Bleeding, I held my heart.
Wounded all over, again and again.
I shouldn't feel anything, I should be numb.
Yet why does it still ache, whenever you're in pain.
You left long ago, yet your presence still fresh.
This heart, the epitome of dumb.
You once claimed
That I helped
I made your world
Since you've started hanging out your friends you need my presence far less
In many ways this is good
Im glad your friends also make your world
I cant help to notice they are all females
And all in your bed
I feel far less special now
In your world they
Colorize and brighten
Make you feel welcome in your skin
In mine they make it
Cold and dull
For I can never compare to them
Or maybe its you who makes my world this way
i see my reflection on a tear that fell from my eye
a deep breathe, a sigh
wrapped around a word and a lie.
all the things that's said and done
all the leaps i took from where our story begun
all the times i failed to realize the compliments were just for fun...
now I'm holding onto a breath with all my might
all the hurt i hide and the pain i fight
i just pray to god he never cries the way i cried....
I nearly started to hyperventilate,
Because a thought occurred to me.
I thought about how long my tongue is,
And how it goes all the way down my throat.
My feet can feel the ground,
But I can’t feel my feet.
Mouth is dry,
Eyes are red,
Where is my ******* head.
I feel like a space man.
Here comes the police man.
If he asks for papers,
I will answer “scissors.”
the ones who stain your satin exterior,
with their salty tears
the ones who leave scuff marks, driving into your pastel mind,
with the words on their fake letters
the ones who resurface upon your eyes of a setting sun,
with their convenient after break-up rebound texts
the ones who **** the healing flowers growing on your earthly arms,
with their problems being unloaded onto you recklessly.
I'd rather be alone forever,
than put up with dumb boys.
most can relate.
You're only better than me in the sense that you can talk a better game
And only in the sense that you can spread your cheeks wide.
I see through you
Your philanthropy is narcissism in disguise.
You **** in a bush just like rest. I'm taking it back.
You are nothing and Meant nothing.
I am the same mote of star dust as you. Crumbs of death, but keep playing your game.
I'll be here when you've finally seen the glass in its perfect place, cracked
You coulda just said no
Instead of leaving me in limbo.
If you're too scared, say it.
I'll make sure I leave the door closed.
Dating is dumb
I licensed my likeness
to the wizards of Maine
but took issue with misuse
of character and name.
A pointy hat and long beard
make an excellent disguise
for someone a dumb one
who wants to appear wise.
Just something random I wrote.
His eyes of twilight
will haunt your midnight
His devilish smile
will keep your angels tied
Even his red plaid shirt
is full of dirt and darkness
He'll bite your neck
'cause he's that vicious
No point to resist
Says that, says this,
As ridiculous as it is,
You'll say yes, my sis
No mourn no grieve
'cause Nightosphere is where he lives
He is full of mystery
He is Marshall Lee
This one vampire king
will drink your heart's red in one sitting
then serenade you with his guitar strings
Enough to bring the Fiona out of your Fin.
you are always going to be The One.
somehow, we are always going to end up coming back to each other.
and every single time it happens, it feels like i'm coming home.
the familiar smell of your laundry, or your perfume.
it feels like home.
but the past, it doesn't matter to me.
the past doesn't mean anything. i'm still always going to want you.
i want you on your best days, when you feel like you're on top of the world, and you're never going to come down. the days where we laugh so hard that we start crying. days where we get breakfast at 6 o'clock in the morning.
but i don't only want you on your best days.
i want you on your worst days, too.
days where your nose is running because you can't stop crying.
or you had a bad day at work, or you are just so painfully exhausted of everything in life. when things feel like they'll never get better. when you feel like your whole world is falling apart.
i want you unconditionally. i want you with my entire heart.
i'm so afraid of losing you again.