I'm all alone
I just miss our conversations
The late night thrills
The joyous moments
Seeing your amazing smile
I just miss you a whole lot
I wish I could have you
I wish I could just hold you
I wish I just give you the world
Maybe one day, when I'm successful
Maybe we can be together then
Is it bad that I'm in love with someone that doesn't love me back?

I feel lost without you.
You numb my pain.
You're the reason I smile.
Now I'm all alone.
The pain is coming back slowly.
You're gone.
I wonder if I smoke, maybe the pain will go away.
This is my temporary solution for now.
I'll never find anyone as good as you were to me.
I'm alone.
Everyone is gone.
I was in love.
You left, everyone left.
I'm alone.

Slowly losing my mind
Feeling the sense of emptiness
Hearing the voices in my head
Feeling of depression
No one there
All alone
Slowly dying
Crying for help
Ignored and I die all alone

Worry not of those
Who cannot say
They endure life struggles
Day after day

Who sprint from the start
But on their feet cannot stay
And have no energy for work
After being done with their play

We all try to endure
The hardships of life
We love the happy times
And endure the strife

They say it's love that's in the little things.
Truthfully that's all I have for you.
Love.... It's been holding me back.
I can't do it anymore.
You're always on my mind, the thing is we won't ever have that love....
For you I'd do anything.
For you I'd give a lifetime of stability.
For you there are no words or ways to show my love.
All I do is for you.
I've made a change.
For you there is no low or high or in between of my heart that you haven't seen.
Every page that I write, every day of my life would not be without the things that my love for you now brings.
For you I'd go to war.
For you I'd make a promise of fidelity.
All these things I do is FOR YOU.

sadness covered by the facade that everything's okay when it's not;
Death in the back of my mind;
As I slowly **** time and unwind;
I guess I start to feel fine;
I go back in this same sad state;
Now I'm irate;
Angry at the world and myself;
I just load the gun and wanna shoot myself;
Get rid of all this pain and suffering;
Start a new life and be happy;
The real question is after all this;
Do you wanna be happy?

I want you;
I want you to want me too;
It hurts me to know I can't have you;
Every message I send you I mean it;
Every word is true;
My heart only belongs to you;
I can't imagine myself with anyone else;
You told me you wanted to feel a sense of happiness;
I'd love to give you it;
Knowing that I can't have you and your heart is in a different place hurts me;
You're the only one;
I basically gave up on other girls;
You're the second girl I actually chased after;
Must of the time I talk to multiple girls at once, not this time;
I want you to be my baby and maybe later in life we can make cute babies;
Its just hard though yinno, falling asleep knowing that any other can give you more than I offer;
You're so gorgeous;
But really I ain't ****;
I basically changed my dog ways ever since I started talking to you;
Not asking for a chance, but I'm just letting you know I'm always here;
Even if we never have something special, it'll hurt but I'll know the chase was worth it;
All I really have for you is love deep down;
But always know its you, you'll always have a hold on me. I literally love you like a fat kid loves cake

In general its a constant struggle.
Going day by day.
Trying to make it through.
My thoughts wonder about the place.
While I sit across from that empty space.
This is just life.
It gets harder, we age.
We meet new people day to day.
People that can affect us and people that can let us down.
Personally life to me is just what God gives me.
I have people here.
I just wish there was one person.
Who can make me feel better about life
I love life.
I love the life the I live.
I love everybody in it.

As you lay down on the bed, I imagine myself just caressing our body slowly. I start having memories of our younger days.
With every touch I want you to feel my true love. Its only us alone doing what we want, when we want (if you get the gist).
Who would've thought we would've come this far with you. I still wonder on what lured you into my life. I knew I was smooth with my words, but to have you is the most exciting thrill ever. Its the best rollercoaster ride ever, especially our adventures.
Your beauty touches my soul every time, it awakens up from the dark dungeon it lies in. When it awakes you get to see the better side of me no one has ever seen before. You're the reason for my true happiness, only you.
I hope it never fades away.
Most importantly, I hope our love never fades away......

We made real love. Hearing her moan and gasp for air as I went deeper into her. Looking down on her face seeing the pleasure of me being inside of her, I then knew it wasn't lust it was love.

Love is what I feel when I'm with you;
When I'm not with you I feel lost;
I would love to be in your life for the rest of years to come;
Thinking about you is the only thing I do;
Wanting to bask in your beauty and see your warm pleasant smile;
That is all I ask for, but your answer in return is no;
Why is this?;
You don't feel the love the way I do;
This is because you love someone else;
All I wanted was your love, but your'e gone now;
I have to deal with it like an adult;
Accept the fact that we can't be together at all;
You make me look like a fool around your friends;
Now we're done its over a love lost;
A love never to be found.

Please allow me to slip into something a little more comfortable
Something like, your mind
I'm stimulated by your kind
Because thought processes excite me
Deep and Wet with the waters of critical analytical thinking
Flowing like the rivers of time
Can I gently caress your intellect?

One day ash, one day I'll get you back and never let go. One day I'll have you in my arms holding you tight and loving you right. One day I'll carry on cute dates and pay. One day I'll serenade you with my ****** voice that'll make a lot of noise. One day I'll get down on one knee and pop the big question. One day we'll be the happiest couple ever. One day we will make the cutest kids ever. One day I will love you forever. For now I'm in the corner though

I feel this when I see you.
I'm overjoyed when I'm with you.
I have a crazy sensation.
I just want an "us".
You and I forever.
One day we will have this.
For now we just will have to live without each other.

This is what I feel when I speak to you or
when I'm with you. I must say it felt good being your friend for a while
now I reminisce on our past and I try to look forward towards the future
I have nothing to hide from you
I feel a deep pain, this pain goes down my spine
I cry when I think about you
then I remember those words you told me
We're finished it's over
We're done, now when I see you I turn my head in pain and disgust
Just thinking of a love lost
I pain

We passed each other a day or two ago.
I remembered the day we met.
I remember our first date.When I gave you that sweater what you wrapped yourself in.
I remember the day of our first kiss.
I remember the name of your puppy.
I remember the days we spent inside my apartment watching movies.
I remember the first time we made love.
I remember the day you broke my heart in that e-mail.
It said, "Hey Jathan, I just wanted to be quite frank with you. I don't think I can do this anymore".
I replied back, "What about our memories?"
You then went on to say, "**** the memories". Then you decided to block me.
I went on to never have a great relationship like the one we had.
I still think about you and your puppy.
I remember that day I saw you.
You came up to me.
I remember my words perfectly.
I said,"*******".
I left you, I never turned around.

As I sit on the edge of my bed
Saddened by the thought of you.
Tears running down my face as I think about all the wonderful times we had.
5:30 in the morning, I’m here sobbing, missing you.
Why? Why did you have to leave?
No explanation, nothing at all.
Please come back, right now you’re the only thought on my mind, the only image in my head.
Please Ana, come back.

Sin is what I imagine doing to your body;
I lust for you;
I want you in many ways;
I want us;
I want you;
I love you;
I want to feel a sensation I've never felt before;
I have many imaginations of you with me;
It can be our little secret, no one has to know.

as I slowly take my last breath
I reminisce on my past
Looking at my life from a different perspective
Seeing all of the positive things
Thinking about how fast everything went by
As I take my last breath ai realize that I have lived out my life successfuly achieving goals that I've always wanted
Including you as my trophy
As I take my last breath I knew it was rime to pull the plug........... The End

There was sweat on my brow,
beads of them as I approached her.

I was a young man, still green.

She was a mature woman
like the long blades grow free
in the lush of nature.

My hand in hers
she took me
into her warmth.

Nervous, shy
you could hear
grass grow

in the quiet
of my fear

in the silence
of my lust.

I knew nothing.

As we rolled in the dew of ***
as I fumbled and groped,
I
in some instinctive wisdom
entrusted myself fully to her.

The love I once had you took it away;
I invested most of my time into you;
Now you're gone, onto a next guy;
Using me for quickies;
Telling me lies about how you love me;
If you loved me, why?
Why will always be the question;
Forever there will be thoughts;
Thoughts of us in the back of my head;

I just wish you were here with me
So my loneliness could just fade away
I just want to be happy with you
I just wanna show you off
You're just a work of art
Wanted by collectors to exhibit
I was merely an artist
That appreciated this work of art
Can we just.....

Here’s to the most beautiful woman in the room, the woman that caught my attention not only by her looks but for the type of woman she is. Someone that pushes through and perseveres.

To the most beautiful woman in the room. The woman I dreamt of all my life finally came but now you’re gone. I would always think of different scenarios on how I dream to see you later in life.

To the most beautiful woman in the room. The woman that I dreamt of playing “Ribbons in The Sky” by Stevie Wonder. The woman that would be the first thought in the morning after I pray and the last thought before I close my eyes.

To the beautiful woman I had to let go. Still so beautiful, but I guess it was for the better that we just stopped everything. You left me in a dark time, but at the end of the day you’re still the most beautiful woman in the room.

I have random thoughts
These days I **** around and loose my mind
I think a lot
Where can I go, or who can I turn to?
Life is gone as we all know it
Going crazy
Banging sounds
Crashing from upstairs
Hearing voices and screams
Calling my name I don't know what to do now
Life is done

You fall for these boys who won't be there for you
I was there from day one
You passed me like I'm just trash
**** I'm tired of everything and everyone
Those guys that are flashing are the same ones that are gonna leave when you have a child.
They'll disappear and you wonder to yourself, "where are all the good guys?"
I was always there now I'm gone
I'll find someone that loves me for me
I'll find someone better than you
You're the piece of trash that no one wants
Now I see you looking at me, but i pass you by like you're trash.

I feel nostalgic when I that name.
It makes me think about the past.
Those words I told you 'I love you".
When you just said "oh".
I just laid in my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking.
Wondering if I should say something.
I then said, "I assume you don't have the same feelings".
You said, "lol, I'm sorry I only see you as a friend".
I contemplated on what I should do.
I sometimes have uncontrollable thoughts of you now.
I often hear you're name in the midst.
In my mind I have a certain part for you.
I have to see you soon again.
Now you're in a relationship with someone.You seem happy at time.
I'm happy for you.
Its great to see that beautiful smile.
Its great to hear you're voice.
I often think that if we could have been something how long would that had last.
I hope to see you when we're finish with school.

You're more beautiful than the Mona Lisa
You're my latest and greatest inspiration.
-Teddy Pendergrass

My mood is just changing. I can't even see you as my friend anymore.
Sooner or later you're gonna need me. I see you looking at me at times and you try to look away. I just wish you would tell me. You usually don't even acknowledge me anymore. Whatever I did I am sorry. You always forgive me for everything, but now I think it's changed. I just wish you'd give me a one more chance. We usually talk to each other all the time. You talk to everyone except me. You ignore and it hurts. To be quite frank I try to ignore you, but you just seem to have a hold on me. When I told you I love the first time everything went downhill from then, but truly I hope we can just start over. You will always be in my heart even though we aren't close as we once were.

You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
I don't know you
But you set my heart on fire
So amazing, admiring your beauty

Despite the mistakes I may make, I pray to God that he blesses you everyday.
You may hate me for all the things that I do all I really wanna say is that I love you.
Never really had these feelings before, you think if I had you these feelings would grow more?
I'm writing this poem off the top of my brain I pray that all my losses will become gains.
You'll he the main gain that I have I'll live and cherish.

This is what I feel for you
You make me smile
I want you
I want an us
I want forever.
I'm just waiting for the right opportunity
Just to get to you and tell you 3 simple words
"I love you"
Lusting is what I long to do to you
I hold these thoughts in my head
I don't know what to do anymore
If you were to turn me down like the rest of the girls
What I had a certain lust for
Don't be like them
Have a different look towards it
I may not be the best looking
But I'm worth it.

There's a rainbow in the sky for our love
A love between you and I
A love that feels so new
A million stars in the sky
Birds fly, babies cry
Angels sing when you are near
As I gently play in your hair
Holding you in my arms tight never letting go;
I love you honey with all my heart
Together forever and never apart

In most of my poems I mention the word happy:
This is something you truly make me feel:
I love you for that:
You're always there for me when I need you:
You're an awesome girl:
Any guy would be lucky to have you:
I just truly want the best for you.

when you friendzoned me my heart dropped out of my body.
i just thought about what life was.
my life was changed.
after that day my life changed.
i turned into something that i'll never become.
i started going after girls that i could never get.
now you've moved on.
i still think about you.
that day is just a clear memory in my mind.
i loved you.
now i just love to see your smile now.
i've been friendzoned by so many girls.
you ladies have to remember sooner or later i'm gonna become you need.
someone out in this cruel world is gonna love me for me.
love is such a strong word, but hey all the girls that friendzoned me i had a certain amount of love for you.

I don't know anymore.