#ew poems on Hello Poetry

Diana C Jun 2014

And last night my lips melted into a boy,
Who only wanted 7 minutes in heaven
But kept my mind in hell the morning after.
And the weeks to follow.
How was I to know that disguises were not just made for high school plays.
How was I to know what exists in sweet brown eyes and golden hair.
My parents warned me about drugs and getting run over by fast paced cars, but never about the addictive feeling you give me when I think of you and the fast paced beats my heart makes when you lie about loving me. I really wish I could fool myself into believing you just for a kiss longer.

#love #heartbreak #addiction #sadness #kisses #boys #butterflies #lovely #ew #guys

Enigmuse Jun 2014

Speed

I'm trembling, but who's to blame:
the dealer
or
the drug?
And, at this point, what's the difference?
I like the way the dealer warms me up, but I like the way the drug cools me down. I like the way they both make me crazy, but I love how they keep me sane. I love the way they whisper everything, but at night, they scream my name. I like the way the drug kisses my insides, and the dealer covers my skin. I love the way the drug feels like a virtue, and the dealer is nothing more than a sin.
I like the way this addiction is going, but I hate it all the same.
I wouldn't mind the dealer, if he wasn't the same place from which the drug came.

love poem

#love #metaphor #life #girl #drugs #boy #*** #couple #ew #speed #yeah #amphetamine #thissucks

MBishop Jun 2014

Your Words

I can't read too much at once
I might just break under the pressure of keeping it together
Together for whom, I don't know.
The screen perhaps?

You convey your pain so vividly
That it literally makes me ache.
Cringing at the accuracy of your words,
Wincing at the connections I make between your art and your life.
It pains me to feel you in pain.

Maybe I just notice you too much but I know who
and what
and when you're talking about.
Her, mostly, but I try not to read those.

But the other creations are utterly beautiful
In a tragic sense, though I suppose art never comes from happiness.
But what is happiness without a little pain?
An illusion
And oh, my dear, you capture this concept like an animal entrapped in a snare.
You make your message *inescapable

6.4.14 22:45

#love #feelings #depression #pain #hurt #ew #teenagers #writings #feedback

Daylight 4U2C Apr 2014

Just say ew

I drank the alcohol, expecting something.
boy was I let down, when I got nothing.
No silly laughter, or grand horror story.
No youtube video, or easy talk for me.
Just a headache or two and a feeling of suffocation.
Just a scolding from people, and a dizzy sensation.
The bottle looked nice, and tv shows made it seem fun,
but after 3 gulps, I just felt like a street ***.
So I said goodbye to armpit beer,
and I assure no rose wine here.
*** is for pirates,
much too complicated for me.
I'm done with heartache alcohol,
as you can plainly see.

How do people even get addicted to that nasty stuff?

#drunk #addiction #wine #alcohol #im #fun #of #boy #people #story #goodbye #i #the #dizzy #two #and #drank #too #much #you #me #*** #no #when #was #it #talk #street #drink #feeling #let #pirates #for #down #to #but #nothing #say #rose #like #here #is #nice #beer #gross #easy #heartache #done #suffocation #laughter #so #just #complicated #something #horror #see #from #silly #ew #with #video #felt #nasty #bottle #headache #made #as #can #tv #said #or #sensation #*** #got #looked #seem #after #3 #expecting #grand #youtube #scolding #shows #gulps #armpit #assure #*** #plainly #addictedd

Enigmuse Apr 2014

I'm In Love With An Arsonist

In my spare time, I put out his fires, and I cut
the bottoms of my feet on broken glass while
traversing across the muggy, jagged scape of his mind.

He calls my name between pulls of cigarettes and the
striking of cheap matches, and it's worth noting that I never liked
my name much until I heard the fires scream it.

I'd stand at his side and watch the flames cause his heart to implode,
and I'd fidget with his *****, shaking fingers while I listened to him
whisper something about 'I love yous'

A man's art is a reflection of self. I take note of this,
while I watch the flames dance and swing in the browns of his eyes
and warm the cavern that, moments before, had been a heart.

hate this

#love #flames #life #girl #fire #whatever #stupid #boy #relationship #weird #dumb #cigarettes #couple #arson #ew #matches #arsonist

bxtch Jan 2014

Welcome To My Diary

I fake a smile
And say I'm fine
I hide my scars
And calm my mind
I starve myself
And dry my eyes
I hold it back
And keep it inside

Welcome to my diary.

This is the real me.

bxtch Jan 2014

Withered Joy

It's just a tease
It's just a joke
I'm sure that she
Can take much more

'Twas just the cat
'Twas just the diet
'Twas just the meds
That kept her quiet

Help her soul
Her soul is fine
But save her mind
From what's behind

Thunderstorms and razors
Linger in mind
"I'm fat , stupid and weird"
Is what's behind

So the purging came
Like a knight in shining armor
And the freeing of pain
Came running through her veins

And all she ever needed
From all of these madnesses
Was the thought of silence
Being only a cut away

Because It was just your tease
And It was just your joke
That made her think
*Happiness is just a hoax

Bullying isn't funny.

#cutting #sad #depression #death #depressed #dead #stupid #time #self-harm #me #**** #anorexia #bulimia #sorry #**** #bullying #kid #killme #ew

bxtch Jan 2014

Shattered Mosaic

It's just a tease *
It's just a *joke
 I'm sure her wrists *
Can take much more

For every *word
that ached her heart
was written in red
within her skin

  'Twas just the cat *
'Twas just the *diet *
'Twas just the *pills
 That kept her silent  

Help her soul
 Her soul is fine
 But save her perception *
From the *false veracities

  A deluge of razors *
Raid in mind
 "I'm fat , naive and eccentric"
 Is what's behind

  So the *purging came
 Like knights in gory battle
Relentlessly ravaging
Shattering the girl from the inside  *

And all she ever felt 
Was the *absurdity 
Of the gory knights
Ready to slit the thread of life

Blinded by the agonizing relief
She lost her mind to perfection
And ‘twas only then when
*She whimpered in bitter regret  *

Because It was just your *tease *
And It was just your *joke *
That emboldened the knights
 to make her think *happiness is just a hoax

A revised version of "Withered Joy"

#cutting #sad #depression #death #depressed #dead #stupid #time #self-harm #me #**** #anorexia #bulimia #sorry #**** #kid #killme #ew

bxtch Feb 2014

2 a.m.

It's 2 in the morning
And I'm *triggered already
My body is aching
While I stop myself from crying

It's 2 in the morning
And my stomach is grumbling
I want blood, guts, cookies and cakes
I'm gonna puke them anyway

It's 2 in the morning
And I lie awake alone
With no one to hug me
Or tell me I matter

It's 2 in the morning *
And I'm *starting to recall
Every single name I've been called
Just to push me off the ledge

It's 2 in the morning
And I'm painting with a twist
The twist is the fact
That my canvas is my wrist

It's 2 in the morning
And I've written my last words
I'm caught in the loop of paradise
As I tip the chair to fall off

It's 3 in the morning
And my blood is dripping
My parents are crying
While I died smiling

They open up the letter
And they wept as the read:

*Dearest cruelest world,
Look at what you've done
You've crushed my fragile heart
And please don't tell me I'm being selfish
Because everyone wanted me dead
Sure my parents are mournful
But it's because of obligation
Not love
My siblings won't mind
Since they'll just take my possessions
And I'm sure my friends won't bother
Since they've all left me
So at the end of the day
I've done this for I pitied
What could have happened
If I continue to let them hurt me

Those lonely nights when
you just don't know why
you feel so depressed and angry....