
I remember those memories we made
I kept that hoodie
Because that reminds me of you

I feel happy the more I look at you,
But while looking at you,
I also receive pain times two,
Because I remember that I can't have you.

As long as I am happy to see you,
I don't care how many knives will cut through.
I don't care if I'm not the reason for that smile of yours,
As long as I see that it is yours,
It will still be the greatest view.

We are now facing calamities,
Many earthquakes everyday in different cities.
The roads and buildings are cracked in some places.
People are frightened and hearts are shattered into pieces.

Yet people from the North insult us.
We give those people food and other resources.
Without us, they're nothing.
Citizens from the Land of Promise should stand together,
Because we only got each other.

You can't call this the worst Christmas.
It may be the saddest but never call it the worst.
God has a reason for all the things that happened.

We thought this year is going to end good,
But something came up.
Typhoon and Fire,
Floods and fires.
Some people died.
Exhausted rescuers that some people bashed.
Those firemen and volunteers should be called Saviors.

It hurts to think to those people who suffered.
The flood that came destroyed many houses and killed people.
The fire that came burned the mall that everyone goes to and no one knows if there are survivors.

Think of the families of the victims.
Imagine the panic that overcame the victims.
Think of the families who'll spend Christmas without a house.
Think of the families who'll spend Christmas missing one member.
If only I can do anything,
I'd help.
I can't help the tears rolling down my cheeks.

Even though a lot of things happened,
God has a reason and we should trust him.
We should never lose hope.
Maybe not now but this place will rise again.
This Eagle will Rise again.

It will be a lie if I'll tell you that everything is alright
We go through ups and downs,
Because that's what life is
We are living in a good life,
We are living in a bad life

Look up in the clouds
And think out loud,
"I'll get through this"
This dark days are just temporary
Better days are coming.

I miss those days that we laugh together
But now I'm watching you laugh with each other
Those days that you greet me
These days you only look at me
Is that what friendship means to you?

I thought we are going to be friends forever
Well, it's just a thought after all
We used to talk endlessly
Now, our talks have come to an end

It's like we never knew each other
It causes me pain
I used to talk to you about my problems
But now it seems like you're the problem

I miss those old days that we spent happily
Those old days that we cry
I did'nt know that when you've been hit by your puberty it will also change your attitude

I miss those days that we talk about someone
And now you're that someone that I talk about
I miss those old days when you did'nt change.

New year, not you anymore.
Well, that's what I wanted.
When did I start to like you?
Oh, that was 8 years ago.
Now, I felt like it's not you anymore.
No excitement when I see you like before.
My heart doesn't flutter anymore when I talk to you.
You were the only one I cared for and thought of.
Now, I don't feel anything.
Maybe because I accepted our fate.
I saw a post earlier about someone hoping their crush would greet them,
But why did I think about you?

Every time my mind is filled with someone new,
I always bump into you.
The times when I don't expect  to see you,
Are the times that I suddenly feel surprised 'cause you'll suddenly appear.
When I am always sad,
You always show up and it makes me glad.
You always show up when I need joy the most.
You always show up when I least expect it.
I'm always asking myself if you're still the one,
Maybe just seeing your face was the answer.
Even if I deny it, yes, still you.

In this dorm,
Where I first met you
I did'nt like you.
We were roommates,
It was weird 'cuz you're a guy
As time goes by,
We became close friends
But I did'nt realize,
I already fell for you

I wanted to confess,
But I was scared
I got nervous when you called me to meet up
What if you'll say "I have a girlfriend"
Negative thoughts came into my mind

I got to the place where you told me
I saw you, you waved at me
I asked you what is it about
You told me that there is this girl you fell inlove with
It broke my heart hearing those
You describe her and asked what to do
I told you to confess directly even if it hurts

"She is standing in front of me now"
Tears fell into my eyes
We kissed under the moonlight
Well, being under the same roof was'nt bad at all.

There is no such thing as an ugly art,
But an ugly heart.

Planning something without me.
Having secrets without me.
Seeing all of you happy without me,
Makes me wanna leave.
A sword cuts my heart,
It feels like we are getting apart.
I don't feel worthy.
Those so called friends of mine,
I'm not even a friend of them.
I am useless.

We're not classmates anymore,
But schoolmates.
I have always wondered if I'll have feelings for someone new who is my classmate,
Since we won't always see each other at this rate.
I have this classmate that could be a good candidate,
Tall, cute and fair.
I asked myself, "could this be it?"
But I didn't have any feelings yet.
Dismissal, it was eight past three,
I saw you sitting near the gate.
I got nervous, is this fate?
You looked at me, pointed and smiled.
I missed that, isn't this great?
It felt like you answered my question ealier.
Looks like you'll still be stuck here in my heart and no one else,
But we'll see.

I woke up in my mattress,
And went to school with pain.
Instead of using the stairs,
I waited for the elevator 'cause I'm so drained.
The doors were about to close,
When you suddenly came inside.
I didn't feel anything then but gladness,
Especially when you talked to me.
While walking to my room,
The smile didn't leave my face.
Everytime I see you, one thing fades,
My sadness.

In this wonderful season,
We have lots of reasons,
For us to wear a smile,
And our memories to be compiled.

Let's be grateful for everything we have.
Our dear savior was born this day.
Let's be thankful we woke up again,
And continue to pray to him.

Why did things get worse?
The harder I try to get rid of it,
The more it gets stronger, not just a little bit.
I thought I won't have feelings for you anymore,
If I try to get to know with someone more.
Break time, I went to the ground floor,
Thinking if I'll like someone more.
I saw you again that made my heart flutter,
But you were with the girl you liked before.
When both of you saw me,
You guys went with me.
Even if there was a bit of jealousy,
You still made my day completely.

The sight of you makes me happy.
When you call me by my nickname,
It makes my heart flutter.
When you tease me,
I seek for more.
Am I completely wrecked by you?
It is sad that I don't have chances for you too.
The sight of you with kids,
Makes me fall more.
Is this a chance to forget my bunny?

2011 is the year when I met you and we became close,
It's also the year when I started to like you.
2012 is the year when I liked you more.
2013, the year when you always go to my house.
2014, the year when I tried to like somebody else.
It was successful but you are still the number one.
2015, the year when you get mad when someone insults or fight with me and my friends.
2016, the year when I realized, I love you.
That year is when we became close more.
2017, everything started to hurt a lot than before.
I really couldn't take my eyes off you.
2018, year when you make my heart flutter more but you also cause more pain to it.
2019, will it be the year when you'll feel the same way too?