I just feel dizy Where all the time go Nothing is logical and I've lot the sense of purpose And even though I'm still a human My body makes me feel like I'm just a reject Reject of stars Reject of life Nothing is logical and I've lost the sense of purpose My body's flying But I stay put down Is this really the end of my existance?
you turn to me but i'm not there i'm drowning i told you but you couldn't listen the thoughts won't make sense none are clear they're surrounding encompassing and unnerving if i take one last breath would you notice the body folded neatly lying under the baggage you placed on my back i can no longer support myself but you won't take the load stuck inside your head and i'm stuck with you if i stop speaking i'll stop breathing so i'll carry on until my fingers are shaking too much from lack of oxygen or sometimes too much i can hear my breathing speeding up faster ready to take off and fly away with what's left of my soul and spirit that you didn't crush still going as i recognise the dizzy daze i'm falling into waiting to collapse in on myself for maybe the last time for a while at least we both know it won't happen because of you i couldn't however much you argue and scream and shout or maybe it's because of her calming my mind ok i have to stop now i told you it would get too much once again i say i'm sorry remember me or the old me if you can it wasn't your fault
kiss away my pain softly please all i can ask for is that you don’t hate my dismay because somehow someway after yesterday when you kissed me i got the rush that i once felt in the dizzy of our laughter and this morning it hasn’t gone away
I can see the way Your rhymes they play Your head You've got that blame On pause Now hit repeat I don't do rhymes Patterns Circles Or anything That spins my head Because I get dizzy And then my head hurts Then I get awkward And I don't like it. Then I get nauseous And I hate it. And then someone out there Decides to hit Repeat.
i'm dizzy. the boxes full of sadness that have been packed away in the shadows of my brain since march have been opened again now they spin around in my brain making me numb to everything surrounding me
Change: I hate this anxious feeling just before a change, Hate to have this feeling when I feel overwhelmed and everything becomes hard to manage, Heart beat runs faster than train, this makes me feel so drain, Man! Why it doesn't have a stop just like a train? It makes me feel dizzy, when I try to control, Makes me wonder from where It comes, all of sudden, I lost in its thunder, And it does rain, When it makes me completely lose my brain. Hate to have this feeling just before a change.